Chapter 12: True Peace of Mind

But the bones of my parents were not cold, and they were parked in Taihe Palace, not far away. I began to push Zhou Sinian hard: "No, Brother Nian, I have filial piety" but he ignored it, without the slightest intention of stopping, but grabbed my two wrists with one hand and pushed them to the top of his head, I tried hard to break free but couldn't break free: "Zhou Sinian! A wave of anger rose in my heart, "You let me go!" ”

"Don't make a fuss, baby." His voice sounded in his ears like a gossamer, with a full ****, like a spell, evil and tempting. He bit my earlobe and sucked it gently, his long hair scattered all over my face. Silky touch, with his movements, like ants, itchy.

Is this man my nemesis? I felt that my whole body was wrapped in his aura, and the whole world was his faint floral fragrance.

The heat wave is coming, wave after wave. I am like a lonely boat, drifting with the current.

He had already let go of my hand, but now I just wanted to hold on to him tightly, for fear that if I let go, I would fall into the abyss.

"Brother Nian," I murmured, and in response to him was his fiery kiss and warm embrace: "Baby, I'm here." ”

When YiqiΔ“ calmed down and the guilt came over me, I lay on my pillow and cried.

Zhou Sinian asked strangely: "What's wrong with you?" ”

Completely enraged by his "what's wrong".

"What's wrong with me?" I sat up all at once, stared into his eyes, trembled, and said angrily, "My father and mother are dead, but you are like this!" I have filial piety! ”

Zhou Sinian looked as if he had just realized this, a little embarrassed, and apologized: "I'm sorry, I don't know much about the customs of Middle-earth. ”

I remembered that he had said that CitΓ© Soleil was a place of disintegration, and although I didn't blame him, I turned around and ignored him.

He said behind me, "It's all apologies, don't be angry." "Turn me over and hold me in your arms. The faint fragrance of flowers makes people feel very peaceful, and the clear eyes also make people feel pity.

"Sleep, weren't you sleepy just now?" I whispered.

Zhou Sinian smiled and kissed my face: "Okay, I'm too tired today, let's sleep." ”

I lay down with a heavy heart, and Zhou Sinian was already snoring lowly.

He sleeps so sweetly, like a baby, and Zhou Sinian during the day is not at all like a person.

I teased his drooping eyelashes with my fingers, and he rubbed his hands in his sleep, rolled over, and fell asleep again.

Looking at his back, I felt that I loved him so much. Besides, how can you blame him entirely?

I sat up, got out of bed gently, and got dressed myself. I want to go to Taihe Palace, I'm leaving tomorrow, and tonight, I want to go to my parents for one night.

Before leaving, help Zhou Sinian cover the quilt.

Unexpectedly, he grabbed his hand: "Where do you want to go?" ”

His voice was full of anxiety.

"I want to go to Taihe Palace." I whispered, "I can't sleep, my heart" and I couldn't hold back my tears.

Zhou Sinian silently wiped my tears with a handkerchief and whispered, "When I was eleven years old, my parents died. ”

I felt a pain in my heart: "Did they also die together?" ”

He nodded, "Yes." ”

"Sun City was not called Sun City at the time, but two tribes, we were rich in medicinal herbs here, and they were rich in gems. Because we are adjacent to Middle-earth, we can trade directly with Middle-earth. They also wanted this trade route, so they often rushed to it. My parents died in one of these firefights. Moreover, their bodies were also taken away by the enemy and refused to be returned to me. ”

Zhou Sinian's eyes narrowed, and he fell into painful memories of the past. I got up and poured him a cup of tea, he took a sip and continued: "I should have been in the same mood as you are now, and I had to do something to have peace of mind. Therefore, knowing that he was invincible, he still took the men of the whole clan, put on filial piety clothes, and wanted to recapture the coffins of his parents. ”

"It was King Chen, the current saint, who stopped me. He asked me, will this bring my parents back to life? ”

I replied, "No." ”

"Can you make a good life for the whole clan?"

"I can't."

"Then why do it?"

"For peace of mind."

"Then when you meet your parents under the Nine Springs, what are you going to say to them? Can you have peace of mind? ”

"I know I can't. So, I gave up my revenge and used the gratuitous right to use that trade road in exchange for the remains of my parents. With the help of King Chen, it took ten years to form a real army and unify Sun City.

Now, the people of CitΓ© Soleil live in abundance, and there is no more war. In order to repay King Chen, I set up a lot of medical centers in the mainland of Middle-earth, and all the medicinal materials produced in Sun City were taken out to do good deeds. I think that if my parents have a spirit in heaven, they will be very happy, and I will really feel at ease. ”

Zhou Sinian took my hand and continued: "Your father gave me a marriage back then, and he promised you to marry me, and he said, I hope you can be happy all your life. If something bad happens to you, how can you tell your father under the nine springs? ”

I felt so disappointed in my heart that I said, "It turns out that you are good to me, and it is not because you love me." The tears wanted to drip down again, and I didn't want to be seen by him, so I held back.

He laughed: "You fool, if my father didn't see my heart for you, how could he give me a marriage and give me his only child?" ”

I was so happy that I burst into tears and tears fell with me.

Zhou Sinian said with a smile: "A good life, crying for a while, laughing for a while, what kind of system is it?" ”

I pouted and said, "An emperor who cares about women's houses and laughs." ”

Zhou Sinian also laughed.

After a while, he said seriously: "In this palace, something happened that implicated you, can you still remember?" ”

I shook my head: "I don't remember, I don't seem to remember anything specific, but I haven't forgotten the books I learned, the tunes I played, or anything." ”

Zhou Sinian said with a smile: "If you forget everything, you won't forget it, but you will become stupid." ”

Pick up the water cup and hand it to me: "The water is cold." ”

I took it and poured him new tea and handed it to him, he took a sip and said, "It's not a bad thing not to remember, you just need to remember that this palace is a place for you to be very careful now, and if you make a rash like tonight, you may lose your life." ”

I was taken aback, although I knew that I was very reckless when I did it, but I was still very scared when I really heard Zhou Sinian say the consequences.

When it's dead, there's nothing.

I sighed and said, "Who is not living cautiously in this palace, and I used to rely on the support of my parents." ”