"Hmph, this old guy, I didn't expect to keep a hand."

I sneered in my heart, and it was at this moment that I heard someone call my name.

"Han Bin, why are you here, I've been looking for you."

Zhang Yan came from another workshop, I think she should have followed the whole workshop all the way, there were still workers in the workshop who had not left at that time, Zhang Yan must have asked them.

"Oh, it's okay, I just want to see how much this batch of goods is left, tonight our packing team is working overtime, I'll roughly calculate and have a number in my heart."

I turned around and walked towards Zhang Yan, for some reason, I always felt that I would feel at ease when she was by my side, and I even wanted to hug her at that time, of course, I couldn't do that, after all, there were many people.

"Well, I just heard that you guys will be working overtime, and I wanted to come over and ask you to go home with me." Zhang Yan stroked the hair on the corner of her forehead, and asked, "Han Bin, you worked overtime on the first day, you won't be unhappy, right?" ”

I smiled and shook my head and said, "It's okay, it's nothing, it's just a pity that I can't sleep with you in my arms tonight." ”

"Oh, why do you always think about that kind of thing." Zhang Yan pretended to be unhappy and pouted, and said seriously, "I didn't think about going to you tonight, I haven't been home for two days." ”

I didn't feel a little lost when I heard it, yes, after all, Zhang Yan has her own home.

So I sighed and said, "Yes, you should go home, you have your own husband, what is the matter with always running to me, but I always feel a little uncomfortable, I work hard here, and the woman I like has to be held in the arms of other men, that feeling is too awkward." ”

"Hmph, look at your stinginess." Zhang Yan suddenly came over with a red face and comforted me and said, "Han Bin, there are some things I didn't want to tell you, but I don't want you to be unhappy, in fact, even if I go home, I am the only one, my marriage exists in name only, I have long lived alone, and since I got along with you, I have made up my mind that I will not allow any man except you to touch me from now on, I will not look at them, I am your woman, although I have no name, I am still your woman, this determination will never change." ”

I couldn't help but be deeply moved, I looked at Zhang Yan, looked at her with great affection, I said to her: "Zhang Yan, why don't we be together, it's not like before, it's fair and honest together, I want you to be my woman, a woman in the real sense." ”

Zhang Yan couldn't help crying, she looked at me stupidly, big tears flowed down her cheeks, but she finally shook her head, she said: "Han Bin, don't be stupid, I know you are good to me, but I can't be your woman, just like now, I'm already satisfied." ”

"Why?" I looked at Zhang Yan's tearful eyes, her eyes were full of entanglement and helplessness, I couldn't understand Zhang Yan's mood at this time, and I didn't know what kind of knot she had in her heart that would not be opened.

Zhang Yan gently wiped away her tears, she suddenly looked at me and said, "Han Bin, do you believe in your fate?" ”

I shook my head and said, "I don't believe it, it's all my own liar." ”

Zhang Yan sighed faintly and said: "But I believe it, because fate is too real for me, and the truth makes me can't help but believe that everything is simply destined by God, and we men and women exist in the world, but it is just an interpretation of fate." ”

"That's because you didn't resist, because you never really faced yourself." I looked at Zhang Yan's eyes and said without blinking, I hope to awaken her wrong perception of fate, I don't want her to fall too deep, from the perspective of fate, she is obviously going astray.

"Han Bin, you won't understand." Zhang Yan shook her head gently, looked at me with a faint gaze and said, "There are some things, you won't understand what I tell you now, but I ask you to believe me, and I hope you can respect my decision, I love you, I love you very deeply, and I am willing to die to be your woman, but it can only be like this, this is the best result for the two of us, I hope we can go on like this, forever." ”

Looking at Zhang Yan's sincere gaze, I don't know what to say, in fact, what can I say?

A woman with you, you can not have a name, you don't want status, she doesn't even want anything else, as long as you are by your side, she is satisfied, in the face of such a woman, I can say anything except being deeply moved?

So I nodded, and I only said one word to Zhang Yan, and I said, "If there is a day when you really figure it out, or, you are no longer so entangled, can you tell me the reason?" ”

"I will." Zhang Yan nodded with tears in her eyes and said, "I believe that one day, I will open my heart to you, and maybe at that time, you will also believe in fate like me." ”

Of course, I can't believe in fate, I still have deep confidence in this, so Zhang Yan's words, I didn't go to my heart at all, I just felt that there has always been a knot in her heart that can't be opened, but if one day she is really willing to open her heart to me, I will definitely be able to help her open that knot, because I don't believe in fate.

Zhang Yan took out a tissue and wiped her tears, suddenly smiled at me and said, "Look, where we have gotten here, we all blame you, causing people to cry sadly, and the eye shadow is spent." ”

I saw that Zhang Yan's eyes were only painted with a light eyeshadow, in fact, a beautiful woman like her didn't need makeup at all, but women seemed to want to pursue perfection, this is nature, I said to Zhang Yan: "Actually, I can't see it at all, your makeup is too light, it's pure natural, what's the cost." ”

"Hmph, you'll make people happy." Zhang Yan didn't say anything unhappy, "Han Bin, then I'll go home first, be careful when you work, don't be too tired, and think about me from time to time, I can feel it." ”

I smiled and said, "That's a must, I don't get tired of anything I think about you, that's my secret." ”

Zhang Yan couldn't help but hide her little mouth until she turned away, her eyes were also full of tenderness, I think women can only have such soft eyes under the nourishment of love.

I turned around again and started to walk out of the workshop, and now I have a good idea of the whole task, and I think that as long as the packing team keeps the mood high, it shouldn't be a big problem, and it can even be completed ahead of schedule.

That's the confidence I have in myself and tonight, I'm ready to give it my all.

Since I don't have the opportunity to a woman, I will do my job, in fact, everything in this world should be done with all my strength, and I can definitely do better, because I don't believe in fate.