Chapter 53: A Father's Love Is Like a Mountain

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Song Wenming and Su Xuejing wanted to be calm no matter how calm they were, they couldn't calm down at this moment, their hands were tightly clenched together, like a pair of outlaw mandarin ducks.

And those old classmates who hit me were like stepping on a landmine. I was so scared that I almost didn't pee my pants, my expression was very frightened, and all of them knew that I, a violent father, would never show mercy, as long as I stretched out my hand and pointed at whoever I touched, it would be over.

At this moment, my white-haired dad is really like death is coming, and there is an invisible sense of suffocation for everyone who hurts me.

I glanced at these real humans with some weakness, and one by one, they either didn't dare to touch my eyes, lowered their heads, or looked at me with pleading eyes. I hope I let them go, I can't help but feel sad to see them like this, I don't want to see these faces again, I just want to get away from this place that makes me uncomfortable quickly. So, I turned my gaze to my dad and said weakly, "Take me home!" ”

Suddenly, the nervous faces all receded from the dark clouds of fright, and they were relieved.

But. There was a flash of consternation in my father's fierce eyes, and he looked at me and frowned, "Don't breathe? ”

Gas?

It's been out for a long time.

The first moment my dad appeared, it made me the most angry, because what I longed for most was my relatives, that is, to be a child with a father.

My dad slapped Song Wenming, murdered Su Xuejing, and scared off the bald man. Let these old classmates no longer dislike and mock me, only fear and pray. This is the best blow to reality.

He has shown everything with his arrival and actions, why should I make trouble again, violence can't change people's hearts, it will only make my dad who was finally released from prison, and go to prison again, for me now, what I need most is this dad who has been reunited for a long time, so I looked at my dad firmly and tried my best to say two words: "Go home!" ”

My dad obviously saw the firmness in my eyes, so he stopped talking nonsense, just picked me up, and then strode away in the eyes of the audience.

The beautiful man wanted to follow us, but Uncle Lin stopped him and asked him to go back first.

Soon, my dad carried me out of the bar, and as soon as I got out of the bar, my heart pounded again, and my misty eyes seemed to light up.

The scene in front of me is too spectacular and shocking.

In the huge space at the entrance of the bar, a row of black cars was parked, neat and orderly, and next to the car, there were many burly men wearing sunglasses.

The momentum they show is not comparable to the gangsters with bald heads, in my opinion, this feels like the real underworld, just like what you watch on TV, and the most important thing is that these awesome men in sunglasses seem to have made a special trip to welcome my dad out of prison, and their battle has once again raised my dad's status.

Although my body is weak now, my heart is indeed overturned, wave after wave of shock, so that my little heart can not accept it, but, these shocks, are not comparable to the warmth of the heart, with my father's arms, leaning on my father's broad chest, this is what kind of happiness for me, an orphan who has been missing my father's love for so many years!!

With this strong sense of happiness, I leaned on my dad's arms with all my heart relaxed, and my dad did not squint, and came to the front car under the bow of all the men in sunglasses.

He put me straight into the back seat, then sat up himself and continued to hug me.

Soon, Uncle Lin jumped into the driver's seat, and the car went directly and away from the dust.

Uncle Lin is very skilled in driving, as if he is a professional driver.

All of this is so dreamy, so dreamy that I am a little scared now, afraid that this is just a sweet dream after I fell unconscious.

"Do you want to go to the hospital?"

My father's clear voice suddenly came, and I shuddered violently, only to realize that this was not a beautiful dream, but a beautiful beauty given to me by reality. I hurriedly shook my head to prove that I was still alive, today I was just forced to have a heart disease, my dad is heart medicine, he came, my disease was cured, but my body is still a little weak.

My dad shook his head when he saw me, so he didn't ask for warmth anymore, and directly ordered Uncle Lin: "Go to Peacock Villa!" ”

Peacock Villa?

This is like thunder for me, a withdrawn man who doesn't care about the world, it has a good reputation in this city, it is a place for the rich, I didn't even dare to think about this kind of place before, but now I have to follow my father.

I don't know why, but all of a sudden, I felt that my dad had become a little stranger, and an indescribable smell suddenly welled up in my heart.

An hour later, we came to the suburbs of Peacock Villa, the villa is like a paradise, beautiful and spectacular, there are a lot of modern equipment, but at the same time it is full of primitive natural atmosphere, I feel that once I enter it, my mood is broadened.

My dad didn't let me stop to enjoy the scenery, and directly took me into the hot spring pool inside the villa, while Uncle Lin took people to guard outside, in the huge hot spring pool, just me and my dad.

My dad took off his humble cloth and went down to the hot springs, and as soon as he went, he was intoxicated, and the expression of ecstasy seemed to him that bathing was the most enjoyable thing in the world.

While he was enjoying it, I was still standing by the pool and didn't move, when he suddenly opened his eyes and said, "Take off your dirty clothes and come down to bubble!" ”

I hesitated, but took off my clothes and went down to the hot springs.

Sure enough, it is very comfortable, the water in this pool, the temperature is suitable, giving people a comfortable feeling of cutting hair and washing the marrow, I never dreamed that I was reluctant to even drink a cup of milk tea, I actually had the opportunity to enjoy the fun of hot springs.

Originally, taking a bath in a hot spring pool with my own father should be a family pleasure, but now I can't be happy, and I seem to have a lot of things to say in my heart, but I don't know where to start.

The two fathers and sons, reunited after many years, but there were not too many words, we were like this, quietly soaking in the hot springs, and even the time was quiet.

Half an hour later, my dad finally spoke: "Laizi, I'm sorry, Dad is late!" ”

There are only the two of us, and my father's voice is no longer rough and loud, it has a rare love in it, but this kind of love evokes too many bitter memories in me, too many words blocked in my heart, and finally only three words: "Why?" ”

My question was too sudden, my voice was also full of emotion, and my dad was a little confused, so he was stunned and said, "What why?" ”

I didn't know where to start, I just felt that there were too many dissatisfactions that I didn't understand, too many infarctions in my heart, I looked at my dad with red eyes, and shouted excitedly: "Why do you want to ignore me, why do you go to jail, why?" ”

Hearing this, my dad was a little stunned, he looked at the gentle light in front of him, as if he was contemplating, and all that was left for me was the resolute side face and the long silence.

His expression seemed to be full of stories, but it was not obvious, and he seemed to have many, many unspeakable thoughts. Earthy induction.

After being silent for a long time, he calmed down and said to me: "Dad doesn't want to leave you, and he doesn't want to go to jail, but Dad has done something wrong that he can't forgive himself, and I must atone for my sins, otherwise I won't be happy for the rest of my life." ”

Speaking of this, his voice was a little hoarse, it seemed that the wrong thing touched him a lot, I remember, Uncle Lin also told me this, but he didn't say what my dad did wrong.

So, I asked my dad again, what happened? But my father, as if he hadn't heard it, as if he had already covered it with him, and he didn't want to mention it to anyone, including my son.

I know, what my dad doesn't want to say, I can't ask anymore, he has his difficulties, and I understand, but why do I still feel so aggrieved, so sad, in front of my dad, I really want to tell all the bitterness, I'm like a child who wants to be spoiled, and wants to enjoy father's love unreasonably.

There was silence again, I don't know when, my dad had already turned his head, looked at me, he seemed to see my grievances, he said to me very seriously: "Laizi, there are some things that my dad doesn't know how to express, but you have to understand that your position in my heart is unique!" ”

My father's words indulged my emotions even more, and I shouted at him aggrievedly: "But do you know how many grievances I have suffered over the years? ”

Seeing me so uncomfortable, my father's resolute face showed rare pity, he looked at me distressedly, and said: "I know, it's Dad who is sorry for you, Dad hasn't read, so I hope that your son can finish his studies well, and put you in your Uncle Lin's house, just to let you have a quiet environment, live a normal life, study quietly, and graduate quietly." ”

I read about father's love from my father's eyes, this is the father's love I have lost for so many years, and I also know that there are some things that can't be blamed on my father, but me, who disappointed him, I didn't read good books. If I had been strong and ruthless enough, I might be a proud college student at a prestigious university right now.

If Duoduo hadn't said that my dad was a prisoner at school and that my mom was a psychopath, I wouldn't have been ostracized by my classmates and became inferior.

But, I don't blame Duoduo, I can't blame my dad, I just want to be in front of my dad, to tell me about the pain, but it's a little bitter, I still don't know how to speak.

My dad saw that I didn't speak, and said to me again: "Laizi, don't be sad, everything is over, Dad owes you and will compensate you, now that I'm back, I won't allow anyone to bully you anymore, what do you want, I'll try my best to satisfy you, if you have any grievances, say it, Dad will be angry for you!" ”

Hearing this, I was not relieved, but even more heartbroken, I know that my father's love for me is self-evident, but he doesn't understand my heart at all, my scarred heart, it's really hard to heal.

Even if he returns, what can he make up for? Go to college, find Ding Wudi, the purple-haired woman they take revenge and kill them? It's not what I need the most, it's not.

I looked at my dad and said very sourly: "No, you owe me, you can't compensate for it!" ”

My voice was desperate and desolate, and I felt that the better and more indulgent my dad was to me, the more hypocritical and needy I needed to vent.

However, my dad's love is tolerant, and he was not disappointed when he saw me like this, but said to me very domineeringly: "Tell me, what's the matter?" ”

His tone, as if he was the creator, as long as I needed something, he could make it, but there are some things that can never be changed, this nightmare that has haunted me for so many years, even the almighty my father, can not change, I looked at my father in despair, and complained:

"I want others to look down on me, no longer say that I have a father in prison, no longer say that I am an ugly toad, I want everyone to stop calling me Wu Lai, the stupid name, can you do this?"

These are established facts that cannot be changed, and I just want my father to know that what is haunting me is these terrible facts, and he can't change them.

But, unexpectedly, hearing my words, my dad did not feel embarrassed, his eyes became very firm, and then, he spit out two words that completely shocked me: "I can!" ”