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Su Wanwan glanced at him lightly, but at this time he had already turned sideways, and he looked as if he was afraid that he would accidentally leak tears.

"You help me persuade him."

"What's wrong with him?"

"One of the drivers of the family who was with him that afternoon died, and the driver was blocking him at the time, and now he is taking all the blame on himself."

At the same time, Su Wanwan pushed open the door - what gradually caught her eye was that he was lying there quietly with his eyes slightly closed, his face pale without a trace of blood······ It seemed that his grief had been so focused that no one could disturb him, and even Su Wanwan pushed the door in at this moment, and he didn't immediately notice it.

She walked over as gently as she could, and sat down on the edge of his bed.

The moment she tilted her head slightly, she met one of his casual glances—he looked at her intently, and could see that he was a little stunned, he had not expected her to appear in front of his eyes at this moment. "You, why are you here······"

"Why, I'm not welcome here?"

"Who's going to welcome their girlfriend to the hospital?"

It doesn't seem that the situation is too bad, and he can still joke with her.

"Of course I don't want to come, but if you come, I'll accompany you!"

At this time, the two looked at each other and did not say a word.

Long.

"Aren't you supposed to be in the country right now?"

She intimately helped him cover the quilt, "Oh, don't say anything, you can recuperate in peace!" ”

The gentleness on Su Wanwan's face at this moment made Sheng Yihan have a kind of mother's illusion in his eyes. His mother had always been a gentle woman. It made him feel very comfortable, as if he was afraid to melt in his mouth······

"Su Wanwan," he suddenly called her name.

"Huh?"

"Ask you something."

"You say."

"Actually, there are times when you feel like you can't do anything?"

"No," she confessed, "I don't think it's all my fault for the things I can't do, because I do my best for everything." At least I don't bother because I can't do it, because it's not within my power at all, and if I can't do it no matter how hard I try, why should I bother myself? ”

"But how do you know that you have worked hard, how do you know that you can't do this thing no matter how hard you try, I mean, maybe you have to work harder, work harder, and you can do it?"

"I know what you mean," Su Wanwan said unhurriedly, "For not being able to do this, it may be because of the fact itself that it can be done, but you haven't worked hard enough, right?" ”

"Yes, that's it."

"Regarding hard work, some people think that hard work should have results, while some people are enjoying the process of hard work. Anyway, I think I've been trying, I'm just trying to face all this with the effort that I've never changed, and if I do this thing, I can't do that thing, then in the face of the same effort, that thing itself is something I can't do. Anyway, that's what I think. ”

"It's the first time I've heard of that."

At this time, Su Wanwan looked at Sheng Yihan, and then said: "Actually, there are some things that we can't do at all, it's obvious, it's obvious from the beginning, that is, no matter how much effort you put in, you can't do things, for example, to bring back a dead person to life."

Sheng Yihan stopped talking, and looked at Su Wanwan silently.

"You know it all."

"He's been with you for a long time."

He said silently: "Soon, it's only been seven or eight years," his emotions suddenly became excited, "It's only been seven or eight years, and I have been ashamed of him for the rest of my life······"

"Shame? Sheng Yihan, you must know that in this world, no one is ashamed of anyone, and everyone is equal. Really, sometimes, we should see all this as in the dark, as predestined by God. ”

"Will the pain be minus a point?"

He stopped her by asking this question, and she didn't know how to answer him, so that there would be no more confusion in his eyes at this moment.

She looked him in the eye and replied, "No." ”

"Su Wanwan, do you know, when I went out with him that afternoon, it was fine, but when I woke up, it was his death, but I also heard him say that he was going to get married on the sixth of this month, and he was going to step into the palace of marriage with his beloved woman," he was very excited at first, but then he lowered his voice, "Yes······ Over the years, the people who have left me are the people closest to me, first my mother, then my woman, and now my brother who has been with me for seven or eight years. But how can I still feel it? How I wish I was numb! But the loss again and again, accompanied by the pain again and again, has never left me! Sometimes I think, if all this is in the dark, all this is predestined, all this is providential, then, do I have any deep hatred with this day? Why did he hurt me again and again, but he didn't numb me, why did he make me feel. ”

Sheng Yihan's last sentence, Su Wanwan knew that he was not asking her again, he was asking the sky.

"You think too much, God is very busy, he has no time to hurt you, no time to numb you, and no time to make you lose these feelings."

"So I should bear all this? What am I doing wrong? If it was because of what I had that I had that I had lost the same amount as what I had, I would have preferred that I never had. ”

"You still have to have it, and you have to lose it for a better one, isn't it? After all, you are still very young, in fact, what you have lost, in fact, you have never had, and what you have, you will definitely not lose again. ”

The two of them looked at each other deeply, really deep, already deep to the heart. Then one side quickly turned his head away, one did not know how to escape from such an unstoppable gaze, one side blushed, and the other side did not know how to answer for a long time. (To be continued.) )