153 Sorrow and despair
Once, Liuli envisioned her life like this: Mingxin Daojun cultivated, and she followed Mingxin Daojun to cultivate. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ļ½ļ½ļ½Uļ½Eć info Mingxin Daojun became an immortal, and she followed Mingxin Daojun to heaven.
Then she can go home, she can see her father, and then she will be complete.
But thirty years after the end of the sect competition, the cultivation was abolished, the meridians of the whole body were destroyed, the eyes were blind, a leg was broken, and Liuli, who was so old that she didn't even have the strength to complete it, could only think in the dark: She really shouldn't have said anything to Erhua back then, there is nothing in the world that will make her feel miserable......
Ruri was old, her face was wrinkled, goosebumps, and she was so old that she could barely remember how it all happened.
She remembered that in order to refuse Huang Fuyan's use of force, she used the method that Mingxin Daojun said that she could not use unless she had to. Then Huang Fuyan sent her to the palace of Juyan Kingdom, and after living there for more than half a year, because she didn't want to stay any longer, Huang Fuyan sent her to this mansion.
She remembered that she was imprisoned in the dungeon of Wan Ling Peak, and there was a man with fierce eyes named Xiao ...... Something, abolishing her cultivation. Then a few more women came...... Forgetting who it was, they blinded her and broke one of her legs, and then a very powerful old man came out and saved her life.
She remembered that she had gone to the Demon Lock Tower to preach that day...... I don't remember what happened in the middle, but anyway, the monsters all ran out again, and many people died. She was escorted to the Law Enforcement Hall, where the master argued for ...... Oh, no, that's the senior brothers and disciples of the Great Dragon Dao Venerable and the Fire Ding Peak. As for her master...... It seems that he only came out and said a word, and he killed his relatives with righteousness.
She remembered that Mingxin Daojun was very angry the day he left, and told her that it was not that he needed her, but that she needed him, that he was leaving to find the rainbow snail, that he was going to take away all the old iron wings, that he wanted to take back all the things that were given to her, and that he would never care about her again.
In fact, now that I think about it, Mingxin Daojun is right, but at that time, why did Mingxin Daojun get angry?
She remembered that on the day Huang Fuyan held the double/repair ceremony, Fang Ling and Bai Xiu'er were very beautiful, and who was the one later...... came out to make trouble, and Huang Fuyan had three Taoist couples at a time. But on the night when the candle was supposed to be spent in the cave room, Huang Fuyan ran outside Guiyue Peak and blew ...... It seems to be playing the piano, no, it's the flute, the flute he played all night.
She remembered that on the day of the end of the sect competition, she and Mingxin Daojun stood side by side on the high platform, and Huangfu Yan was also there. Afterward...... Later, Huang Fuyan said...... By the way, he said that he wanted to marry her. How did she answer? I don't remember......
Probably, all this ...... It's just a nightmare.
Get some sleep, just get some sleep...... Now I can fall asleep without the dragon scales of Xuanmo, which is actually quite good......
Ruri thought like this and fell asleep deeply.
But when she sat up again, she felt the pain everywhere all over her body, and she finally understood that all this was true......
It's all true!
Her pain! Her pain! And the sorrow and despair that overcomes my heart!
It's all true......
On this day, Ruri sat on the threshold for a day.
She felt a lot of pain, whether it was her eyes, legs, or her whole body, but it hurt the most in her heart.
She didn't understand what she was doing wrong. She didn't understand, why could people treat their own kind so cruelly? She didn't understand...... Maybe it's because there are so many things she doesn't understand that she ended up here.
She thought about dying, and it wasn't the first time she had considered ending her own life. Now she is a wasted person, and her life is just torture.
However, she is not reconciled, she still wants to go home, she still wants to find her father, she still has a lot of things she wants to do. If you die, you will never have a chance, and you can't even think about it again.
However, her eyes really hurt, there was no place in her body that didn't hurt, and she could feel every part of her body trembling because of the pain.
Why is all this, why did she get such a result? She asked herself, she has never been sorry for anyone, why did others hurt her so much?
It's annoying! It's disgusting! Damn it!
Really, I want to...... Get out of this nasty world.
"Ancestor, it's time to eat."
A fifteen or sixteen-year-old girl squatted down in front of Liuli with a bowl of rice porridge, "Ancestor, you can eat a little bit today, Xiaoyu, my skills are very good." ā
Liuli's brain was a little stuck, and she thought for a while before she understood what she was talking about.
At the beginning, she got close to Huangfu Yan, and when she traveled in the mortal world with Mingxin Daojun, she deliberately learned Juyan language. I didn't expect it to be used now......
Although she knew what Xiaoyu was talking about, Liuli didn't want to deal with her at all. Xiaoyu had even scooped up rice porridge and brought it to her lips, and she sat there as if she had no soul.
In the end, the helpless Xiaoyu sighed and said: "Old Ancestor, that Mirror Yuan Dao Master said, he will definitely find a way to help you recover, although I don't know what happened, but the body is your own, how much can you eat?" ā
Hearing the word "mirror edge", Liuli finally had some reaction. She thought for a while, and then remembered that it was Huang Fuyan's Taoist name.
Twisting her face to the side, her voice low and hoarse, "Don't put him in front of me." ā
Xiaoyu was stunned for a moment, and subconsciously said: "It turns out that you can speak......"
"You go, I can't die if I don't eat."
"How's that going to work?" Xiaoyu said persistently: "You haven't eaten for two days." ā
"I don't want to eat, you go away!"
Xiaoyu's body stiffened, and Liuli herself was also stunned, "I ......"
She slowly bent down to cover her face.
What's wrong with Xiaoyu as a little girl, and she has to rely on Xiaoyu to take care of her, why should she be angry with Xiaoyu for her own reasons?
"Xiaoyu, I'...... I'm sorry...... You're a good girl, I don't want to eat right now, I ...... I beg you to leave me alone......"
Xiao Yu looked at the old man who shrunk like a shrimp and was completely stunned.
She has no parents since she was a child, and she has long been used to the beating and scolding of her masters in the palace.
Two days ago, she met the king of a country for the first time, and the handsome Taoist who claimed to be "Mirror Yuan". But what she didn't expect was that the two adults called her just to take care of a blind old woman!
Xiaoyu knew that she was singled out, probably because she was the scapegoat of a powerful palace maid.
After all, choosing a person so solemnly and taking care of the master must be an extremely difficult one, and one who must not be offended.
Sure enough, as soon as she inquired afterwards, she learned that the noble concubine Niangniang, who was originally in the limelight in the palace, was beheaded just by pointing two fingers at the blind old lady who didn't know where it came from! (To be continued.) )