Chapter Twenty-Nine: This Chapter Is Barely a Memory Killing?
Shiyu doesn't like football, to be exact, she doesn't like all sports. The only soccer games she'd watched were the high school league games of Kazuya Aragaki, and when she first watched Kazuya's games, according to her own words, she wanted to see how the man who seemed to be on a par with her was doing well in sports, an area that she wasn't very good at, to get a sense of confidence in him. Although for some reason, in front of himself, this guy's confident aura seems to be close to zero.
Therefore, when she watched Kazuya's ball game live for the first time, when she really felt the feeling that the entire Toyonosaki football team and even the entire stadium audience were looking forward to him, looking at Kazuya's sometimes elf-like smart footsteps on the field, sometimes domineering shooting like a king, and the kind of eyes that looked at the whole audience and provoked the audience's enthusiastic arms swinging movements, she deeply felt that in this field, he is the king, and in this field, he has the confidence to conquer everything and control everything.
And this feeling is different from his own feeling of being alone and seeking defeat, Shiyu's achievements in various fields are more of a lonely feeling of having no competitors, and Kazuya's feeling on the football field is the kind of impression that he has led Toyonosaki to stage the dark horse myth again and again, eliminating one strong opponent after another, and that feeling is the impression of a brave man who constantly challenges the strong and constantly defeats the enemy. Kazuya enjoys the thrill of conquering her opponent, winning every game, Shiyu can feel Kazuya's thrill of defeating a strong opponent, which only belongs to the winner, and this feeling, Shiyu has not had for a long time, in her life, except for the last time she defeated Kazuya in a head-to-head duel published in a light novel, she rarely had this kind of excitement for victory.
Maybe it's a different mentality from a challenger and someone who is already at the top, right? Many times, Shiyu is so compared and also with his own mentality.
Therefore, on the day of the final of the national competition, she did not go to the scene, but watched Shiyu on live TV, and saw Kazuya, who missed the final lore, lying weakly on the grass of the National Stadium, her heart did not feel sorry for Kazuya, but a kind of envy, because, only if he fails, he will continue to act as that challenger, and only if he fails, his desire to pursue victory will not disappear. But at the same time, she also has a trace of regret and jealousy, because that person, in the end, did not reach her own height, the so-called comparison, is just her own desire to find the same kind of wishful thinking, just like before the publication of her last book manuscript, she tried to seek Kazuya's approval, but he released the pigeon on the grounds that her sister had important activities, she felt that the other party did not see herself as a kind of person. Kazuya, who eventually failed and collapsed in the National Arena, also proves this point more and more, although there are not many similarities between these two events, but the results of the two active or passive events hint that he is different from Shiyu himself.
Shiyu likes**Heya's feeling,In her opinion,**Hitting the same level as herself,The same situation as Kazuya,It's an important thing in her bland social life.,Although Kazuya rebelled against her, she might be happier.,But now this feeling that the other party is being eaten to death by her own words,It doesn't hurt her.。
Therefore, even if she repeatedly realizes that the two are not exactly the same kind of people, Shiyu always thinks that Kazuya, who has a similar height to her, should at least be the person who can understand her best, the person who can understand her situation the most, and the person who can best understand the meaning of her in her own articles. However, every time at a critical moment, Shi Yu tried to use his own article to express the meaning of longing for recognition, but the other party did not react, or rather, the other party valued other people and other things, and ignored his own hidden thoughts that should have been seen. This is true for the final volume of "Love Metronome", as is the script for this newly released game project.
Kasumigaoka Shiwa was disappointed, and she was disappointed when Kazuya Aragaki ignored her thoughts every time for other reasons, and even after realizing her attitude, she still adopted an attitude of evasion and cover-up, forcibly deceiving herself.
"So, wishful self-recognition, and wishful thinking of the same kind of people, this is probably the end of it!" With this in mind, Shiyu came to the stadium, wanting to use the method of watching his last game to make an understanding of his previous self-anesthesia.
Very accidentally, Shiyu sat behind the goal of Chengyue Middle School, and she also saw Kazuya kicking the ball into the goal, as well as his high-spirited face when he witnessed the ball hitting the net: "In this kind of place, this guy is always full of confidence, and in front of me, he is always that helpless look, I really don't know how I regarded him as a person who can be on an equal footing with me, from this point of view, Ying Li Li is much more suitable than him!" ”
Shiyu smiled helplessly, looked at the Kazuya on the court who was completely different from when she faced herself, got up and prepared to leave, and then, when looking at the court again, she felt that her gaze seemed to coincide with Kazuya for a short time, but she didn't care, turned around and walked towards the exit.
Then, she heard the inhalation of the audience, and the referee's sharp whistle, just when Shiyu was surprised by the change on the field, she had already heard the slightly harsh voice of the commentator: "Aragaki player's injury looks very serious, he should not be able to hold on, he is now painfully closed, holding his calf, it seems that he can't even make a gesture to ask for a substitution, the stretcher has entered, it seems that Toyonosaki is going to be replaced, I hope Aragaki player has good luck, as the most brilliant one of Neon's generation of young people, But the serious injury could cast a shadow over his future career. ”
It wasn't until Shiyu turned her head that she really realized what was happening on the field, the object she had just said goodbye to in her heart, was now lying weakly on a stretcher, the king who could command at least on the court, was as weak as a pawn in the face of injury.
Shi Yu stopped a little at a loss, she had a feeling that if she hadn't made eye contact with her just now, she would not have been seriously injured if she had always been careful to protect herself. The emotion of wanting not to regard Kazuya as his own kind just now has disappeared at this time. Just when she didn't know whether to continue leaving or choose to pay attention to Kazuya's injury, she saw the slender figure jumping from the stands.
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Ayase is very aware of Kazuya's physical and psychological condition today, in fact, when she woke up to drink water by chance the night before, she heard the unusual movement in her brother's room, so, today, she came to see Kazuya's ball with a nervous mood.
However, Ayase's slightly uneasy mood was relaxed a lot by Kazuya's performance on the court, not as aggressive as in the previous game, but Kazuya's performance was still outstanding, as evidenced by the performance of one goal and one assist in 30 minutes to give the team the lead. Although the sensitive Ayase could feel that Kazuya's steps on the court were a little heavier than before, she also knew that Kazuya, who was very concerned about protecting her body, would also make certain adjustments to herself in due course.
So, when Ayase saw her brother suddenly freeze at that moment, stunned to accept a flying shovel with a broken leg, and fall down in pain, her mind went blank.
Seeing Kazu's being carried on a stretcher, Ayase had only one thought in her heart, which was to stay by her brother's side. At that time, the figure on the court who had fallen was so far away from her, and the figure in the red jersey on the stretcher was constantly blurring in Ayase's vision, and Ayase didn't know if the blur was due to her own tears or her brother who was not only gone.
However, when Kazuya was about to be carried away by the medical staff and was about to disappear into the players' tunnel, somehow, Ayase suddenly had a burst of courage, broke free from Kirino's arms, which were looking at her worriedly, and without thinking about anything, she jumped from the high stands, and then, fell heavily to the ground
Although she has been exercising for modeling work, so that Ayase maintains her figure very well, and she is not the kind of girl who can't help but be weak, jumping from the three-meter-high stands is still too reluctant for a girl who is only 14 years old.
Therefore, the moment she landed, Ayase felt a slight twist in her ankle, and then, a painful sensation quickly hit her, but Ayase didn't care about this, rubbed her ankle slightly, and she still endured the pain and ran towards her brother.
However, her movements slowly became sluggish, and Ayase could feel that even as she desperately endured the pain, her running speed continued to slow down, and finally, her movements slowly changed from trotting to walking, until she was finally dragged by the security guards, and watched Kazuya disappear at the end of the player's tunnel.
Looking back on this incident afterwards, Ayase will also feel a little ashamed, because although Kazuya looks very painful, he did not encounter any danger to his life, and he lost his mind at that moment, jumped directly from the stands and tried to come to his brother's side, Ayase felt that his only explanation was that he was too worried about his brother at that time, so he made the most impulsive choice. However, a slight shyness was the only thing Ayase judged about her actions, and she never felt that she had made such a dangerous move.
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Looking at the figure that jumped from the stands and kept running, Shiyu suddenly felt a little envious, the level of mutual care between the Aragaki brothers and sisters, she was not the first time to understand it, and Kazuya gave up the agreement with herself for the sake of Ayase, which impressed her even more, Ayase, who has always been gentle, can also be excited to this extent because of her brother's situation, which is envied by Shiyu, who has always been sensible. Seeing this situation and thinking back to her own script, Shi Yu couldn't help but have a little complicated feeling, who the personalities behind the three characters in that script represented, as the author, she actually knew it very well. However, Kazuya finally chose to put this script on hold after reading it many times, Shiyu doesn't know if Kazuya has seen through the meaning of the script, but whenever she sees the deep bond between the Aragaki brothers and sisters, she always has a feeling of helplessness, although she has been trying to treat the other party as an object that can be compared to herself, but she has never been able to grasp the other party's feelings about herself.
Looking at the girl who had been taken away from the court by the security guards and was still sobbing, Shiyu unconsciously took the initiative to walk over.
"That, Kasumigaoka-senpai, hello!" Seeing Shiyu walking towards him, Ayase seemed to realize the gaffe she had just made, wiped away her tears, and squeezed out a smile.
"Why are you crying like this, don't worry, your brother is fine!" Although as a writer, there are countless ways to express yourself in your heart, but when it comes to your mouth, Shi Yu's words are still the simplest lines of comfort.
"Well, I know, I was worried just now, I was really frightened to see my brother suddenly fall down in pain!" Ayase was a little embarrassed, and she also realized that Shiyu walked to her at this time, which meant that Shiyu had seen the scene of herself just now.
"But Ayase's scene just now scared me even more! Who would have imagined that you would do such an impulsive thing! And Shi Yu's reaction should also correct this.
"This, I was suddenly in a hurry, so I didn't care about it." Ayase's face flushed slightly, but it seemed that she was just looking for a suitable reason for the incident just now, but she was not afraid of it.
"What do you mean by being in a hurry, you scared me to death just now!" Kirino's panting voice came, and her face was covered with droplets, and she didn't know if it was the sweat from the time she just ran over or the tears that flowed quickly for Ayase.
"I'm fine, I'm sorry, Kirino, I just shook your arm and hurt you, right?" Looking at his friend who didn't care about him, and remembering the hard flick he had when he broke free of Kirino's hands, Ayase felt a little sorry.
"It's okay, it's you, why did you suddenly make that kind of move, I really didn't know you were such an impulsive person!" Kirino obviously didn't take this matter to heart.
"I know, I said it, I'm just worried, so I'm a little involuntary!"
"Well, it's okay anyway. However, you are not trained as an athlete, and even I can't guarantee that you won't get hurt when you jump, is it really okay? Kirino looked at Ayase suspiciously.
"Sister Ayase, it's not good to lie, you're supporting your left leg now, there must be something wrong with your right foot!" Shiyu, who calmed down and observed more closely, saw through Ayase's lies.
"Ah, this, is it Kasumigaoka senpai? Hello! Kirino tilted her head, thinking back to the girl in front of her who now seemed kind but had also left her with terrifying memories, but her attention immediately focused on her best friend, "Really? Sprained? Should we hurry up and go to the hospital, right? Or, I'll go to your brother's team doctor and borrow a bandage and get it bandaged, and I'll be fine with this kind of emergency measure. ”
"Mmmm, no problem, just twist it a little and sit down for a while," Ayase agreed softly, but then, a look of worry and fear on her pretty face, "What I want to know most now is my brother's situation, his appearance is too painful!" ”
"Don't worry! That guy is very strong, do you remember the last time we had three girls carrying bags without effort? So this time it's going to be fine! It's you, although a sprain is not a big deal, but if it is not handled well, it will not deteriorate! Kirino's attention was still focused on Ayase.
"No, I need to know my brother's condition!" Ayase's firm tone made Kirino stunned for a moment.
"Okay, it's okay, anyway, Ayase had better go to the hospital to deal with it, isn't it, Kazuya-kun should also be sent to the hospital now, we just need to find the same hospital, just ask his team doctor and coach, let's do it!" The elder Shiyu looked at the two juniors who were arguing, sighed, and proposed his own solution.
"Well, I watched my brother being carried off from afar, and now he must be sent to the hospital!" At Shiyu's suggestion, Ayase, who gradually calmed down, recalled what she had just seen in the court, and her nervousness was eased, "Brother, there should be no problem." But, Kirino, when did you start calling my brother by his first name? ”
"Ahhhh Kirino argued in a panic.
Looking at Kirino who was a little in a hurry, and the tense atmosphere between the girls gradually eased, Shi Yu didn't know why, suddenly breathed a sigh of relief, and her mood became calmer, seeing that the girl in front of her seemed to be a little strange, she also had the idea of **:
"Eh, isn't it that there are a lot of unknown contacts with Kazuya-kun in private, and then they are used to calling each other intimately, and then they have just been exposed in an emergency, right?"
"This, how is it possible, that disgusting sister, how can I have private contact with him, that guy, why don't you let me call him brother from time to time and satisfy his disgusting sister! Besides, that guy's game game level is terrible enough, ahhh Kirino was not good at hiding her shortcomings at critical moments, and she didn't cover her mouth until she found out that she was exposed.
Fortunately, Ayase's mind at this time was focused on Kazuya, and when she heard Kirino's dissatisfaction with Kazuya, she simply wanted to defend Kazuya: "Kirino, haven't you changed your evaluation of my brother before, and he also apologized to you, don't always be prejudiced against him!" ”
"I, I don't have either, anyway, that guy is, hey, forget it!" Kirino also seems to realize that he will lose if he talks too much, so after some consideration, he wisely chooses not to speak.
And Shi Yu on the side, at this time, also spoke out to relieve Tong Nai: "Well, then now, let's go to see Kazuya-kun together, I don't know what happened to him?" It looked pretty serious on the pitch just now. ”
"That's right." Ayase replied softly, and one of her hearts drifted far away to the hospital.
Looking at Ayase, who was worried about her brother, Shiyu sighed helplessly in her heart: Why, I have already made up my mind, why, I still care about Kazuya, why, I still have to come to see Ayase, and, why do I still have to help these two junior high school students who are not calm to solve the problem?
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Although the second half of the book is not a memory killing, this chapter doesn't feel like anything, although the situation of one chapter and one story has changed, but this feeling of water makes me feel very guilty. Then tomorrow to repair the computer, I really think that even if it is a regular manufacturer, many outlets are pitfalls, it is brainless to cheat money, before the cola on the notebook, and then spent nearly a thousand more than a thousand to change the hard disk and keyboard, the result is two minutes to boot, open a program for one minute, the same situation back to let my mother and friends help the whole wait, do not spend money speed is also swishing, so, tomorrow night if the computer can be taken back that update as usual, if it has not been repaired, the day after tomorrow two more to make up, above.