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"Baboon......" Su Wan called helplessly, she couldn't do anything about her. Xiang Chen pulled her, Song Sifei was joking, she was obviously venting, fortunately, all the people present today were her own brothers, if she wanted to make trouble, let her go, anyway, Luo Yuan is not an outsider.
Song Sifei didn't know if she was in a good mood, she was in such a trouble, and she was shouting to drink to help the fun, and soon the waiter brought a beer, Song Sifei took a look, no, how can you get drunk with beer? Liquor will do.
The waiter originally planned to take the beer away, but Xiang Chen asked him to keep it, and then took some liquor.
When did this girl learn to drink liquor?
In the past, she was drunk even if she drank a few bottles of beer, and now she dares to shout for drinking liquor?
"Brother, I'm in a good mood today, would you like to have a few drinks with me? You have beer, I have white? How is it? ”
Su Wan didn't know what was wrong with Song Sifei, but Xiang Chen, in fact, knew a little bit more or less, and when she inquired about Su Wan's news, she also inquired about Song Sifei by the way.
The matter between her and Chen Mo was also in a uproar at school at that time, but Chen Mo never accepted Song Sifei, and later found a social girl to be his girlfriend.
This completely hurt Song Sifei, he can find a girlfriend, but at least he has to find someone who is similar to himself, otherwise she thinks it will be too downgrade.
It was on this day that Song Sifei got so drunk that she drank for a long time later. He didn't know much about what happened next, but Chen Mo's girlfriend broke up soon after.
Presumably, Song Sifei's wine was practiced at that time.
Su Wan felt that she was really living in her own world, thinking that she was hurt so much that she felt that people all over the world should revolve around her, but she didn't know that everyone had scars in their hearts that could not be revealed, but those injuries were big and small.
Su Wan suddenly remembered that she had asked her a question before, she asked her how she was with Chen Mo, and her answer was, it doesn't matter, some are just entangled.
What exactly does this phrase mean? Perhaps only she knows.
"Baboon, do you want to drink? I'll accompany you today, don't get drunk and don't go home, but after drinking, let's all say goodbye to the past in a friendly way, okay? ”
Whether it is Luo Yuan or Chen Mo, whether it is the family or love in the past, they will be far away from today onwards, don't they all say that as long as they are drunk, they will not remember anything?
Then let them get drunk thoroughly.
Song Sifei didn't reply to her, just touched the glass with her, and then raised her glass like everyone else, and drank it all.
Song Sifei's posture became more and more fierce, thinking that no matter who was present, everyone found out that something was wrong with her, Xiang Chen said sorry to the brothers and let them all go first.
Luo Yuan and Shang Ling also left together, and only Su Wan and Song Sifei were left in the private room of Nuoda.
"Baboon, let's talk about what we've been doing all these years, okay?" Su Wan ignored Song Sifei, took a drink first, and talked about the past that she had been hiding in her heart over the years, those things who wanted to forget but couldn't forget them, and those things that she wanted to get close to but couldn't get close.
"Actually, I was in a town not far away, and you couldn't find me just because I didn't want you to find me, and my cousin helped me hide a piece of my news. At that time, we were only 18 years old, and it seemed very beautiful to have this most anticipated life, love, family, prospects, and everything, but I suddenly received a call from my mother, saying that my father was arrested for corruption, but how could such a good person as my father be corrupt? If it's really embezzlement, what about my dad's money? So I don't believe it. Later, I asked everyone I could ask for a relationship, but in the end, all I got was: I'm sorry, I can't help. And the most ridiculous thing is that I don't even know where my dad is being held. Later, my mother couldn't bear this qiē jumping into the river and committed suicide, and when I saw my dying mother lying in front of me, I wanted to follow her away, but I also wanted to see my dad for the last time, and I wanted to ask if this qiē was real. It wasn't until later that Li Zhi finally found out that my dad was being held in a prison in a town, and I didn't understand why he was being held there, and he didn't let us know. So Li Zhi began to investigate this matter, but several years have passed, and we have found nothing, until this year, I saw my father, he has been so vicissitudes of life, how handsome Lao Su was back then, but now, wrinkled, white hair, and godless eyes, like the kind of person who has no love, I dare not sue his mother is gone. Later, because Su Di was going to enroll, I came back here and met you. And what you don't know is that the reasons behind this qiē are all related to the Locke family, but the sad thing is that even if I know, I can find any evidence, and I still have such thoughts about Ah Yuan, what do you want me to do? As he spoke, his tears were all mixed in the beer, and he couldn't even detect any taste when he swallowed it.
Maybe the people and things in the past are just like this glass of wine, it is tasteless, but it chokes people to tears.
Song Sifei listened to Su Wan in a daze, she knew some things that happened to the Su family back then, but she didn't know that there were so many twists and turns, and many things were harmonized by the media, and she didn't even know that this qiē had something to do with the Luo family.
She hugged Su Wan tightly, but she felt that her hug was too weak, so she let go, and directly opened a bottle of beer and drank it directly.
I wanted to vomit a bottle, but I couldn't vomit anything, all I spit out was some of the wine I had just drunk.
Song Sifei said, "Wanwan, I didn't know that so many things had happened to you, but I was still pretending to be deep in front of you, hehe, in fact, what I said was just some children's love and love, what kind of big deal is it?" ”
Song Sifei is like a fish in her throat, some things are indeed big and small, even if her best friend has experienced those broken families, she can only listen silently, and then give a comforting hug, she can never empathize, but the pain can be felt consistently.
"You asked me about my relationship with Chen Mo before, I replied to you, I have nothing to do with him, in fact, there is a child between us, when I graduated from my senior year, I designed him, and we had a relationship, and just that time, I was pregnant, but I was reluctant to knock it off, in order not to let the family know, I went out for a year before I came back, I fostered the child in a well-wisher's house, four years, the child should be about the same age as your Su Di, I don't dare to go at other times except for the annual New Year's FestivalI was scared to face him, especially when he looked so much like him. ”
"Does he know that there is a child?" Su Wan asked.
Song Sifei shook her head, "How could I let him know that he hates me so much, if he knew that I was still pregnant with his child, I don't know how much he would hate me." ”
"Otherwise, you go and pick up the child back, after all, it's your child, it's not good to always be around someone else, you go and pick it up, with Su Di, I'll take it, okay?"
That's his own child, how can he give it up?
Su Wan couldn't believe it, it turned out that there was such a thing happening to Song Sifei, thinking about it now, she couldn't even think of it if she was asked to leave Su Di, not to mention the child who was conceived in October and gave birth to a child who suffered a lot.
"He'll find out when you get it back. He is no longer the Chen Mo he used to be, he is now a black-and-white boss, I don't dare to provoke him, let alone let him find out that he has children. Song Sifei didn't dare to think that if he really found out that she was hiding his child, she would definitely not have a good life.
"But it's your child after all, even if he finds out, he won't be able to do anything to the child."
"But he'll snatch the child, and I'll never see him again." Su Wan didn't miss the horror on Song Sifei's face, what kind of person has Chen Mo become now? Why did Song Sifei panic about him so much?
"Chen Mohe?" How did it come to this? But Su Wan still couldn't ask, but Song Sifei knew what she meant.
"Chen Mo's family has no money, you know, right, his mother died in his sophomore year, his temperament is even more silent, and the time to come to school is getting less and less, I didn't know until my junior year that I was taken by the underworld when I was working in a bar again, and then I can give him a lot of money, and I can also help him complete his and his sister's studies, but the premise is to go to his turf to work after graduation."
"So he agreed?"
"Can he not say yes? He also has a younger sister to take care of, and this is the fastest way to make money. Song Sifei smiled bitterly, maybe this is the difference between rich people and poor people.
And all he always minded was her identity.
"And then?"
"Later, I heard that he killed the boss and took the throne himself." Later, the so-called later is nothing but a continuation of all evil.
"Have you seen it?"
"See? He should have died and didn't want to see me. ”
What kind of sadness is a person who has loved for so many years, but can only see hatred in the eyes of the other party?
She knew that Song Sifei was chasing Chen Mo back then, but she didn't expect things to develop to this point, and even Chen Mo hated her.
"He's very good because you're strong on him?" Su Wan is not sure, maybe there are many twists and turns in this that she doesn't know, but if there is no love, where is the hatred?
"Maybe, but not all, hey, I don't know...... "Look, there are some things that he can't even say clearly, but he can clearly feel the other party's hatred, maybe Chen Mo loves her, but there are some things he doesn't know how to face.
And there will definitely not be only such a little thing that happens between them, after all, Song Sifei's temperament may have done a lot of things that hurt people's self-esteem invisibly.
"Baboon, you have to know, there is no hate without love, maybe he hates you just because he doesn't know how to love you, the matter between you can be solved slowly, but you can't delay the child's affairs, the child will be sensible one day when he grows up, if one day he knows that you don't want him, he will really hate you, are you worried that Chen Mo knows, if one day he really knows, let's solve it together, okay?"
It's not good to keep a child with outsiders all the time.
"Let me think about it."