Recalling the past, that is, Mo Wan has never been so sober, and the former self, bit by bit, now feels like a joke when I think about it.

She's living a truly pathetic life.

Ji Mowan grinned, laughed mockingly, and cried, tears flowing as if they could never be dried. The snow outside the door stopped at some point, but her heart was a little colder than ice.

After a long time, she wiped her tears and raised her head to look at Li Qing'er: "Why are you telling me this?" ”

"Why?" , Li Qing'er covered her mouth and laughed twice, the expression on her face seemed to be smiling: "Hehe, I am close to Li Chengfeng, since my mother's family was down, I have lived in Li Mansion, if there was no you, I would be the housewife, but fortunately with you, I can see clearly what kind of goods I once loved the pillow person, the woman in this house, even if there is no you, there will be others, today is you, tomorrow is her, the day after tomorrow, there will be other women... As a woman, why bother with a woman, I know that you have the intention to fulfill you, and it is also to fulfill myself."

Speaking of her husband, a trace of imperceptible disgust and disgust flashed in Li Qing'er's eyes, and she sighed deeply: "I'm different from you, I have lived in Li's Mansion since I was a child, and later married him and gave birth to Ping'er, and I have been trapped here all my life." And you, you have your mother's family, they are your strong backing, no matter what, you will be able to ensure that you have no worries about food and clothing for the rest of your life, and...", Li Qinger wanted to speak and stopped.

"What else?"

Li Qing'er thought about it, and finally changed her words and looked at Yunhuang, Yunhuang's small face was pale, but her cheeks had an abnormal flush, which was particularly fragile, she leaned down and stroked Yunhuang's little face: "And Yunhuang, who drowned yesterday and was in a coma with a high fever today, if it is tomorrow, what will happen?" Can you really bear to let your child live in this land of tigers and wolves? Don't you think about her? ”

Thinking of Yunhuang, Ji Mowan asked anxiously: "You may save Yun'er?" ”

"You still don't understand? Except for you, no one can save her", Li Qing'er said: "When the judgment continues, you will suffer from it, do you really want to be so cowardly?" With your temperament, you can't fight a woman in the backyard, it depends on whether you dare to take this step! ”

Knowing the meaning of her words, Ji Mowan lowered her head and thought about it, her expression became a little firmer, and then she hesitated: "Li Chengfeng has sealed the entrance and exit of the mansion, what can you do?" ”

"I used some means, he has fallen asleep, this courtyard is full of my people, as for the guards in the house, I believe your father, the Marquis of Zhenguo still has this ability, it has always been a question of whether you want to leave or not, not whether you can go! What is this little Li Mansion in front of the Zhenguo Marquis Mansion, that is, you fool firmly believes in what three obedience and four virtues, closes yourself, stubbornly refuses to accept the help of your mother's family, and has been bullied for so many years... The car in Jimo Mansion is just outside the side door, if you want to leave, hurry up..."

"What about you?"

"Me? Hehe, the lord stayed overnight tonight, I served the lord, and fell asleep early, as for what will happen tonight, what will happen tomorrow, who knows? Li Qing'er covered her mouth and yawned lazily, got up and walked out, her task has been completed, and then it's up to them.

"Miss, just now the little guy urged me again, do you have to wait any longer?" , Mama Rong, who had just gone out and came back, saw that Ji Mowan seemed to have made up her mind, took out a clean silk handkerchief, wiped her tears for Ji Mowan, looked at her pale face, undried tears, and felt distressed: "You spoil yourself like this, if the old lady sees it, I don't know what it will be like to be distressed."

Ji Mowan thought of her mother, who had always loved her, and two lines of tears flowed again, and she hugged Yunhuang with a desolate expression.

Yun'er, I'm sorry, it's my mother's incompetence and failure to protect you, I always thought that as long as I tolerated it, I could live in a room, but my mother hurt you.

The grief-stricken Ji Mowan couldn't see the Yunhuang in her arms, her eyes slowly opened, although she was weak and pitiful, her eyes were clear and cold, and then she closed them tightly.

As if having made up her mind, Mo Wan stroked Yunhuang's hair, kissed her, looked at her deeply, and then sent Yunhuang to Mama Rong: "Mama, take Yun'er to the side door and hand it over to my brother."

"Miss, what about you?" , Rong Mama asked in surprise.

"Me? I'll tidy up my things, I'll be there later, and you take Yunhuang first."

"Yes, Miss".

Ji Mowan arranged everything, and saw Li Qing'er standing outside the courtyard from a distance, not going far, she stepped forward slowly: "I know that you help me, there must be a reason, you don't want to say, I won't ask, but no matter what, thank you", said, bowed deeply to her, and didn't wait for her to reply, got up and turned back to the house.

Behind her, Li Qing'er stood alone in the snow, looking at the southeast direction in a daze, struggling and doing everything possible, isn't it just for this moment, now that person should be happy. It's just that...... Probably in this life, I will never see him again.

She smiled wryly, and that would be fine.

A gust of wind blew, with a hint of coolness, she put away the clothes on her body, sighed, and slowly walked towards the hall incense courtyard.

It seems to be a little colder.

Kiyoran-in, inside an antique room.

Ji Mowan changed into a snow-white dress, quietly looking at the still beautiful face in the bronze mirror, she stroked her face carefully, and there were more fine lines and vicissitudes in the corners of her eyes.

She saw the carefree days before she got married, her father and mother were in pain, and her brother was protecting; I remember that on the day of my accident, my mother's eyes were red from crying; I remember that my brother angrily went to press Li Chengfeng in the corner and beat him hard, I remember that Yun'er called her for the first time, and she said that she was a wolf; Remember...

Memories, laughs, cries...

She was reluctant to make up her mind and leave, and refused to accept the help of her mother's family, not just because she was cowardly, but because she knew that no matter how strong Zhenguo Gong was, she married the Li family after all, and married her husband.

If you want to keep Yunhuang away from these dirty things in the Li Mansion, only she will die.

Only when she is dead, can the Zhenguo Mansion come to the door to make trouble with confidence, and with the means of her father and brother, she can logically take Yunhuang over and raise her.

She is thinking about Yunhuang, but she doesn't want her mother's family to bear a charge of bullying for her. The Jun family has been destroyed, and I don't know who the next family will be, that is, the Mo family can't go any further......

She doesn't care about anything, she only hopes that her mother's family is safe and Yunhuang can spend her life safely.

The burning candle slipped from her hand, dripping with candle oil, splashing on the hem of her white dress, like a blooming manju sawa, poignant, bewitching...

"Oh my God, it's water, it's firefighting"

"Fight the fire... Oh no..."

"Someone, let's put out the fire—"

……

In the flames, Ji Mowan stroked the jade pendant in his hand: "Father, mother, and brother, Yunhuang will ask you, my daughter is not filial, and I will repay your kindness in the next life."