From a close distance, Yun Huang could clearly see Murong Jin's long and dense eyelashes, the roots were distinct, and he blinked lightly, as if brushing on her heart. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 info

Maybe the night was too gentle, or maybe his words were too beautiful, her heart moved, and she subconsciously spoke, "If so...... If I wasn't really Yunhuang, would you still do this to me? The voice was soft, drifting away in the autumn wind.

Murong Jin warmed her right hand, her eyes sank slightly, distant and unpredictable.

The night was misty, Yunhuang was drunk, and she couldn't understand what his expression was, so she leaned over, lay on his lap, let out a long sigh, and muttered: "Murong Jin, I'm talking to you about this, you may think I'm talking drunk and crazy, but ...... I'm really not a Yunhuang ......"

She was drunk, weak, she didn't want to move, her brain was dizzy, but she was very clear, obviously two contradictory states, but she could blend well after being drunk, Yunhuang's eyelids drooped, looking at the boundless night, and she changed to a comfortable position and lay on her stomach.

The palm of his hand was warm, caressing her back, very warm.

Yun Huang continued: "Actually, you can't say that...... I am Yun Huang, but not the previous Yun Huang, the previous Yun Huang died six years ago, she ran out to find you, was carried back, was ordered by Li Chengfeng to beat thirty boards, and punished kneeling in the ancestral hall, did not get timely treatment, and died......"

Murong Jin's hand holding her tightened slightly, and her body was a little stiff.

"And I, I'm not actually from this world, I can only be regarded as a lonely soul...... After he died, he inexplicably entered Yunhuang's body, merged with her, and survived in her place, Murong Jin, do you believe it? You must not believe it, think I'm a fool and say a dream, don't you? ”

"In the past, I was a top agent, equivalent to your killer here, when I was very young, my father and mother died, the family's property was divided among relatives, I was kicked out of the house, I grew up in an orphanage, there were many children older than me in the yard, I was young, I was bullied, although I was young at that time, but I was very tough, I was beaten and did not say a word, it was Sister Ziyue in the same hospital who stood up, defended me, and taught me a lesson for the group of children, every time I was hiding and crying, it was Sister Ziyue who accompanied me and comforted me... … When I was six years old, a group of people in black came, Ziyue and me, and another girl, Si Yan, took us to a closed place, where there were many children of our age, a total of 200 children, intensive training, let us learn book knowledge in the morning, and practice martial arts, taekwondo, karate, judo, in the afternoon...... No matter what kind of martial arts it is, it is involved, I don't remember how I came over at that time, every day in addition to studying, is practicing martial arts, in addition to practicing martial arts, is learning, if you don't do a little badly, you will be beaten, and if you are a little lazy, you will be punished......"

"I'm one of the most diligent in it, they all say I'm like crazy, day and night hard work, in fact, I just want to take Sister Ziyue out of that ghost place as soon as possible, when I was thirteen years old, the organization issued an order, to our two hundred children to kill each other, the last twenty people who survived, can get out, so many years, our two hundred children get along day and night, have long had feelings, no one wants to do it, at this moment, a teacher who led the team shot directly at one of the children, The boy was bleeding from his head and died on the spot, and the teacher said that if we didn't do anything else, he would kill all of us...... Between life and death, I chose to let myself live, that was the first time I killed someone, and the one who killed me was still with my companion who had been with me for seven years, that day, blood splashed everywhere like goose feathers, staining the whole earth, I was covered with blood, all the blood of my companions, and in the end, I was red-eyed, and I couldn't tell who was who, and when this dehumanizing killing ended, there were only fourteen children left on the field who were still alive, including Sister Ziyue and Si Yan, and the fourteen children we survived, Although he survived, he was seriously injured......"

"Later, we began to take on missions, or to kill people, or to spy on intelligence, and in our free time, we continued to study, learning everything, as long as it was the skills and knowledge that could keep us alive, we had to learn, and there was only one purpose, to keep ourselves alive......"

"After I had the ability, I went to my relatives' house, they took my family's property, and they lived very well, I wanted to take revenge, but then I finally gave up, but they didn't live long, they acted rampantly, provoked the wrong people, were bought to kill people, and issued a killing order, although I knew in advance, but I never came to the rescue."

"Murong Jin, when you hear this, will you think I'm too cruel, but I'm such a person, if it's good to me, I'll treat him better, and if it's not good to me, I can't repay me with virtue and be good to them, I definitely can't do it...... At that time, the only thing I cared about was Sister Ziyue, when we went on the last mission, we got there, only to realize that we were calculated, and the person who calculated us was Si Yan, it turned out that she had already betrayed the organization and betrayed us, when she shot me, Sister Ziyue flew and knocked me away, she was shot, and died in front of my eyes, and I, when I knew that I couldn't live, fought to the death with them, seized the opportunity, killed Si Yan, and then I was killed and came here......"

Her voice was flat, without a trace of ups and downs, as if she was telling an inconsequential matter, and in just a few paragraphs, she had said all her life, but Murong Jin's heart was pinched fiercely, it turned out that she had lived so hard......

"Murong Jin, in my previous life, I couldn't help myself, my life was controlled by others when I was young, so I hate others to calculate me the most, I live for survival, everything I do every day is to let myself live, life and death, I have experienced it, no matter how piercing the pain, I have also experienced it, it stands to reason that I should also see through the red dust and have no worries, but when I come to this world and live again, I still want to live, live well, and live wonderfully......"

"Even if this body doesn't belong to me, I want to live well in place of Yunhuang, and put the people around me, my mother, my grandfather, my grandmother, my uncle, and Moyi...... Take care of them, at least make them happy because they have me, in my previous life, I didn't know what family affection was, it was they who gave me family affection, let me know what it's like to be a child......" (To be continued. )