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When he looked back again, Li Tang found that the bearded face that was still smiling a moment ago was full of vicissitudes, and his eyes were vaguely shining with tears, how much pain could make such an iron-blooded old man full of tears?

"Do you still want to see her?"

Li Tang opened his mouth, hesitated for a long time before asking such a sentence, and then felt redundant, even if he wanted to see it, with his current identity, it was impossible to go back to the soul pawnshop to help the bearded man fulfill his wish.

The bearded man was stunned for a moment, and after pinching the cigarette in his hand, he squinted his eyes, was silent for a long time, and suddenly smiled: "What do you can't see, I just told a story to remind you." Xiao Qiansheng, if you have a girl you like, don't let go easily, once this is spread, you may never be able to catch it again. ”

The bearded man could see that when Li Tang was in the Fu family, he spoke quite absolutely, but a person's eyes can't deceive people, even if he is well disguised, there will be clues.

He saw that Li Tang's eyes were clearly attached to and persistent towards a person.

There was a strange atmosphere in the car, and Li Tang knew that the bearded man must be drunk, otherwise how could he talk about this kind of past in front of him?

In everyone's heart, there will be such a scar, it is burned in the softest depths, touched, it is a suffocating pain, even just look at the scar that has long been scabbed, you will unconsciously remember the blood once dripped, burning eyes, can't bear to look directly.

The bearded man looked out of the car window, stunned, for a long time, before pinching the cigarette in his hand and wiping his face, trying not to make his expression look so stiff as much as possible.

After parting, memories meet, and several soul dreams are with you.

People, it's better not to give yourself a chance to regret it, while that person is still there, while you still have the strength to love, don't wait until the person is gone, leave only a little warmth and intoxication, and spend lonely nights with yourself, even if it is an encounter, it is just a dream.

The greatest tragedy in this world is not that you never got it, but that you came, and I couldn't leave you behind.

Li Tang listened to the bearded man's persuasion and was stunned for a long time: "Bearded, there are some people who you can't keep if you want to, and there are some people who can't stay." ”

Think about Qiu Qi, even if he gave up his life, he couldn't get Fu Shulang a turn, his life was vigorous, he dared to love and hate, but he still lived a huge tragedy.

As far as Li Tang is concerned, he does have a person who wants to stay, a person who has wanted to hold on to his side since 20 years ago, but with the migration of time, with the endless misunderstandings and injuries, they have gradually drifted away from each other.

Not to mention staying, I'm afraid that one day, even looking at that person from a distance, there is no way to do it.

The bearded man turned his head, stunned, and just wanted to ask something, but was interrupted by Li Tang again, as if sighing: "Go back, I'll drive." ”

After stumbling for a while, without waiting for the bearded man to react, Li Tang ran to the driver's seat, skillfully drove the car, and went all the way to Qi's house.

The bearded man was really drunk, and after muttering a few times in his mouth, he fell asleep in the saddle, and the car was filled with a faint smell of tobacco, and an intoxicating aroma of wine, which brought people's thoughts to the limitless.

Li Tang has been a smart child since he was a child, whether it is kung fu or strategy, opera, and disguise...... He learned all these things, but when it came to feelings, he was always a loser.

I want to be good to a person, so I give endless tolerance, thinking that in this way, even if I am not understood, even if I continue to be resented, there will always be a day when that person is moved, and tolerance has become the only thing he can do.

But later, he found that he couldn't be so selfless and forbearing, he was also human, he was also flesh and blood, he would be jealous, he would be hurt, and he would need companionship.

Therefore, for the only time in twenty years, he was selfish, he didn't want to stagnate anymore, he wanted to keep that person by his side completely, and no one could snatch it away, even if he lost all his strength, even if his breathing and heartbeat stopped, he would not let go.

To love someone is to be selfish, and to love someone is to want to have everything she has.

Her joy, her anger, and her sorrow should all be related to him, and what he wants is the wholeheartedness of each other when they are together.

But didn't he lose?

Like a deserter, he threw away his armor and fled, and even when he saw her again, he felt that he was burning his poor self-esteem.

As the bearded man said, Li Tang did it and failed, and this rout even negated the last hope in his heart.

When the last flame was extinguished, then the darkness finally completely wrapped him in the cold abyss, and no one could save him, and no one would want to save him anymore, probably like this.

Li Tang hated deception and betrayal, just as he hated his indecisive self deeply.

Now, he still worries about that person's safety, and from time to time he wants to know what she is doing and what kind of person she is with, but he no longer has the urge to keep her by his side.

After sending the bearded man back, Li Tang walked through the noisy city alone, and people passed by him, smiling and sad...... Everyone has their own life, full and full of life, and that is the best.

The secluded alleys and thick brick walls record the memories of countless people, it is silent, but it is like full of life, not sad or happy, quiet and peaceful.

At No. 86 Haitang Road, the wooden gate is tightly closed, and a small metal lock hangs on it, like a dusty treasure box, which hides all the hopes and sorrows.

Li Tang rubbed a key in his hand and stared at the lock in a daze.

It's okay, it's okay to go, at least in this way, he can stop his vain thoughts, and he doesn't have to force himself to try to distinguish between truth and falsehood, okay, so be it, he doesn't have to look back, because he knows that there is no way back, and there is no more worry.

The wind blew, rolled up the corners of his clothes, blew his hair up, his deep eyes were full of inexplicable relief and sadness, facing the wind, he pulled the corners of his mouth, but there was only endless bitterness in that smile, but there was no warmth at all.

He straightened his back, making himself look as tough and conceited, as if no one could control him.

The black figure left this silent alley, and at the door of No. 86, only a key that had been cut off by life was left behind, lying there, silent, covered by wind and dust.

I hope you have no disease, and there is no medicine stone. (To be continued.) )