Chapter 52
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Gu Yan rubbed his frowning brows, his voice was heavy and helpless.
Fen Qiao in the quilt moved, but still didn't make a sound.
Gu Yan squatted quietly at the head of the bed and waited for a long time before he heard an inaudible choking from the quilt.
He didn't move for a long time, and Fen Qiao probably thought he was gone.
The choked voice was extremely forbearing, just like the soft choked voice he heard in the ward of Diancheng Hospital in the cold winter many years ago, intermittent, but it was like a sharp and thin needle piercing the bottom of his heart, stabbing Gu Yan painfully.
The last time I heard Fen Qiao cry like this, her father passed away and her mother remarried. At that time, he could never have imagined that one day he would be easily emotionally affected by this little girl.
He thought he had given Fen Qiao the best, but in the end, it was just his delusion.
His time is tight and busy, and he can't spare more time to accompany Fen Qiao, so everything is happy with her, and he just blindly indulges her, on the surface, Fen Qiao's illness has indeed improved, but in fact, Fen Qiao's dependence on him is getting deeper and deeper, and it is difficult to correct it now.
It can be said that Fen Qiao's dependence on him was single-handedly promoted by his acquiescence.
What did Fen Qiao do wrong? She just regarded her dependence on him as love, and one day in the future, she found someone she really liked, and she would even regret what she said now. Fen Qiao can do whatever he wants, but he can't help but stay sober.
Gu Yan has always been able to analyze the pros and cons of everything in an orderly and clear manner, and his brain can always ensure calmness and clarity, without emotion, which is the key to his victory. But at this moment, he knew that he was not sober.
From getting out of the car to the present, all kinds of solutions to this matter were prepared in his mind, but they were completely overturned the moment he heard Fen Qiao choke just now. His heart seemed to be gripped by an invisible hand, and he couldn't breathe.
His mind was so confused that he almost didn't want to remember those rules and regulations anymore, and just wanted to follow Fen Qiao's meaning.
He knew that there was no way to guarantee that Fen Qiao would not be harmed.
Fenqiao is like a fragile precious object, take it lightly at any time, and put it gently, if she is not careful, she will have a heart knot that can never be cured.
"Jojo ......"
Gu Yan opened his mouth, only to find that his voice was a little hoarse.
Finding that Gu Yan was still there, Fen Qiao's choking stopped almost immediately.
She heard Gu Yan's voice, which was different from the clear and pleasant voice on weekdays, the voice was hoarse, and she could clearly hear the helplessness and exhaustion contained in it.
"Jojo, don't hide inside, you look at me." His hand rested lightly on the edge of the bed, "Look at me, is that okay?" ”
Fen Qiao's heart was turning back and forth, her heart was complicated and contradictory, the tip of her nose was already hot and sweaty, but the fingertips that grasped the futon were cold. was in a stalemate with the invisible Gu Yan.
"Look at me."
Although it is low and hoarse, it has a taste of demagogy that cannot be refused.
After all, Fen Qiao slowly removed the quilt between them, Gu Yan's handsome face was within her reach, the medicine in his hand was still steaming, and he looked at her intently, his eyes contained thousands of emotions, Fen Qiao couldn't see the deep meaning of it, and he couldn't guess Gu Yan's thoughts.
Like a prisoner waiting for the death sentence to be announced, Fen Qiao's heart was raised high, but Gu Yan still didn't say anything for a long time, she simply removed her eyes and closed her eyes.
"Jojo, take your medicine."
No.
Fen Qiao silently refused, didn't pull up the quilt again, but buried his head deeper in the pillow, leaving only the back of his head to him.
In fact, at this moment, Fen Qiao wanted Gu Yan to leave her alone and leave the bedroom.
She was afraid to see the calm on his face, and she didn't know how to face him. She knew intellectually that Gu Yan could take care of her in front of her father, and she should be grateful, but every nerve in her body was not subject to rational discipline and was clamoring for unwillingness.
Gu Yan stared at the messy and scattered long hair on the pillow, sighed helplessly, got up and turned to the other side of the bed, and squatted down again.
"I promise you, Fen Qiao."
Gu Yan spoke, he knew what he was doing at this moment, and he also knew how unwise this approach was and how many serious consequences it would bring, but he still said it slowly word by word.
"I'm not married, until you say yes."
The voice was serious and solemn.
What the?
Fen Qiao seemed incredulous, she stiffened for a moment, and slowly turned her head, wanting to confirm whether Gu Yan was joking. But she only saw Gu Yan's focused and solemn eyes, and she realized that Gu Yan had never joked with her.
Her big eyes were red all around her, her pupils shone with water in the light, and her expression was a little dull.
Gu Yan saw it and sighed silently in his heart. Inserted the medicine into the straw, handed it to Fen Qiao's mouth, softened his expression, and said warmly: "Take medicine, is it okay to take medicine?" ”
Once some bottom lines are breached, the entire line of defense will collapse from now on.
At this moment, Gu Yan felt that he had no bottom line at all. Fen Qiao is disobedient, Fen Qiao is willful, and always achieves his goals at the cost of physical illness, he clearly wants to teach her a lesson, and urges her to correct one by one, but in the end, he compromised.
Even if Fen Qiao is disobedient, he can't really get angry and ignore her; Fen Qiao is willful, but every time he looks at it, he thinks his children are cute; Every time, he saw through Fen Qiao's bitter plan, but even if he knew, there was no way not to be fooled.
The straw was handed to Fen Qiao's mouth, she hesitated, and secretly raised her eyes to look at Gu Yan.
"What if I don't agree for ten or eight years." She tried her best to hide the soreness at the tip of her nose, and cautiously tried to speak.
"I said it would be until you agreed."
"What if I never agree?" Fen Qiao's eyes widened to see every detail of his facial expression, and she was terrified to the extreme, she was afraid of hearing a different answer.
Gu Yan lowered his eyes, his face was unwavering, and he only handed the medicine to Fen Qiao's mouth again.
"I'm not going to get married."
Fen Qiao reached out and took the cup of the charge and drank it in one go.
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"Have you noticed that since Miss Fen Qiao fell ill this time, you have a strange relationship with Mr. Gu?" The young maid laid out the changed sheets and said to the older woman who was cleaning to the side, "Neither of you talks much now. ”
The older woman was startled by this, and subconsciously looked at the door of the room, making sure that no one had opened her mouth and scolded fiercely: "Is the matter of the main family that you and I can discuss?" If Zhang Yi hears this, our work will not be saved. ”
The young woman was taken aback by this, her ancestors had some connections with the Gu family, and it was not easy to enter the Gu family to work. The Gu family's work is easy, the salary is high, the treatment is good, and it is very face-saving to say it.
Thinking of this, she reluctantly closed her mouth, but there was still injustice in her heart after all, and said, "Didn't Zhang Yi follow Miss Fenqiao from Diancheng?" In terms of seniority, how can she compare to you? Why is she in charge of everything in this apartment? ”
Now the elderly maid was transferred from the Gu family's main house, and she also put down the cleaning tools in her hand and sighed, "So you are still young, you really believe it when everyone says so." How could the Gu family let a maid who didn't know the bottom line come in and take care of things? ”
"Why is that?" The young woman didn't bother to pull up the sheets, so she looked up and asked.
"Zhang Yi is an old man who followed Mr. Gu and brought him up." Her eyes were far away, as if she was recalling: "It was Old Man Gu who personally sent people to Mr. Gu, and put them in the front court, and Mr. Gu could also call her a nurse." ”
"Then why did Liang Special Assistant introduce that she came from Dian City with Miss Fen Qiao, isn't this a lie?"
"Can we take care of these rounds?" The older woman frowned, "Why don't you always have a long memory?" If you really want to be caught, you talk about the master's house, and it is useless to beg anyone. ”
She scolded while cleaning up the tools for sprinkling, but she actually couldn't figure it out in her heart. But the thought was quickly put behind her, and she cleaned the floor seriously.
Recently, Miss Fen Qiao probably made Mr. Gu angry, and the two bumped into each other, but Mr. Gu didn't speak, and Miss Fen Qiao didn't speak. The air pressure in the apartment was often low, and it was the servants who were the ones who suffered, and they were afraid to do something wrong.
In her opinion, although Mr. Gu was angry with Miss Fenqiao, he still cared about her, and the first thing he did when he went home every day was to ask Miss Fenqiao if she had taken medicine and what she had eaten. If Miss Fen Qiao can't eat that day, even if Mr. Gu doesn't eat, he will wait for the kitchen to remake Miss Fen Qiao's favorite meal until she eats it.
It is said that it is a cold war, but it is actually not counted, because although the two rarely talk, Gu Yan did treat Fen Qiao more indulgently.
Fen Qiao likes to lose his temper recently, and when he loses his temper, he has a desire to destroy, and even the antique vase that Old Man Gu bought at a sky-high price from a foreign collector when he was alive was scrapped with a crisp sound.
Gu Yan only calmly ordered his subordinates to clean up the pieces, and then put one again.
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On the night Fen Qiao returned to Chongwen's dormitory, Pan Dee received a breakup call from Xu Yue.
What they saw that day, Luo Xinxin and Fen Qiao hesitated and didn't know how to say it, who wanted to go back to school that night, Pan Di came back from outside just now, and before she took off her makeup, she received a phone call, and when she heard Xu Yueti break up, she was blindsided.
The phone didn't finish for more than an hour, Pan Di wanted to ask the reason for the breakup, the two quarreled while talking on the phone, Luo Xinxin and Fen Qiao could only put on the headphones in embarrassment.
Qiao Mang is not used to studying with headphones, and when she enters the final exam, in order to get a full scholarship, she even spends all day in the library, and she is also reading books when she returns to the dormitory.
Pandy's voice on the phone became louder and louder, and even cried, Qiao Mang couldn't bear to wrinkle his eyebrows deeply, and finally spoke: "Can you be quieter!" ”
Pandey didn't hear this, Qiao Mang directly closed the book and raised the volume: "I asked if you can be quieter?" You're not the only one living in the dormitory! ”
This time Pandey heard it, she turned around suddenly, her face was already full of tears, and the delicate makeup on her face was blurred, and she yelled at Qiao Mang with a crying voice: "Do you have any sympathy!" ”