I returned to Xinjing City, and I went back to my home, where I lived with Zhang Yan.

However, I didn't call Zhang Yan right away, I needed to calm down.

Because, I am so inflated now, I can feel my own ambition, which is driven by money, and almost brings me to the brink of evil.

Could it be that every person who became rich overnight has had some kind of evil thought, or has actually done it.

This is like a rebellion against fate, a kind of presumptuous catharsis for the life that was once repressed.

Now, I want to confess my mistakes, indeed, I have made more than one mistake in the past 40 days, and those mistakes are related to women.

First of all, with Deng Yingmei, everyone already knows this, there are objective reasons for my relationship with Deng Yingmei, this is not only my fault alone, she must also be responsible, and at that time, I can't call it evil.

I want to talk about another woman, Mo Lanxin, who is a subordinate of Deng Yingmei and an ordinary clerk in the information industry department.

The evil thoughts in my mind started with her, at that time, I was already very rich, and Mo Lanxin's contact with me was completely from the work aspect, and the actual contact time between me and her did not exceed sixteen hours.

I remember when I met Mo Lanxin that day, I didn't have a very deep impression of her.

She is wearing work clothes, a white shirt, a short black skirt, flesh-colored thin silk long legs, black high heels, her hair is tied in a ponytail, and she wears a bracelet made of agate stone on her left wrist, and with light makeup, she looks beautiful and refined.

We were talking about work at the beginning, I had to fill out a form, there was something I didn't understand on it, she came to help me, she said she knew me, she called me Boss Han at the beginning, but she smiled and said, "I didn't expect you to be so young, you are the youngest boss I have ever met." ”

I don't remember exactly what she said later, but I only remember that her hands were very white, her fingers were long, her nails were clean, and she had a faint fragrance similar to jasmine (0) and Li (0) flowers.

I don't know what I thought at the time, I don't even remember how I opened up to Mo Lanxin at that time, I just remember that when I left the lobby of the Ministry of Information Industry that day, I asked Mo Lanxin for her mobile phone number.

Then in the evening, I don't know what kind of psychology I have, maybe I got rich all of a sudden, I was so excited, I actually sent a warm text message to Mo Lanxin.

Thinking about it now, there was really no reason at that time, I kept talking to Mo Lanxin about work that day, nothing happened, and I didn't even say anything about jokes, which nerve did I get confused about, and I actually sent such a warm text message to someone? It's really too unusual.

But what I didn't expect was that Mo Lanxin actually replied, and she actually agreed to meet me.

I really didn't expect things to turn out like this, I regretted it a little at first, I thought that warm text message was sent over, Mo Lanxin would definitely treat me as a hooligan or something, she didn't look like a very frivolous woman at all.

As a result, she actually agreed to meet me, and she must have been very clear about what to do when they met.

Well, I'll admit that I did go a little too far in this matter, seducing a woman for no reason, moreover, a woman with a family, I know that Mo Lanxin is twenty-six years old, and she has been married for less than two years.

Maybe I should stop the precipice, yes, I don't have any reason to seduce a woman, which nerve is confused? It shouldn't be a joke, if it was just a joke, it was already too big at the time.

But I was very eager for the fragrance of jasmine (0) and (0) flowers on Mo Lanxin's body, as well as the simplicity and cleanliness of her when she was wearing work clothes, so we met and opened the room without accident.

I used the price of a mobile phone to explore all the secrets of Mo Lanxin as a woman, she no longer has the same mystery in my eyes as when we first met, I don't know if it is a kind of enjoyment or a loss, maybe there is never such a clear boundary between gain and loss.

Mo Lanxin was very calm, she didn't show any discomfort from beginning to end, the next morning, she put on stockings and underwear, and the neat work clothes, took the mobile phone and left generously, she said that she still had to rush to work.

Sixteen hours is all I have experienced with Mo Lanxin, I still don't have a deep impression of her, she left me with no memory as much as the white shirt and black skirt, I don't even remember the color of her panties, well, at least I remember her name.

Of course, I don't want to describe the experience with Mo Lanxin as right or wrong, after all, we haven't disturbed each other's lives afterwards, in fact, the kind of thing I have never been able to get rid of is my mind, the evil thoughts in my heart.

But why is all this? I wasn't like that before.

Is it money that causes a person's selfish desires to swell? Is it possible to play with women at will if you have money?

Or, there are too many women like Mo Lanxin in the world, and under their seemingly pure appearance, they all hide a restless heart, and they can sell their flesh (0) body for money at any time, or, they are always ready.

People's hearts are always changeable, I had a relationship with a woman for no reason, we have only known each other for sixteen hours from beginning to end, and if I am so unprincipled, why did I reject Deng Yingmei before?

The outlook on life, ideology, and world view changes in an instant......

Okay, I'm really a little confused, am I wrong, or is the world wrong?

So now, I have to calm down, I can't face Zhang Yan at all.

Although, Zhang Yan once said, I don't care if I have other women, but I don't care, it doesn't mean that I can casually engage in (0) women without a bottom line, at least not women without feelings, the difference is very big.

Is money inflating me?

Or do I have an evil heart in the first place?

I was confused all of a sudden, I thought of the picture of the prison for no reason, I was walking towards the big iron gate of the prison step by step, the prison guard Zhang Peng looked at me expressionlessly at the door, I didn't dare to face his gaze, I just lowered my head in annoyance, and walked towards another world step by step.

This feeling is so wrong, I should be happy that I have money now, but why do I think of prison?

Is there really something wrong with my mind?