23.23 (1st Update)
Su Wan didn't feel the pain anymore when she said this, on the contrary, she was very grateful, only the pain in the past would have her present.
In retrospect, the grandmother who took her in at the beginning could still help her, but when the people left, they had to do everything by themselves.
The child cries every day, crying all the time, and at that time she felt that the whole world was the cry of the child, and she couldn't sleep all night.
Although Li Zhi said that she would hire a nanny, she refused, just because she would have to do these things by herself sooner or later.
"Wanwan ......" Xiang Chen called, but he didn't know what to say next, there were many, many things in his mind that he wanted to tell her, but he couldn't say it.
How good has he been in the past seven years, a few years ago she frantically looked for her, but to no avail, all the people did not know her whereabouts, such a big living person was like disappearing from the sea, not even a bubble left.
I can't find anyone but to numb myself with work, but every night I will remember that there was once such a girl, simple and innocent approached him, but he didn't have time to catch it, only he knows how much he regrets it at the beginning.
Regarding the matter of her family, he waited until Su Jiaming's matter broke out, and when Li Zhi was invited to tea, he knew that she was the daughter of Mayor Su.
However, where does she have the slightest appearance of the mayor's daughter, she has nothing to do with the rich girl.
Later, I heard the news of her mother's suicide, but with the news, I still couldn't find where she was.
The world is so big, as long as she wants to hide, he is destined to not find it.
At that time, he remembered that Liu Song asked him what he was waiting for such a purposeless person for, it was not worth it at all.
It's worth saying otherwise, but he clearly knows that when the girl lowered her head, looked at her upper, and said: I'm pretty and lively, I'm not annoying, I don't cause trouble, I also have the function of laughing, I don't grow meat if I eat too much, I don't dislike it if I eat less, it's easy to feed, or ...... From the moment he was in my bar, there was a chord in his heart that was lightly touched by her.
He must admit that she is not as beautiful as Bai Tian, nor is she as temperamental as Bai Tian, but the relationship is really not because the other party is beautiful enough and temperamental enough to become a pair.
Just because, at that moment, you touched me, all, my heart has only contained you from now on.
Facing Xiang Chen's affectionate gaze, Su Wan instinctively wanted to escape, she didn't understand, she hadn't seen him for so many years, how could he make a big move as soon as he came up, and she really couldn't resist this move.
Just ask, if there is such a handsome guy in front of you, affectionately calling your name, can you stand it?
"That ......" Su Wan was thinking about how to express her inner thoughts to Xiang Chen tactfully, to be honest, she didn't reject him, but she really didn't have the heart to face a man again now.
In the past seven years, all she thought about was Luo Yuan. Even if she clearly knew that it would be difficult for them to be together because of the family, but maybe it was because the more they couldn't get it, the more crazy they wanted.
Even though she clearly knew that he was married now, she still couldn't let him go.
However, he told her that he was willing to wait.
But who knows how long it will take? And what right does she have to make him wait so aimlessly?
She couldn't do it, she couldn't imprison him around. He is such a wonderful person, he deserves to be loved by a better person, but this object is not her.
"Wanwan, will you let Uncle Xiang be my father?" Before Su Wan's words could be spoken, Su Di spoke first.
Children's hearts are the simplest, they can say whatever they want, they can say whatever they want, they are simple and cute, but they are also crazy.
Before, it was a pair of eyes looking forward to it, and now both eyes are looking forward to it.
The gaze of the four eyes made her want to run away even more.
Although Su Di is sensible, he also wants to have a father like countless children, wants a father to lift him high above his head, and throws him high and falls.
In the past, Su Jiaming was a treasure in the world to her, no one could touch it, no one could say it, but he liked to tease her in all kinds of ways, and even sometimes teased her until she cried.
This is true fatherly love.
Su Di has never had fatherly love, although Li Zhi can give him some love that belongs to men, but after all, there is little time together.
I remember one time, Su Di played with the children in the next room, and had a good time, but after a while, she came back crying and mourning. When asked why he was crying, he said it was fine, but he didn't play with him anymore, just leaned on the window and watched them play.
When she was sad, she asked her, "Wanwan, where is my father?" β
It turned out that this child saw that other people's children had their fathers to play with, but he didn't, and he cried.
But what can Su Wan say, "Our father Su Di has gone far, far away, and we will be able to see Xiao Di when he grows up." β
However, a lie is always a lie, and it can be broken when it is poked.
"Evening, today I heard from Granny Li that Grandpa Li also went to a far, far away place and will never see him again, so will I never see my father again?"
Su Di can always provoke her sensitive nerves lightly, she used to have such a warm and harmonious family, but now it is ruined, the feeling of losing it after having it is too uncomfortable.
"No, of course we can see our father, but we just have to wait, okay?"
When one lie is told, another lie is needed to make up for it, and when there are many lies, more lies are needed to weave.
Today, Su Di said: Evening, can you let Uncle Xiang be my father?
Her heart was broken, she knew how much he was looking forward to having a father, as long as the handsome uncle she brought back could be his father.
Sometimes I think this child is too naΓ―ve, but it really makes her feel distressed.
"You want me to be your dad?" Before Su Wan could reply, Xiang Chen answered his words first.
Su Di simply nodded like pounding garlic, he really couldn't ask for it. "En, Uncle Xiang is very handsome, it must be my dad, I said it later, my dad is super super invincible universe handsome."
Xiang Chen looked at him with bad intentions, super invincible universe handsome? He was indeed the one who said it.
"After that, Xiao Di will call me Dad, okay?" Xiang Chen sandwiched the fast meat and put it in Su Di's bowl, but Su Di sandwiched it into her bowl again. "I like to eat meat at night." The little kid said seriously.
Su Wan was speechless, although she likes to eat meat, but she hasn't reached the point where she is unhappy without meat, okay? Now she is told by this little broken child as if she can't do without meat.
"Well, then let's put more meat on the night, okay?" Xiang Chen said that he really sandwiched meat for her, and looked at her after sandwiching, "You should really eat more meat to make it more meaty." β
Is he Chi Guoguo's dislike that she has no sense of flesh? Please, today's girls pay attention to whether they have a sense of skinny or not, and whether they have a basic aesthetic.
"What's the flesh?" Su Di asked stupidly.
Su Wan is embarrassed, what is the fleshy feeling?
"That's all." Xiang Chen didn't mind, pinching the two lumps of meat on Su Di's face, the flesh felt really good, and Su Wan also liked to pinch it.
"Is it the meat whirring?" This is Su Di's understanding, well, in fact, translated into this, it is indeed like this. "Then Wang Qian has a sense of flesh."
Hehe, Su Wan was stunned, "Wang Qian is not fleshy, she is chubby, understand?" Su Wan hurriedly corrected him, if his parents heard someone say that he was a child, wouldn't he be angry?
"Who is Wang Qian?" Xiang Chen asked.
"It's a female classmate of his." Su Wan explained.
Xiang Chen nodded as if he didn't understand, accompanied by a long "oh".
But obviously, the child's thinking is not on the same channel as theirs, and the words of a long time ago now come back to me, "Wanwan, can I really call him Dad?" β
The anger that had been slightly relieved instantly solidified again because of his question.
Su Wan didn't know how to answer for a while, and thought for a while, "Su Di really likes Uncle Xiang?" Su Di immediately nodded constantly, as if she was afraid that she would not agree. Otherwise, would it be okay for Su Diren to be a godfather to his uncle? β
Taking retreat as advance, this is the only way that Su Wan can come up with now, if she doesn't agree, Su Di will definitely be very sad, but if she agrees, she has another layer of pimple in her heart, so this should be a very effective compromise method.
However, the idea of thinking that it was not bad was really bad in the hearts of the other two parties, and it was very bad.
Su Wan's intuition was stimulated by two very unfriendly eyes, she raised her head like an ostrich, looked at Su Di, and then at Xiang Chen, did she say something wrong? Why are their eyes so unfriendly?
"Godfather? daddy? This is Su Di's most direct thought, if Dad does it, will it still be Dad?
Su Wan is embarrassed, praise to Chen.
"It's just not a biological father, it's not a dry father." Su Wan explained sincerely, why is this little broken child so difficult to deal with, I didn't think it was so difficult before, could it be that I think I have a backstage? But this is the first time he and Xiang Chen have met, okay? It seems that she will have to educate herself about the perception of strangers in the future.
"That's not a biological father, it's not a dry father, what kind of father is that?" Children have the spirit of breaking the casserole and asking the end.
Su Wan felt that in the face of such an inquiry, she felt that one head and two were big, and now if anyone could help her solve this problem, she would definitely thank her a lot.