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Zhao Yu's confession. Pen % fun % Pavilion www.biquge.info

I am Zhao Yu, and now I am the emperor of the great Zhao country, the power of the country is in my hands, the politics are clear, and the Haiyan River is clear.

In the eyes of my subjects, I was a controversial emperor with great talents, but I never chose a concubine and did not get married.

I'm getting older, my eyes are getting worse and worse, and of course my energy is getting worse and worse. Look at the hearts of the people who have become more and more fluctuating in recent years, and the actions of several princes who have passed over from the clan relatives have become more and more impatient.

In fact, he doesn't care at all about this country, the glory of the emperor. However, this is the position she has worked so hard to get for him, she is gone, he has to protect this position, this country.

As people get older, they like to remember the past more and more. No one knows that he has memories since he appeared in this world.

His birth was not welcomed and no one cared. For five years, he had been living in the most dilapidated and desolate corner of the entire palace, and the living conditions of the lowest-ranking palace maids and eunuchs were much better than his.

No one asked him if he would be afraid, no one cared if he could be fed or warm, and he was left to fend for himself in this little corner that no one cared about. No, it's not that no one cares, being beaten and scolded, and being insulted are all things that happen every three days and two ends.

He resisted, but he was beaten more violently, and he didn't know how long he could stay.

Those people scolded him for being a bastard, calling him damned, yes, why should he live on such a dark, cold and painful day. However, there was a voice in his heart that told him that he had to live, he had to live.

I have never seen the lowly and scheming mother in other people's mouths, and his nominal father, the emperor of the Great Zhao Kingdom, is even more stingy to give him a smile and a look.

even kept conniving at those minions to humiliate him and beat him. In the past, he was full of expectations, as long as his father could look at him, he didn't want much, just eat and dress and not be beaten.

It's just that the torture day after day, the pain year after year, the expectations in his heart have long been completely extinguished. Therefore, for those beatings and insults, he was obedient and never resisted. He thought, it wouldn't be bad to be killed like that.

That day, when he was really in pain and was about to faint, he heard a panting voice "stop". As soon as I heard the voice, I knew that I had come in a hurry, was it for him? Thinking of this possibility, his heart swelled with ecstasy. It may be that he is too lonely, so he will be so moved by a person's words.

The men who beat him quickly left. He knew that the person who came must be a noble person in this palace, the emperor's concubine? Thinking of this possibility, I couldn't help but feel a little more disgusted with the people who came. He hates the house and the black.

"Can you still get up?" There was a hint of distress in that woman's voice. Since he was a child, he has been very sensitive, and he knows how to observe words and feelings, so he knows that this woman really cares about him.

Therefore, after hearing her say, don't worry, I won't hurt you, I really believed him in my heart, I was very relieved, and I obediently let her hold it in my arms, which was impossible for him before. Believe? What kind of thing is that, it's not as good as a white-flour steamed bun, at least, the steamed bun can fill your stomach. However, at this moment, I believed it for no reason.

The woman took her to her palace and looked at his wounds, drugged him, and told him that it hurt a little.

When she asked him his name, he didn't want to answer, he was afraid that when she knew that he was the sixteenth prince, she would dislike him like everyone else, and look at him with disdain. However, in the end, he answered honestly.

If it is not his own, how long will he hide it, and one day he will be exposed, and how should he deal with himself at that time.

However, when he was desperate, she did not have any change in her attitude because she knew her identity. At that moment, a warm current really welled up in his heart.

For the first time, someone was not disgusted because she was the sixteenth prince, although he clearly saw that the old lady beside her had a worried look in her eyes. He knew very well what the old lady was worried about.

He was back in that eerie room again, and he even had the feeling that he was dreaming. However, the next day, the biggest surprise of his life was ushered in.

She took his hand, said she would never let go, and led him out of the darkness, as if the weather had gotten better.

Along the way, he kept asking himself if this was the reason why he had been refusing to die, and if he had waited for what he had always wanted.

Since that day, he has lived in the side hall of the Leisurely Pavilion with peace of mind, and he also knows her identity. Ling Wanhua, who is nominally the emperor, is said to be extremely favored. The moment he learned about it, he couldn't tell what he was feeling in his heart.

He didn't like the so-called father, but he liked her the most, and his favorite was that she was doing her best to please the person he hated the most. He knows that in order to live, he must please the emperor if he lives well.

However, emotion and reason still collided.

Slowly, he found that Ling Wanhua didn't like her father as much as she appeared, if she hadn't seen her smile from the bottom of her heart, he would never have seen that although her smile in front of her father was like a flower, it didn't reach the bottom of her eyes.

At that time, he didn't know what kind of feelings he had for this woman who was about to become his mother's concubine. I only know that he likes to stay with her, even if he is quiet and does not speak.

It didn't take long for the doctor to say that she was poisoned, but what appeared in his mind was that you can rest assured, as long as it takes three months, you will definitely stay by my side justifiably. Could it be that she was deliberately poisoned?

Also, she is so smart, her mind is exquisite, and she is perfect, how can anyone who can stump her be poisoned. On top of that, he discovered that she knew how to heal, and she was even better than the most skilled doctor in the Tai Hospital.

Sure enough, he was recorded in her name, became her son, and moved to Zhaoyang Palace, where everyone in the harem wanted to.

Soon, the Yang family fell, Yang Guifei fell, and the eldest prince also folded, and she became the imperial concubine in the harem of the Great Zhao Kingdom, with the same position as the deputy queen.

He, who used to ask people, has also become a sweet spot in the eyes of everyone, and even his father, who disdained to look at him before, began to praise him again and again.

It's just that the time he wants most is the time when she taught him to read and tell him stories.

Until, he became the emperor's favorite prince, and she asked for his life to relieve the plague. He believed her, so he went.

It's just that, unexpectedly, he was assassinated by a killer disguised as a patient, he was fourteen years old at that time, and he gradually understood his unspeakable feelings for her.

In his sleep, he seemed to have experienced one world after another, and he loved her, there was no doubt about it.

She came, and in her sleep, he thought it was his hallucination. Later, she tried the medicine herself, and at that time, he was thinking, if she really couldn't get better, then what if he went with her.

Fortunately, God was still very merciful, and she survived. Since then, everything he saw in his sleep kept appearing in his dreams, she was her, she was not her.

Later, he succeeded in ascending to the throne, but he never married. She asked him, and what he said was, "The one I love, she deserves the best." If she wants to, I am willing to hold the best things in this world in front of her, and remove all difficulties and obstacles for her, as long as she is happy. Even if it is to share these thousands of miles of rivers and mountains, if she is unwilling to be bound by this rivers and mountains, I am willing to stand up for her. ”

In fact, what he wanted to say more was that all he wanted was her from beginning to end. However, there was a strange feeling in his heart that he couldn't say, or even say, that he had seen her before.

Later, he never saw the person who made his heart move, only a mother full of strangeness.

He ignored the opposition of his ministers and never married in his life, and he could only be by his side.

"The emperor has died." In the state of his soul, he saw the father-in-law who had been by his side all along, and shouted sadly.

However, he was not sad about his death at all, and he was not worried about his death, everything had already been arranged. Accompanying him to his burial are paintings that he painted for decades. The painting shows women with different appearances, but there is a strange harmony.

Please wait for me, okay. (To be continued.) )