Chapter 143: Love is Struggling

After clinking glasses, Lao Yang said to Xiao Lin: "You can't go, do you know what else to do?" Lu Gang, have you forgotten what you promised me? ”

"What else is there to do? Teacher Yang, you just have to tell me. Kobayashi said with a grin.

"Oh, Mr. Yang, I'm really sorry, I really forgot about it, no problem, Mr. Yang, the house has long been good, I'll execute it immediately." Lu Gang patted his skull and said to Xiao Lin: "Call you pig skull, you still don't admit it, go, come with me." ”

Xiao Lin really didn't know what was going on, he forgot that Lao Yang was talking about his confinement. He looked at Lu Gang and said, "Mora, what do you mean?" ”

"Don't think I don't remember, don't pretend to be confused here, what did you do last time at Head Chen? Forgot so quickly? Go, if you want to go with me, you will follow me, less wordy. Lu Gang said deliberately solemnly.

Xiao Lin came to his senses at this time. He said to Lao Yang aggrievedly: "Teacher Yang, it's been such a long time, forget it, another wheat and Lu Wei are watching here, hehe, Teacher Yang, just spare me this time, next time, next time I won't dare to violate discipline again." ”

"Lu Gang, you look at it. Captain Liu, Gang Leader Cao, let's go and see the team. After Lao Yang finished speaking, he walked out of the temple gate.

Lu Gang also pulled Xiao Lin, who was twisting and pinching, and followed him out of the temple gate and went in the opposite direction of Lao Yang.

It was a small thatched hut with miscellaneous farm implements, windowless and tight, with only a door facing the hill in the distance to the south. Xiao Lin asked Lu Gang if he really wanted to keep him here? Lu Gang replied, don't worry, it's okay, when Teacher Yang takes me out later, it will be when you come out to be free, do you understand? Pig braincase.

Kobayashi listened to it. I fell on a pile of straw at the foot of the wall, closed my eyes and said that it was so comfortable. Suddenly bounced up again and said, "No, Brother Pole, if you leave, who will release me?" ”

"Alright, I'm leaving." Lu Gang didn't answer his words, bolted the door with a wooden bolt outside, and left. Xiao Lin was so anxious that he was shouting in the house to no avail.

Lu Gang went to find Wheat and Lu Wei, and Ren Xiaolin shouted in the house.

Xiao Lin screamed for a while, and no one paid attention to it, so he slowly calmed down, lay on the grass, and whispered: "Brother Pole really doesn't understand the taste, isn't your sister here?" won't let me spend a little more time with her. Say I'm a pig braincase, I think you're a pig braincase. ”

After a long time, there was the sound of wheat outside, and he and Lu Wei came to deliver dinner. At this time, Xiao Lin, who had been sleeping on the grass in a daze, felt a little hungry.

The people in the mountains eat early, and the winter sun is very stingy on the mountain, and Xiaolin comes out to see that it is already dusk.

Out of the hut, Xiao Lin was naturally happy to see Lu Wei. He asked why Lu Gang didn't come? Mai told Xiaolin that Lu Gang had already gone down the mountain with Teacher Yang. Went on horseback.

Lu Wei pouted and said, she was going to go, but her brother wouldn't let her. Brother Xiaolin, will you teach me to ride a horse?

Xiao Lin said of course it was good, and after a few bites of food, he came to the place behind the temple to put the horses, and took out his favorite high-headed horse.

Wheat wanted to ride, but Kobayashi pulled him away, saying that he didn't want to ride it if he wasn't high yet. If you ride it, you will fall down, and Wheat doesn't believe it, but Kobayashi just won't let Wheat go up. He said, if you want to ride, go and ride that horse, and this horse won't give you a ride anyway. After speaking, he smiled and pulled Lu Wei in front of him to help her get on the horse.

Lu Wei looked at the tall horse and was a little timid.

Xiao Lin said: "It's okay, with your brother Xiao Lin here, don't be afraid." ”

Lu Wei believed his words and asked Xiao Lin to help him up, but as soon as he was next to the side of the horse, the horse suddenly stood up with its front hooves erected, raised its neck and neighed. Mai, who was leading the old horse to their side, smiled and said, "Sister Wei, this horse sees that you are a woman and bullies you." ”

Lu Wei didn't dare to ride it anymore.

Xiao Lin glared at the wheat and said, "As long as you talk a lot, come, give me the horse and let it be ridden by your sister Wei." ”

Wheat said, "That's not going to work, you have to change it." ”

Kobayashi said: "What to change?" Listen to the order and give me the horse. ”

Wheat said: "This is not in the original troops, you still order me?" If you don't let me ride, I won't do it. "He was a little stiff. At this time, Lu Wei said to Xiao Lin, "You just let him ride for a while." When we withdrew, he wanted to ride, but the leader didn't let him ride, and then the horse was killed, and he was sad for a long time. ”

Xiao Lin heard Lu Wei say this, and he was not tough, let Wheat get on the horse, Wheat was so happy that he danced with his hands, but he didn't expect his leg to touch the horse's belly, only to see that the horse was about to rush forward, fortunately, the rope was still in Xiao Lin's hand, but Wheat fell off the horse, and he touched his ass and got up from the ground with a snort.

Lu Wei looked at him and bent down with a smile. Xiao Lin said to Wheat, I told you, it makes sense not to let you ride me. Now believe it.

Wheat grinned and said, "I don't believe it." "Xiao Lin said, if you don't believe it, go up again. Wheat hurriedly waved his hand and said, "I won't go on it today, but I'll go on it again tomorrow, tomorrow." Ouch, Sister Wei, I'm going back.

After saying that, he limped away. Lu Wei called him okay, right? To catch up.

Xiao Lin stopped her and said, "It's okay, how can you ride a horse without falling, I have also fallen." Lu Wei, let's go, come, you ride that horse, it is obedient and honest, and it will not bully strangers, especially a beautiful girl like you. ”

Lu Wei's face turned red when she heard this, and she glanced at him coquettishly and said, "Brother Xiaolin, when did you learn to coax girls." Seeing that Xiao Lin was a little embarrassed, he smiled and said, "Okay, help me on the horse, and I'll see how obedient and honest it is." ”

got on the horse, Lu Wei was indeed comfortable riding on it, Xiao Lin said to her, be upright, don't move, just take the rope in your hand, and don't shake it in front of the horse. Then he got on the panny, and the two of them walked side by side in the direction of the setting sun with the rhythm of the horse's light steps.

"Brother Xiaolin." Seeing that Xiao Lin hadn't spoken for a long time, Lu Wei spoke: "What are you thinking?" ”

"Oh, no, didn't think of anything. Sister Wei, look at how beautiful the sun under the mountain is. Xiao Lin said this, in fact, he and Lu Wei finally had the opportunity to be side by side, his heart was a little as sweet as drinking honey, and he didn't even know what he was thinking in his mind.

Lu Wei tilted his head to look at him, and said with a smile: "I really didn't think about anything?" Brother Xiaolin, I can think about it. ”

"What are you thinking?" Kobayashi also asked with a smile.

Lu Wei took her eyes off Xiao Lin, the smile on her face retracted, and she said, "I'm thinking about my father, I'm thinking about when my brother and I can go home to see them?" It's been almost two years since it came out. "The voice is a little sad.

"Yes, didn't Mr. Yang say that we will go back when we get to the spring?" Kobayashi comforted her and said.

After a moment of silence, "I'm still thinking about my big brother Geng." Lu Wei said again.

"Lu Wei." Xiao Lin heard her say at this time and remembered Brother Geng, his heart sank, and then he relaxed and looked at Lu Wei and said: "Sister Wei, not only do you think, Brother Geng also misses him, but people can't be resurrected after death, so don't be too entangled in him." ”

Lu Wei said: "Why don't you make me entangled, the devil came that year, it was Brother Geng who protected me in the reeds, and when I arrived in Chongqing, where I was unfamiliar with life, it was Brother Geng who took care of me when I was often bombed by Japanese devils, at that time, I loved him and always loved him, but he always used all kinds of excuses to perfunctory me and prevaricate me." ”

Lu Wei spoke, and his tone slowly softened: "Brother Xiaolin, you say, is there a torturous emotion between this man and woman, since I came to the base area from Chongqing with Brother Geng, I have become more and more inseparable from him." The more he ignores me, the more I want to ignore him, do you think this is a kind of love? ”

"Maybe." Kobayashi said vaguely. Listening to Lu Wei's words, he had an indescribable feeling in his heart.

Lu Wei didn't notice Xiao Lin's reaction at all, and she continued: "What do you mean maybe? It simply is. Sometimes, when my brother and Brother Geng were there, I didn't care about my brother's eyes and treated Brother Geng well, and then my brother didn't care about me when he saw me like this, once, my brother said to me, Brother Geng doesn't like me, you don't go to him. I didn't listen, in fact, I knew that Brother Geng liked me, but he refused to tell me, I knew it in my heart. Later, later, he didn't refuse me. Brother Xiaolin, do you know, my brother seems to have acquiesced, he doesn't care about my business, I think I'm the happiest person in the world. Her tears overflowed, letting it run down her face.

Xiao Lin looked at the tears overflowing in Lu Wei's eyes, his face was full of happiness, his heart was really painful, not because Lu Wei fell in love with Geng Zitang, not because Lu Wei was not sad that he fell in love, but because Lu Wei lost Geng Zitang's love. Lu Wei fell in love with Geng Zitang, although it was short-lived, but Xiao Lin knew that Lu Wei's love for Geng Zitang was deep-rooted.

Xiao Lin used to be distressed, entangled, and painful about this, but for Lu Wei's happiness, he could only silently put his love for Lu Wei in his heart and hide the pain in the deepest part of his heart, he once blessed and prayed for Lu Wei. However, Geng Zitang, the Northeast man whom Lu Wei fell in love with and admired was sacrificed, Xiaolin was sincerely sad for Lu Wei during that time, and he thought about what to do for her by Lu Wei's side? But the orders fell like a mountain, and they each rushed to the combat post, and they separated.

"Sister Wei, the past is gone, and a bright future is coming to us. Say it, tell your pain, your emotions, I am willing to listen, Xiaolin. Kobayashi said with a smile.

"Brother Xiaolin, you are right, people cannot be resurrected after death, but he is a hero in my heart, and I will not forget him. Brother Xiaolin, you won't forget him, right? Lu Wei said.

"How so? He is not only your hero, but also ours. The fallen comrades are our heroes. Kobayashi said.

Looking at Lu Wei's glance, Xiao Lin wanted to say something but stopped talking.

"Brother Xiaolin, what do you want to say? Say, let me hear it. Lu Wei noticed that Xiao Lin wanted to say something or not, and asked Xiao Lin Dao.

Looking at the innocent Lu Wei, looking at the Lu Wei he once liked in his heart, he really didn't know what to say at this moment. Seeing that Lu Wei was still urging himself, he said in a snort: "No, I didn't say it, I didn't say it." At this time, Xiao Lin remembered what Lu Gang said to him and wanted to tell Lu Wei, but he didn't say it in the end.

Lu Wei didn't say anything when she heard Xiao Lin, but she said again: "Brother Xiao Lin, I don't want to, I know no, since Brother Geng sacrificed, I have only one thought in my heart, I will never marry anyone if I don't kill all the devils." ”

"Lu Wei, you, do you really think so?" Kobayashi was stunned.

Lu Wei nodded and said yes.

Xiao Lin asked Lu Wei a little surprised: "If that little devil is in China for five years, ten years, or twenty years, you won't marry?" ”

Lu Wei nodded again and said yes. Her determined expression made Xiao Lin, who originally wanted to use this opportunity to bravely express his love for Lu Wei, lose his courage.

Listening to Lu Wei's words, Xiao Lin's mood was extremely complicated. Growing up together since childhood, he knows Lu Wei's character, and he doesn't care about what he believes in to the end. At the beginning, when the devil didn't come, Lu Wei was good to herself, and Xiao Lin could feel it, but at that time, hindering her brother's attitude, Xiao Lin didn't have the courage, and even sometimes Lu Wei boldly hinted that he didn't dare to accept it.

For Xiao Lin, what he missed was not the opportunity but love, there were many opportunities, but there was only one love, and he couldn't grasp it. Now that the opportunity has come again, right in front of him, Xiao Lin doesn't know if he wants this opportunity, and he still doesn't know how to get Lu Wei's love.

Especially after listening to her vow not to kill all the devils and not to marry, Xiao Lin's heart tightened. He didn't want to say those words to Lu Wei at such a time, he timidly hesitated whether to give up this opportunity? If he doesn't want to give up, he doesn't want to mess with Lu Wei's heart at this time, if he wants to give up, he will eventually lose a chance, is it the last chance, he doesn't know, maybe not, maybe it is.

Walking on the mountain road back, Xiaolin's heart is still tormented, should he give up or gain? Love struggles in Kobayashi's silent pain.

The sun has set, the night has fallen, the north wind is blowing, and the mountains and forests are silent.