For a whole afternoon, Xiao Qi sat there motionless, his eyes were dark, and his emotionless pupils were stained with a thick nostalgia. Like a beast in a dense forest, it flashed with the dangerous light of catching its prey, and licked its dry lips sickly. For hours, I didn't even glance at the watch on my wrist, just stared hungrily at the person in front of me.

How long had he not been able to look at her so unscrupulously.

He hadn't had a good night's sleep in a long time. Because every night is destined to be the same sleepless.

From that day when she ruthlessly threw away the cold words of a passer-by, he was always a little afraid to sleep, afraid to see her again in his dreams, to see her in front of him, to see her white smile in his arms, to see his trembling hands stained with red blood.

In the dark, he was even terrified, and he couldn't say what was wrong, but there was such a thought over and over again - would he not be able to go back.

But he was more desperate than ever to have a dream, because only in a dream could he relive her smile, the good old days they had.

But that memory faded away, and then faded again. Everything began to distort, blurring the lines. He couldn't tell what his fantasies were and what was real reality.

Regret.

This contradictory fear and anticipation tightly choked his throat, and the huge mountain of pressure weighed heavily on him, and he couldn't breathe.

The only thing he knew was that only by having her again could he return to normal and get rid of the shackles that he could never get rid of. To this end, he did not hesitate to use all kinds of means, at any cost.

Xiao Qi was watching without panting and unblinking eyes, and Director Teng next to him became more and more worried in his heart, such a hot feeling, a small entertainment star couldn't protect himself at all.

This afternoon, Chu Feng made several low-level mistakes for the first time, he mispronounced several paragraphs, and the chicken nodded like a rice peck and kept apologizing. Director Teng stubbornly asked for a reshoot, and a fine cold sweat broke out on his forehead.

"I'm sorry, I'm really sorry! Please let me do it again. ”

She was afraid, afraid that she couldn't control herself.

And because she is controlling herself with all her might, she has no way to become Huang Xiaoxian.

There was a voice in my head that sobbed and smiled: he had never cared so much about me, he had never been so ......

This attachment precedes the brain and gives instructions to the body, which is irresistible. Am I going to be so passive all the time?

At this time, the system sounded for a long time: don't worry, it's just a residual body memory, and it will naturally have resistance after a long time.

It's been a long time...... This may not be too general. However, after getting a positive answer from the system, Chu Feng instantly felt at ease, at least this was not unsolvable.

The hanging heart finally fell, and Chu Feng quickly adjusted his state and gradually returned to normal.

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As the filming progressed, it became more and more difficult to show the loss of love.

Sometimes, Chu Feng needs to be unkempt by the makeup artist and secretly sad.

Just because-"Many years ago, my hypocrisy, my romance, my time and place were right, but today, they have all expired, and more importantly, the person who was with me back then actually chose to refund the ticket and leave the seat halfway." ”

Throughout the film, there is a scene of a late-night street car chase.

In the middle of the night, Chu Feng ignored the cold wind and frantically chased the taxi on the street until he stumbled to the side of the road, crying so much that he couldn't control himself.

The scene in the film was about a minute, but she ran for two nights.

His body was sweating, and his legs were trembling, almost like masochism. But he just barely stood up for a short rest, and then continued to run.

Not good enough, not good enough!

In such a physical situation, the shooting is the most realistic! Huang Xiaoxian ran drunk, and he must have been physically exhausted, haggard, and chasing each other hard.

Seeing that Xiao Qi wanted to stop in heartache, but under Chu Feng's resolute gaze, he gave up the obstacle.

"I'm going to catch up with that car, I have something to say to him. I'm going to ask him, I know what I've done wrong, can you just wait for me a little longer? I made you walk step by step without dignity, and in order to punish me, I am even willing to roll all the way to your feet, and from now on an equal footing with you, can you wait for me any longer.

I don't want that self-esteem to be shattered at the first blow, my self-confidence is all groundless, I can show you how humble I am now, can you forgive me? Please forgive me. ”

It wasn't until she was woken up by Wang Xiaobei, who came in a hurry, that she realized that she was destined to go further and further away from him.

"If it takes a month to stop the pain, to stop begging him to turn back, and to stop panicking and trembling when I think of his name, then I have successfully walked a third of the way."

Because there is such a person, Wang Xiaobei, who is the best at pretending to be pitiful in front of people and dancing cheap in the back, and is a mother and cheap, when she was hit and tortured by her boyfriend, betrayal by her girlfriend, and difficult by customers, when she was at the lowest point in her life, she stood by her side quietly, while continuing to fight with her, while quietly helping her see the tricks and overcome difficulties.

Until the end, "I'm not going to call you a bastard, but I'm going to prove to you that you're a complete." Good bye. ”

It's a story that feels like your own life, a story of how to bounce back from a broken love.

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By the end of the next day's shooting, it was already nine o'clock in the evening. Chu Feng pulled Wen Binbin and went to the director to discuss some details.

We talked until after eleven o'clock, when she came back tired to get something, only to find Xiao Qi still sitting there without saying a word.

Such a scene made Chu Feng's memory flutter again, and his heart beat violently again.

She bit her lip, insisted on not wanting to look at him, took her bag and left.

"It's late, I'm driving, or will I take you home by the way?"

Xiao Qi's magnetic voice suddenly sounded, and he looked calm, as if he mentioned it casually.

"No need, I've got someone to pick it up." She refused, but was hit by a new round of pain and froze directly in place.

Xiao Qi suddenly smiled and said that she was leaving, but she was still in place, which means that she took the initiative to give me a step down, right? It shows that she is actually just hard-mouthed, but she still likes me in her heart, right?

Unable to suppress his excitement, he wanted to continue, but looking at Chu Feng's slightly painful expression, he finally gave up.

He doesn't force her to forgive herself now, she can accept herself now, and she can take her time in the future.