"Both sons and daughters?" I muttered.

The midwife put a pair of wrapped children at the head of my bed and said with a smile: "Madame, what a good life, looking at this pair of children, it is really enviable." Then, he whispered: "It's really the first time to see such a good man as Guogong, where is a man willing to accompany a woman to give birth?" Thanks to him for pressing his wife's stomach just now, otherwise, it's hard to say! ”

I listened to her in a daze, like a dream, I didn't die, and I had such a lovely pair of children.

My hands and feet are no longer swollen, my stomach is no longer full, Hui'er has changed into clean clothes again, and the bed has been replaced with dry and comfortable supplies, and the smell is fragrant.

I thought that I would have no love, since the child was born, I have no reason to continue to live, thinking of starving to death without eating to apologize, but the smell of the food served is fragrant, and my heart seems to have 10,000 ants crawling, and I am very sad. A voice is saying to himself, death doesn't have to be a starving ghost, isn't it good to give yourself a good time?

Zhou Sinian sat on the edge of the bed, brought the meal, tasted it, and said with a smile: "It's so fragrant," and said to Hui'er next to him: "Tell the kitchen, I will eat this today." ”

Hui'er smiled and agreed, and Zhou Sinian smiled and said, "I'll feed you." ”

I looked at him suspiciously, just now, only he could hear me talking to myself, but he fed me the food as if nothing had happened.

In this way, instead of starving myself, I fell asleep in good spirits after I had eaten my fill.

When I woke up, the two babies were also full of milk and were carried by the nurse. Zhou Sinian obviously prefers his daughter, and refuses to let go. My son himself was asleep on the head of my bed, his little brows furrowed slightly, and his thin lips pursed, like Zhou Sinian.

I buried my face in my son's body and greedily smelled the milk on his body. It's almost over just now, and all this beauty is not mine.

To be alive is to have hope.

Zhou Sinian asked at this time: "What happened to you just now?" Why do you say that? What do you mean someone who should have died a long time ago? ”

I don't know what to say, now I don't want to die, because of the relationship between the queen mother, my father and I have always been indifferent and alienated, not to mention, even if I set the fire, I can't say that my father burned to death, maybe when I set the fire, my father was already dead?

I covered it up and said, "No, did I say that?" It hurt so much just now, I thought I was dead, I saw my father beckoning to me, maybe I thought at the time, rather than die now, it is better to die early to accompany my father. ”

Zhou Sinian listened to it and comforted me and said, "It's all in the past, is it necessary to be so sad?" My father also hopes that you will live well and stop thinking nonsense. ”

I secretly breathed a sigh of relief, thinking that maybe my father really didn't kill me? On the day of our wedding, my father was indeed terminally ill. When I think of this, I am relieved.

It is said that the best omen for me this year is that the eldest princess gave birth to a dragon and phoenix fetus. The emperor gave two words, "Xiaoyao", as the name of the twins. The generation of the Zhou family accounts for the word "cloud", so my two children, the son is named Zhou Yunxiao, and the daughter is named Zhou Yunyao.

Not long after the emperor gave the word, Zhou Sinian went to the table again, saying that he was sick and resigned as prime minister, and was ready to return to the south to recuperate.

The emperor is still not sure this time, but the quasi-Zhou Sinian "can recuperate at home". He could not leave the capital, because he had to "inquire about the court" at any time.

"What does that mean?"

Zhou Sinian said: "Because the emperor doesn't need a prime minister, I resign, he still has to find someone to be the prime minister, it's better to block Youyou's mouth like this." ”

"How could the emperor not need a prime minister? With so many major national affairs, does he have to deal with them himself? , isn't he afraid of being tired? ”

Zhou Sinian smiled bitterly and sighed: "He is energetic, and he will be uncomfortable if he doesn't do things every day, I, the prime minister, can only wait for the order, it's really boring to do it, it's better to spend more time with my family at home." ”

"But if you don't be this official, he won't let you go back to the south."

"I didn't want to go back to the south, this is my hometown." Zhou Sinian said.

"Here?" I asked, confused.

"That's right," Zhou Sinian said with a smile, "This is your hometown, and I am now the eldest princess's concubine, of course I have to follow Her Royal Highness the eldest princess." ”

I also laughed, I didn't want to go to the hot and humid places in the south, not to mention that there were several women in Zhou Sinian's early years.

I laughed and said, "You're the father of the free now." Speaking of which, I understood the meaning of the words Li Chaozongci, which was as uncomfortable as eating a fly.

"I'm going to start a new name, which is weird." I said angrily.

"Forget it, these two words are very good, I like it." Zhou Sinian said indifferently.

"Do you know what the emperor's eldest son is called?" Zhou Sinian asked.

I'm about to forget the eldest son of the emperor, that's my own brother. Hurriedly asked, "What's it called?" ”

"Sheng'an."

"It's ugly." I pouted.

If you think about it carefully, victory is seniority, and Ann is the name.

"It seems that I guessed correctly, it was the emperor's idea to kill the mother and take the child. In the past, he had no son, so he wanted to raise his father's widow, but now that Youyou is pregnant, he can't do without the emperor's eldest son, and his name is An, which is to imply Zhang Ronghua and let her keep to herself. I said.

In order to show his carefree attitude, Zhou Sinian didn't even do the child's full moon wine.

He ran to the darkroom every day to talk to me, and I still gave the two babies a nickname, the son is called Ruyi, and the daughter is called Xue'er, because on the day they were born, it snowed so much.

The daughter really looks like a snow ball, white and tender, delicate, let Zhou Sinian hold it every day, and as soon as she puts it down, she cries like a song, Zhou Sinian hugs her every day, and learns from her, "Ahh

The son just fell asleep when he was full of food and drink, and after a long time, he grew white and fat, and he was bigger than his sister.

"Look at you, spoiled her, can't eat well, grows small, right?" I complained about Zhou Sinian.

Zhou Sinian said, "Maybe we Xue'er don't like to eat," he thought for a while, stuffed Xue'er into my arms, and said, "You try?" ”

I was at a loss to hold Xue'er, I didn't know how to feed it, the nurse came over with a smile and helped me set up the child, Xue'er really wrapped it in a big mouth, and the nurse smiled and said, "Maybe it can really work." ”

Then there were all kinds of soup and water in my meal, and I said to Zhou Sinian angrily: "I don't eat these things!" I'm so fat, I'm ugly. ”

Zhou Sinian just smiled "hehe" and didn't force it.