Chapter 251: Unspeakable

The faint sunlight slowly turned in the air, the fish in the pool gurgled and vomited, and in front of the window, she put down the embroidery needle and watched his departing back from a distance, still looking good but sad for some reason.

And Tilian hadn't finished embroidering yet, so she rubbed her somewhat damp eyes and picked up the needle again. The patterns she embroidered, each of them were festive, and even those flowers and plants were like smiling faces one after another.

Looking at her appearance, Qiu Shui Yijian was not comfortable in his heart, fighting on the battlefield, blood spilled on the enemy's formation, no matter how dangerous the scene was, he passed by, and his brows did not frown. He is a victorious general in the mouth of the Manchu Dynasty, and he is the capital of the emperor who sits on the dragon chair and looks down on the enemy country, as long as he speaks, there is nothing that cannot be obtained except for the throne.

However, he couldn't cure her "disease".

Stopping at one end of the corridor, he looked through the water, her figure stopped at the window, pinching a silver needle, carefully embroidering a brocade handkerchief, such as the cloud green silk never saw the magnificent gold and jade ornaments, only took a polished wooden hairpin lazily curled, the simplest, but the most moving.

Pinching his fingers, he has been married for nearly five years. But he, a fierce general who is a fierce general, took off his battle robe, and turned out to be a tall and sturdy, good-looking, and a handsome man with a bit of gentleness, who was really favored by God and gave him all the benefits.

Such a good family background, such a good husband, but it is still difficult to change a smile for a beautiful woman.

She had never been like that before. The girl with a scorched mouth who dances on the hillside and can eat sweet potatoes in front of everyone, and the girl who can smile her eyes like a crescent moon, seems to be a completely different person.

He asked her, but he was upset? She shook her head in denial.

He thought that after five years, she wouldn't think about him anymore, the man who couldn't compare with his Qiushui sword at all, the man he couldn't look down on with Qiushui's sword.

So why don't you see a smile? She was silent. He lifted her jaw and looked her in the eyes, but he couldn't find any clues, and the smile seemed to be inexplicably detached from her body.

In the past five years, as long as he is free, he will take her around, and when he hears that there are interesting scenes, he will inevitably take her to see them, and when he hears that there are new and interesting objects in the market, he will definitely buy them back for her.

But she didn't laugh. Even when she was holding her favorite kitten, there was no joy on her face.

In addition to not laughing, she did her duty as a wife, never complained, never made noise, and when Duanmu Ren returned from the expedition, she would personally cook a pot of delicious soup for him, tidy up his study, smoke his favorite incense, and when the night was quiet, lean on his arms, and quietly listen to him tell him about the encounters and anecdotes along the way. In this way, it is really impossible to tell her mind.

He once thought it was a disease, so he went to all kinds of doctors to take a look, and each doctor said that his wife's pulse was peaceful, full of qi and blood, and there was no sign of illness, but it was just to prescribe some medicine to calm the nerves and nourish the body, and it was no avail.

He slammed his fist on the pillar, his life with her in the past five years, bit by bit, went straight to his heart, in this general's mansion, she was not the only one who couldn't laugh?

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There was another burst of laughter, as if the lanterns hanging in the house were going to be taken off.

Qiushui rewarded them with a sword. Douzi hugged the box full of silver taels, and rolled on the bed with joy, laughing so much that his jaw was about to fall.

"The general is so generous! It's good-looking, too! How can I spend so much silver! She writhed around on the soft bed like a monkey, "Master, it's been a long time since we've slept in such a good bed!" ”

Qiushui Yijian not only rewarded them generously, but also asked them to stay in the General's Mansion, for the simple reason that his wife liked their performances and hoped that they would perform a few more performances, and they would be rewarded with a lot of money.

Bean Sprouts hesitated for a moment, but finally nodded in agreement.

"Your room is next door, what are you doing on Master's bed!" Bean Sprouts snatched the silver from her hand, smiled and received it in his suitcase, and brought a feather duster over and threw her out of bed, "Go, go back to your room and sleep!" Remember to wash your feet! ”

Douzi pursed his lips, put on his shoes, and suddenly seemed to remember something, leaned over to the bean sprouts, and said with a smile: "Master, why do I think that general's wife who can't smile looks familiar?" ”

"When you see a good-looking person, they all say it's familiar." The sprouts shook their heads.

"Not really!" Douzi rolled his eyes and touched him slyly, "What kind of stupidity are you old thing!" ”

"You also said that I was old, and my memory was naturally not good."

"Less garlic...... Even if you forget your apprentice, you won't forget my little master! Beans stuck her tongue out at him.

Bean Sprouts listened to it with joy, and couldn't help but play her head: "What do you mean by 'almost little master'?" ”

"I almost became my teacher's little girl!" Douzi tilted his head and chattered, "Although she wore civilian clothes on the street that day and dressed up with heavy makeup today, your apprentice is a monkey with fiery eyes, and I said that although you told me the story, the old man, you didn't tell me that she was the general's wife."

"Well, what else?"

"Say no more!" Douzi got angry, "Is it fun to pretend to be crazy and stupid!" Isn't it just that the person you like is married, isn't your husband? ”

"Go to sleep, apprentice." Bean Sprouts touched her head and smiled: "If I had known that you were so noisy, I might as well have let you freeze to death outside the Yuelao Temple." ”

"Phew! Even if I don't have you, there is still the old monk in the temple to take me in! ”

"If he takes you in, you must be a bald little nun now, and you can no longer drink wine and eat meat with Master."

Avoiding the heavy and light, going around and around, the bean's skill will never be as good as her master.

She pushed the door open, and when it closed, she said to the sprouts who made the bed, "You don't have to come." ”

The sprouts turned around, and the door had already squeaked shut.

He was slightly stunned.

Can he not come?

Perhaps!

He continued to make the bed, and the monkey apprentice had not changed at all, he loved to roll on his bed a few years ago, and it didn't matter if he had just crawled out of the mud puddle, as if he was deliberately trying to rub the dirt on his body.

At that time, she always had a dirty face, squeezed into the warmest place in his arms, and slept until her nose was bubbling.

She broke less of these bad habits and left more of them.

Then, the kid loves to laugh, and he can laugh until the roots of his teeth are exposed when he sees ants fighting. said that people are more troubled the more they grow up, but the older this child is, the more she loves to laugh, and she has never seen her show a little sadness in the bitter days, although she always wears an old shirt that makes people can't see the gender on weekdays, and wears a stupid felt hat, but the white and delicate, smiling face makes people happy when they look at it.

He packed up, but he didn't plan to sleep, so he went out next door and gently pushed the door of Bean's room open a crack.

A loud snoring sound came out of it, and his apprentice slept soundly wrapped in a clean and fluffy quilt.

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Qiushui carefully put her exposed arm into the quilt with a sword. She slept peacefully tonight, and after looking at her sleeping face for a long time, she always felt that she was laughing, but now she didn't.

He put on his clothes, walked out of the bedroom, and quietly went to the study.

Along the way, he subconsciously covered his heart, these days, the inexplicable pain has become more and more severe, the heart seems to be burning a fire, accompanied by a little itch, but I don't know where to burn, very uncomfortable.

He locked the door and didn't light the lamp, but slowly got up and sat down in the little moonlight outside the window

The moonlight moved slowly, and on the opposite side, a figure, motionless in the darkness. It's not a man, it's his armor. He went to war with his father at the age of twelve, and he had as many scars on his body as there were on this armor.

Next to the battle armor, hanging is the emperor's jade floating gold sword, on which his name is engraved, as a reward for great military exploits, the glory of generations.

He was naturally quick and fierce, and he was the greatest pride in his father's eyes. When the other children were still chasing after their mothers to ask for candy, he had already waved a wooden knife in a good way, and behind him, his father, who was holding a rattan, knocked on his hands or legs from time to time to correct unqualified movements.

If he doesn't practice well, he will not be able to eat dinner, and if he practices well, his father can't help but be complacent, saying that he has a good son who has completely inherited his advantages, and in the future, he will be out of the blue, galloping across the field, sweeping away the barbarians, and the future is limitless.

He is born with divine power, and he can hold a sword and play with a sword!

Good boy, you are really quick to react, and when you go into battle to kill the enemy, you need to be so alert! This military book, those idiots can't remember a sentence after reading it for ten years, you can memorize it backwards after reading it once, and you will be a general in the future! Such words pervaded his entire life in his childhood. In his father's eyes, all he saw was a "genius" born for the battlefield.

The father was not wrong, the son's achievements surpassed him very early, and the day his father died on the battlefield, he was just a military general who worshiped the five ranks, and he didn't even have time to leave a last word, and he didn't even find the body.

Even with such a gentle night, his battle robe can't reduce half of the aura of slaughter, those death and blood floating on the battlefield seem to be embedded in the head, and they can't be washed away for a lifetime, whether he is on the battlefield where people are turning over on their backs, or in the quiet and tranquil imperial capital, most of his soul will always be trapped in a fight, and there will be no real peace.

originally thought that after returning from a thousand hardships and dangers, a wedding with a red candle and a high fever, she who had been waiting for many years and was empathetic, might be able to bring his soul back from another world. But he was wrong, and her change pushed him into another sad and powerless predicament.

Is there something wrong with you? She couldn't laugh.

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It's been four days since I came here.

Beans are a little restless and often make mistakes when practicing.

The sprouts don't blame much, even if they pull her ears, they are gentle and have a smile on their faces.

He's always been like this. Rich or not, in good times and bad, always smiling, as if there is nothing in this world that can make him sad.