Chapter 17: I promise
I didn't know what to do when I was caught like this, and I didn't know what to do for a while when I saw a pleading look on my face, and it was a person who had always looked high.
What's more, selfishly, Cao Yu has always been my old customer, and it has always been very simple to get along with me, and there is no special habit to chat with each other, and the consumption given each time is also the most.
Cao Yu saw that I didn't speak, picked up the wine next to me and drank it one by one, when I drank four or five glasses, my face was slightly flushed, and the strength of my hand was heavier, I was a little helpless to see him like this, I reached out and took out a cigarette and lit it, and smoked it silently.
I saw her smile at me, her beautiful eyes flashed with emotion, and her eyes became a little far-reaching, as if she was recalling something, and said, "The first time I saw you was when you were smoking outside the clubhouse, so I liked your smoking posture, very lonely and distressing, I feel that you are like ice that has not melted in winter, and I have always wanted to hold you in my arms to warm you, but you have always refused to accept my ......"
I was speechless, I had already said a lot of things clearly, maybe this was the last time he said these words to me, so I smoked quietly and listened, "Lin Luo, you can always make people want to get close to you, but you feel hurt by your coldness, and people want to leave, but seeing your loneliness, you are reluctant to come back!" ”
Hearing this, I looked at him and smiled slightly, "Cao Yu, you drank too much, I'm not as good as you imagined, but it's just your illusion!" ”
But when he heard what I said, he ignored me closer, and even there was only a little distance left between us, and the smell of wine between his breaths could be planted on my face, and his eyes looked at me a little confused, "Lin Luo, do you really know yourself?" Do you know what kind of person you are? ”
"I ......" I was momentarily stopped by this question, because I am myself, and I have never heard what kind of person I am, and I think many people have never thought about it.
Seeing my silence and sluggishness, Cao Yu shook his head and smiled bitterly, "Actually, you don't know yourself, many times you are lying to yourself, but I understand you, I chat with you, every one of your inadvertent expressions, words I have resounded many times, I really know you!" ”
In the face of such Cao Yu, I really didn't know what to say for a while, and the words that had been brewed to persuade him were completely blocked in my throat at this time, and I couldn't say a word, but although I couldn't say this, I still knew one thing very clearly in my heart, that is, it would never be possible between us!
Cao Yu picked up a glass of wine and drank it when he saw that I didn't speak, I looked at Cao Yu, who looked like this and was even a little decadent, and I felt a little reluctant in my heart, because he had always been good to me, but I wanted to make more money on him, and then avoid him.
When two more glasses of wine went down, Cao Yu was already drunk, I looked at her for fear that he would say something after a while, and I thought in my heart how to escape him, but he seemed to guess my mood, and sat there gasping for a long time, but did not mention it again.
In the end, when the time was about to come, he just took my hand and asked eagerly, "Lin Luo, I know that you can't be with me, in that case, can you accompany me to my party once, as my female companion, just this time!" ”
Looking at the expectation in those eyes, the kind of words that can obviously be spoken with money, but must be said so long-forged, I smiled bitterly after a thousand turns in my mind, "Cao Yu, I am a lady sitting on the stage, and your party is full of famous families, it is not appropriate for me to go!" ”
But Cao Yu shook his head and just looked at me, "Lin Luo, I don't care what your identity is, I only know that you are mine...... Friend! ”
When he said the last two words, he was very unwilling, but he still said it stiffly, his brows were tightly twisted together, "Lin Luo, I hope you can meet my request, only this time, I will never embarrass you with those words in the future, do you say okay?" ”
I looked at Cao Yu, thinking that everything was said for this part, there is really no need to say any more, if I refuse again, it will really be a slap in the face, but it is just a young lady who has something to say, so I nodded.
Cao Yu smiled when he saw me nodding, happily like a child, hugged me, and whispered in my ear, "Lin Luo, thank you, I'm really happy!" ”
The warm breath blew in my ears, I flashed away all of a sudden, Cao Yu also felt my movements, and hurriedly let go of me, "I'm sorry, I'm so happy Lin Luo, rude......"
I shook my head silently, looking at Cao Yu happily like a child who got a favorite toy, and said that I didn't know if I was right or wrong to do this, but suddenly I thought of something, looked at Cao Yu and said with some embarrassment, "But I don't have anything, and my clothes are all ......."
said a simple comparison on his body, and said with some embarrassment, "My clothes are all like this, and there is no ...... that can be passed on to the party."
Think about my clothes are all bought online, when I have nothing to do, I will buy two sets, both of which are of average quality, but they are better than good-looking and not expensive, and they will not feel distressed if they feel bad at any time.
My embarrassment looked in Cao Yu's eyes, he pursed his lips and smiled, "You can rest assured of these, the party the night after tomorrow, I will send someone to send you clothes tomorrow, you don't have to worry about these, someone will pick you up to put on makeup, these are not a problem!" ”
In the dim light, I saw Cao Yu's bright smile, and silently felt that he should be so sunny and clean, but precisely because of this, he and I will never be on the same channel.
"Okay, Lin Luo, I'll go first, we'll see you the day after tomorrow!" Saying that, I stood up and staggered out, I grabbed his arm, frowned, and said, "You drank too much, I'll send you back!" ”
But he took my hand and shook his head and laughed, "No need, Lin Luo, you prepare well, wait for me to pick you up and go to my party!" ”
Saying that, I let go of my hand and held on to the wall and walked outside, and the main force that followed me outside saw it, and helped him to walk outside, I naturally had nothing to do, turned around and went back to the lounge, sat down, picked up a cigarette and smoked, and the whole person fell into deep thought.
The guilt in my heart can't go down, in fact, I know that I can refuse more thoroughly and say it more ruthlessly, but my selfishness tells me that if I want to mix well in D City as soon as possible, Cao Yu is definitely the person I should catch, even if I am not together, at least I can't stiffen the relationship.
In my heart, it seems that even a villain is fighting, one is laughing at how he can become a person of such a force, and the other is comforting himself, in fact, it is nothing more than that, this society has always been a person who does not destroy for himself!
When I was in a daze, someone suddenly patted me on the shoulder, I was startled and looked back to see Sun Yu with a smile on his face, I glared at him, "You are a dead girl, do you think it's fun to scare me to death, if I come back a few times, I have to have a recurrent heart attack!" ”
Sun Yu listened to my words, and sat in front of me awkwardly, "Tsk, our family's iceberg beauties will be afraid, I always thought that you were not afraid of heaven and earth!" ”
glared at him but didn't bother to talk to him, "How about it, look at your spring breeze today, this is another good guest to accompany you, how much tip did you receive!" ”
Sun Yu flicked his wavy hair, "Lin Luo, you are a god, nothing can escape your eyes, today's guest is a forty-year-old, very rich, I don't like me to call my brother, I called it all night, although it was a little disgusting, but it was okay, and directly gave me a tip of 3000, saying that my voice is good, and I will come to me next time!" ”
As he spoke, he opened his handbag and took out a wad of money to show me, "It's okay for such customers to come two more, even if they come a few more times this month, Moqiu's affairs will be much easier, and we don't need to be in such a hurry!" ”
"That's good news, there aren't many people who are so generous!" I nodded and sighed and said, "But it's really good, I don't know what's going on over there in Moqiu......"
"It should be no problem, our Mo Qiu is the kind of person who is loved, even if ordinary people don't tip much, at least they won't embarrass him!" As he spoke, he took the money and began to count it one by one, just like the feeling of the proprietress in a small shop, ordering the turnover one night.
I looked at her a little distracted, she didn't speak, seeing that I didn't speak, Sun Yu put down the money in her hand, looked at me and said, "What's wrong with you, you look listless!" I was overjoyed when I first saw Cao Yu go out, like he had won the jackpot, why were you unhappy? ”
Seeing his curious look, I told him about today's events, and said with some annoyance after speaking, "I just feel like I'm not going, I feel as if I cheated him on his feelings......"
Sun Yu has always known about me and Cao Yu, and he dragged his chin and rolled his eyes and said, "Lin Luo, you are right to do this, even if the transaction is not benevolent, at least you can't give yourself one more enemy!" ”
"But he did treat me sincerely, and I was afraid that by doing this, I was inadvertently giving him hope, so that I could really ......" I didn't say what I said next, because I wanted to say that it was really troublesome, and I was disappointed when I gave hope and I didn't know what would happen next.
Especially after seeing Cao Yu's girlfriend Qiao Man, although Qiao Man is temperamental, it is enough to see that he really likes Cao Yu, they are the right people.
This article is from Reading Rim Novels