The first time I met Li Lewen was in his father Zhao Jinhua's real room, when he was wearing a big mask, revealing good-looking eyebrows and eyes, the kind of eyebrows that go straight to the clouds and temples, at first glance, it will harm women. Xuanxuan accidentally spilled the mung bean soup he brought to his father on his actual report, he frowned, took off his mask and yelled at her: "Who called you in?" Don't you know that this is the real yàn room, and idlers are not allowed to enter? ”

"I'm not an idler, I'm looking for Professor Zhao." Xuanxuan stared at him, thinking, this man is really good-looking. But he replied to her with disgusted eyes, and said impatiently: "Professor Zhao is not here, you can go to his office." With that, he went to deal with the reports that had been soiled by her. His back was very thin, and Zhao Zixuan suddenly felt that he should be very lonely.

The second time I met was at the dinner table at his own house, when Professor Zhao introduced his beloved daughter, he obviously paused for a moment, and then stared at the water glass in front of him expressionlessly. Xuanxuan just glanced at him, and then silently ran to the seat next to him and sat down, his movements were generous and decent, which made people feel very natural, only he jumped a little in his heart, and he didn't know what this eldest lady was going to do. The whole family banquet was actually to reward Professor Zhao's graduate students who participated in the practice, so seven or eight students came that night, they were all Xuanxuan's brothers and sisters, because in the same university, I usually saw Xuanxuan go to Professor Zhao's office, and several of them had already known Xuanxuan. He was the only one who was silent that night, watching them chatting and watching them lively, as if he was out of the way.

Xuanxuan indirectly knew that his name was Li Lewen, and it turned out that he was one of the most appreciated students under his father, and his father mentioned the promising young man several times when chatting at home. That night, everyone drank some wine, at the end of the family banquet, Xuanxuan was responsible for sending everyone to the station, a group of people sparsely walked under the moonlit and starry night sky, because it was the height of summer, the night was accompanied by the sound of cicadas, the evening breeze was very pleasant, the brothers and sisters hummed a little song while walking, only he followed everyone without a sound, walking at the end of the crowd.

After tonight, everyone should go home and work, Xuanxuan didn't know Li Lewen's next summer arrangements, so she deliberately took advantage of the gap that others didn't pay attention to, walked to his side, pulled the corner of his clothes and asked, "Li Lewen, how do you arrange it next?" Do you want to go home or stay at school? He just glanced at her lightly, under the moonlight, her originally good-looking facial features became more moving, her eyes were clear and clear, her small nose and pink lips, Li Lewen was a little drunk, he shook his somewhat dizzy head to sober up. Seeing that he didn't answer, Xuanxuan muttered to herself: "If you don't say it, I'll ask my dad." I thought he was still sullen and didn't speak, but when he was about to turn back, he grabbed her arm, and then said softly in a nice voice: "I don't go home, I live in school, I want to work." ”

Li Lewen really worked all summer vacation, he took several jobs alone, he was responsible for placing shelves in the supermarket during the day, he had to go to the bar to be responsible for cleaning at night, and he took the job of delivering food during the weekend break, and he had to tutor the children of the supermarket person in charge during the lunch break at noon every day. Xuanxuan wanted to ask him out for a meal, but he didn't have time. Xuanxuan is not a person who gives up lightly, if you don't come out to eat, I will send it to you. So, every day before her own meal time, Xuanxuan would secretly pack one first, and then after pulling her own portion, she would go to the supermarket to find Li Lewen with the lunch box.

"Brother Lewen is not here, he said he had something to do at noon today and went out." Xiaopang, the son of the supermarket manager, said to Zhao Zixuan while nibbling on chicken legs. Xiaopang has seen this sister several times, and every time this sister comes to see Brother Lewen for lunch, Brother Lewen says that he has eaten, but in fact, he doesn't. "It must be that Brother Lewen doesn't like this sister, so he deliberately lied to her." Chubby thought to himself. But he likes this beautiful sister so much, and he hopes she will come more often.

Zhao Zixuan felt a little lost in her heart, could it be that she came too often, which caused Li Lewen's disgust? However, people didn't do anything wrong, they just wanted to send him something delicious, seeing that he was so lucky, how could he have the strength to work without eating more. The more she thought about it, the more aggrieved Xuanxuan squatted on the steps at the entrance of the supermarket with her lunch box, and finally saw Li Lewen riding a bicycle from a distance, but saw a girl about the same age as herself in the back of his car. After he parked the car, he led the girl directly into the small restaurant across the street.

What, I told myself that I didn't have time to go out to eat, but I was able to pick up someone else to share lunch. Xuanxuan wanted to wait for noon, but waited for such a fact, nameless jealousy rose, crossed the street with the lunch box and walked directly into the small restaurant. "Bang" and put the carefully prepared lunch box vigorously in front of Li Lewen. Li Lewen and the girl raised their heads at the same time, looking at the angry Xuan Xuan with surprised eyes. Xuanxuan looked at the two people sitting side by side, thought of her own efforts, turned her head sadly and ran out.

"Brother Lewen, is she okay? She's your girlfriend? The girl cautiously asked Li Lewen, who was eating beside her, wanting to see some flaws in his expression, but he didn't show a trace of expression. I thought he wouldn't answer, but I didn't expect him to say, "She's not, you don't have to worry about it, I'll get the money for you after dinner, please take it back to my mother, my mother will have to rely on you to take care of it again." ”

ran home crying all the way, and hid directly in the room on the second floor, not even wanting to eat dinner, grandma and mother came to call a few times, Xuanxuan resolutely did not leave the room on the grounds of discomfort. When Professor Zhao came back, Xuanxuan was still hiding in her room, and Mrs. Zhao brought a bowl of freshly heated glutinous rice porridge to her husband to see what was wrong with her daughter, the usually cheerful daughter had never had such a thing, and when she went home just now, she obviously saw her red eyes.

Professor Zhao took the glutinous rice porridge and knocked many times in front of Xuanxuan's door, the door finally opened, Xuanxuan drooped her head and said to Professor Zhao with a frustrated look, "Dad, what are you looking for me?" ”

"Daddy is fine, Daddy wants to see what's wrong with our little princess? Why did you cry your nose? Tell Dad who bullied you? Professor Zhao walked into his daughter's room, put the glutinous rice porridge on the desk, looked at Xuanxuan and asked lovingly.

"Dad, I think I've fallen in love with someone." Xuanxuan never hid it from her father.

"Is it Li Lewen?" Professor Zhao asked directly. Xuanxuan's expression was very surprised, but she didn't expect her father to guess it, "How do you know?" She asked anyway.

"He's so good, it's normal for girls to like him, it's just that Xuanxuan do you know his situation? Dad thinks he probably won't be thinking about the relationship between men and women right now. Professor Zhao pushed the glasses on the bridge of his nose with his fingers, and continued, "His father died in a car accident when he was very young, and the originally good family was supported by his mother, who became ill because of perennial overwork, and had major problems with liver function, and was diagnosed with stage II liver cancer. I thought about funding him, and I also thought about donating some to him in the name of the college, but this child has a sense of pride, self-esteem is particularly strong, and he refuses to accept the help of others. ”

Zhao Zixuan heard her father say so many things about Li Lewen for the first time, why did her heart hurt more and more, she really felt sorry for what happened to him. However, when she thought of the girl who had eaten with him at noon, she became angry again, "But, Dad, he still eats with girls at noon." ”

Professor Zhao looked at his daughter, thought for a while and said, "You may be talking about Xiaoyi, that is their next-door neighbor, Li Lewen has to study again, and he has to work and has no time to take care of his mother, he originally wanted to hire a caretaker, but he will not be very dedicated if he is not in care, fortunately, the neighbors are all good people, and Xiaoyijia will take care of his mother now." Maybe Li Lewen asked Xiaoyi to bring some money back. Also, his mother's medicine can only be bought at the pharmaceutical factory that he is currently working with, Li Letian should give the medicine to Xiaoyi, don't think about it. I don't object to you liking Li Lewen, but if you cause him trouble, then Dad will object. ”

After listening to Professor Zhao's words, Zhao Zixuan calmed down a little sour mood. It would be nice if it was really like what her father said, no, she must ask for clarification, she must tell him that she likes him very much, and she is willing to accompany him to work hard for his mother.

"Dad, thank you for telling me this, I have something important to go out now, you talk to Mom, don't worry about me, I'll be back soon."

K4 is the biggest and most exciting night club in D City, and it is often crowded at night, and the young and restless factor in this place often turns into brawls and other criminal acts due to alcohol and passionate music. It's not the first time Zhao Zixuan has come here, and she and a group of friends will also come here to drink and dance before, and consume a lot of youth. But today she was alone, and she was completely unaware of the danger lurking around her.

Li Lewen has been cleaning up batches of garbage that need to be cleaned out of the kitchen, when a figure came in the back door, standing in front of him, he looked up, saw that it was Zhao Zixuan, lowered his head and continued to repeat his work, ignoring her.

Zhao Zixuan had long been accustomed to his indifference to himself, and said to Li Lewen with a shy face, "Li Lewen, I have something to tell you, can you go out with me for a while?" Seeing that Li Lewen didn't have anything, she decided to let it go, and confessed to him in that place, she said: "Li Lewen, I like you, can you be my boyfriend?" I know all about you, and I'm willing to work hard with you for your mother, and I can do anything. Li Lewen's hand paused because of her confession, he didn't expect that she, the eldest lady, would be so bold to do things that he had never dared to think of in this kind of place, that was what he had always been afraid of, she didn't know what she wanted, and many times he even relied on this luxury to support the difficult days. But reason told him that he couldn't be so selfish, he couldn't give her anything, she deserved the best, but she had nothing. He looked at the girl who was still expecting his answer, the goddess in his heart, and said with all his strength, ", I don't like you." Don't bother me again. ”

Xuanxuan didn't expect his answer to be like this, it turned out that he really didn't like himself, why did he want to cry, tears flowed unconsciously, she promised her father that if he didn't like herself, she couldn't cause him trouble, so, what is it now? Right! You should run away quickly, bastard Lewen, I hate you! After saying "I hate you to death" several times in her heart, Xuanxuan ran out decisively. Leaving Li Lewen alone in that greasy and crowded kitchen, his heart aching to death, goodbye, his eternal angel.