"Jojo, let go!"

Gu Yan was bitten on the lip, and could only spit out a few words vaguely, hiding back, wanting to push Fen Qiao away but afraid that he would not be able to control his strength and hurt her.

Fortunately, Fen Qiao heard this sound and subconsciously let go of his teeth.

She lifted her eyes and gave him a blank look, moved, and soon closed her eyes again and fell asleep, her thick eyelashes casting a shadow, her breathing long and even.

The sleeping Fen Qiao's face is serene and quiet, and his facial features are delicate and soft, like a cherub in a medieval oil painting.

If it weren't for Gu Yan tasting the salty smell of bleeding at the corners of his mouth, he would almost have thought that Fen Qiao's troublemaking just now was an illusion.

Fingers wipe the blood from the broken skin at the corners of the lips. There is still a residual aroma of Baileys in the mouth.

After a long time, there was a helpless sigh in the carriage.

Zhang Hang, the driver in the driver's seat, was sitting in a precarious position, driving seriously, and did not seem to pay any attention to this turmoil from beginning to end.

……

Hangover, Fen Qiao woke up in the morning with a headache that was about to crack.

Groggily, he crawled out of the quilt, and it was already bright outside the window, and a cup of soaked honey and lemon juice was on the bedside table.

There was a smell of alcohol on his body, Fen Qiao frowned, only felt sticky, endured the discomfort and took a bath, drank lemonade, and went downstairs with a cup.

Fen Qiao thought that Gu Yan should have gone to the company early when he got up so late, but he didn't want to go downstairs when Gu Yan was still in the living room, making a cup of hot coffee, and sitting on the sofa watching the morning news.

Beige gray rod knitted sweater with a few strands of hair scattered in front of his forehead and a high nose bridge underneath...... Comfortable and casual, the demeanor is still full of dignity.

Unlike in the past, Gu Yan seems to be very young today, is it because he is not wearing formal clothes? Only at this time did Fen Qiao realize that Gu Yan looked strong, but in fact he was not yet thirty years old, and he could be regarded as a young man.

But people tend to only notice his majesty and thunderous means, but ignore his real age.

Before he could finish descending the stairs, Fen Qiao called out with great interest, "Gu Yan!" ”

Gu Yan turned around and saw Fen Qiao coming downstairs in three steps and two steps, and reminded: "Fen Qiao, don't be reckless, be careful of your step." ”

Fen Qiao also obediently slowed down, still smiling on his face: "Don't you have to go to work today?" ”

Before he finished speaking, Fen Qiao noticed that there was a small blood scab on Gu Yan's lower lip, which was particularly disobedient and dazzling on Gu Yan's cold and handsome face.

Gu Yan ...... What happened to your face? Fen Qiao pointed to the corner of his lips and gestured, looking puzzled.

Gu Yan couldn't laugh or cry when he saw Fen Qiao's blank and innocent eyes, it seemed that Fen Qiao had really forgotten all about the events of the previous night.

"Picked up a puppy and was bitten by a puppy." Gu Yan took a sip of coffee, perfectly concealing the unrest in his heart.

Gu Yan is serious and strict on weekdays, and Fen Qiao never imagined that he would lie.

Fen Qiaoxin thought it was true, and said strangely: "It turns out that you like puppies?" I don't even know. After saying that, he remembered something, and said indignantly: "Why did the puppy bite your mouth?" Why are you so stupid to let it bite? ”

She glanced at Gu Yan's perfect lip shape destroyed by the blood scab distressedly, and said, "Have you been vaccinated?" ”

Gu Yan was almost sick with Fen Qiao's anger, so he straightened his face: "Have you forgotten what happened yesterday?" ”

What happened last night? Fen Qiao frowned and thought hard.

What happened last night? went to dinner, then dinner, and then she also sang, and after she got off the stage...... Xinxin said she drank her Baileys!

She's drinking!

Fen Qiao hurriedly covered his mouth, as if this could cover up the facts of the crime.

As soon as Gu Yan twisted his eyebrows, he had a kind of momentum of not being angry and arrogant, he didn't speak, and looked at Fen Qiao quietly.

Fen Qiao lowered his head in disbelief: "Gu Yan, I will never drink again in the future......"

"Why don't you understand, Fen Qiao?" Gu Yan frowned and directly interrupted her, "It's not a matter of drinking, I teach you to always pay attention to your own safety, but why do you dare to drink the cup you picked up?" ”

"Can you guarantee that you're picking up a cup of Baileys instead of a □□?"

Fenqiao is a soft board on Gu Yan's body, if someone has bad intentions, they must start with Fenqiao first, so there are people secretly protecting Fenqiao when traveling inside and outside the campus.

But many things are impossible to prevent, if Fenqiao himself does not have the psychology of vigilance, no matter how comprehensive the protection is, there are loopholes to follow.

In fact, Fen Qiao also felt that she was wronged, the glass of Baileys last night was also the first time she drank in her life, the situation was so tense at that time, in front of everyone, Fen Qiao felt that her heart was about to jump out, she had no ability to think at all, and even drinking water was just a subconscious action without going through the brain, where could she judge?

Fen Qiao lowered his head, his long eyelashes blinked, hung down, and did not speak.

Gu Yan could feel the grievances in her heart across a large coffee table, and she couldn't bear it after all, she exhaled and spoke again: "Qiaoqiao, if you think you have a point, then say it, and I can apologize to you." ”

Fen Qiao's eyelashes trembled, and in the next second, crystal water beads flowed on the bottom of the eyelashes.

It's like raising a child, when you leave her, teach her, and ignore her, she doesn't cry, but once you start coaxing her, she can't help crying anymore.

But children are also the most sensitive and intelligent, and they know that tears only work for those they care about.

Gu Yan couldn't sit still, he stood up and walked in front of Fen Qiao, his palm hesitated on the top of Fen Qiao's head for a long time, but he didn't caress it after all, he took a tissue and handed it to Fen Qiao again, put a soft voice, and hesitated and tentatively said, "That's my mistake?" ”

Fen Qiao didn't want to cry, she took the tissue, quickly wiped the water droplets on her eyelashes, and then raised her head, with a hazy film of water in her beautiful peach blossom eyes, and said, "Gu Yan......"

The voice was very fragile, "I don't want to be nervous and out of control in front of everyone, but when people look at me, I always can't control my ......feelings."

"I don't even know when I drank the wine in that glass, I ...... I don't even know what I've done when my mind goes blank......"

"I don't want that...... But I can't control myself! ”

She was incoherent, and her preface did not match the afterword, but Gu Yan understood what she meant.

Fen Qiao's love was extremely low, and his voice was full of panic and helplessness.

The most painful thing for a mentally ill person with self-awareness is that he knows the crux of the problem but is unable to change his mental state.

Gu Yan probably knew that Fen Qiao didn't like to communicate with strangers, hated crowds, and was extremely frightened of everyone's gaze. Looking at Fen Qiao's confused and helpless eyes, he couldn't bear it after all, his palm fell on her hair, and he comforted softly: "Qiaoqiao, can I find you a doctor?" ”

"You'll be fine." The voice was extremely gentle, reassuring and affirming.

Fen Qiao seemed to hear something terrible, hugged Gu Yan's waist violently, and buried his head in his chest. The voice was crying: "No! I don't want it! I don't want a doctor! ”

She knew that Gu Yan would definitely find the best psychiatrist, but so what? She was afraid of the doctor's insightful eyes, she was unwilling to open her secrets to a stranger, those scars that were like carrion in her heart, she would never want to show them to others!

Fen Qiao's feelings were out of control, Gu Yan stiffened, but he could only reassure him in a loud voice, "Okay, I know, if you don't want to, then don't ask a doctor to ......"

Hearing this, Fen Qiao gradually quieted down.

Her cheeks pressed against Gu Yan's beige needle-knitted sweater, holding back tears and trying to calm her breathing.

After a long time, until Fen Qiao completely calmed down, Gu Yan held her shoulder, straightened up, and looked at her at eye level.

"Jojo, do you want to live like a normal person?"

The eyes were dark and wise, like an unfathomable pool, as if they could penetrate people's hearts at a glance, but with a strange soothing power.

"Yes." Fen Qiao nodded unconsciously as if she was bewitched, but then she thought of something, and added emphatically: "But I don't want to go to the doctor." ”

"That's good," Gu Yan stretched out his palm and put it in front of Fen Qiao, he asked, "Do you believe me?" ”

Of course.

Fen Qiao nodded, his gaze affirmative.

She only believed in Gu Yan.

Without hesitation, Fen Qiao stretched out his hand and overlapped the palm of the big hand.

"I'll help you."

Like making an oath, Gu Yan's tone was affirmative.

……

Fenqiao and people's defenses were not established overnight, and healing was not achieved overnight.

Fen Qiao didn't want to see a doctor, so Gu Yan naturally could only ask the doctor for advice and then treat Fen Qiao.

"Jojo!" Gu Yan urged, and Fen Qiao had to move out of the bedroom slowly, with great reluctance on his face.

Gu Yan is going to take her for treatment again!

The kind of legendary compulsive therapy, Fen Qiao shuddered when he thought about it: on the busy street, he took the initiative to talk to strangers and take the initiative to smile at people......

Thinking of this, Fen Qiao couldn't help but want to take two steps back, but Gu Yan saw her intention at a glance, grabbed Fen Qiao's wrist first, and took her out.

"Do you remember everything in the book?" Gu Yan asked as he walked.

Fen Qiao tilted his head and pouted reluctantly, "Remember." ”

"Carry it to me."

"Gu Yan!" Fen Qiao's mouth opened slightly, and he looked at him in surprise: "I'm not a primary school student!" ”

The implication is why do you have to endorse your parents like elementary school students?

"Well, of course Fenqiao is not a primary school student." Gu Yan nodded, and then spoke again: "Now start reciting." ”

Hum!

Fen Qiao gritted his teeth hatefully, and memorized the broken book that Wang Yiyang brought word by word - "Self-Therapy for Social Disorders".

It's a book that makes people angry just by hearing the name!

"One, don't deny yourself, keep telling yourself that I am the best, 'I am born to be useful'."

"Second, be kind to others, help others is the foundation of happiness, and while helping others, you will forget your own troubles, and at the same time, you can also prove your own value."

……

The content is so childish! Will Fen Qiao not understand these truths?

Fen Qiao silently stepped on Wang Yiyang thousands of times in his heart.

"Concentrate!" Gu Yan didn't look back, but as if he had eyes behind him, he could see at a glance that Fen Qiao was absent-minded.

"Sixth, give yourself 10 minutes of thinking every day, and keep summarizing yourself so that you can continue to face new challenges and problems."

"One is missing." After brushing his fingerprints and opening the elevator, Gu Yan turned around and reminded.

Less? Fen Qiao thought about it again, but still didn't feel that anything was missing.

"Three, don't recall the unpleasant past, let the past pass, nothing is more important than the present."

Gu Yan's voice is low and good-sounding, and he reads it word by word, which makes people feel calm.

As soon as Fen Qiao heard the first few words, she remembered that she had indeed missed this back.

The elevator fell, and before the feeling of weightlessness came, Fen Qiao saw Gu Yan's eyes reflected on the elevator wall, which were different from the usual cold and sharp, and were extremely gentle and calm.

He asked, "Jojo, remember?" ”