On February 5 last year, I uploaded the first chapter of Sick Jiao on Dianniang, and I still remember how ecstatic I was at the time for the new 3 collections and 3 recommendations. Then, on August 4 of this year, I wrote the last chapter of Sick Jiao, well, exactly a year and a half. The ending was also released today in Dianniang, but there are still many people who read my books and voted for my books, thank you very much.

About three months ago, when I was thinking about the ending of the book, I said that I was going to write a long, long testimonial, and then in the past two days, when I was writing the last few chapters of the book, I had been thinking about how I should write this testimonial, and now when I was ready to write it, well, I felt like I should write it casually.

I'm a very idealistic person, and if I write books, I don't like to cater to the mainstream, I only write, and I can only write what I want to write, and of course if what I write happens to the mainstream appetite, it's a coincidence. However, after I became idealistic, I still paid attention to reality, so when my grades were not good, I often complained about myself and complained about myself. I've always felt that a writer who likes to make this little grumble to show how different he is must be a very narcissistic writer, who may not be good at writing, but must think very highly of himself. Well, I think I'm the kind of person who can't write well and thinks highly of myself.

Well, let's talk about the book of sick Jiao. Many people should know,There was no outline when the book opened.,This is my first book.,It's probably the worst one written.,But the irony is that this should also be my best book (probably because of the title.,Attracted a bunch of sick Jiao and sister control.,And then I digressed gloriously.,Of course, my sister and passers-by are also relatively popular, which should also be a reason why this book is relatively popular.)。 The outline of the sick Jiao at the beginning was a timeline, my sister's timeline, the timeline of passers-by, I combined the two, as for how to write the plot, to be honest, my idea at the time was very simple, that is, let my new protagonist replace the original protagonist to complete the flag of the original protagonist. Actually, it's nothing.,I think most of the Xiaobaiwen at the starting point is written like this.,At that time, I didn't have any pursuit.,I'm going to write it down according to this line of thought.。 By the way, the ending I expected at the time was a harem ending. You can observe the frenzied transformation of me from a HE party to a current writer in the past year and a half.

The goal of opening this book is for Ayase.,I still remember this.,At that time, I should have watched Kaka Meow's "Mourning Girl", and then I felt that my sister had so many people.,Why do you write the black cat protagonist one by one?,Is it tolerable or unbearable.,And then there is this work with Ayase as the protagonist - well,I thought so at first.。 As for the content of the heroine of passers-by, it was purely because I liked the novel Passerby very much at the time, and when the first season of Passerby first came out in February last year, I didn't expect it to be as popular as it is now.

Of course, I think it is precisely because of the addition of passers-by that my book has shifted from the joy of the beginning to the stomach medicine in the later stage. It's very simple.,Because the flag of Lun in the passerby is also set up early on the other heroines.,You follow the progress of the plot.,You can replace Lun's role.,But you want to replace Lun's flag.,You have to use black history to pull out his previous flag.,As for the black history.,You have to explain that He's also different from Lun.,Why don't you respond to the favor of other heroines if you're not a dull dead house.,While rounding this question.,Slowly, The style of the book gets weird.

The second node that makes this book taste is probably after the summer comi.,In the kidnapping incident after solving Ayase's problem.,Before that,All the plots of my book were plagiarizing the original.,After that,,I started to have my own thoughts.,I don't want to copy books anymore.,Write the same people.,What's the point of copying the original?,Just to spit out a groove and play a stalk? So, I started my own journey of creative death, and everyone saw the content after that, and there were overlaps with the original, but everything was different except for the background setting - but it was precisely because I wrote my own things that I went further in the direction of stomach medicine.

Of course, it is precisely because I have to write these things, so the problem of my lack of an outline is further exposed, if the book continues to plagiarize the original, then it doesn't matter if there is no outline, because the outline of the original plot is your outline, but if the book is going to be written as your own novel, then no outline is a hard injury.

I think many people who have been chasing the sick Jiao from earlier times will feel that the ending of the sage Hui is predetermined when they see the plot of the cliff fall, and everything that should be done has been done, and how the sage will lose when he rides his face (laughs) - and then I went on a date after I directly chose Ying Lili. This rampage plot is typical, I don't have an outline, and then I'm emotional for a while. When I was writing about falling off the cliff, I gave Kazuya a certain girlfriend in the middle of the year as Xiaohui, but before writing about the date, I brought in too much emotion from the characters in the novel, and I felt that Yingli was too pitiful, so I had a big victory for Otakuri. At that time, my idea was very simple, the mid-term victory of the otakuma, ushering in a peak, and then the next thing can be abused, you can break up, and it is not difficult to write about the ending - but in fact, this is not the case, when the otaku mid-term victory is achieved, the otaku line of the ending is already doomed.

A post two days ago completely expressed what I meant.,As a Yukina party, if I let and betray at that time.,It's going to be the winter horse TE in WA2.,And it's absolutely impossible for me to write this kind of ending.,If you exclude the last and also kiss Ayase.,The second half of the book is for Otakuri.,There's a more obvious feeling of Yukina TE-style peak turns.。

Then I want to talk about Ayase, Ayase was supposed to be the first heroine of this book, but she didn't have many scenes in the plot, and the ending could only be given this kind of open-ended in the end. That's entirely my problem. At the beginning, when I copied the original plot, because Ayase's role in my sister was not very sufficient, Ayase's sense of presence was always very weak, and then, when Ayase's scenes in the timeline increased, I began to go for the original plot.

In the original plot,I originally designed an extremely black Ayase.,It's not an exaggeration to call it a big boss.,Even all the relationship problems between Kazuya and Otakuri.,Kazuya and everyone's emotional collapse.,It's all planned by Ayase single-handedly - but this plot was vetoed by me when it was written about 270 chapters.,Such a Ayase is not a little angel.,It's just a pure sick girl.,It's also an insidious sick girl.,People who really like Ayase.,Ayase shouldn't be written in this image.。

So in the last part of the content, Ayase didn't go black once, and I restrained it when it was almost dark. However, the problem arises.,If Ayase isn't a big boss.,Didn't plan all this.,Then all the foreshadowing I deliberately wrote for Ayase as a big boss is meaningless.,This also directly leads to the same weakness of Ayase's content in my original plot.,According to the book review,,It's the plot of my sister that is dispensable.,In fact, it's not my sister's plot that is dispensable.,It's the plot of the sister I didn't dare to take back at the beginning-If Ayase is really black to that extent., I don't dare to read the book review area, I guess I'm going to be sprayed miserably, then it's not Ayase.

So, the plot of Ayase slowly didn't have time to write in this own hesitation, and at the end of the book, when I finally grasped the image of Ayase in my pen, the book ended. Ayase is probably the character who suffers the most from my casual writing of this book, and ironically, she's my favorite character, this pot, which I carry honestly myself.

If I had to write about the sick girl again, I think I could have written better, and if I had taken the Ayase line at the beginning, then I should have written about Kazuya's interaction with Ayase and not spent too much energy on the plot of passers-by, and if I had decided to take the otaku line from the beginning, then I should have changed the title, and then I should have portrayed a story of the so-called time-traveler who felt sorry for himself after conquering the girl and then got out of this state with the help of everyone. Of course, when I realized this, there was no way to cut and rewrite it, and in the end it was such a somewhat distorted, off-topic, and unsatisfactory garbage novel that I was not satisfied with, and the rhythm was not well controlled, and the style was very different.

Sick Jiao is indeed a garbage novel, although I think I wrote very well in many details and many plots, but it is still a garbage novel. In the end, I just reluctantly forced the life of this book, which was supposed to be destined to hit the streets. It digresses, sick brother control, not to mention the ending, the content of the article does not reflect how Ayase is "sick brother control". Its rhythm is very poor.,Many plots before the mid-term date are completely useless from the point of view of the main line.,For example, the black history of the famous and also women's clothing.,Different people have very different evaluations of it.,But from my point of view, to evaluate that plot.,It's a god horse thing.,In comparison,The plot after the mid-term date exploded and flew up.,It doesn't give people breathing space at all.,This kind of loose and tight mode I see it hurts.。 All kinds of pits dug before,All kinds of foreshadowing,There are main lines,There are branch lines.,In the end, they didn't take it back.,The main plot,One of the most important events in the plot of my sister's original Ayase - voyeurism incident,I started burying it when Kanako appeared before dating.,In the end, I found that there was no place to add and then cut it.,As for the branch,Do you remember the Machida editor of Lily on the shore of Daming Lake?

However, I would like to say that Sick Jiao is probably the most emotionally engaged book I've ever written. In my previous words, there was a time when the book was writing about me, not me. I'm just writing this book according to the flow of emotions in the book, and I write about the ending that is most likely to go according to the personalities of these characters, but even I don't know what will happen to them next, I just experience their feelings and write them out, and I can't grasp what they are going to do. Of course, some people will find this a little ridiculous, but to be honest, I completely smashed my feelings into the characters of this book, and I don't think I will write a novel with more emotion than this book. Although writing a novel is not emotional, but I really feel sorry for every character in my pen who has become helpless because of the progress of the plot, and when I look at the emotional outbursts of my characters, I will also be extremely sad, maybe more sad than everyone who reads this book, I even hate that I can't do anything to change their ending, which is called emotional investment. I can't grasp the plot of the sick Jiao, so the plot of the sick Jiao collapsed into what it is now.

But I still barely finished my illness. The ending I gave,Different people should have different opinions.,Some people will feel that it's unfair to continue to be so vague.,It's not fair to Xiaohui.,Senpai.,Ayase.,Some people probably think it might be a sign of the harem line in the future.。 But I'm writing this just to give my own characters a happy ending that I think is possible.

I can't write about the harem, but I have to say that this ending, my attitude and the attitude of the harem. Perhaps, many years after the process of this ending, there will be a good way to solve everyone's problems, and there will be a situation where everyone is not sad, will it? I hope it will. So, the ending is not a harem, and the ending is a house pear line, but the development of the ending I hope for is the harem ending. It's a little greedy, but I just can't stand the very tangled emotions of this book. Even if it's a forced harem, I want to be able to do that, and that's probably it.

Of course,Sick Jiao is not completely finished.,I also said,Outside of the orthodox ending,Sick Jiao will have an extra.,About everyone.,Everyone's respective ending of the if line of the extra.,I'll make up for this slowly in the future.,But it's definitely not going to be updated like now.,There's time.,Adjust your mood.,I'll finish writing slowly.。

Finally, thank you very much for reading this book, whether it is from Dianniang to the book, or in the bookmaker found this book, or after I moved to the book, I found this book in Dianniang, if I can't see your support and comments, I think I won't be able to end the disease.

If it's possible,I also hope that everyone will support my other two works.,Both are at the starting point.,"My Youth Love Story Doesn't Need a White Album."""Hosaka Senior is a Good Person",Especially the latter book.,As a cold fan's homo,,Now 5w words have not reached 300.,I can't bear to look at it.,It feels like it's on the verge of ending at any time.。