Chapter 104
In fact, my heart was boring, although I deliberately stopped my mobile phone, but deep down I still longed for that person to come to her, with these thoughts, Lin Ziyue walked idly on the tree-lined path alone, just said that she was going to get food just to send her hearty old lady, in fact, when she heard others talk about that person, her heart was still surging, and she couldn't help but be a little irritable, so she had to choose to escape. She looked up at the sky, blue, a little dazzling, is it too long to come out to see the sun, will feel that her eyes are so uncomfortable and hazy, hang her head, there are water droplets dripping down, when her eyes are moist, while walking while hooking the corners of her mouth, obviously want to laugh, why is it crying, after all, I still can't hold it back, turn on the phone, reinstall the long-lost SIM card, open the call history and call reminders, densely full of that person's number, there is a burst of warmth in my heart, The next second was unspeakable bitterness, it turned out that I hadn't heard the person's voice for a long time, glanced at the date, and it was only nearly a month, but why did it seem like years had passed for me, it turned out that when the mood was full of pain, time was so difficult.
She found a random place to sit down, tilted her head, and enjoyed the sunbathing, and then the small machine in her hand began to vibrate, and sure enough, it was the person who dialed it. Since God wants to arrange such a coincidence, then why not push the boat with the current, and it is not against your heart. "Is there something wrong?" The tone is faint, and the emotions are not audible.
Gu Chenxi on the other end actually dialed this number with a hopeless mentality, or a habit, she dialed this number several times a day, but she didn't expect it to be connected this time. It's still a very familiar voice, gentle, faint, and as cold as ever. "Uh......" She only subconsciously hummed, but she didn't know what to say, and after being stunned for a long time, she asked, "Ziyue, where are you?" I miss you so much. ”
"I'm fine." The other party replied with four simple words, and then there was no word for a while.
Gu Chenxi understood the grievances in that person's heart, but after thinking about it for a long time, he couldn't say the slightest words of comfort, even if he had a thousand words in his heart, it was like boiling dumplings in a teapot and couldn't pour them out. She bit her lip and was silent until the other party said again, "Let's meet, you can decide the address." ”
"Okay." Gu Chenxi immediately responded, his mind spun quickly, and then asked, "When?" ”
"Just tonight." Lin Ziyue replied very businesslikely.
"Then the teahouse where we used to drink tea before." Gu Chenxi is also simply, as long as the other party is willing to see her, even now, she will find a way to fly over.
It's just that creation makes people. Just when Gu Chenxi was about to rush to the meeting place, he received a notice from the team that he must rush back in time without delay, so Lin Ziyue rushed to the date as promised, and waited quietly until the store closed. A tear fell on the bright screen, and the hand covered the chest, where the pain was terrible, perhaps this was the answer to the words that I couldn't imagine in my heart: It's over, it's over.
When Gu Chenxi rushed back to the team overnight, and then attended a two-hour discussion meeting, it was already one o'clock in the morning when she could get her communication tools. She just wanted to call Lin Ziyue quickly, hoping that it wouldn't be turned off again, but when she slid the phone screen and saw the text message sent by the person, her fingers stiffened, just a few words, but it was too dazzling, "Hehe......" smiled bitterly in her heart, "It's better to see each other than not to see, and it's better to miss than to miss." I hope to forget each other in the rivers and lakes. She repeated these words, with infinite pain and grievances in her heart, because she did not say goodbye, only because of the annoying word "shutdown", she ended up in this situation, and that person thought of this? Still only thinking about her broken appointment, her not saying goodbye, she doesn't care about this feeling, her distrust of her, maybe there are many, many ......, Gu Chenxi raised his head, so that tears would not flow down, and there were many things in her mind, and tonight's meeting was a difficult choice for her, no matter what, putting aside her personal feelings, she still had to meet that person, but unfortunately, there were ten things that were unsatisfactory in life, and when they saw each other again, it was such a scene.
Lin Ziyue completely stopped the mobile phone and cut off her thoughts, maybe this is to be ruthless to others, first of all, you must be ruthless to yourself. It's just that what is broken is objective, what can't be broken is subjective, she still flipped through the mailbox, and other various communication tools, and all the themes she received were strong requests to meet, and the words were not just for the things between her and her, but her stubbornness and willfulness, as well as arrogance and loneliness, forced her to be so ruthless, so all this information went into the trash, and as for the meeting, it could only become a distant thing.
Time only moves forward, not backward. A week passed by, and Lin Ziyue insisted on some of her thoughts and decided to leave. Of course, there were other reasons for this, and that was that her mother's last incident had touched something that they could not disobey, forcing them to leave the place as much as possible, even though her father's body had not yet recovered. The time is set for the weekend, and even the mode of transportation has been changed to a boat, so it seems that this departure is not so simple. Lin Ziyue also expected such a situation in her heart, but she never expected that she would be so strict, a few times she wanted to communicate with Shen Shuxian, but she was cleverly avoided by her mother, it seemed that her mother did not want her to get involved, which made her have a very bad premonition, and she always felt that there was a faint danger approaching her, until the day she left, this faint sense of danger became stronger and stronger. It was a fine day, and the wind was beautiful, but for her it was like the calm before the storm. A qiē itinerary was taken care of by her mother, but what she didn't expect was that her mother really spent money and directly chartered such a large luxury cruise ship, not so much a scenic escape, but a heroic trip that said go. After Shen Shuxian took care of those who were doing things, she hurriedly boarded the boat, and during this period, Lin Ziyue was only responsible for taking care of her father, and the three of them boarded the boat safe and sound. Lin Ziyue finally breathed a sigh of relief, maybe she blamed herself for not giving up these days, always thinking about it, things are going very smoothly, but why is it that when she leaves here, her little heart still hurts inexplicably, and she always thinks of someone or something from time to time. Sometimes, people are so strange, the more they want to forget, the more they haunt their hearts all day long, the feeling of swelling the heart is really very congested, but what can it be, how can people come to this world without suffering? If you don't suffer, how can you understand that many things are hard-won and you can't give them up, and then you can understand the true meaning of the word "cherish". Lin Ziyue got up and wanted to go to the periphery for a walk, but as soon as she stepped out of the door of the cabin, she heard a terrifying voice coming from the gradually approaching loudspeaker, "Please listen to the people on the boat, please listen to the people on the ship, your whereabouts have been located, please get off the boat quickly, please get off the boat quickly......" Lin Ziyue was surprised, and looked back at Shen Shuxian, who was also a little panicked, full of questions. Shen Shuxian's face was slightly dark, and she called the main warehouse room and asked to leave the ship immediately. However, for a long time the ship remained unmoved. Lin Ziyue already understood that the ship had been charged, and the control was still a force that they couldn't resist, but she couldn't figure it out, with her mother's careful thinking, everything would be thoughtful, even if there was a mistake in Baimi, it would not be possible to be intercepted now, unless someone exposed their whereabouts. Lin Ziyue's brows tightened, and just at that time, Shen Shuxian came behind her and asked coldly, "Ziyue, can you tell me why is this?" Is it true that in your heart, we are far from being able to match your great broken love? ”
"What do you mean?" Lin Ziyue didn't turn around. In fact, when she asked these four words, she already had the answer in her heart, but she still preferred not to believe it, yes, it was broken, just like her own heart, shattered all over the ground.
Shen Shuxian laughed dryly twice, stuffed something into her from behind, and said coldly: "You know what is in here, and you know better who put things in here." ”
Of course Lin Ziyue knew what it was, it was her mobile phone, and that small phone had been implanted with a tiny tracker by that person, and she didn't take it out because that person saved her last time, but she never expected that now because of this, she can also let herself go from heaven to hell. That's it, that's it, it's like smoke, and it's as if the past hasn't come. "I see, Mom." She turned, tears sliding down her cheeks and hooking the corners of her mouth, "But, I'm sure we'll get over it." ”
This sentence contains too many meanings.
The two stared at each other indifferently for a few seconds. After all, Shen Shuxian sighed gloomily and only said, "I hope." ”
There was the roar of helicopters in the sky, the crowd on the shore was evacuating, and at the same time, vehicles were gathering. Lin Ziyue stood alone at the bow of the boat, her long hair fluttering, quiet, and awe-inspiring, as if she was leisurely admiring this beautiful scenery, until she saw a person walking down from one of the cars, dressed in an army green camouflage casual suit and black military boots, which made the person even more slender. That person was naturally the most familiar to her, but she hadn't seen him for a month, and the man's face was even thinner, but it looked angular and had another charm. A spark flashed in her mind, and her heart chuckled, it turned out that she was still thinking about her, it turned out that she was so deeply trapped, she wanted to be a one-hearted person, and the white head was inseparable, but why was it so difficult for herself......
She closed her eyes slightly, hoping that when she opened them again, what she saw just now was just her own dazzle, it was not the person she wanted to see or she didn't want to see on such an occasion, but she couldn't deceive herself. She pressed the turbulent tide in her heart, calmly looked at the slender figure, the corners of her mouth raised slightly, and said, "You are finally here, it really surprises me!" ”
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