Chapter 126: What If
It is certainly a joy to get the "long-term pulse excitation auxiliary module", but a video left by Li Xingyan in the memory storage area of the module in advance made Fengyu's mood worse again. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. biquge。 info
"Wind, this is Xia's new product, and it is also a gift I want to give you, I believe you will like it. The material of this chip is very rare, and only one finished product was finally completed with the financial and material resources of the collector. It was supposed to be sent to Admiral Goering, but it happened that the UAC Federation had made a move on NO, so it wasn't sent out. The merchant ship transporting the chip was seized by the UAC, and the captain secretly handed the chip to me, who was relaxing on the surface of Dijing, and asked me to take it back to the Xia headquarters in Tianjing. ”
Judging from the background behind Li Xingyan in the video, she was not on a spaceship when she recorded this video, but on the terrace of a luxury hotel, with lush natural vegetation and endless blue skies behind her, apparently on the surface of Dijing, which she was talking about.
Li Xingyan in the picture continued, "When I got this chip and learned its use, I suddenly realized that the person who deserves it in the world is you!" Since Xia was going to give it to Admiral Goering, and the lord had already turned his face with no. Then I'll secretly transfer it to you, Xia shouldn't know. They will be treated as chips that have already reached the hands of Admiral Goering. ”
Hearing this, Feng Yu finally knew that Li Xingyan gave this chip to him not on a temporary basis, but premeditated. At the same time, he also determined one thing, the reason why the UAC fleet violated basic international norms and unscrupulously attacked the business spaceship belonging to Xia's Seiko that Li Xingyan was riding must also be because of the news of this chip.
In other words, if Li Xingyan hadn't been for the chip to be sent to Fengyu, she wouldn't have appeared in Taiya WH at all. If she had returned to Tianjing via other routes, she would have already entered the control area of the New Asian Space Force and would not have been attacked by the UAC fleet at all.
If...... If......
That's right, it is precisely because of these ifs that Li Xingyan died.
If these can only mean one thing, Li Xingyan still loves Fengyu deeply, and used her life to do the last thing for Fengyu.
At this moment, the haggard young woman in the picture said a sentence that Feng Yu was destined to never forget in his life, "Feng, I really regret it." If I could go back to the past, I would love you bravely! If I were given another chance, I would definitely fight my family to the end, instead of cowardly compromise! I know that this chip can't make up for the damage I caused you back then, I just hope to do something for you. That's all, love you! ”
When watching these videos, Luo Yunxi was by Fengyu's side, and after watching these, she was also embarrassed. So she turned around and hugged Fengyu, looking at the eyes that were already full of tears, "Cry if you want to, I won't blame you." ”
When Feng Yu heard this, he wiped away the tears swirling in his eyes, and firmly hugged the woman he loved most in his life, "No, don't cry!" There are not so many ifs in life, and instead of regretting the choices made in the past, it is better to grasp the present. I decided, and all I could do now was go to Dijing, except to capture Ashley, the father of gmp. Lee, there is another thing to do is to take out Admiral Goering and avenge her! ”
"Well, I've got your back! As long as you remember, no matter what time it is, I will always be by your side! Ignoring the eyes of everyone on the bridge, Luo Yunxi bravely kissed Fengyu's lips.
Monica on the side looked at these two people who were unscrupulously showing affection, and she finally understood a truth - love really needs courage!
Li Xingyan lost love because of evasion, and Luo Yunxi gained love because of bravery.
If she Monica wants to get the love that truly belongs to her, she should not continue to dwell on the death of Falls.
Although Feng Yu showed a strong side in front of everyone, in fact, his heart was far from so calm. At this time, he entered a state of awakening, and let out the emotional person, leaving a rational personality to control the body. Only by removing the emotional side can you calm yourself down.
Rational personalities understand very well that these emotions of their own do not mean much to other people. The mission of the Storm was to capture or kill Ashley, the father of GMP. Li, for this reason, everyone must risk their lives to break into the Dijing Star Domain. As the core strength of this spaceship, Fengyu is also a spiritual sustenance, and his performance will determine the success or failure of the mission. If he can't show a reassuring state, I'm afraid it will cause people's hearts to fluctuate.
Moreover, although the status of Dijing in the UAC Federation is not as good as the "American Dream", in fact, its military strength is far superior to that of the capital star, and it implements a paramilitary management that is loose on the outside and tight on the inside. The danger of infiltrating this star field is far greater than that of the previous airborne Tianjing and the "Dream of the Americas", and Fengyu must show the strongest posture to ensure the smooth completion of the final mission.
After the emotional personality is released, the ontology is completely dominated by reason, and Fengyu no longer stays in Taiya. The act of bullying the UAC battleship here is meaningless except to vent anger, and it will only waste his own time and make the Dijing side fully prepared.
The question now is which route the "Stormwind" should take to Dijing after leaving Taiya WH. The advice given by the think tank was to go to the DT3 star field, because the peripheral operation team led by Hong Juxing was clearing out the second-generation GMPs who were mixed in with the front-line fleets in New Asia and the UAC.
After the rendezvous with the peripheral action group, with the addition of the three Awakened aces of Hong Juxing, Valkyrie and Haifeng, the strength of the "Storm" will be further strengthened. At that time, the combat power of this destroyer will be more powerful than the lineup led by the "Ocean" in Taimei WH before.
The combat power of the four Awakened Aces is definitely stronger than the six ordinary Aces, and among them, Haag, Hong Giant Star and Valkyrie are all Awakened with dual abilities, and their strength can be one against two ordinary ace pilots.
Fengyu took the advice of the think tank and ordered the "Tempest" to set off for the DT3 star field.
DT3 is a place full of memories for Feng Yu, who served here after joining the New Asian Space Force at the age of 16 and then went to DT2 with the expeditionary force. Then in SC0099, that is, when he was 18 years old, Li Xingyan was recalled by Xia in DT3, and the first love between the two ended here.
Now that Li Xingyan has just passed away, Fengyu is going to revisit his old place, and the pain in his heart can be imagined. However, no matter how painful it was, it was not as intense as it was at the beginning, and it would not affect his judgment and actions. And with Luo Yunxi's gentle and meticulous guidance and care on the side, when the "Storm" came to the DT3 star field after a five-day voyage, Fengyu's grief had faded a lot before.
A large part of this is obviously due to the feeling and guilt of Luo Yunxi. Feng Yu knows that as a husband, he should not affect the happiness and harmony of his current marriage for the sake of his past feelings, and he should not make waves again because of a relationship that has ended, but for a person like him who values feelings, this kind of thing is not to forget and forget, and to let go of it. If Feng Yu was really so ruthless, I'm afraid Luo Yunxi wouldn't fall in love with him.
To love one is to love his strengths and accept his shortcomings, rather than to transform the other person according to his own wishes. If you have to force the other person to make changes for you, it can only mean that you are in love with the skin, not the unique soul.
Luo Yunxi is true love, so she never asked Fengyu to make any changes, just stood behind her and silently admired him and loved him. This kind of love can withstand the test of wind, frost, rain and snow, and can be unswerving and lasting.
Luo Yunxi pays trust, Fengyu pays loyalty, they are just like the two little guesses when they were young, and they always maintain a tacit pace, all the way forward, forever.
Time flies, six years have passed, he was only 22 years old at the time of the E4 battle, and a few months later he was selected to defect from New Asia. Now that he is back again, at the age of 28, he has matured and can already see through the insidious cunning of NO and UAC.
But the years that have passed, like those who have passed away, can never come back, and he cannot be young again.
Sometimes he wonders if he can be young again, will he still fall in love with Li Xingyan? If I could re-experience those things from the past, would I ever make the same choice again?
Will there be an ambush from W1? Will there be Lin Qianqian's betrayal? Will there be a "storm gate" with eggs hitting stones? Could there have been defections at that time?
These frustrating and enterprising life trajectories constitute Fengyu's present, as long as any of these links are missing, there will be no current him.
Standing in today's position, Fengyu seems to be grateful to his former friends and enemies, who together have created the invincible machine god he is today. This may be the pain and pain that a person must endure in the process of growing up, and the price that a person must pay in the process of reaching the peak of life.
Again, if, if he had to choose, Feng Yu could foresee this ending, would he choose a bumpy road of glory or a flat and ordinary road?
He can't answer this question, and perhaps most people can't make a choice. Of course, some people will say that they would rather die if they are not brilliant, and they would rather die vigorously than live an ordinary life. But this statement is just that there are many people who stand and talk without backache, and who have really experienced those ups and downs, but can't see the glory of the future. It is always a very small number of people who can really succeed, and not everyone has the courage to take this bumpy road.
Feng Yu looked back on this way, and he was faintly afraid.
Fortunately, there are no ifs in life, and everyone has to pay for their own choices. No matter how many regretful memories Fengyu has, he has come to the present, and there is only the future in front of him.
The future that is only 13.2 light-years away from DT3 - Jijing!