Chapter 111: I Really Miss Her
Maybe Zhang Lijuan didn't expect me to listen to her like this, and she was a little embarrassed when she saw that I immediately threw the cigarette out of the window.
"No, Han Bin, I'm not blaming you for smoking, I mean...... I don't think smoking is good for your health, it's not that you won't be allowed to smoke......"
"Huh?" I deliberately pretended to be confused, and looked at Zhang Lijuan with a confused face, "Then what do you mean...... Smoking is not good for your health, and then you are willing to let me smoke? ”
"No, that's not what I mean." Zhang Lijuan suddenly couldn't cry or laugh, and was so anxious to explain, "I mean, smoking is not good for your health, and then you usually try to smoke as little as possible, and now if you want to smoke, I'm not against you smoking, I just said that you don't want to be like just now, as soon as I said that smoking is not good, you quickly threw away the cigarette, as if you were afraid of me, in fact, I didn't want to control you, I just made a suggestion, don't listen to me so much......"
I looked at Zhang Lijuan with wide eyes, pretending to be more confused, and I asked her in a whisper, "Then what do you mean...... Do you want me to listen to you? ”
Zhang Lijuan couldn't laugh even more: "It's not that I don't listen to me, I just made a suggestion, in fact, I just said it casually, and then you seem to be afraid of me, which makes me feel a little ...... Well, I don't even know what to tell you......"
Seeing that Zhang Lijuan herself was confused, she looked nervous and obviously couldn't explain it, like a silly little beautiful girl, it was really charming, I didn't feel a little fascinated, and I blurted out unconsciously: "Actually, you can say anything, I'm willing to listen to you." ”
As soon as this sentence came out, both of us were stunned, and there was a sudden silence in the carriage, it was a kind of warm embarrassment, or an embarrassing warmth, I saw Zhang Lijuan's pretty face and let go of two red clouds at once, she opened her small mouth, as if she wanted to say something, but she couldn't say anything for a while, and her pretty face became more and more red.
I knew that I couldn't put too much pressure on Zhang Lijuan at this time, her kind of personality was easy to be scared away, so I quickly restrained my mood and hurriedly explained: "I mean, I'm willing to listen to you because I'm afraid, I'm afraid of you crying, just like just now, I don't know how to coax you, so just use the stupidest way, everything goes according to your heart, as long as you don't cry." ”
"Oh, actually...... Actually, I wasn't ...... just now Not really crying......"
Because of my two teasing in a row, Zhang Lijuan's expression was obviously a little timid, but when I explained it in reverse, it didn't seem like I was deliberately teasing her, so Zhang Lijuan herself felt a little confused, so she had to slightly dizzy her pretty face and explain it according to my meaning, as if she was telling me, and as if she was looking for a balance for herself.
"My crying, in fact, is not sad, because I am a little moved, really, Han Bin, I want to tell you, thank you very much, these days, no one has ever cared about me and helped me as much as you, I have always felt that I am alone, as if I am ...... It's as if I don't have a loved one around me anymore......"
As she spoke, Zhang Lijuan's eyes turned red again.
I hesitated, I don't know if I should give Zhang Lijuan a hug now, in fact, if the hug is successful at this time, I can almost get her, because after hugging, I can touch her slightly, and then go further, kiss her without leaving a trace, from shallow to deep, and then start to touch, touch Zhang Lijuan's heart is itchy, I can do it directly with her in the car.
In this process, I am very sure of the next steps, but I am a little uncertain about the first step of hugging, in this case, will Zhang Lijuan agree to me hugging her? It's not good if you startle the snake.
I thought about it, and finally decided that I couldn't take risks easily, for a girl like Zhang Lijuan, there is only one chance, although the current situation is favorable to me, but it is not the best time, the most important thing for me now is to soak her heart little by little, not to rush to get her, now I can only continue to use the heart attack tactics, I have to wait for a better time.
So I forcibly restrained my mood, looked at Zhang Lijuan with very sincere eyes and said: "Actually, you really don't have to be so sad, how can no one care about you, in addition to me, your parents also really love you, you just didn't tell them the pain in your heart, I think if they know, they will definitely do their best to help you like me." ”
"Not really." Zhang Lijuan sighed softly, and said with a resentful look, "Actually, my dad is ...... I still feel sorry for me, but ...... But he was afraid of his wife, my mother...... It's already gone, and now my stepmother, she doesn't want to care about me at all, if she knows that this happened to me, she will only lose her temper and kill me, they (she) ...... You won't care about me......"
As she spoke, Zhang Lijuan shed tears again, I didn't feel a little heartache when I watched it, it turned out that Zhang Lijuan's fate was so bumpy, she had lost her mother who loved her a long time ago, her father had formed a new family, and her love for her was already weak, her only boyfriend, and like aliens, she didn't know how to care about her, okay, I did have a little ...... before.
Alas, fortunately, I didn't have a trick to possess Zhang Lijuan just now, otherwise I would be really ...... Went to a queue with the beasts.
Of course, although Zhang Lijuan's hard life touched me, I didn't let go of my thoughts about Zhang Lijuan like a saint, but I felt that I loved her more, but that kind of love was no longer the previous pure flesh (0) body desire for Zhang Lijuan, I just suddenly moved my heart to her, I want to love Zhang Lijuan as my own woman, this kind of love is to go to the heart, I may really fall in love with Zhang Lijuan.
Love is such a thing, sometimes it comes so suddenly, and it is precisely because of this love that my heart for Zhang Lijuan suddenly changed, I no longer just want to have something to do with her, I want to love her sincerely to a greater extent, I want to give her happiness.
So I was also moved by Zhang Lijuan for a while, I forgot to coax her, I just watched her cry blankly, I thought I must have looked stupid at that time.
In fact, love is like this, if you love someone, you will become stupid, even if you will not be stupid for a lifetime, at least you will be stupid at that time.
So Zhang Lijuan was sad for a while, and finally stopped crying, I didn't have time to show it.
Zhang Lijuan wiped away her tears, but said even more embarrassedly: "I didn't expect me to cry in front of your eyes again, alas, I always can't control myself, I won't scare you again." “
I nodded stupidly, and I said, "I'm too scared to speak." ”