49. Chapter 49
When she was woken up by Mozhu the next morning, Liang Jingsheng was dazed for a moment, she rubbed the corners of her sour eyes, and she couldn't figure out whether what happened last night was just a seemingly real dream, or a crazy conjecture between half-dreaming and half-waking.
That time was three years after she married Fu Zhao. Because it was so far ago, she had only remembered bits and pieces of many things, and if she hadn't seen the woman's condition yesterday, she might never remember it again for the rest of her life, probably because she didn't dare. She didn't dare to confirm her guess at the beginning, she just believed Fu Zhao's words and believed in the doctor's diagnosis, it was really just because she drank too much medicine, so the sunflower water was so abnormal. She believed that Fu Zhao would not lie to her, and would not lie to her in such a big matter. But after yesterday, she was a little unsure. What happened to her during the time she fainted? Is it because of that time that she has never been able to have children? Because she didn't cherish that opportunity, she ...... Liang Jingsheng didn't dare to think about it anymore.
On the way to Chunshengtang, Liang Jingsheng's mood was very urgent. Back then, there would be no other person in this world who told her the truth, but Dr. Xian was the holy hand in this regard, and he should be able to judge it.
After a night's rest, the woman's face was much better than when she first met, and although there was still no blood, it was much better than yesterday's paleness. When Liang Jingsheng arrived, Dr. Xian had already finished supporting her pulse and was asking her about some information. re-prescribed the medicine for warm supplements, and instructed her husband to pay attention to some things...... When he saw Liang Jingsheng standing at the door, Dr. Xian was stunned for a moment, and when he finally recognized the person, he said bluntly: "Girl, are you here?" I'm afraid I'm going to let you run for nothing today. ”
Looking at the relaxed smiles on the faces of the woman and her husband, Liang Jingsheng also smiled, "It's not that I ran in vain, I was going to my shop to see the situation." ”
Because it was still early, there was no one in the shop. After the couple left, Liang Jingsheng sat down in front of Dr. Xian, looking at him with unblinking eyes, hesitating how to speak.
Doctor Xian raised his eyebrows, and then quickly reacted, "Put your hand here, I'll take a look at it for you." "Although the pill has been taken for a short time, it probably won't change much.
Knowing that Dr. Xian had misunderstood, Liang Jingsheng hurriedly said, "No, I didn't come to see a doctor." I have something I want to ask Dr. Sin about something. ”
"Oh? You ask. ”
"It's about...... My mother's ...... "In addition to my mother's mother, Liang Jingsheng doesn't know who else to pretend to be."
Fu Zhao quietly leaned against the wall behind the door, listening to Liang Jingsheng tell a rough story about the events of the year, and she said it intermittently as she knew. As she slowly narrated, Fu Zhao gritted his teeth, clenched his fists with one hand, and covered his eyes with the other. He knew that there were some things that he couldn't hide after all.
Doctor Xian listened to the little girl talking about her mother's affairs, thinking that it was probably because she was still young, so she couldn't remember many details, but listening to the situation she described, listening to her words from the doctor, Dr. Xian's angry eyebrows were raised, and he exclaimed, "Quack, quack." ”
"What does Dr. Xian mean ......?" When she said this, Liang Jingsheng's voice trembled a little, she didn't know what kind of answer she was expecting, but there were some things that she couldn't be confused for two lifetimes.
"According to the circumstances you said, your mother should have had a miscarriage back then."
Hearing Dr. Xian's words, Liang Jingsheng's face suddenly lost its blood. She sat there in a daze, her eyes suddenly lost their brightness, and tears kept smashing on the table, but she didn't know it.
"Girl? Don't cry. "Doctor Xian is a little in a hurry, and he still has some ways to deal with the rough boy, and he doesn't look like his own hands and feet when he treats this delicate little girl.
"Girl?" Mo Zhu also secretly wiped his tears on the side, when the lady bought the four of them into the mansion, her health was already very bad, was it because of the miscarriage that was regarded as Kwai Shui? Quacks do hurt.
Liang Jingsheng leaned into Mo Zhu's arms, buried her head in her waist, and after a while, she raised her head, her eyes were red and swollen, "Thank you Dr. Xian for your doubts, I'll go back first today." ”
"You came out so long before me, why are you still standing here?" Dong Wenye patted Fu Zhao's shoulder, "It's not like you're asleep standing up, are you?" ”
Fu Zhao withdrew his hand and put it at his side, did not speak, just stood there. Dong Wenye thought he was unwell, so when he took a closer look, he saw his red eyes, like ...... Dong Wenye was taken aback by his guess, and then shook his head, Fu Zhao is a person he knows very well, even if the blood is dry, I am afraid he will not shed tears.
"Girl, where are we going?" Liang Jingsheng walked aimlessly on the street, like a wandering spirit. Mozhu followed her and pulled her away several times to avoid bumping into passers-by.
"Where?" Liang Jingsheng repeated this, and her body shook slightly, "Go there." ”
Although there is a carriage, the road still takes longer than normal, because the nunnery is very remote. What she liked back then was the cleanliness of the place.
Liang Jingsheng was stunned at the door, and then walked in with a familiar car. After being here for so many years, she was already familiar with it.
"Donor?" There was a little nun who saw Liang Jingsheng and Mo Zhu who had entered the nunnery, and her eyes widened in disbelief, they were here, because the place was too remote, and few people came. If it weren't for the support of the master, they would have starved to death.
"You ...... here," Liang Jingsheng's voice was a little hoarse, "Can you light the lantern?" ”
"Yes, yes, yes." The little nun was a little happy, after so long, a pilgrim finally came.
On weekdays, Liang Jingsheng basically doesn't carry any silver on his body, and those who carry silver are all Mozhu and them. Mo Zhu thought that he was just going to Chunshengtang to do a small favor today, and next door was his own shop, if he wanted to use silver, he would withdraw it directly from the account. All in all, when Liang Jingsheng asked Mozhu for money to donate sesame oil, Mozhu couldn't take it out.
Liang Jingsheng was stunned for a while, touched his body, and did not bring a purse. Then she was a little glad that today the ghost made a goddess wear women's clothes, she took off the opal earrings on her ears, and was about to pluck the golden hairpin on her head, but Mo Zhu stopped her, "Miss, use the silver bracelet of the slave?" ”
Liang Jingsheng nodded, it was true that he couldn't go back with his hair scattered.
Let Mozhu wait outside the hall, Liang Jingsheng knelt on the futon, she looked at the everlasting lamp that had just been lit, and only felt warm in her heart. "Bodhisattva, my son ......" Liang Jingsheng couldn't go on any longer, she only crouched down to the end, all she wanted was for her/him to be born safely, to see this world with her own eyes, and to live her life peacefully and happily in this world, even if she/he was no longer her blood and blood.
"She seems to be crying, why don't you go down to comfort and comfort?" What a great opportunity!
Fu Zhao shook his head, "Let's go." ”
"That's right, this is a nunnery, it's not appropriate for us to go in openly. Who did she light that lamp? Her mother? ”
Fu Zhao didn't speak, he knew who the lamp was lit for, he also offered the lamp in front of the Buddha back then, and heard that it was to accumulate merit and cultivate the next life. In his previous life, he lit the lamp for the child, and in this life she lights the lamp for the child, so the child will definitely be able to devote himself to a good family, right?
That day, Liang Jingsheng knelt until her legs were numb, and she was staggered into the carriage by Mo Zhu.
That night, Liang Jingsheng no longer hesitated after all, picked up the child next to his legs, and hugged him tightly into his arms.
Early the next morning, Liang Jingsheng woke up with a smile, but he was stunned because of the empty embrace.
After that, Liang Jingsheng was sick intermittently for a while, and the doctors said that it was a heart disease, but no one knew what her heart disease was and where it came from.
On this day, the old lady Murong, the old lady, the eldest master, the eldest lady, and the second old man all sat together because of the letter on the table that they didn't want to receive.
Why did Liang Jingsheng come to Yunzhou in the first place, except for the second lady of Murong, the elders in the Murong Mansion all knew the exact reason. When the youngest daughter died, the old lady Murong and the old lady Murong were all without a little son-in-law, but after all, they were reluctant to contact their granddaughter, so they reluctantly contacted each other, but the little son-in-law was an outsider after all, and he was more ruthless than them, and he didn't reply to the last letter.
"What should I do with this letter?" The room was quiet for a while, and Second Master Murong opened his mouth first.
"What is there to do? Why did Ah Sheng come to Yunzhou in the first place, you don't know? With a stepmother, he became a stepfather. Since Ah Sheng was kicked out in the first place, don't put on any of the father's scores at this time. ”
The old lady Murong didn't say anything, only teased Shuangxi who was jumping on the table, as if he also agreed with the old wife's meaning.
Master Murong nodded, "The moment the little sister's dowry comes back, our two families will be broken." "At the moment when Liang Jingsheng arrived at Murong Mansion, this was her maiden home. As for the Liang family, hmph, it's just an outsider.
Grand Madam Murong looked at the expressions of everyone present and hesitated, "Otherwise, open the letter first and see what it says?" ”
"It's certainly not a good thing." Old Madam Murong can be regarded as having seen through that little son-in-law, she is blessed to be able to share it, and there is a ruthless and unrighteous bastard thing that makes it difficult for him to run first.
"But Jingsheng's heart disease a few days ago, could it be because of ......?"
As soon as Mrs. Murong said this, the expressions on the faces of several people changed. Liang Jingsheng's heart disease, they thought about many possibilities, but the only one who never considered that Liang Jingsheng might be homesick. Although his father is so bad, but after all, he is a blood relative, and after a long time of separation, will he only remember what he was good at the beginning?
After a long time, Old Lady Murong sighed, "Let's take a look first." ”
Although Old Madam Murong was not very happy, she still handed the letter to her eldest son, "Boss, look at what is written." ”
The old man pinched the envelope and frowned, as if there was something dirty in his hands, gritted his teeth and opened it, just glanced at it, and was stunned. The content of the letter made everyone present think of only two words: retribution.
If it was a side matter, maybe a few people would hide it from Liang Jingsheng. But this thing......
Because of his illness, Liang Jingsheng lost a lot of weight, his chin was sharp, and he didn't have much energy, he was always distracted, and he didn't know what he was thinking. When Murong Haoran came on order, Liang Jingsheng was looking out the window somewhere in a daze.
At a certain moment, Murong Haoran wanted to tear up the letter in his hand and let her know nothing, so as not to worry her again, but after all, he was afraid that what was written in the letter would be true, not afraid of 10,000, and afraid that if that uncle was really a person who did not live long.
"Second cousin." Liang Jingsheng said softly, with a reluctant smile on her face.
"Cousin, is she feeling better these days?"
"The smell of medicine in this room has dissipated a lot, right?"
"Huh?"
"I said it's much better, I've been taking less medicine lately." Seeing that Murong Haoran looked like he wanted to speak and stopped, Liang Jingsheng asked, "Cousin has something to say?" ”
"This ...... Actually......" Murong Haoran exhaled fiercely and handed the letter to Liang Jingsheng, "Take a look." ”
Looking at the letter that had been opened and sealed, Liang Jingsheng was silent, stretched out his hand to take it, opened it, and entered the familiar words of his younger brother Liang Jingcheng, with only a few lines in the letter, only telling her a piece of news, her father was critically ill, and asked her to return quickly.
Father? In the previous life, she abandoned her when she needed it most, but the facts in this life are conclusive, but she still chose the eccentric and confused man of the mother and son? Is he going to die? Liang Jingsheng couldn't tell how she felt at the moment, she wasn't too sad, she just felt that the world was impermanent. A person's heart is warmed by other people, and her heart, when treating him, is more cold than hot. But in the end, he is her biological father, if he really deserves it...... Sending him one is also the fate of father and daughter in this life.
"Do you want to go back?" This was asked by the elders to him. Of course, he himself wants to know the answer.
“…… I should go back. After a while, Liang Jingsheng gave an answer. It's not about whether you want to or not, it's not about whether you want to, but you should.
Murong Haoran nodded, as if he had long thought that it would be such an answer. "Okay, then I'll have someone get ready."
After Murong Haoran went out, Liang Jingsheng looked at the letter in his hand again. She didn't know if there was such a scene in her previous life, but her father was ...... later. For many years after Fu Zhao's death, he was alive and well. If before knowing about that incident, Liang Jingsheng felt that she could really harden her heart, regardless of his life or death, just like he treated her ruthlessly. But now, she wants to accumulate virtue for her children. Dong Yuejiao has lived in this life, and I don't know if he will die early.
Master Murong is a military general, and he can't leave Yunzhou at will. The second master of Murong is busy with things, and he can't leave it. Murong Haoxin is 'studying' outside, and there is only one Murong Haoran left.
Hearing that Lord Murong took the initiative to let his youngest son accompany Liang Jingsheng back to Fengcheng, Mrs. Murong was a little nervous, although she also knew in her heart that there was no more suitable candidate. But this little son is a child who has not grown up in her eyes, which makes a child go far away, and she always feels that it is not appropriate.
"Our family Haoran is a boy, not a girl, so we should go out for a walk. Where is Fengcheng far away? Didn't the boss's appearance also go back and forth? "The one who knows Mrs. Murong the most is Master Murong after all.
Mrs. Murong is very worried, the eldest son has a momentum after all, even if he looks good, few people dare to beat him. This little son is different, the child's heart and temperament are very jumpy. "Both are children, what if they get lost?"
The youngest son's hippie smile appeared in front of him, and Lord Murong pondered for a while, "Otherwise, hire a few people to send them there?" ”
Liang Jingsheng was only followed by one ink bamboo, and Murong Haoran stood beside eight powerful dart masters, Murong Haoran's face darkened, "Father, when I went back to my eldest brother, I only followed one Chuanbei, why did I have to follow so many people when it was my turn?" "Murong Haoran was very happy to be able to go far away, but with so many people, he felt that he was not free at all, and it was not even as comfortable as being at home.
Master Murong glanced at his wife, and only threw out the words coldly: "Are your martial arts comparable to your eldest brother?" Do you know the way? "The most important thing is that if the people of Naliang Mansion are restless, they can also rely on it, so that they will not be bullied because of their weak strength.
Murong Haoran wanted to speak again, but Master Murong continued, "If you want to say one more word, I will immediately double the number of people." Seeing that the youngest son covered his mouth, Master Murong had a smile in his eyes, "Pay attention to safety on the road, no matter what happens, don't take it lightly." When the matter is done, go home as soon as possible. ”
Because Liang Jingsheng was not in good health, he was not walking fast on the road. Liang Jingsheng also understood his physical condition, and never thought of asking the group to speed up their steps.
Although they wore men's clothes, Liang Jingsheng and Mo Zhu were still in the carriage, and the rest of them rode on horses. Because his father is a martial artist, the two brothers, Murong Haoran and Murong Haoxin, are both good at riding horses, and they ride well. At the beginning, Murong Haoran still looked excited, and he just hoped that all the people passing by could see his vigorous and heroic appearance.
An hour passed, his straight back bent a little, and two hours passed, and his ass had begun to move restlessly and gently, three hours...... Murong Haoran only felt that his buttocks and between the two strands were getting more and more painful, and every time the horse took a step forward, he felt that it was torment. It was easy to get to a place where he could eat and stay, and when Murong Haoran got off the horse, he almost fell directly to the ground, but fortunately, someone helped him. He didn't want to be embarrassed like this, but it hurt, and because his feet didn't listen to him, he shook badly.
During the meal, Liang Jingsheng kept looking at Murong Haoran, but it was only a few hours, and he was already a lot haggard.
"Second cousin, are you okay?"
"I ......" Murong Haoran just tried to straighten his back to speak, he hissed, and then held his waist, "Watch...... Brother, cousin, I actually...... Not so good. ”
Liang Jingsheng actually saw the wolf when he got off the horse, and his hand that was still trembling at the moment, "If my cousin doesn't dislike it, let's ride the carriage with me tomorrow." "Thankfully, the carriage is huge. Thinking of the large carriage, Liang Jingsheng was stunned for a while, obviously only she and Mo Zhu were in the carriage, but the eldest uncle and they had prepared such a large carriage, Liang Jingsheng glanced at the second cousin who was almost lying on the table, and probably understood what was going on.