As the second largest economy in Africa, South Africa is the first choice of Lee Jung-hyun, not only because South Africa is known as the "Rainbow Country", but also because of the world's popular undersea diving resorts, and South Africa is intensively preparing for the 2012 South Africa World Cup.

With such a wide range of resources, Lee Jung-hyun chose to set the first starting point in South Africa, the rainbow after the rain, diving under the sea, and feeling a different underwater world, which is the purpose of Lee Jung-hyun's visit.

Wearing sunglasses and walking in the lively crowd, Li Zhengxian was so leisurely for the first time, no burden, no scruples, no interruptions, he could do whatever he wanted, because here, no one will know himself, even if he can know his name, he may not know himself, after all, he still wears sunglasses.

Feeling the late autumn in South Africa is also a very good choice, Li Zhengxian thought, feeling the ravaging and corrosion of the sun, and the warm circulation of the whole body

On June 10, 2011, it has been nearly three months since I bid farewell to South Korea, I have traveled to all African countries, felt the human accident in Africa, and witnessed the poverty of backward Africa, so that Li Zhengxian can't bear to look at it directly, they are busy all day just to get a meal of food and clothing, what luxury brand, what brand concept they have no concept at all, some, is how to eat enough, dress warmly, take care of the family's food and clothing.

For the first time, Li Zhengxian began to have the habit of writing a diary, not for anything else, but to write his own heart.

Coming to Africa with a heart full of concerns, but returning to the United States with a full sense of responsibility, compared to the poor areas of Africa who are working tirelessly for food and clothing, are you too relaxed? Do you have to take everything for granted when you have reached a certain status?

Once again, Li Zhengxian has deeply examined his own time in the past ten years, he has degenerated, in order to satisfy his own selfish desires, that is, regardless of his image, regardless of the feelings of others, although he has not forced anyone, but he takes everything for granted so much, which is a kind of blasphemy and disrespect for people.

For a person who has no discipline, how to talk about morality? How to talk about quality? Li Zhengxian shook his head self-deprecatingly, he completely lost himself, and his essence was buried by an extreme sense of achievement, so he stepped on this road of no return, boasting of his troubles, why bother?

Li Zhengxian turned off his mobile phone and stayed in his villa for half a year, as if he was isolated from the world, and the outside world had nothing to do with him, and he didn't know what was going on! Or what does it have to do with yourself?

The time has come to February 2012, Li Zhengxian looked at the date of the flickering computer screen, and smiled bitterly, he just passed nearly 200 days in chaos, living in the dream of his own compilation.

Looking at the words on his computer and the song sheet on the 4A paper, Lee Jung-hyun smiled so calmly for the first time, his real work was born, two songs, a script, a story completely out of his inner world, and a completely own attitude towards life.

Picking up the pen, Lee Jung-hyun wrote his own name for his script, "Gone", which tells the youth, time, family, friendship, and love that have passed in a hurry from his side, which is a tearful story with a complete sense of disobedience.

Looking at the corresponding songs "Gone" and "Pain", Lee Jung-hyun burst into tears again, but there was a smile of regret on his face, a tangled life, a hard life, a numb feeling, a completely lost true sense of regret, contradictions, and conflicting ways that evoked infinite emotion, which is a portrayal of Lee Jung-hyun's entire life

With his own works, Lee Jung-hyun embarked on a flight back to China, and just returned to South Korea, Lee Jung-hyun felt that everything seemed to have changed, becoming so strange and funny.

What Lee Jung-hyun was holding in his hand was an entertainment newspaper that he had found at the airport for nearly a year.

Lee Hyo-ri set a wedding date, Sung Yo-ri and Lee Byung-hun are in love, Kim Tae-hee and Rain seem to be in the stage of getting along, Son Ye-jin is in love, Go-ra-ra, Lee Yeon-hee have their own boyfriends, and Son Danfei finally did not stand Ahn Jae-wook's entanglement and also entered into love.

Lee Jung-hyun really can't figure out whether the oaths, promises, and everything that has been done are just lies? Didn't he and Ben ever appear? Could it all be just my own dreams? Didn't you show up at all?

Li Zhengxian stood at the exit of the airport in a daze, looking at the crowd stupidly, and the sense of fear came to him, making Li Zhengxian unable to accept this fact, and his whole body kept trembling until his eyes turned black and he lost his intuition

In a daze, Li Zhengxian opened his eyes and looked at the unfamiliar room and the pungent smell of Western medicine, letting Li Zhengxian know that he was in the hospital.

"Lee Jung-hyun, are you awake?"

A sweet voice sounded in his ears, Li Zhengxian turned his head to look over, and found that it was a nurse wearing a nurse's costume, Li Zhengxian nodded and said, "Thank you, I'm awake!" Why am I in the hospital?"

The nurse smiled and said: "Li Zhengxianxi, you fainted at the airport, or the security guard at the scene sent you to the hospital, fortunately, no one found out at that time, and no one recognized you, otherwise, you will be in the headlines again today, Li Zhengxianxi, you must pay attention to your diet, you are a typical fainting caused by lack of nutrition, fortunately, you are in good health, there is no major problem, the water hangs up, you can be discharged at any time, as long as you smoke less in the future, drink less alcohol, and pay more attention to your diet"!

Li Zhengxian smiled awkwardly, nodded and said, "Thank you, I will pay attention, I will definitely take care of myself when I go back after the water hangs up."

Back at his villa, Li Zhengxian turned on the computer and began to enter his face, began to search for his own information, and saw that everything was not a dream, it was all real, and Li Zhengxian was relieved.

After rushing for half an hour, the mobile phone that had been turned off for nearly a year was finally turned on, looking at thousands of text messages, Li Zhengxian was stunned for a moment, and looked at them one by one.

Ha Ji Won: "Junghyun, where are you?" I'm so worried about you"!

"Junghyun, I know you're in a bad mood, so Niuniu and I will always wait for you to come back.

Cheng Youli: "Zhengxian, I failed, I was defeated by my parents, I want to try to find a man who can marry, I love you, but I also love my family, I'm sorry, forgive me, okay"?

Lee Hyo-ri: "Junghyun, I won't hold you back, I accepted a marriage proposal from a very good friend, I know you will definitely hate me, but I know that this is a burden for you, I am gone, you will have less responsibility, forgive me for being willful, goodbye"!

Son Ye-jin: "Oppa, I'm in love, congratulations to me?" No, but my heart still belongs to you, forever."

Goyala: "Oppa, I'm sorry, I broke my promise, but I really want a family, just me and his, oppa, you will bless me, will you?" Because you said to me, you won't force me, oppa, why do I miss you so much? You have always been in my heart, forever

Lee Yeon-hee: "Oppa, I'm the same as Yara, I'm forced to be helpless, we're not selfish, we all have families, so, oppa, I love you." Even though I love you, I still choose to leave because I still have my family

Sun Danfei: "Oppa, don't hate me, because I know that you disappeared because some of your women betrayed you, so I also chose to leave you, I will give you enough space, and I will cause you a little less trouble, take care of oppa, I still belong to you, even if I am someone else's wife"!

Lin Yun'er: "Oppa, I think, I've fallen in love with a boy, a boy who feels the same way as you, what should I do?" oppa, I don't want to make a choice, you and him and I don't want to lose, what should I do? oppa”！

Kim Taeyeon: "Oppa, I can't stand the pursuit of my juniors, isn't it?" I'm in love, oppa I'm sorry"!

Zheng Xiuyan: "Oppa, you will bless us, right?" We're all in love, oppa, you have to take care of yourself"!

Lee Soon-gyu, Hwang Mi-young, Kim Hyo-yeon, Park In-jeong, Park Kyu-ri, Jung Nicole

After reading more than 2,000 pieces of information, Li Zhengxian shook his head and laughed, for the first time, Li Zhengxian felt that he was not sad without them, but relaxed, and his heart was sour, and he could laugh out of his heart.

Lee Jung-hyun sighed, except for Choi so-young, Ha Ji-won, Seo Joo-hyun, Park Ji-yeon, the others have their own so-called boyfriends, Lee Jung-hyun knows their ending, but what can he do?

Lee Jung-hyun lay on the sofa weakly and dialed Ha Ji-won's mobile phone.

"Junghyun, you've finally called back, are you okay?"

Listening to Ha Ji Won's expectant concern, Lee Jung Hyun felt warm in his heart and said sincerely: "Ji Won, I'm sorry for worrying you, I promise it won't be like this in the future, I'm sorry!"

Ha Ji Won: "Don't say I'm sorry, I'm relieved if you're okay, come to me tonight?" I'll cook you something delicious"!

Li Zhengxian refused without hesitation: "If I don't go today, I'll go back to accompany you and Niuniu for a while when I deal with some things, and let's travel abroad together, okay?"

Ha Ji Won: "Don't you, right?" Niuniu still has to go to school, and I don't want to travel, so it's enough for you to stay at home and spend more time with us! Besides, it's not appropriate to go out now, right? Aren't you busy"?

Li Zhengxian smiled bitterly: "No matter how busy you are, you have to accompany your family?" Anyway, you've been working hard for a few years, and I've always felt guilty about you, but I don't know what to do to make up for my debts!"

Ha Ji Won: "Don't talk about Jung-hyun like that, I didn't follow you for this, but what are you going to do with Moon Geun-young and Bo-a?" They're waiting for you!"

When it comes to feelings, Lee Jung-hyun has a big head, and it was not easy for him to pull out, how dare he face it again? But I can't escape it, so I can only face it calmly.

"Zhiyuan, don't care, let's talk about it then! I'm going out, I'll call you when I'm free, and when I'm done, I'll come to you!"

Ha Ji Won: "Alright! I'll wait for you, take care of yourself."

Lee Jung-hyun: "Well, goodbye Jiwon"

(Today's second update)