Accustomed to seeing other people's indifference, ignorance, or boredom to him, such a pair of crystal clear eyes suddenly saw into Zhu Feng's heart, making him have the urge to burst into tears in an instant.

"Brother, why are you crying? Are you hungry? I've got something to eat here. "In a child's simple world, it seems that only eating is the top priority. Her white little hands dug into her pockets and took out a piece of white rabbit toffee. It can be seen that this piece of toffee should have been in her pocket for a long time, and the blue and white wrapper on the outside is crumpled. A trace of distress flashed on the little girl's face, she turned her head slightly, didn't look at her beloved candy, and handed it to Zhu Feng: "Brother, this is for you to eat." Her little nose wrinkled slightly, her eyes purred, obviously this piece of candy was also very tempting to her, she had kept it for so long and was not willing to eat it, but she was willing to give it to him who she was not familiar with.

Zhu Feng stretched out his hand in a daze, picked up the candy, peeled off the candy wrapper, and gently bit down on a piece. The thick milky scent hit his taste buds in his mouth, making him feel the urge to moan uncontrollably. It's so delicious, he has never eaten such sweet toffee in his life, he is immersed in an unprecedented feeling of happiness, that is the happiness of being valued, cared for, cared for, and giving him happiness is the child in front of him who is a few years old.

Perhaps only the hearts of children are the purest, their world is so simple, they simply believe that everything in the world is beautiful, everyone is kind, they are like angels, people can't help but get close. Zeng Miao felt that the candy that she had treasured for a long time was taken from the palm of her hand, she was a child who was good at giving and sharing, and she had just made up her mind to give this candy to her big brother who looked lonely. But when she thought that her father had bought this candy for her, she still felt a little distressed. She blinked her watery eyes and asked, "Brother." Is toffee good? ”

"It's delicious, it's delicious. My brother had never eaten such delicious sugar. "Zhu Feng was patient like never before. Pleasantly sat at the staircase with Zeng Miao and chatted, he put most of the remaining half of the toffee, and stuffed it into her mouth while Zeng Miao was talking, Zeng Miao was surprised for a moment, when she felt the sweetness of the toffee, her big beautiful eyes squinted, like a cat that was full of food and basking in the sun under the sun, so that Zhu Feng couldn't help but reach out and stroke her head, her hair was so good. Dark and bright, soft and smooth, he smiled and pinched her chubby cheeks, the skin as smooth as a shelled egg, so that his fingertips couldn't help but tremble, and his gaze at her gradually deepened.

It's a pity that Zeng Miao is too young, and she doesn't understand that the big brother in front of her, who has been staring at her, has begun to stop treating her as a little girl and little sister in his eyes. Gradually, he took a bit of **** and possessiveness, like a drowning man suddenly grabbing a piece of driftwood, wanting to hold on tightly to this rare warmth and not let go.

It is often said that true loneliness. Even if he is in the downtown area, he feels out of place, and Zhu Feng is such a person. As soon as he could remember, his father kicked and punched him. Although he later got better, the fear in his heart never dissipated. It was only because of his instinctive worship of his father as a boy that his father died early that a seed was planted in his heart to learn from his father and become a father. Mother is very kind to herself, but it is all an illusion, and the person she loves the most is always herself. So in his life, he has never experienced the goodness of him without any purpose, and Zeng Miao is the only one.

He wanted to grasp the only warmth, even if the other party was just a child, he didn't want to let go. Giving a big brother a piece of candy at the top of the stairs, Zeng Miao just felt sorry for the piece of candy, and soon left the whole thing behind. He is still young, and his interests come and go quickly, and of course he will not take a small thing to heart for a long time. Zhu Feng thought that Zeng Miao also liked to get along with his big brother, so he began to look for every opportunity to stay with Zeng Miao for a while, even if it was only for a while. He began to appear at the door of Zeng's house frequently, he used to sit in front of the tube building at the same time every day to meditate, he looked down from his narrow window at Zeng Miao who was having fun with his friends of the same age, he desperately wanted to know all the information about Zeng Miao, desperately wanted to use all the opportunities to get close to her, he desperately wanted to experience the trembling from the depths of his heart again, it was a refreshing feeling that could excite the cells of his whole body.

But Zeng Miao has too many things to do every day, she has to go to school, eat, sleep, play with friends of the same age, go shopping and eat with her parents, watch cartoons, and work hard to learn to draw. She allocates her time every day very carefully, and she has no spare time to accompany Zhu Feng, who has nothing to do all day, she doesn't even know what the name of the big brother in front of her is, why he suddenly appeared in her life, always met her unexpectedly, and then pulled her to talk endlessly. She still has a lot of things to do, so she has no time to chat with others. But her mother taught her that even if she meets someone she doesn't like, she can't lose her temper with others, and she wants to be a little lady, just smile and say goodbye. So she kept smiling and ran home without looking back.

If he was replaced by a second person, Zhu Feng would only feel that this woman was looking down on him again, but on Zeng Miao's body, his patience was surprisingly good, and his mentality was surprisingly stable. He felt that Zeng Miao must be shy, she was still too young, and she was not used to having boys admire and like her. It doesn't matter, he will definitely be very gentle, like a spring rain moisturizing things silently appear in her life, slowly let her get used to his presence.

He built imaginary dreams around him, but dreams always woke up one day. When he took advantage of the summer vacation and Zeng Miao's parents were not at home, and knocked on the door of Zeng's house for the third time in one day, she asked him out detached and cold, he suddenly realized that his dream was shattered.

Is he going to lose her? Losing the only real warmth you've ever had in your pathetic life? He is destined to be a failed man who will not be loved by anyone.

"Don't reject me, Miao Miao. Can't you see that I love you? Please. Please stay with me. Zhu Feng's face was full of pain, and he couldn't help but reach out and hold Zeng Miao in his arms for the first time. What awaited him was the fierce resistance of the little girl, and he swore that he really just wanted her to be quiet, not to refuse to be so affectionate and close to him, he really didn't want to hurt her. But somehow, when he came to his senses again, Zeng Miao's eyes were wide open, and those beautiful, clear and clean eyes had become gray and unbright. She had a belt around her neck and lay motionless on the ground like a rag doll.

He's killed again! This man is still the one he loves! "No!! I, what did I do, no, no, it's not, it's not me! Miao Miao, Miao Miao, my brother is wrong. Don't scare my brother, okay? Please, hurry up, this game is not fun at all, you hurry up brother promises not to bother you again in the future. No matter how heartbroken Zhu Feng was, he cried out. Zeng Miao's young life has disappeared, and his white and tender little face used to be what he liked.

This little body, even if it is dead. Still had a fatal attraction to him, when Zhu Feng held Zeng Miao in his arms. His body reacted naturally, and he was ashamed of his own reaction. thinks this is blasphemy against Zeng Miao, but he can't resist this temptation, he knows that maybe the only chance they can really be together in this life is now, if they miss it, there will never be it again.

How could he allow himself to miss such an opportunity? He wanted to be close to her, he wanted her to be his woman, and this thought had been entrenched in his heart for an unknown amount of time. Zhu Feng never thought of himself as a determined person, on the contrary, he was very impulsive, once he had an idea, no matter how difficult it was, he would find a way to achieve his goal. He caressed the tiny body with such tenderness that he even kissed her bloodless lips twice. Zeng Miao was soft, honest, without the politeness of the original smile on his face that actually rejected people thousands of miles away, at his mercy, he folded her into all the postures he had learned, and loved him as much as he could. Where the two are combined, a little light red falls, this woman from body to soul, at this moment completely belongs to him, how can he have such a perfect love.

He released himself in the tightness of extreme ecstasy, and couldn't help but kiss the delicate body in his arms again and again, and saw that the time was almost up, and then returned to his home step by step. This moment of joy was enough for him to reminisce for the rest of his life, and he fell into a deep sleep with a beautiful dream in his heart, and the grief-stricken cries of his parents, and the vicious cursing of the murderer in the neighborhood, failed to wake him up.

If at the beginning of the crime, he was still afraid that he would be caught one day, and he often had fear in his heart, but as the number of crimes increased, he was always safe, and gradually stopped taking the police seriously in his heart, what should he do, anyway, this is a group of wine bags and rice bags that only eat but don't cook, and they will definitely not catch him.

Zeng Miao is gone, but he guards a memory, and whenever he thinks that she is distressed, he will jump out and look for a poor woman at random, as a substitute, to vent his long-pent-up ****, and then he can pretend to be affectionate, peeping at the door of Zeng's house in a daze, recalling the past, the innocent and romantic little girl, jumping step by step, looking back and smiling.

Early that morning, the police knocked on the doors of his neighborhood, and no one pulled them down from door to door, and every adult man had to provide his fingerprints, that he knew what real fear was.

When there was a knock on the door of his house, he couldn't help but pee his pants under the covers, and he really couldn't remember if he had left too much evidence.

The sound of conversation outside the door drifted into his room.

"Comrade policeman, what's the matter with you?" This is the voice of her mother Zhao Xia, she is a little uneasy, her voice trembles, her mother is still like that, cowardly as a mouse, this can't be blamed on her, who made her so desperate and afraid of death, she just wants to live well, now that so many police officers have come to the door, where has she seen this battle, she will naturally be afraid.

Then Zhu Feng heard the sound of two policemen talking outside the door.

"There is nothing to investigate in this household, the head of the household died many years ago, and their son seems to be an adult."

"Let's take a look, for the sake of safety, we are on the cusp now, and we must not make a mistake."

"Then take a look, and it won't delay much. Eldest sister, we are on official business, please let your son come out, he should be at home now, right? ”

In order to ensure that the maximum number of people can be found, the police specially chose to come at 6 o'clock in the morning, most of whom have not yet gotten up.

"Ah, at home. Wait a minute, I'll call him now, he shouldn't have gotten up yet. Zhao Xia agreed very happily, and knocked on Zhu Feng's door after a while. Zhu Feng stared at the small window in his bedroom, carefully thought about the possibility of jumping down and falling to his death, and then replied to his mother resignedly: "I heard it, I'm getting dressed, I'll go out immediately." He laughed at himself and thought, probably he was really born to his mother, otherwise why would he be so desperate for his life, with the blood on his hands now, he has already saved enough money to lose a life or something, and he is not a loss, but why is he still instinctively afraid of death.

He took off his soaked underwear, put it on, and opened the door and went out. 17-year-old Zhu Feng, whose height is still at 1.67 meters, is thin and small, and it is impossible for anyone to associate him with a cold-blooded serial murderer at first sight.

The two tall policemen outside the door looked at Zhu Feng a few times, but he didn't pay attention to it, he was still a child, and the household registration information showed that he was not yet eighteen years old, and he was only seven years old when the first murder occurred in 1988, and he was not capable of killing an adult woman anyway, so it could not be him.

Thinking that there was still such a heavy work of collecting evidence, the two policemen did not delay much work, said a word of interruption, and knocked on the door of the next house. Zhu Feng didn't care about talking to his mother, he went back to the bedroom directly, stretched out his hand that had just clenched his fist unconsciously because of nervousness, and several fresh scars on the palm of his hand were slowly oozing blood, he didn't feel pain, only the joy of escaping arrest.

The police are still as stupid as before, themselves slipping under their noses again and not being caught. What else in this world can stop him? He took out the sharpened half-cut iron chisel in his pocket, lay lazily on the bed, and fell into a deep sleep again. (To be continued.) )