30. Chapter 30
Liang Tezhu has already helped Fen Qiao register his Weibo ID, and the ID is - "Little Qiao who loves swimming"? Fen Qiao pursed his lips in disgust.
Open Weibo, there are only some messages from the system, and there are two zombie fans, no...... is a zombie fan, and there is also a big V verified account of Liang Tezhu.
Fenqiao poked it open and took a look, followed by Weibo certification: Chairman of Gushi Group, special assistant to the CEO, with 170,000 fans. Weibo avatar is an ugly hand-painted Q version of Liang Tezhu's image, perhaps Liang Tezhu painted it himself.
Fen Qiao looked back and compared Liang Tezhu's wrinkled face with a smile, and deeply felt that this avatar was very vivid.
"Does Gu Yan have Weibo?" Fen Qiao glanced at Gu Yan at the desk in the distance, and turned his head to ask Liang Tezhu.
"Hahaha......" Liang Tezhu seemed to hear something funny, and couldn't stop laughing, "How could Miss Fenqiao think that Mr. Gu is like a person with Weibo......"
Fen Qiao turned his face away and didn't want to talk to Liang Tezhu anymore.
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Depressed people are afraid of socializing, Fenqiao hates being in crowds, hates talking to strangers, and just wants to live in his own little world.
She doesn't have the habit of writing a diary, and she is not used to revealing what she thinks to others, so Liang Tezhu registered Weibo for Fen Qiao, and gave Fen Qiao a way to vent her feelings.
Anyway, she only has one fan on Weibo, Liang Tezhu, and she can write anything she wants on Weibo.
Fen Qiao picked up the iPad and took a bird's-eye shot of the imperial capital seen from the top floor of the Twin Towers, looking down from the window, in the lens, those vehicles moving slowly on the road seemed to have become ants, wonderful, with a feeling of seeing the world from a different angle.
Fen Qiao posted the best two photos on Weibo, without accompanying the text.
The soft sunlight in the morning shone in from the window, sprinkled on Fen Qiao's face and body, a little scorching, the moment the sunlight touched Fen Qiao's skin, she moved uncomfortably, looked back at Gu Yan, and met the gaze he raised from Wen Jiàn, calm and wise, he smiled lightly at Fen Qiao.
That smile was very rare on Gu Yan's face, who looked cold all year round, like the melting of ice and snow that had been frozen all year round, so handsome that people almost didn't dare to look at it directly. Fen Qiao suddenly felt that the sunlight on his body was not so scorching, so it was good to sit quietly.
It's just that the time spent alone like this is extremely short, and Gu Yan has to meet different people in addition to the text that needs to be approved, and Fen Qiao can't go together at this time.
Fen Qiao was bored and leaned back on the sofa in a daze, and his mobile phone suddenly rang.
After returning from military training, Fen Qiao only had one more Luo Xinxin's number in his mobile phone.
took out his mobile phone and looked at it, and sure enough, it was Luo Xinxin.
As soon as the phone was connected, Luo Xinxin's cheerful voice came over from the earpiece: "Fen Qiao, Teacher Xia said that you were sick and asked for leave, are you feeling better now?" ”
This is the first time since Fen Qiao went to school that in addition to He Kun, a classmate called her to greet her body. Fen Qiao is not good at communicating with people, she wants to express her kindness, but she doesn't know what to say, and in the end, she only has one syllable.
"Yes."
Fortunately, after getting along for a few days, Luo Xinxin probably knew Fen Qiao's temperament, and he didn't care about this, so he talked about what happened on the first day of class with Fen Qiao, and Fen Qiao didn't interrupt her, and listened to her very patiently.
Luo Xinxin is very interesting to say, even ordinary things are very interesting when she talks about them.
"By the way, Fen Qiao, we also elected the class committee today, and I am now a woman who is a member of the study committee...... " Fen Qiao was teased by her, and the corners of her mouth curled slightly.
It just so happened that the office door was opened, and Gu Yan came back with long legs. Fen Qiao raised his head, his eyes lit up, and he got up from the sofa, just as Luo Xinxin's words were finished at this time, Fen Qiao hung up the phone conveniently.
"Is it a new friend?"
Fen Qiao nodded, "It's still a classmate," and after a while, he added, "She's cute." ”
Gu Yan looked at Fen Qiao's serious answer, and couldn't help but rub her hair, in fact, Gu Yan thought Fen Qiao was the cutest. Adults look at their children, and the more they look at everything, the better.
"Fen Qiao, is it okay to go to live in school?"
Fen Qiao was caught off guard when he heard this, and suddenly raised his head to look at Gu Yan, his eyes were incredulous, "Why?" ”
Why did Gu Yan suddenly let her live on campus?
She clutched her skirt helplessly, "Did I make Gu Yan feel in trouble?" ”
Of course, this is not the reason, Gu Yan knows that since Fen Qiao can make friends, it means that her condition has improved now.
Gu Yan wanted to take this opportunity to let her experience more collective life and have more contact with her peers, and Fen Qiao's fear of socializing might be cured. Of course, Gu Yan can let Fen Qiao live under his wing for the rest of his life, but that Fen Qiao's life inevitably lacks too much meaning.
What he wants Fenqiao to live is a healthy and normal life.
He hesitated to say it to make it easier for Fen Qiao to accept.
However, this silence intensified Fen Qiao's speculation, and her head lowered little by little.
"I see."
The voice was cold and calm, and there seemed nothing out of the ordinary.
Fen Qiao thought that maybe it was in the past, when she had lived alone in a dark place for too long, that she would be ecstatic when someone was willing to hold her hand.
That world was too depressing for her, making her panic, and she always felt that if she couldn't step on it, she would fall down and shatter her bones. But for a long time, no one noticed her strangeness, no one could reach out and pull her by the hand, and take her out of that quagmire.
No, not a single one.
So after three years, even a little bit of light is so precious to her, she is like a drowning person grasping the straw, unwilling to let go, she is always afraid of losing, always suffering from gains and losses.
She's sensitive, troublesome, and annoying, isn't she?
The world of depressed people is depressing and dull, can there be normal people living in such a world?
This is normal, through the glass of the fog cover, cut off from this world, no one enters, and she will not go out. Anyway, she had gotten used to this qiē for so long in the past.
But why is this fact so difficult for her to accept? The heart in the chest felt as if it had been hit by a stone, and it was heavy and stuffy, and it was difficult to breathe. Every nerve was screaming frantically for irritability, making her anxious to destroy something.
"Fen Qiao......" There was a helpless sigh above his head. In the next second, she was surrounded by a warm embrace, and Gu Yan's arm was wrapped around Fen Qiao's shoulder and hugged her into his arms.
Fen Qiao's head was buried in Gu Yan's arms, and she couldn't see anything, but she could feel her heart pounding, rapid and crazy. It was as if her ears were muffled, and she couldn't hear anything. All that remains in the world is the smell of aftershave water on Gu Yan's shirt.
No tobacco smell, fresh and clean.
"Fen Qiao."
"Huh?" Fen Qiao reacted after realizing it.
"Did I ever say that don't think about things on your own? Ask me directly and I'll give you the answer. ”
The voice was low, very good, softer than usual, but still unacceptable.
Fen Qiao wanted to look up at Gu Yan's eyes, but he moved, but he never broke away from that embrace.
"This is the second time I've said this, and I won't say it again. You have to remember it well. His palm stroked the long hair behind Fen Qiao, and followed it one after another, soothing her affection.
"You're not my trouble."
The voice was low, but it was extremely soft, like a soft branch wrapped around Fenqiao's heart.
Hearing the content clearly, Fen Qiao's feelings floating in the air were suddenly caught by something, and his heart settled down.
"I just want you to fit in and enjoy the same life as your peers."
"You're going to grow up, you can't be by my side forever."
When Gu Yan said this, Fen Qiao almost wanted to refute it immediately.
Why not?
But when the rebuttal came to her mouth, it slowly settled......
Yes, she will grow up, and when she can be independent, what reason will she have to rely on?
"I know, I'll live on campus." Fen Qiao replied in a low voice. The panic that came out of nowhere was buried in the deepest depths.
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Fen Qiao has been by Gu Yan's side for many days, and he has really seen Gu Yan's daily work.
Busy, busy, busy.
Fen Qiao gradually discovered that in addition to the security personnel she could see in Gu Yan's daily travel, there were many places that she couldn't see in the dark, and Gu Yan's vehicles and food had to be checked every day.
The Gu family is not an ordinary chaebol as Fen Qiao imagined, if it weren't for Gu Yan, she would never have come into contact with such a world in her life. She didn't want Gu Yan to feel that she was a burden, so she could only try to be as well-behaved and obedient as possible.
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When Fen Qiao recovered from his illness and returned to Chongwen, it was almost a week past.
Liang Tezhu and Sister-in-law Zhang helped her with her luggage and officially moved into the women's dormitory of Chongwen University.
The women's dormitories of Chongwen University only live four people each, and there was still a vacant bed when they lined up in Luo Xinxin's dormitory, and Fen Qiao just filled this vacancy and moved into 301.
When Fen Qiao arrived at the dormitory, there was only Luo Xinxin in the dormitory, and there were two people in class.
Luo Xinxin learned the news and waited for her in the bedroom early. As soon as Fen Qiao entered the door, he was hugged by Luo Xinxin's bear.
"Jojo - I really haven't seen you for a day......"
Fen Qiao couldn't cry or laugh, and struggled for a long time to break free and catch his breath.
"Did you bring a nice snack? I feel like I've been dreaming about it for the past two days......"
A delicate snack box was handed to Luo Xinxin.
"Ah......" The next second, Luo Xinxin was so excited that he hugged her again.
"I really brought a small snack, and we are really good friends!"
The dim sum was prepared by Sister-in-law Zhang, who not only prepared Luo Xinxin's telecommunications, but also prepared gifts for the other two people in the dormitory. All packed in a beautiful box and placed on a table for two.
I'm afraid that Fen Qiao won't be able to get along with them.
There are four beds in the bedroom, and the remaining one is just on the upper bed, opposite Luo Xinxin.
Liang Tezhu helped Fen Qiao set up her luggage, and Sister-in-law Zhang was busy making the bed. Fen Qiao felt extremely ashamed, and turned around and said, "Sister-in-law Zhang, Uncle Liang, you go back first, and I'll come by myself." ”
"Okay." Sister-in-law Zhang replied, but her hand sped up, made the bed twice, and intimately hung up the mosquito net. The change of clothes is folded, and the things in the cabinet for daily use are neatly arranged.
After checking again that nothing was missed, the two left the dormitory.
Luo Xinxin looked at the distant backs of the two curiously, and asked, "Fenqiao, who are they?" ”
He doesn't look like a relative, and he is very respectful to Fen Qiao.
Fen Qiao didn't know what to say, and only replied vaguely, "They are from my uncle's family." ”
"Oh." Luo Xinxin nodded as if he didn't understand, as if he understood that Fen Qiao didn't want to say much, and he didn't ask anymore.