The whole body was sore, Fen Qiao had no strength to move, and lay directly on the bed in the dormitory until the evening, his brain was groggy and his mobile phone vibrate.

It's time to call.

Fen Qiao's first reaction was to open his eyes and touch the mobile phone next to his pillow. Before the second vibration started, Fen Qiao had already connected the phone.

Gu Yan's voice came from the other end of the phone, and a deep and beautiful voice reached Fen Qiao's ears through the microphone, Fen Qiao's heartbeat gradually slowed down, and his anxiety slowly calmed down.

It was dark outside the dormitory window, and it was drizzling.

The hot water bottle still had a little residual warmth, Fen Qiao got up from the bed with it in his arms, and seriously answered Gu Yan's trivial daily life word by word.

Probably recently started to cool down, and after swimming in the pool for too long during the day, and just woke up, Fen Qiao's nose was a little stuffy, and he spoke with a little nasal voice.

"Got a cold?" Gu Yan was keenly aware.

"Nope." Fen Qiao hurriedly changed the topic and said, "Gu Yan, at noon today, the coach asked me if I would like to participate in the College Swimming Championships." ”

The ostentatious tone is like that of a child, and it is very cute.

Gu Yan smiled, put down the letter to be replied to, loosened his tie, and leaned back.

Just out of the company, it was still raining lightly, the traffic flow of the second ring road of the imperial capital was blocked, and outside the car window was a large line of bright car lights. The horn sounded irritably.

The scenery blurred into a hazy shadow on the rain-soaked car windows.

The others in this traffic were extremely irritable, but Gu Yan enjoyed this moment of peace.

"You can go to the competition, but now go get your medicine first."

Fen Qiao nuns his mouth, a little unhappy, but he still got out of bed and rummaged through the cabinet to find the medicine to take.

"Do you know what medicine to take?"

"Sister-in-law Zhang told me," Fen Qiao opened the medicine box and was about to take some cold prevention powder, but suddenly saw a row of capsule boxes containing medicine at the bottom of the medicine box, and the hand holding the medicine also stopped.

There was no label on the box, and only Fen Qiao knew it was antidepressant medication.

Ever since Fen Qiao knew he was suffering from depression, he hadn't touched these drugs again. Every time Dr. Wang gave her medicine, she stopped taking it when she came to school, and brought back the empty capsule box on the weekend.

"Did you find it?" Gu Yan's voice suddenly interrupted her train of thought.

Fen Qiao came back to his senses and took a bag of powder in his hand.

……

After the phone, Luo Xinxin was already asleep. Pandee was staying out, and Qiao Mang had just come back from the library to take a shower in the bathroom.

Fen Qiao poured a glass of water, walked back to the cabinet, opened the medicine box, and took out the small boxes on the bottom.

The white one seems to be two, one capsule, and how many red pills are eaten?

Fen Qiao tried hard to recall Wang Yiyang's doctor's instructions, but couldn't remember, so he simply swallowed a few pills at once, and honestly took the cup and drank water and swallowed it.

There were too many pills, stuck in Fen Qiao's throat, and he was nauseous. I drank another large glass of hot water and swallowed it vigorously. changed the hot water bottle again, and waited for his stomach to warm up before Fen Qiao sat at the desk.

Turn on your computer, plug in the internet cable, and open your browser.

Fen Qiao's fingers fell on the keyboard after a few hesitations, and the keyboard was tapped lightly, and a line appeared in the blank search bar: social phobia.

Enter, the progress bar of the open page is stuck for a long time before the content is displayed.

Fen Qiao moved the mouse to read line by line.

Social phobia is also a subtype of neurosis, which is a mental disorder characterized by symptoms of anxiety, depression, fear, obsessive-compulsion, or neurasthenia.

These symptoms can be stored separately, but most of them are mixed.

Anxiety, depression, fear, compulsions.

Fen Qiao fits these symptoms perfectly, and she will tremble, blush, and even lose her voice under the gaze of everyone.

Social phobia.

Fen Qiao supported his dizzy head with his hand, and felt that his little stomach seemed to hurt even more.

Pull yourself together and move the mouse to look down.

Most people with neurological disorders are able to maintain self-awareness during the onset of the disease, to recognize whether their mental state is normal, and to determine what they experience as pathological. As a result, patients often experience this profoundly and aggravate their distress.

Exacerbations and chronicity of the course of the disease may also cause a small number of patients to lose self-awareness.

The stricter the encyclopedia is written, the higher Fen Qiao's heart will be raised.

Will it get stricter and stricter if you don't treat? Can it be cured by taking medicine?

But whether it is cured or not, it will never be worse than her original condition, so why did she throw away those medicines?

Fen Qiao's heart was heavy, but there was a sudden movement in the bathroom on the balcony of the dormitory.

It was Qiao Mang who finished taking a bath.

Fen Qiao realized this, hurriedly closed the web page, and closed the computer.

However, Qiao Mang, who had finished taking a shower, did not come in immediately, but answered a phone call on the balcony.

It was still raining lightly outside, a little noisy, Qiao Mang's voice was very small, and it was still clearly transmitted to Fen Qiao's ears through a door.

"I'm still studying, why go on a blind date?"

I don't know what was said on the other end of the phone, Qiao Mang's voice suddenly became louder.

"I don't ask you to pay me tuition, I earn it myself, but is it so difficult for me to finish college quietly?" The voice was crying, and continued to ask: "If the eldest brother is on Chongwen, will you be like this?" ”

"My daughter is so worthless? Isn't a daughter's life a life! ”

Sentence after sentence, it's hard to imagine that the quiet Qiao Mang on weekdays would have such a hysterical side.

Fen Qiao felt that he shouldn't listen to it, so he simply turned on his mobile phone, put on his headphones, and turned on the music.

Everyone lives differently, and what qualifications do I have to sympathize with her.

I don't know how long it took for Qiao Mang to come in with a towel, her feelings had calmed down a lot, at least she couldn't see that she had cried.

She walked straight to her bed in silence, and was about to climb up, but saw that Fen Qiao was still sitting at the desk, paused, and felt that she should say something.

"Aren't you sleeping yet?"

Pulling off the headphones, Fen Qiao didn't expect her to talk to herself, and was stunned for a moment before replying, "En." ”

Qiao Mang listened to her answer, and didn't say anything more, climbed into bed by himself, and closed the curtain.

……

It's Friday again, and before class ends, Fen Qiao's mobile phone buzzes and shows that there is new news.

Luo Xinxin began to pack up his textbooks, Fen Qiao picked up his mobile phone and pressed it on.

The message was sent by the class leader, asking him to go to the class dinner after school.

Class dinner? Will there be a lot of people?

Fen Qiao's heartbeat was a little faster, and he turned his head and asked Luo Xinxin in a low voice: "Xinxin, do we have a dinner party in our class?" ”

"You don't know?" Luo Xin was surprised, and then remembered again, "Yes, didn't you add our class group?" In the past few days, they have been discussing in the group. I thought you knew. ”

"Give me the phone, I'm the administrator, I'll add it for you." Luo Xinxin stretched out his hand.

Fenqiao obediently handed over his phone.

Luo Xinxin searched for a long time on the desktop of the mobile phone before realizing something, and asked Fen Qiao: "Shouldn't there be only one Weibo on your phone?" ”

Is there a problem? Fen Qiao's eyes widened, looking at her innocently.

"Even buy Ka," Luo Xinxin raised his forehead, "Qiaoqiao, tell me how you survived in this era." Luo Xinxin helped Fen Qiao download the App and said, "I'll just say why do you only like to call and text directly, how expensive it is to call and text all day long." ”

Within a few minutes, Luo Xinxin returned the phone to Fen Qiao: "The App has been downloaded, and I have also added the class group for you." In the future, remember to open it often to play, otherwise you will miss the announcement in the class again. ”

"By the way," Luo Xinxin thought of something again, "Will your family come to pick you up after school?" Why don't you tell them to come back later? ”

"Do I have to attend?"

On this kind of crowded occasion, Fen Qiao was really scared, and he didn't dare to go from the bottom of his heart.

"Jojo!" Luo Xinxin said earnestly, "You see how long it has been since school started, do you only know our dormitory?" You don't know how many people are in the class, do you? ”

"Everyone in the dinner class will be here this time, don't you like to talk? Just talk to everyone more and correct your problem. ”

Talking to everyone?

Fen Qiao snorted and shook his head repeatedly, "No, I'm still not going... I ......"

"Qiaoqiao," Luo Xinxin hugged Fen Qiao's arm, "I don't care, anyway, if you don't go, I won't go." ”

The bell rang at this time, and Fen Qiao clenched his clothes tightly in embarrassment.

To go or not to go?

She asked herself in her heart that she hadn't thrown away any more antidepressants since the week, and she had taken them all on time.

I don't know if it's a psychological effect, Fen Qiao feels that those drugs still have a little effect, at least she feels that her unreasonable anxiety and depression in the past two days have been greatly reduced.

Social phobia is also a type of mental disorder, but will those medications work?

You can't get down during your period, and you can't use training as an excuse......

Fenqiao thought about it in a mess, and before he had time to do a good job of psychological construction, the gray-haired old professor on the podium had already announced that he was out of class.

As soon as the professor went out, Luo Xinxin no longer lowered his voice, and directly hugged Fen Qiao's arm and coquettishly: "Go ahead...... Go for it......"

After leaving the teacher's door, he kept chattering in Fenqiao's ear, which was simply a magic sound.

After talking for about ten minutes, when he walked to the east gate of the school, Fen Qiao finally didn't bear the pressure and agreed.

"Oh!" Luo Xinxin cheered, clenched his fists, and struck a successful pose.

In public, Fen Qiao felt a little embarrassed, and quietly stood a little farther away.

Before Fen Qiao could call Gu Yan, as soon as he left the east gate, the family's car was already parked and waiting.

Luo Xinxin stood in place waiting for her, and Fen Qiao trotted a few steps forward.

The driver was still the same dynasty last time, and when he saw Fen Qiao stepping forward, he saluted respectfully and was about to open the door of the back seat.

"Wait a minute," Fen Qiao interrupted him, "I may not be back until later today." ”

She knew that these people only obeyed Gu Yan's orders, so she directly took out her mobile phone, walked to the side and started dialing.

The phone rang only twice before it was connected.

Before Fen Qiao could call Gu Yan, Gu Yan's low and pleasant voice came from the earpiece, tickling Fen Qiao's ears: "Class?" ”

"En," Fen Qiao responded, remembered and said, "Today's class dinner, Gu Yan, can I go back later?" ”

Gu Yan didn't expect that one day Fen Qiao would propose to go to the dinner party by himself, he knew that Fen Qiao had always been very tired of these parties.

After a moment's thought, he replied, "Of course," after a pause, he continued: "You can make your own decisions in the future, but you must be safe." ”

"Yes." Fen Qiao responded, the corners of his lips curled uncontrollably.

"Have fun, Fen Qiao."