32. Know the truth

Qingtong was stunned, not knowing what he meant, and after a long time of speaking, he still excused himself: "I'd better go home and wash it." ”

"I'll send you back when you're sober." Xu Jing's tone was indiscriminate, obviously he would not send her back. He looked at Qingtong's uneasy face, and then said, "If you don't want to, I won't force you to do anything, you don't joke." ”

Pursing her lower lip, Qing Tong turned her face to look outside again, she knew that this place was far away from the city, and it was impossible for her to go back. Even if she wanted to go back, she didn't know the way back. This place was found by Xu Jing, and it was very hidden. Five years ago, every time she came here with Xu Jing, she sat in a carriage, and she didn't know the direction and route at all.

Qing Tong exhaled slightly, and the smell of wine on his body was really heavy. She also needs Qing Shui to pat her face so that she can be sober again. So I stopped arguing, took a water bladder in the car and got out of the car.

When I looked outside, the scenery was basically the same, but it was cleaner than before, as if it had been rested. Looking at the old place, it is inevitable that there will be some feelings in my heart, and I will remember some things from the past.

She looked back at the carriage and saw that Xu Jing was not moving inside, so she calmed down and went to the edge of the pool. There are mountain rocks on the side of the pool, and several clusters of water flow down, flow into the pool, and then divide into several streams. The water in the pool is still so clear that you can see the gravel at the bottom of the pool, maybe it is too clear, and there are no small fish and shrimp.

Qing Tong stood on the edge of the pool and rinsed her mouth with the water from the water bladder, then rolled up her sleeves. Originally, I just wanted to wash my face, wash my arms, and then wash my face, but my face got a lot wet just after washing my clothes, but it was more troublesome than jumping in and washing it directly.

Feeling troubled, Qing Tong looked back at the carriage in the dark, thinking that Xu Jing should not come down, so he simply took off all his clothes, leaving only a very thin obscene clothes. The clothes were a long gown, so she took off all the pants underneath and pulled the breast cloth inside. The clothes are light and thin, and they are easy to wash in water, and they can also cover a little bit, so that they are not completely naked. In addition, it can be dried quickly when wet.

After taking off her clothes, Qing Tong put the clothes she had taken off on the grass, and then stretched out her feet and slowly waded into the pool. Even though the heat is still heavy, the water is still very cold. I was a little uncomfortable when I put it in first, but I got used to it slowly. In this way, Qing Tong immersed his whole body, removed his crown hair, and took a long breath, both physically and mentally. The stones under the soles of the feet are smooth, and it is also very comfortable to massage the soles of the feet.

soaked happily, the wine was mixed in his mind again, and Qing Tong forgot about Xu Jing who was still in the carriage for a while, and only cared about his own happiness. But just as she was happy, someone suddenly hugged her from behind, and her arms were gentle.

The green pupils woke up, and the two lip flaps were attached behind her ears, accompanied by a familiar breath, and a piece of heat was raised.

Qing Tong tightened her body, and the lip flap left the skin behind her ear, and whispered in her ear, "Have you washed it?" ”

In order not to let the breath enter his ears more, Qing Tong hurriedly tilted his head to avoid the temperature between his mouths, and said dizzily: "Okay...... Okay, I'll go up now...... You ......"

Before the words were finished, Xu Jing hugged her, went directly ashore and walked around the mountain, and then entered a cave.

Alcohol does make people nervous, and when Qingtong completely eased up, he had been put on a big bed by Xu Jing, and he was pressing on her, putting a kiss on her neck, a burst of affection.

Qingtong struggled to find her senses, and then reached out to cover Xu Jing's mouth. With such a cover, Xu Jing really didn't move, took her hand away, looked at her and asked, "Isn't it deliberately seducing me when you take it off like this?" ”

"It's not." Qing Tong exhaled, not wanting to tell him this, so as not to be sultry, so he pulled the topic and asked, "Where did you get the bed?" ”

Turning his head and looking again: "And this style of tent?" The colored beaded curtain ......"

"And tables and chairs? Tea set? ”

"My Heavenly ......" has it all.

Qingtong directly pushed Xu Jing away, closed the placket of his dirty clothes that were so wet that he didn't wear the same at all, and went down to look at the whole cave, and even touched everything.

Xu Jing: "......"

"Even the stones at the bottom of the pool have been replaced, don't you feel it?" Xu Jing finally spoke up.

Qingtong glanced back at him: "It turns out that being the emperor is so idle?" ”

Xu Jing sat on the bed, took a few deep breaths, and then got out of bed and carried Qingtong back to the bed. When he leaned over and pressed down, Qing Tong reached out to support his chest, stopped him, and said, "You have no jokes." ”

This was just what he said in the carriage, Xu Jing was out of line, and he couldn't really be hard. He looked at Qingtong's body, and he simply extinguished the desire to heat up. I loosened my strength and lay down to the side.

Qing Tong looked at the stones above his head, he didn't want to treat him as the emperor at this time, but just as the person he was most familiar with, and wanted to ask him, "What do you think?" ”

When the words came out of his mouth, there was silence for a while, and then he listened to Xu Jing adjust his breath and say, "I want you to be by my side for the rest of my life and be together for a lifetime." ”

"Underground lover?" After tossing for so long, Qingtong was really awake at this time: "You know, I won't enter the palace to be your concubine." ”

"I, Xu Jing, am the only woman in my life, whether it is the harem or the previous dynasty, I don't care where you are." Xu Jing thought that he rarely spoke heart-to-heart, and every sentence was spoken very slowly at this time. He has always been, what he wants to do, just do it. Sensational, I don't feel it, I'm afraid that others won't accept it.

Even so, Qingtong still didn't care, and was not moved, when a man wants to coax a woman to bed, he can't believe a lot of words. She turned sideways, looked at him and said, "I can believe that you haven't touched Empress Sun, but what about Concubine Kong?" She has a great prince. ”

Xu Jing tilted his head and looked back into her eyes: "There are some things that you know that may not be beneficial to you." ”

"Heh......" Qingtong sneered, retracted his gaze, lay down and said, "What else do you say, I am the only woman in your Xu Jing's life......"

Xu Jing put her hands under her head, her eyes were still on her face, and her expression was stern: "Condition, you took the initiative to kiss me?" ”

"Say it." Qing Tong didn't think he could say anything to make him comfortable.

Xu Jing thought for a while, his face was calm, and his tone had become extremely serious, and he said, "If it is really the last misunderstanding between us, I don't want to hide it from you." But you have to promise me that you don't know. Since you have the path you want to take and what you want to do, do it, and don't worry about anything else. Whatever I want, whatever I can give, will be given to you. ”

"I want to rely on my ability, you say, I'm selfish, and I won't do anything that is not beneficial to myself." Qingtong also became serious, she sat up from the bed and looked at Xu Jing with low eyebrows.

Xu Jing also sat up slowly, looked at her, and said after a while: "The eldest prince is not mine, she was already pregnant with a child when she entered the palace." I used Kong Dai to appease the Emperor and the Queen Mother, and didn't let them toss more about the affairs of their children and grandchildren. Only Kong Dai and I know about this, and no third person knows. ”

After hearing this, Qingtong's face was already half dark, and then he wrinkled his eyebrows for a while, almost shouting: "Are you sick?!" Or are you crazy?! ”

"All I want is you." Xu Jing said, his tone firm.

Qingtong didn't want to talk to him anymore, so she got up and got out of bed and went out of the cave. A cool breeze blows in the face, blowing cool on the body. She went to the edge of the pool, picked up her own clothes and put them on one by one, her face was so dark that she couldn't do it.

Xu Jing came out, and his face was also dark. He didn't speak, walked up to Qingtong, and asked, "What are you angry about?" ”

Qingtong had a cold face: "Don't dare, the emperor is a Ming Jun, how dare Weichen make a mistake." ”

"I am sincere to you, I have been thinking about you day and night for five years, sticking to what I think is the pure land of my heart, what is wrong? In the past five years, who has cared about my life and death, and considered my feelings?! ”

Qing Tong put on his clothes, raised his hand to stand his hair up, and put on the jade crown. She glanced at Xu Jing and said coldly: "The emperor can even take the matter of the dragon heir lightly, how dare Weichen believe that you are not child's play to me?" Weichen woke up completely and begged the emperor to send Weichen back. ”

Xu Jing's face turned ice, and he asked out loud: "So what you can accept more is that I and Kong Dai are husband and wife, and the eldest prince is my own heir?" ”

"Yes." Qing Tong didn't want to think about it: "At least it's reasonable and not ridiculous......"

Where did Qingtong be so angry in front of Xu Jing, and how could ordinary people do to accuse the emperor. She replied, slowed down her tone and said: "The emperor forgives the sin, Weichen doesn't understand the rules, please don't take it to heart if you say it." ”

Xu Jing stretched out his hand and pinched Qing Tong's neck, his eyes were cold. In the end, it only took a little strength, but I couldn't pinch it. He loosened his hand and flicked his sleeves to the carriage. A loud slogan floated out, and Qingtong took a deep breath, went to the carriage, and got into the carriage quietly.

The coachman arrived after a while, and drove back to the city without a word. This time, the car went fast, shaking the green pupils and swaying straight. Qingtong lowered her head, didn't look at Xu Jing and didn't speak. Xu Jing also closed his eyes and recuperated, and the air in the carriage condensed into ice.

When they arrived at the door of Qingtong's house, the carriage and horse stopped. Qingtong saluted respectfully and thanked Xu Jing once, but Xu Jing didn't even lift his eyelids. She got out of the carriage and slammed the door. The coachman did not delay, but whipped and drove the carriage away.

opened the door and entered the house, and Qingtong did not go to the main courtyard again. She went straight to her big study, took off her boots and socks, and lay down on the bed in the inner room, her eyes open.

Live tenaciously and strongly, so realistic, so there is also an indelible inferiority complex in my heart. Since she was a child, Qingtong has never worn glamorous and moving women's clothes, and she doesn't even know how beautiful she can be after putting on makeup and dressing. She lives a calculating life, lives a hard and down-to-earth life, she doesn't believe that love can overcome a qiē, and she doesn't believe that someone can be ridiculous in such an important matter for her.

And if you think about it, in fact, this is what she wants the most in her heart, but it is also the most unacceptable. She has him in her heart, has expectations, but must not have, and there are many contradictions.

She thought again, if Xu Jing really had a relationship with Kong Dai and gave birth to such a child, would she really be able to accept it? Maybe whether she can accept it or not, she can make a solid profit. In short, it has nothing to do with her, she has a clear conscience, and then she can continue to walk the path she has planned, without any burden, and even use Xu Jing as a stepping stone with peace of mind.

But now the truth of the matter is like that, whether she is angry at Xu Jing's absurdity, and then feels that this man is completely unreliable, or whether she is running away and doesn't want to bear this overly heavy feeling, she can't tell.

She came back with her children and embarked on an official career, which was originally a very risky thing. At this time, my heart is already even more unsteady. If you know early, you shouldn't know the truth because of a pimple in your heart, the truth is often unbearable.

When it comes to feelings, many things are not as simple as they used to be, and people can't be as distracted as before.

Qingtong picked up the book to cover her face, and kicked her leg irritably - I don't want to think about it, the soldiers will cover the water!