When the first emperor was young, he once fell in love with a peasant girl, or the two people were in love with each other, and that woman was also the queen mother's best friend. That woman is a very special woman, named Li Yuyin. did not achieve nothing because of the poverty of the family, but persistently worshipped a doctor in a pharmacy as a teacher, learned medical skills, and finally won the blue out of the blue, and saved the emperor when he was young. Originally, the Queen Mother didn't know, but when she was in trouble with the first emperor, she met her again, and because she saved them again, she became a close friend with her.

In fact, even if the first emperor still remembers the things of his youth, but after so many years, Li Yuyin has already changed from her original appearance, immature and mature now. If she hadn't talked to Xu Mengyi about the original incident again, and happened to be heard by the first emperor, perhaps, she and the first emperor would have just missed it.

It's just that the origin and extinction of the world are so wonderful, if she and the first emperor were trapped at the fork in the road and chose another path, if she didn't become friends with Li Yuyin when she met her, if the first emperor didn't hear what they were talking about when she was chatting with Li Yuyin, if she didn't ask curiously about Li Yuyin's love, if ......

Midnight dream, is it sometimes that she will be awakened by nightmares, regretting that at the beginning, if the first emperor had never met Li Yuyin again, maybe she would have become the first emperor's favorite woman, and slowly replace Li Yuyin's position in the heart of the first emperor.

Love does not mean that how much you give, you will necessarily get the same return, nor how much you love, how much the person you love will love you. The love between two people is more about the inexplicable throbbing of the heart, rather than looking at how much effort is put into it. Love is a matter of two people, but there is no doubt that Xu Mengyi's love is more of her love alone. If you want to ask the first emperor whether he loved the Queen Mother, he undoubtedly loved it, but this kind of love will be more transformed into respect for the Queen Mother after Xu Mengyi accompanied him from birth to death in the future.

It is said that the Queen Mother is the smartest woman in this country, yes, if you talk about national affairs, she is indeed a smart woman, otherwise she would not have escaped from danger with the army generals many times. But for love, she is a blind and even stupid woman, or a woman who is too rational. The first emperor died and was buried in the imperial mausoleum, there would have been only one seat for her next to him, but she ignored everyone's opposition, and after Li Yuyin's death, she was buried next to the emperor with the queen's funeral, in her words, it was just one more coffin, and who made the emperor like her.

Love is actually a very selfish thing, she has loved it so she understands, no matter how grateful the first emperor is to her, but in the end, he must have preferred to be buried with Li Yuyin, since she did not prevent them from falling in love before her death, why should she be so childish to separate them after death. She doesn't care where she is buried in the end, she won't fight before she dies, and she won't go back to fight for anything after death.

In fact, whether it is love or friendship, she is a cowardly person. At the moment when she knew about Li Yuyin and the first emperor, she was indeed very angry, and she also had a cold war with the first emperor for a while, she hated it very much, not the first emperor, nor Li Yuyin, but hated herself, hated her stubbornness, hated her weakness to emotions, and hated her own compromise. So push your favorite man to your best friend with your own hands, what about the bitterness, who cares, since everyone will be happy if you give in, then it doesn't matter if you are wronged at all.

Perhaps, in fact, the love for the first emperor was exhausted at that time, so later, she just lived in a corner of peace and lived indifferently.

Mama Xu helped the Queen Mother to walk in front of Sikong Cangling.

"Ling'er, Grandmother hasn't seen you in a while!"

The Queen Mother looked at Sikong Cangling lovingly, there was no pretense in her eyes, and it could be seen that the Queen Mother liked this child very much, and it was impossible to pretend to be that kind of love that was revealed inadvertently.

"Grandchildren are not filial."

In Sikong Cangling's indifferent eyes, there was also some temperature at this time, there were very few people in this world who could make Sikong Cangling have mood swings, and at this moment, facing the old man in front of him, Sikong Cangling also showed his respect and love for this old man.

Sikong Cangling lost his mother since he was a child, and in this indifferent palace, a child who has lost his mother is like a sapling that has lost the shade of a big tree, either as a pawn to frame other concubines, a dead end, or passed on to other concubines and becomes a puppet whose life is in danger at any time.

And at that time, the Queen Mother, who had always ignored the battle in the Hou~ Palace, met Sikong Cangling, who was chased and fled in a hurry, and at that time, Sikong Cangling's mother had just died for a month. I don't know if it was out of pity or what, she took Sikong Cangling to Cili Palace and raised him personally, which allowed him to survive those dangerous days safely, until he finally had the ability to protect himself.

In Sikong Cangling's eyes, he really regards the Queen Mother as his relatives, even if the Queen Mother has no blood relationship with him. Sometimes, relatives are not bound by blood, and even if they have the same blood, they can become strangers or even enemies. This kind of thing is commonplace in the emperor's family.

The Queen Mother was a little red-eyed, looking at Sikong Cangling, this child, the first time she saw him, even if she was flustered and embarrassed, but the kind of unwillingness and calmness between her eyebrows and eyes looked like that person. Yes, this is his grandson! He promised him to treat his children well, and also said that after his death, everything in the palace would depend on whether he was happy or not. I have worked hard for him for most of my life, and in this last time, I just want to live quietly.

will meet Sikong Cangling, it can only be said that it is really God's arrangement, maybe because he can't bear it, he finally helped him. The queen mother has no children, and she doesn't understand the joy of family, she doesn't care about the affairs of the harb~ palace, so there is no possibility of helping other concubines, and because of this, the concubines don't love her very much, and she is happy to be quiet.

Although the emperor was brought up by the queen mother, and the emperor also has filial piety. But the emperor is Li Yuyin's son, no matter how generous the queen mother is, but she will still feel uncomfortable, every time she sees the emperor's eyebrows and eyes that are extremely similar to Li Yuyin, she will be uncomfortable, not hate, but it is already a habitual sadness.

In fact, after the first emperor pacified the world, at the beginning, the first emperor rarely went to the queen mother and the palace to spend the night, but because she was the queen, whether she really wanted to or not, she would live here for a week every month, but then the queen mother slowly got tired of such days. Others will not understand that her husband sleeps in her bed, but occasionally excited, she will involuntarily call out Li Yuyin's name.

No matter how strong you are, but after all, you are just a woman, as a husband, you can not love your wife, but at least give her respect and don't embarrass her.

The Queen Mother had another cold war with the first emperor because of this incident, but then the first emperor bowed his head first. But the days of going to the Queen Mother are getting fewer and fewer, and finally, except for going to the Queen Mother according to the rules on the fifteenth of every month, at other times, unless there is something about the Queen Mother~ Palace, you must discuss with the Queen Mother, otherwise you will not go to the Queen Mother.

Others thought that the first emperor was tired of the queen mother, so the queen mother fell out of favor, in fact, only the queen mother and Xu Mama knew that the first emperor did not go to the queen mother's palace because every time he got along with the queen mother, it always ended in discord. I don't know when it started, the queen mother actually had a dislike for the body of the first emperor, every time the first emperor wanted to be close to the queen mother, but he was always treated indifferently by the queen mother.

In the end, when the Queen Mother and the First Emperor were happy, the Queen Mother pushed the First Emperor away for some reason, and ran to the corner and vomited, and the First Emperor finally became angry. That night, he angrily went to the palace of the virtuous concubine, that is, Li Yuyin.

In fact, in this matter, the most painful thing was not the first emperor, but the queen mother, except for Mama Xu, no one saw the embarrassment of the queen mother at that time. The man who he once vowed to be together for the rest of his life and love him for the rest of his life, now he vomited because he was disgusted with his touch, and those once desperate persistence and persistence now seem to have become a joke.

Maybe many people slept well that night, but Xu Mengyi sat indifferently in front of the window and stayed all night.

After that, the first emperor only slept in the side room on the fifteenth of every month, but the queen mother didn't care when she looked at it.