Chapter 325: Witnessing
What should I do if I don't get along well with my brother? A long, long time ago, Ayase once saw this question on an online forum, although she doesn't like to show off by nature, but when she sees these problems, she always has to show a naughty expression, and then smugly thinks: I have the best relationship with my brother, and I don't have to think about this aspect at all.
Ayase has always felt that the relationship between brother and sister should be so harmonious, that is, it should be like herself and her brother, who has been trying to protect herself, and she has also tried to help her brother in all aspects and take care of her brother. Is there any other way to get along with siblings? Isn't that what brothers and sisters like each other?
Then, this problem appeared on his best friend, and the relationship between Kirino and her eldest brother seemed to be quite bad, and it was only at this time that Ayase became conscious, it turned out that this state of herself and her brother was not a very common state, and the common state of brother and sister seemed to be like Kirino and her brother, disliking each other and looking down on each other.
So, my brother and I are the best siblings! Often, the girl thinks happily like this when she makes her brother's lunch.
If only this kind of life could go on forever. This was the simplest thought in Ayase's mind when she had just realized her uniqueness.
However, this is unrealistic after all, because both of them are going to grow up, and when they grow up, of course they have to fall in love. Of course it's very simple, it's okay if you don't like other people - Ayase knows the reason why Kazuya keeps herself away from Kirino's eldest brother, although Ayase doesn't know why her brother thinks that she might like Kirino's ordinary-looking big brother, but her brother said so, and Ayase did the same, at least, when listening to Kazuya's words, Ayase could feel that her brother was protecting herself - maybe, there will be some feelings beyond brother and sister to protect themselves.
The first time I really realized this was when I saw my brother rushing out of the hospital for Kasumigaoka-senpai, and at that time, Ayase would be wondering, if it was him, would Kazuya do this? Of course she knew, of course her brother would, because that's how he protected himself. It's just that when Kazuya rushes out for Shiyu, Ayase will feel that her uniqueness has disappeared.
It was also at that time that Ayase realized that it was impossible for two people to be together forever, and that he could always like his brother, and of course his brother would always like him - but he couldn't stop it, and his brother liked other people.
When Ayase realizes this, she will naturally find that there are many girls around her brother who like him, the previously mentioned Kasumigaoka Senpai, and the senior of Eiri Riri, everyone revolves around her brother - and then, although her brother still cares about herself, she is still alienated.
Then,My brother has a girlfriend.,Brother's childhood sweetheart.,Sister Yingli Li, who also had a good relationship with me when she was a child-At that time, with a little selfishness of her own, she went to find her brother's Ayase with two other girls, looking at the people who were standing together, and she was ready to work hard to move forward, and for the first time, she had the idea of giving up.
That's right.,Although I don't know what kind of like I like.,But,Like my brother.,It's not supposed to be.,If you don't exceed that boundary.,Brother will always like himself.,But,If you exceed that boundary.,Ayase knows,It's not a simple matter of liking or disliking.。
On that day, on the train that came back from Eiriri's villa, Ayase Aragaki fell out of love for the first time, or rather, before the love affair began, she was already out of love, or rather, when she realized that it was a love affair, the end of the lost love was already doomed.
If Kazuya's relationship with Eiri Ri goes on smoothly, Ayase thinks that her feelings, which she can't even tell whether she admires her brother or her lover, may simply disappear. However, what Ayase knows is that Kazuya and Eiri still quarreled.
And won't realize that the quarrel between him and Ying Lili is the kind of fragile persistence in the hearts of many people, and all he can know includes Kato, and in places he doesn't know, including Kirino and, of course, his sister.
So, the next thing is logical, Ayase doesn't like to take Kazuya's Eiri pear from herself, so she wants to take Kazuya back from the Eiri pear seniors she once respected, that's all - and the moment she boarded the plane to the United States, Ayase felt that she should have succeeded.
Then, she confessed. It was an accident and, of course, a natural one, and why couldn't she confess when there was no one else to stop her? When she finally realizes that her feelings for her brother are not just her sister's admiration for her brother, when she feels that she has a chance to be with her brother, why can't she confess?
- The problem is after the confession. The so-called giving and time to think, in fact, is also an opportunity for Ayase to give herself time to think, the love affair between brother and sister is difficult for the world to accept after all, which Ayase also knows very well, so she has to think about how to deal with this problem next - whether to return to normal after the United States briefly satisfies her feelings, or, as a matter of course, compete with others to the end.
When she becomes a younger sister who prefers her brother's existence rather than her simple sister, Ayase will also realize the change in her identity - she will feel that this may be sorry for the other senior sisters in Japan, and she will take advantage of the collapse of Kazuya to see this gap and intervene in the war that should belong to them. Although Ayase has the consciousness to intervene like this, she will be embarrassed after all. She didn't feel guilty when she did this, but in hindsight, she would be embarrassed after all, so instead of giving Kazuya time to think, it was better to say that Ayase needed to overcome the guilt of her own impulse.
Whether it's competition, or the pursuit of a short-term gratification, this is a question for Ayase - if it's just a short-term gratification, she knows that her brother will agree to her, but the next thing she needs to face is the opportunity to be with her brother who is locked by her own promise, but if it's competition, Ayase is not sure if she can beat any of the other seniors, and she doesn't even have a chance to be with her brother for a short period of time. It's still too cruel for her.
Ayase hesitated—until, she saw Kirino rushing over.
Ayase didn't know what was going on with Kirino today, she only knew a few basic facts, she knew that Kirino hadn't won this elementary school student once before, she saw that when Kirino was just starting out, it seemed that her reaction was half a beat slower, and she was pulled out of a whole position by the elementary school student - and then, she saw that Kirino had flattened the distance with the other party in an incredible posture, and finally won the game with that posture that the whole person was thrown.
That kind of non-giving up, that kind of eyes that stick to the end, that kind of eyes that are fearless to everyone, made Ayase suddenly understand something. Ayase didn't know who Kirino was working for, but she knew that Kirino, whom she had always liked, was now telling her what she should do with her own actions.
So, looking at his brother who was holding Kirino a little helplessly, Ayase walked over firmly-
Dividing Line –
Almost as soon as she gasped for breath, Kirino grabbed Kazuya's clothes, and she felt that if she could say her thoughts at this time, it must be the time when her emotions were the most sincere.
— provided that she's able to say it.
Kirino has never hated Leah Hargree as much as she does now-even when the other party has defeated her I don't know how many times, she has never felt disgusted with Leah, but now, she can only be helplessly dragged away from Kazuya's arms by Leah, dealing with Leah's curious baby's "Kirino feels completely different today", "How did Kirino win me" These questions - Kirino didn't want to answer this, her eyes just stared at Kazuya.
She saw Ayase's eyes flickering, and she approached Kazuya and tugged at Kazuya's sleeve.
"What's wrong, Ayase?" Watching Leah pull Kirino out of his embrace, Kazuya was also relieved, at least, when Kirino was lying in his arms, not standing up with a tsundere posture like before, Kazuya was also very embarrassed, and after Kirino left his embrace, he also asked Ayase who came over to him easily.
"Kirino, I've worked really hard today!" Ayase's eyes also looked at Kirino who was helplessly dealing with Leah who was slowly moving away, and said quietly.
"yes, that guy, do you really hate Flag?" Kazuya looked at Kirino who had nothing to do with Leah with interest and said with a smile.
"I don't think that's the excitement of my brother's words." Ayase laughed softly, too.
"Don't mind, it's just a joke."
"I know." Ayase lowered her head and said softly.
"Uh, so, is there anything Ayase looking for me?" Looking at Ayase, who lowered her head, Kazuya sensitively sensed that something was abnormal in the atmosphere.
"It's nothing," Ayase pursed her lips, trying to show a calm face, "Ayase just thinks that looking at Kirino who is working so hard, Ayase should also work harder." ”
"Ayase has worked hard, and President Misaki is full of praise for your state during this time!"
"No, Ayase wasn't talking about that effort, but about her brother's efforts." Ayase shook her head and vetoed.
Kazuya fell silent.
"Actually, after saying that to my brother, Ayase has been hesitating, Ayase has always felt that she is sorry for the seniors of Eiri Riri, as if she was taking advantage of her brother's escape from them, and then snatched my brother to my side, so, Ayase has always been very embarrassed."
"That's just a coincidence, right?" Kazuya smiled reluctantly and replied.
"Does my brother really think that being able to make a suggestion at that time to let my brother accompany me to the United States was just a temporary decision by Ayase?" Ayase's calm eyes fell on Kazuya, and for some reason, Kazuya could feel a terrifying power from within.
"Of course—a temporary decision, right?"
"Of course not, Ayase, in fact, I have been planning for that time for a long time, President Misaki has been suggesting that I come to the United States, and then, I have been waiting for this opportunity, waiting for an opportunity for my brother to decide to come to the United States with me - to be honest, what parents do not agree to me coming alone, those words are just Ayase's excuses, in fact, it was after my brother promised me to come with me that I confirmed this matter with President Misaki."
"Ayase?" Kazuya looked at his sister in shock.
"-That's right, brother, Ayase, has actually been waiting for this opportunity, waiting for that, the opportunity to take you away from the seniors of Eiriri."
"So, Ayase is really sorry, and Ayase will feel that she has done something wrong." Blinking his eyes, Ayase continued, "Also, in fact, Ayase has always been worried, Ayase is worried, this relationship between brother and sister is still too much of an impact, and Ayase is still very afraid of public opinion." So, in the past few days, Ayase has been thinking about what Ayase should do next. ”
"So, what should be done?" Kazuya held his forehead a little painfully, his sister had planned this matter, which had shocked him to the extreme, and besides, Ayase still told herself that her own thoughts were not determined, which made Kazuya even more want to complain: What is going on with the impulsive Ayase at that time.
"I know my brother is angry," Ayase reached out and shook Kazuya's hand, "But, now Ayase, it's already decided!" Seeing Kirino, I already knew what I should do. ”
In an instant, Kazuya's eyes crossed Ayase, and he suddenly noticed that behind Ayase, Kirino seemed to have finally finished dealing with Leah, and she ran this way.
"Wait a minute, Ayase!" Kazuya knew what Ayase was trying to say, and he subconsciously wanted to stop it.
"No, brother, I have to say it now, if I don't say it now, I'm afraid I'll regret it." Ayase didn't know what was going on behind her, and looking at Kazuya's appearance, she just felt that Kazuya wanted to stop her from confessing again.
"I understand what you mean, but it's okay to go back and talk about it, I understand."
"-No, brother, you don't understand, you don't understand how hard Ayase has put into saying these things now, so, I have to say it-"
"The problem is not here—"
"Then I'll say it! I like my brother, I like my brother the most, I like my brother the most in this world, it's the likes of men and women, and it's the kind of like that is above board. I want to work hard, I don't want to snatch my brother away where the seniors of the pear are not there, I want to compete with the seniors of the pear pears openly, even if the United States determines the hearts of my brother, I have to go back, and the seniors of the pear pears to explain this matter to their faces, and then, through my own efforts, let my brother understand that Ayase is the person who likes you the most in the world! ”
If the last time he confessed on the plane, Ayase's words slowly lay into Kazuya's heart like a stream, then, this time, Ayase's confession, like a storm, hit Kazuya's heart directly, and then, filled his emotions.
However, unlike the last time, this time, Ayase's confession has another audience.
Kazuya looked at the person behind Ayase who was stunned as if someone had placed a fixing spell, and helplessly held his forehead.
And at this time, Ayase realized Kazuya's gaze, as well as the strangeness around her, and she turned away.
Kirino, who was pale, stood there at a loss.
When Ayase's eyes fell on her, she jumped up as if she was on fire, and then Kirino turned around and fled without looking back to the ground.