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It was late at night when I got back to the apartment. Pen, fun, and www.biquge.info

The moon and stars are scarce, Fen Qiao opened the car window and let the night wind blow across her face, the wind was cold and cold, blowing her hair rattling.

She put her hand out the window and spread her fingers, feeling the wind pass through her fingertips.

Before he had time to be sad for a few minutes, he was pulled back by Gu Yan's hand, and he was serious: \"Don't stick your head and hands out of the window." \”

Fen Qiao looked sideways, in the dim carriage, Gu Yan was a little tired on his face, but his expression was warm and soft.

Occasionally, between the fleeting street lights, the bridge of his nose is straight, and the slightly blurred lips, deep eyes, and deep double eyelid folds make him look a little less cold, more charming, and more charming.

Seeing it, Fen Qiao wanted to reach out and touch it.

This idea has appeared in Fen Qiao's mind many times, and he didn't dare to do it before, but for some reason, Fen Qiao was very bold tonight.

When Fen Qiao's fingertips were on Gu Yan's eyes, Gu Yan moved slightly, but he didn't dodge it, and his tone was smiling, "Fen Qiao, you're not a child anymore." \”

Fen Qiao used his thumb and ten fingers to measure the length of his eyelashes, and when he heard this, he simply pulled one off with all his might.

Gu Yan frowned slightly, "Fenqiao, you are particularly disobedient tonight. \”

He was very disobedient, he was extremely quiet all afternoon, he couldn't eat, he couldn't hear what he said, and he was always out of the world.

Fen Qiao still pretended not to hear, plucked another one of his own, pinched his eyelashes to his fingertips, and observed the occasional flashing street lights outside the window.

After a while, she pouted unhappily and concluded: \"Longer than mine." \”

Then he thought of something again, and said triumphantly, "But my hair is longer than yours." \”

Fen Qiao's hair was indeed very long, almost waist-high, and it was smooth and smooth, exuding a dark luster.

Gu Yan sighed lightly and gently stroked Shang Fenqiao's hair.

He could sense that Fen Qiao's mood was not quite right.

Sure enough, the smugness on Fen Qiao's face gradually dissipated, and his eyes gradually dimmed.

"Am I really disobedient? \”

The voice was soft and weak. It seems to be asking a question, and it seems to be talking to oneself.

Gu Yan was about to speak, and smelled her next sentence again.

\"I want to be obedient too. \”

The car window was still open, and Fen Qiao's body was already cold, but he stubbornly refused to close it.

She turned sideways, put her hands into Gu Yan's waist, hugged them tightly, buried her head deep in his coat, closed her eyes, and only felt the temperature and heartbeat through the thin shirt.

"Sleepy? Gu Yan asked softly

\"Hmm. \”

It took a long time for the voice to come, vague and a little indistinct, as if he was really about to fall asleep.

Gu Yan patted her on the back, but began to guess the reason for Fen Qiao's abnormality, searching in his brain for the people Fen Qiao had met in the old mansion in the afternoon.

No longer feeling the gaze coming from above his head, Fen Qiao slowly opened his eyes again.

Always so nice to her......

Tolerate her disobedience, tolerate her tantrums.

Teach her the courage to speak to strangers and heal her.

So good that she almost forgot that she was just a person to be sympathized with and helped.

Her own relatives no longer cared about her, and even abandoned her, but it was Gu Yan who gave her all the companionship and tolerance.

Thinking about every day in the dark of Diancheng, she felt terrified that the current time was stolen, and maybe she would be taken back by God when she woke up in the morning.

Gu Yuming was right about one thing, she was afraid of being driven back to Diancheng.

But it's not because of how much attachment she has to the imperial capital, but because she doesn't know how she will live without Gu Yan.

Just like when her father left, she must be stuck in memories every day, waking up crying and crying to sleep.

But what can be done?

She's going to have to go through it.

She thought about it for a whole afternoon, and only came to this conclusion.

Even if Gu Yan said that she would not get married, could she really stop him forever willfully?

Even for the sake of the Gu family, Fen Qiao couldn't stop him forever.

The Gu family is Gu Yan's responsibility, and Fen Qiao knows how much he values it.

It's not like yourself, it's dispensable.

Gu Yan was soft-hearted and helped her for a while. He treated her like a junior. She didn't know how to be grateful, but she still made so many unreasonable demands on him.

She loves face so much, rather than leaving without face at that time, it is better to open a safe and suitable distance by herself.

It's not that she doesn't understand these big truths. But when I really thought it through, my heart seemed to be overwhelmed by a fine net, tightening it tighter and tighter, almost suffocating.

The car stopped in the underground garage, Zhang Hang turned off the fire, and turned around, only to see Gu Yan making a silent gesture to him.

Fen Qiao slept in his arms, looking extremely petite, unable to see his face clearly, but his breathing sound was even. The scene in front of me was unexpectedly harmonious, making people's hearts warm and calm.

It is hard to imagine that Mr. Gu, who is majestic and high-minded on weekdays, would have such a soft expression.

Zhang Hang didn't want to go down anymore, nodded his head knowingly, bowed respectfully, and retreated himself.

Gu Yan helped Fen Qiao's falling hair behind her ears, picked her up lightly, entered the elevator, and went upstairs.

The maid at home saw Gu Yan carrying the sleeping Fen Qiao to the house, and hurriedly opened the door for him all the way until Gu Yan steadily put Fen Qiao on the bed in the bedroom

Turn on the window lamp, under the warm light, Fen Qiao's face is delicate and soft, the eyelashes are curled up, the tip of the nose is small, the pink lips are like the first cherry blossoms, and the sleeping appearance is like a little angel coming out of a European oil painting.

makes people's hearts turn into a puddle of water, and they can no longer remember her little temper and willfulness.

Gu Yan said that she was disobedient, but even if Fen Qiao was disobedient, why wasn't he willing to coax her?

When I came back, the dark clouds were black and pressing, and after a while, it rained.

A few bolts of lightning streaked across the sky in the distance, and the night sky was divided into terrifying pieces, and in just a few minutes, the rain was already pouring down.

The sound insulation of the apartment is very good, but the windows are not closed, and it still can't stop the terrifying roar of thunder.

Almost at the moment of thunder, Fen Qiao trembled, and before he could open it, he grabbed Gu Yan's hand tightly at the head of the bed.

Gu Yan was going to close the window, but Fen Qiao's eyes opened at this time, and his eyes were full of water.

The tears were going to fall in the next second.

She seemed awake and completely unconscious.

"Don't go. \”

\"I'm just going to close the window, Jojo. Gu Yan softly reassured.

\"No, I'm afraid...\"

Torrential rain outside the window will make the night both noisy and noisy. Fen Qiao's voice trembled, and even indoors it was incredibly small.

\"Please, don't go ......\"

The tone was weeping, almost pleading.

It is like a dense net, enveloping people, unable to move, and having to compromise.

Gu Yan was already sure that Fen Qiao must have been stimulated by something again, and he thought about it all afternoon.

The most willful thing about Fen Qiao is not because she doesn't listen to Gu Yan's words, but because she never confesses herself.

She completely hid her heart, and sometimes even Gu Yan couldn't get a glimpse of it.

Fen Qiao's hand was trembling as he grabbed it, and even if Gu Yan couldn't guess what she was thinking, his heart was unconsciously pinched.

The thunder sounded for a long time, but Fen Qiao still didn't mean to let go. Her eyes were closed, but her eyebrows were furrowed as if they were shrouded in smoke, and she slept very unsteadily.

Gu Yan put his coat and jacket on the head of the bed, gently shook Fen Qiao's little hand back in his palm, and completely dispelled the idea of leaving.

……

When Fen Qiao woke up, he saw Gu Yan leaning against the head of the bed again.

Apparently sat and slept all night.

His palms clasped hers.

Fen Qiao's nose was sour, and he was so astringent that tears almost fell out

。 While blaming himself for not being stable when he fell asleep, he stared at the hands he held together, and he was reluctant to let go.

For a long time, she raised her head to let the tears flow backwards, returned to her eyes, and swallowed desperately.

Gently pulled out his hand from Gu Yan's palm.

Even if you don't want to, so what? None of this belonged to her.

……

Breakfast was toast and cereal porridge.

The maid who had put the food away put away the plate and waited quietly.

Fenqiao hates porridge the most on weekdays, Zhang Yi is not there, and the maid who made breakfast this morning probably doesn't understand this.

Gu Yan subconsciously looked at Fen Qiao's expression.

She didn't realize that the bowl was her favorite food, and lowered her head with a spoon to her mouth.

After eating, there was no expression on his face, and he took another spoonful, moving mechanically and without saying a word.

"Jojo. Gu Yan opened his mouth to call her.

Hearing Gu Yan's voice, she suddenly raised her head and looked at him blankly.

\"If you can't eat it, you don't have to finish it." \”

Fen Qiao's appetite is not so large, and he will definitely hold out to his stomach after eating it all.

Fen Qiao subconsciously glanced into the bowl, his eyes hesitated, but he didn't put down the spoon after all.

"I'll finish it." \”

"I'll eat well in the future. \”

She seemed to be saying to Gu Yan, and she seemed to be swearing.

When the time came, Gu Yan was neatly dressed, carrying a briefcase and going out on time, and Fen Qiao followed behind.

went out and went downstairs, but when Gu Yan was about to get in the car, he suddenly made a sound.

"Wait a minute. \”

Gu Yan turned around, Fen Qiao stood in place, in the dim yellow light of the underground parking lot, he couldn't see Fen Qiao's expression clearly, but he could clearly see Fen Qiao's blurred soft outline.

She suddenly moved, as if she had made up her mind, and walked towards Gu Yan, walking faster and faster, but in the blink of an eye, she had already arrived.

\"Gu Yan. Her expression was serious, her eyes were religious, and she looked up at Gu Yan.

\"Huh? Gu Yan replied in a low voice, unguarded, and was about to ask, when Fen Qiao stood on tiptoe in front of him, and his soft lips sealed his unspoken words.

For a moment, the man's head went blank and his heart almost stopped.

Suddenly, he remembered that under the light last night, Fenqiao's lips were as pink and red as cherry blossoms.

It was as soft to the touch as it is now.

It makes people's hearts ripple, gently rippling layer after layer.

This wasn't the first time Fen Qiao had kissed him, but it wasn't the first time he was frightened, and he couldn't tell what it was like

It's not under his control, but deep down it's inexplicably relaxed and happy.

It's just that this kind of thought was almost suppressed by reason when it didn't appear for a long time.

He was still calm on his face, but no one knew about the terrifying waves in his heart.

Gu Yan has strong self-control.

He is extremely strict with himself, and his actions are accurate to the point that he cannot make any mistakes.

A person who is cruel to himself can really make people feel scared and afraid.

And now, his emotions are beyond his expectations, and his thoughts are like wild horses that have escaped from the leash, difficult to control, and need to be suppressed desperately.

And he knew that this was wrong, he had always only treated Fen Qiao as a junior.

Fen Qiao's heels touched the ground again, and she looked at Gu Yan's expression intently, not wanting to let go of every place, even the slightest change on his face.

But no.

Gu Yan's eyes were as indifferent and calm as before.

Yes, that's it, he's nice to her, but he doesn't like it.

Like her kind of love.

With this cognition, the tip of Fen Qiao's nose became uncontrollably sour.

At this moment, she wished so much that there would be a gust of wind in the garage, so that when she shed tears, she could still say that she had entered the sand as if nothing had happened.

\"Fen Qiao...\" Gu Yan called her, as if she was sad and sighed.

It's cloudy and cold in the garage. Fen Qiao could feel the coldness on her body, and her bare hands, which were exposed outside her coat, were already stiff and cold.

The pockets of her coat would be warm, she knew, but masochistic and stubborn refused to put her hands in her pockets.

He quietly took a small step back, stood still, then looked up at him before speaking.

Gu Yan only saw Fen Qiao's red lips closing one by one, and the sound came into his ears.

\"Gu Yan...... I like you. \”

"You know now. \”

Word by word, the voice was not loud, but in the empty underground garage, it was clearly audible, with a resolute determination without hesitation.

Fen Qiao hesitated thousands of times in her heart to say this, but this time, she finally said it.

Maybe she doesn't understand the meaning of love, but she knows it, she wants to live with Gu Yan forever, and she wants to wake up every morning to see him and kiss him.

As long as she thinks that one day Gu Yan's arms will no longer be open to her, no longer speak softly to her, marry a wife, have children, and live with other women, she will feel unbearable in her chest, and her heart will almost be overwhelmed and squeezed out of cracks.

But what could she do, she was nothing to Gu Yan.

She is just an orphan girl who is helpless and dependent on Gu Yan to take care of her

She liked him.

Gu Yan knew Fen Qiao's personality, she was proud and sensitive, she never revealed her heart easily, how difficult it was for her to say this.

But it shouldn't be like this...

Fen Qiao is at the best age, she should have the same life as ordinary people, and talk about a suitable relationship like ordinary people.

Instead of mistaking dependence for love, as is the case now.

What can Fen Qiao understand? She is still so young, whether it is emotion or experience, it is a blank.

If one day in the future, she understands things and meets someone she really likes, will she regret what she has done now?

He didn't know.

He didn't know, but he couldn't help but worry. Fen Qiao can express his emotions unscrupulously, but he has to be responsible for Fen Qiao's life.

He opened his mouth, but before the voice came out, Fen Qiao had already seen his intention and interrupted him directly.

\"If you don't like me, stop talking and listen to me. \”

Fen Qiao's nose was fierce and sour, she had known it for a long time, but she still couldn't control her tears.

"Don't be so nice to me, I won't be able to stand it when you leave me. \”

With tears in her eyes, she looked at him quietly, obviously standing in front of him, but it seemed to be far, far away.

The world seems to be left with only the sporadic lights in the dim garage and the two people under the lights.

Gu Yan wanted to reach out and grab her, but the moment he raised his hand, he slowly paused again.

He can't, and he can't.

Instead of giving Fen Qiao sporadic hope, it is better to cut off her thoughts now.

But her big silent eyes were so soft, and his knuckles tightened, and he found that he couldn't control himself.

\"Qiaoqiao, you listen to me...\" Gu Yan grabbed her palm.

"No! \" Fen Qiao's tears welled up, and he withdrew his hand and interrupted him, \"You listen to me. \”

\"I shouldn't be willful not to move back to the old house, and I shouldn't be vexatious and not let you get married. \”

"I've changed my mind. \”

She choked up word by word, almost biting her mouth, her head was full of deafening buzzing, and the pain was unbearable, but the words she wanted to say were so clear.

\"I won't let you move back to your old house anymore, and I won't stop you from getting married......"

"It's okay to leave me alone. \”

\"Don't be so nice to me anymore, I'll grow up. \”

Although she had tears in her eyes, her expression was extraordinarily serious.

……

Fen Qiao's back disappeared into the garage, and as soon as she left, the voice-activated lights went out

Gu Yan stood silently in place, did not catch up, and his tall figure was immersed in darkness and did not move for a long time.

Fenqiao grew up.

Maybe she's right.

Only by leaving him can she truly grow up and live like an ordinary person. No longer pathologically dependent on one person, put the whole focus of your life on him.

Even if he is willing to be relied on.

In the dark, he stood quietly in place, his expression extremely lonely.

……

\"Jojo~\"

"Jojo! \”

Fen Qiao was suddenly awakened, turned his face sideways, and saw Luo Xinxin's enlarged face lying on the head of the bed, looking at her with wide apricot eyes.

\"You never slept before, did I infect you?" She pursed her lips and said proudly, "Have you noticed that I have been particularly diligent and have gotten up early in the past two days?" \”

\"That's because you're in love and have a lot of energy. I can't sleep by myself and harass my roommate every morning. Pandey bluntly debunked her and gently kicked her on the stool she was stepping on.

Luo Xinxin stepped on the stool to lie on the head of Fenqiao's bed, Pan Dee kicked it, the stool didn't move much, but she was so frightened that she almost fell off the stool.

\"Who said I was in love. She narrowly clung to the fence next to Fenqiao's bed, turned and glared: "Pandey! \”

Grabbing the fence with both hands, Pandey slapped her ass twice.

"I can see it, but I haven't seen it, I've never seen it." Pandey blinked at her.

Luo Xinxin is indeed in love.

However, this matter was only communicated to Fenqiao, and he didn't have time to tell anyone else.

That night, Li Yang put every love letter he had written to Luo Xinxin since high school, but did not send it, on every step of the ladder of the Chongwen Library.

The Chongwen Library has a long architectural history, a perfect combination of classical and modern styles, and the atmosphere is solemn and gorgeous.

The successive directors of the library have produced countless historical celebrities, and it is a holy place for Luo Xinxin to admire and revere. But no one has ever been accused here.

She picked them up one by one, opened them one by one, and looked at them until the end of the stairs, when Li Yang smiled patiently and stretched out his hand to her.

She didn't even know how to describe her feelings.

Surprised, excited, moved and wanted to cry, it came suddenly, but it seemed like it had been waiting for a long time.

On the way back with the big box of love letters, she first called Fen Qiao.

Pandey was not mistaken.

Luo Xinxin was blocked for a while, and simply turned his head with hatred, \"Qiaoqiao, you promised me last time to go to Liang Yizhi's ball game." \”

Fen Qiao was getting dressed, and when she heard this, she turned her head to look at her blankly

Have it?

Did she really say yes?

Luo Xin's words were conclusive, and he looked very sure, and Fen Qiao had to think that he had misremembered.

After folding the quilt, Fen Qiao sat down cross-legged in front of Luo Xinxin, \"I definitely didn't promise you." \”

Because she didn't want to go at all.

"Go for it... Qiao Qiao ......" Luo Xinxin clasped her hands together, looked at her with big eyes blinking, and her tone turned into waves.

\"You didn't train today, besides, this ticket was given to me by Li Yang, and we are all in the front row...\"

\"Just think it's for me... Please......"

\"I'm never going to force you to go shopping with me again!" Luo Xinxin raised two fingers and swore.

Fen Qiao wavered, and Luo Xinxin struck while the iron was hot: \"Accompany you to the swimming pool to train for a week!" \”

Fen Qiao tilted his head, as if in consideration.

\"Two weeks! Luo Xinxin gritted his teeth and cut it out.

"You say it! Fen Qiao laughed suddenly, she had just woken up, she hadn't even washed her face, but her skin was white and translucent, her eyebrows and eyes were crooked, the silkworm was delicate, and her eyes were sparkling. It was a breathtaking beauty.

Seeing Fen Qiao laughing, Luo Xinxin knew that she had been tricked, but her heart still pounded a few beats just looking at that smile.

Patting his chest with palpitations, Luo Xinxin couldn't help but speak: "Fen Qiao, your appearance is a rhythm that can cheat." \”

……

Fen Qiao was reluctant to go to the football game, also because there were too many people at the scene and it was too noisy, and sure enough, before the game started, the shouts of the fans at the scene were already deafening.

Fen Qiao simply took out the earbuds that had been prepared in advance, plugged them, and looked at the field carefully.

This one is Sun Yat-sen University's away game against Chongwen.

Chongwen's suit is blue and white, simple and fresh on the green floor.

The athletes appeared, and the tall and handsome No. 10 Liang Yizhi was particularly conspicuous among them. He had just appeared when a scream came from Chongwen's stands.

Liang Yizhi frequently looked back at the stands, and the screams of the girls became even worse.

\"He's looking at you, right? Fen Qiao. Luo Xinxin grabbed a popcorn in Li Yang's hand and put it in his mouth, pulled Fen Qiao's sleeve, and pointed in the direction of Liang Yizhi and reminded.

Their seats were in the front row of the stands, and Fen Qiao raised his head to meet Liang Yi's distant gaze.

He beckoned, grinned at Fen Qiao, revealing a row of white teeth, not like the usual rebellious, but a little cute.

There was a scream in the stands, and even the earplugs couldn't stop it.

Fen Qiao looked left and right blankly, and then she was sure that Liang Yizhi was really greeting her.