256 Everybody's Lonely (Big Chapter)
Yang Jiaoyu's face turned from red to white, and Ruri stood up. Pen? Interesting? Pavilion wWw. biquge。 info
Under the starlight, her shadow covered half of Yang Jiaoyu's face, and the big sleeves and corners of the robe on her body were gently blown away by the wind, and she was seen stretching her arms and combing her messy hair with her hands.
Although it is a simple combing of hair, but this action is done by her, but it is leisurely and elegant, pleasing to the eye, so beautiful that it seems to be dancing, and the slightly upturned fingertips seem to bring something confusing, which makes people look at it at a glance, and they are a little unable to retract their thoughts.
It wasn't until Liuli braided her hair neatly again that Yang Jiaoyu suddenly came back to his senses. Thinking of Liuli's words, his face, which had just been a little bloody, turned pale again.
Liuli stopped looking at him, untied the restraint ring imposed on him, and dropped a sentence, "You are no longer a child, don't expect everyone to coax you all the time, go back by yourself if you figure it out, what to do in the future, you can't figure out where to go away" and then left alone.
In fact, Liuli didn't go far, and Yuqi flew to the nearby mountain, so he landed and shouted, "Come out." ”
Bai Xiu'er stood up from behind a pine tree with a smile, and there was Sande on her shoulder who had changed back to the appearance of a spirit beast.
"Senior sister, how did you find ours?"
"As soon as I lied to you, you came out on your own." Bai Xiu'er followed her glass to naturally find out, but she didn't want to say this.
Bai Xiu'er looked like a child, and wrapped her fingers around her hair, "Originally, I just wanted to come and take a look, but I didn't leave because it was interesting to see the mirror Yu Daojun." ”
"Oh...... I accidentally let you see my bad nature. Ruri said indifferently.
As early as the more than 100 years when she was trapped in the Wildflower Palace, Bai Xiu'er was aware of Liuli's so-called "bad nature", after all, whenever someone in the team couldn't go down and wanted to give up, Liuli's "bad nature" would pop up from time to time, so she didn't feel abrupt at all.
Touching the soft hair on Sande's head, Bai Xiu'er smiled: "I'm nothing, Sande treats you as a bodhisattva, and he told me a lot about your gentle past that day." ”
"He didn't tell you that I preached in the Lock Demon Tower, and I beat them up when I was angry?"
Seeing Liuli looking at him, Sande scratched his head and said a little shyly: "We all know that no matter what method Daojun uses, he wants us to take the right path." Daojun, you beat us, and you are also angry that we don't study well, but you have never looked down on us, nor have you ever been impatient. ”
"You little guy has a pair of discerning eyes."
Liuli said and stretched out his hand to hug Sande and said: "It's still true, there are so many fakes in this world, how many people live with masks all day long, what life is like a drama depends on acting skills, and I don't know if I deceived others or myself." If you want me to say, everything follows nature, and the truest is the most beautiful. ”
Speaking of this, Liuli smiled and stretched out her fingers, and touched Bai Xiu'er's forehead in a daze, "Have you understood?" ”
Bai Xiu'er only felt that she seemed to have caught something, but after thinking about it carefully, she couldn't understand anything, so she had to smile at Liuli.
Liuli shook her head, "Learning to distinguish between the true and the false will be of great benefit to you in the future, at least it is not easy for people to deceive you." Having said that, junior sister, have you always wondered why so many people, including yourself, are willing to get close to me? That's why you have to come to live with me, right? ”
Hearing Liuli's straightforward inquiry, Bai Xiu'er couldn't help but blush. Liuli did say what she wanted, and she did envy Liuli for this.
Seeing that Bai Xiu'er acquiesced, Liuli did not pretend to be mysterious, and said bluntly: "If you want to learn, I will teach you." ”
"The most invincible and all-in-one charm is not in appearance, nor in language, but in whether you can help people solve real problems. And as long as you do it without asking for anything in return, I guarantee that whoever sees you for the first time will look forward to seeing you a second time. He doesn't like other people, but he must look at you very well. ”
"Uh......" Bai Xiu'er held back for a moment, sighed and said, "Senior sister, this method can't be done by ordinary people!" ”
Liuli thought for a while and said: "Then teach you another method: be your truest self, treat others sincerely, and think more about others." ”
Seeing Bai Xiu'er's look of "I know this truth, but I can't start", Liuli couldn't help but pat her shoulder and smiled: "Take your time, this matter is easier said than done." ”
"These ...... Did Mingxin Daojun say it? Bai Xiu'er asked.
Liuli blinked, "Everyone knows the truth when I practice it myself, but I don't really do it." ”
As she spoke, she took Bai Xiu'er's hand, and with a slight touch of her feet, she flew to the tall pine and bamboo tree behind her.
After the two of them found a good place to sit down, Liuli gently stroked the fragrant bark of the pine tree and said, "Since I came back, I have always wanted to talk to you, junior sister, in fact, in your heart, you still can't let go of Huangfuyan." ”
Liuli used not doubts but affirmations, Bai Xiu'er was a little embarrassed for a while and wanted to dodge, but Liuli didn't look at her, but looked up at the starry sky and said: "Senior sister, do you know, there was a time when Mingxin Daojun raised me as a pet." I was vaguely aware of it later.
He's nice to me, but he always seems to want to imprison me. But on the one hand, he always couldn't help but help me in all aspects. Probably he was very conflicted in his heart, so the behavior he showed was also very contradictory. ”
Bai Xiu'er didn't understand, why did Liuli suddenly turn the topic from her to herself?
Liuli seemed to know her thoughts, and then explained: "I'm not afraid of revealing my shortcomings, if I can't even pass this level, where will there be so many people who are willing to give me their sincerity?"
Everyone feels lonely and longs for others to understand them, but I'll tell you the truth, even if you wait for a lifetime, you can't wait for others to take the initiative to understand you, so you don't have to fantasize about it anymore.
Therefore, you can only take the initiative to understand others and show sincerity to others, and others will return the sincerity to you. Of course, don't be extreme in this regard, first of all, you must know to protect yourself, which I am a negative teaching material for. ”
Bai Xiu'er was a little stunned when she heard this, but she heard Liuli continue: "I'm just using myself to preach for you now. Maybe you think that there is such a person who is willing to spoil you, no matter how good it is, you can live a comfortable life. I used to think so.
But on the other hand, I always have another thought: even if I am really just a pet raised by Mingxin Daojun, even if his kindness to me is so heavy that I can only repay it with all my body and mind, I should have myself.
Mingxin Daojun said that I was both disloyal and dishonest. I admit, it is. I think my world should be very wide, and I don't live for someone or something, or even for myself.
So I wanted to run away from him for a while, but I was often reluctant to give me all the convenience he brought me. And I'm soft-hearted, I can't see him sad, and when he makes a fuss, I always surrender quickly. This paradoxical situation continued until he left.
I was very sad at that time, and it was only then that I finally understood a truth: everyone is actually lonely, what you need to go through and go through, no one can always accompany you, and no one can replace you. Perhaps it is precisely because of this latent loneliness and the fear that it brings that people are more eager to find a long-term reliance.
So, after I came back that time, I sent all the demon beasts in the lock demon tower out. Because I don't want to be like the original Mingxin Dao Monarch to me, to become their shackles.
All beings are equal, and I was first moved by Mingxin Daojun, and it was these four words he said to me.
But in my opinion, the equality of all beings is not only the equality of having the right to life, but also the equality of having pursuit, the equality of self-awareness, the equality of self-esteem and self-reliance, the equality of space for improvement, and the equality of loving and being loved.
Even if the forms of life are different, in my eyes, all life should be respected in this way, and not just stay in words, or superficially humble and lowly, shallow 'equality'. For equality, it is the connotation that matters, not the form.
Therefore, for the demon beasts in the Demon Tower, they bow to me and accept me, which is also cultivating their gratitude, and gratitude can make them go further. But at the same time, I want them to have a wider world, and I can't stop pursuing myself because of my humble kindness to them.
Senior sister, pursuing oneself and realizing one's own value as much as possible is the right that every living being should have, and so do you. Don't lose yourself because of an emperor, you can have a broader world. The happiness and touching he once brought to you should be regarded as a good blessing to yourself, and forget all the bad ones, so that you can go more easily. ”
Seeing that Bai Xiu'er was silent in thought, Liuli laughed at herself: "Maybe I have been called 'Old Ancestor' in the mortal world for decades, I am a little verbose now, if you think I talk too much, you must say it to me." ”
Bai Xiu'er bit her pale lip and shook her head, "No, senior sister, I can understand your hard work." Which of us cultivators has the patience to tell others so much? I'm afraid that after several times of those masters, it will be difficult to find a ...... like you, senior sister
I finally understand why so many people like my sister, because you understand them, just as you understand me. Everyone wants to be the one to be understood, but you are the only one who is willing to forgive others first......"
Liuli reached out to help Bai Xiu'er pull her hair, and her smile was as soft as moonlight.
"After the old iron wings died, I understood the word 'cherish' better. I don't want to regret that I didn't give my all after I lost. Even if I am let down in the end, I have no regrets. ”
Speaking of this, Liuli showed a wry smile, "It's a pity that I think so, but when I really do it, I always feel powerless." My own ability is limited, after all, I am still too shallow and incompetent, and sometimes I can't control myself when my emotions and desires come up. (To be continued.) )