Chapter 265: Something Happened to My Dad
Duoduo's back, desperate but very free, there is also an undisguised arrogance, even if she loses, she loses simply, not dragging mud and water, she comes with a domineering, but also rolls up a domineering and walks, but when she goes, there is a touch of sadness, and deep despair. Pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info
And the woman in red, seeing Duoduo leaving in despair, she scolded me and left with her.
Looking at the fading back, my heart hurts, I want to chase it, but my feet seem to be nailed to the ground, and I can't step away. And Uncle Lin in front of me, his expression was also very solemn, but he also watched Duoduo leave, but he didn't stop him, perhaps, he also understood that today's farce, only if Duoduo took the initiative to leave, can it be stopped.
Indeed, with Duoduo leaving, the noisy scene slowly returned to silence, I thought. Duoduo is gone, an episode should pass like this, and my wedding with Xu Nan will continue.
However, what I didn't expect was that when I was stunned, Xu Nan's mother had already bridged Xu Nan, walked in front of me, and said to me: "Wu Lai, we really can't afford your Wu family." My Nan Nan doesn't want to get involved in your complicated family, she just likes a simple life, I'll take her home! ”
After speaking, she turned her head and whispered to Xu Nan: "Nan Nan, let's go!" ”
Xu Nan listened to her mother's words and did not leave immediately, but looked at me tightly with her sad eyes, and after a long pause, she made an extremely bitter sound. He said to me, "Wu Lai, I'm sorry, I can't marry you!" ”
These words, like a thunderbolt in a sunny day, blew me to pieces at once, I really didn't expect that I would watch Duoduo leave regardless of it, why did Xu Nan still sentence me to death?
My eyes widened stupidly, I looked at Xu Nan in disbelief, and said in a hoarse voice: "Duoduo has already left, and now no one is hindering us!" ”
My voice was such pain, but Xu Nan, as if he couldn't see my pain, shook his head directly at me in despair, and said sadly: "But your heart has changed, I can see that you can't let go of her, even if you are with me in the future, you won't be single-minded." It's not the love I want! ”
Xu Nan's words, indifferent and absolute, stabbing my heart hurt, treating Duoduo, I am cruel enough, it is because I don't want Xu Nan to be sad, so I ruthlessly let Duoduo leave in despair, for this sister who has not seen me for many years, she left like this again, I didn't chase it, I have done it ruthlessly, I can't figure it out, why Xu Nan is still like this.
My throat seemed to be blocked, and it was very hard for me to squeeze out the painful voice and say with difficulty: "She's my sister, we haven't seen each other for many years, I just don't want to hurt her, is this all wrong?" And in the end, I still hurt her, just because I love you, no matter what, I will be wholeheartedly to you in the future, and I will love you with all my heart! ”
I thought that my sincere words would be exchanged for Xu Nan's understanding, but how could I have thought that Xu Nan would be so iron-hearted this time, she didn't want to forgive me at all, or, she felt in her heart that I had something with Duoduo, she thought that my love for her was no longer pure, so she almost didn't think about it, and said to me in despair: "I don't believe you anymore!" ”
With that, she followed her mother directly and resolutely left.
I almost reflexively stretched out my hand, grabbed Xu Nan's hand, and said hoarsely: "Nan Nan, give me another chance, okay?" I will prove myself with my whole life! ”
My voice, although with endless sadness, but the tone was full of sincerity, at this time, my brain was really messed up, I didn't know how to explain, I just wanted Xu Nan to stay, marry me, and let me prove it with my future. I love her.
And Xu Nan, hearing my words, her eyes were red, but her eyes were still full of despair, she shook off my hand vigorously, and said bitterly: "I have already given you two chances, there will be no third time!" ”
As he spoke, Xu Nan's tears couldn't help but gush out, these were the most desperate tears. It was a tear that refused to forgive, she let the tears run wild, resolutely turned her head, and strode away.
Looking at Xu Nan's ruthless back, my eyes were dull, and they became very hollow, my feet were completely fixed, I couldn't move, my body was completely stiff, as if someone had cast a spell in my body, making me lose my soul, I used these empty eyes to look at Xu Nan's back fadingly.
Until Xu Nan completely disappeared in front of me, the sky, like my heart, dimmed, the sun had hidden in the dark clouds, I didn't dare to come out, in front of my eyes, I felt dark, when the crowd was talking, I suddenly raised my head to the sky, roared loudly, my voice shook the earth, endless, it took my full grievance and anger, shook in the sky.
On this day, the sun was shining, and it was supposed to be the happiest day of my life, but suddenly, my happiness was destroyed, and I was beaten into the abyss, which was the most painful and desperate abyss, I couldn't find a trace of light, and the whole person couldn't breathe in pain.
At night, I sat alone, by one of the moats of the city, beside me. There are already a lot of wine bottles lying around, and I am still holding the wine bottles tightly in my hands, and I am pouring myself one mouthful after another, I am with fierce drunkenness, looking at the vast river, my heart seems to fall into endless darkness, I don't understand, why God wants to play tricks on me like this? Why give me the most painful blow on my happiest days?
Duoduo, so many years of silent attention to me. appeared in front of me for the first time today, but I forced her away, Xu Nan, a woman who wanted to give her happiness with her life, but only because I couldn't bear Duoduo, and completely sentenced me to death, feelings, why can't there be a trace of leeway? Why can't I let everyone go unharmed, why should I end up hurting everyone?
The more I thought about it, the more melancholy my heart grew. The more I poured my wine, the more I was about to drink, a deep voice suddenly came from behind me: "Men, you shouldn't be indecisive, whether it's doing things or treating love!" ”
These words seemed to wake me up with a single word, and I suddenly understood that I was wrong. It's too tangled, too indecisive, if at that time, I decided to choose one person, no matter who I choose, I'm afraid it won't hurt the other person, but now, I'm like this, it's equivalent to offending both. At that time, on that occasion, I wanted to be with Xu Nan decisively. But no matter what, I can't hurt Duoduo without hesitation, when I read her diary, I knew her heart, I hurt her to wander alone for so many years, and today I finally saw her, how could I be too desperate to hit her, I can't do it.
It's just that now that I've got this situation, it's even more unwanted, I turned around blankly, looked at the white-haired father standing behind me, and called out deeply: "Dad!" ”
My dad gently touched my head and said kindly: "I still need to tie the bell to the bell, I can't help you with this, you have to deal with it yourself, Xu Nan's child, I can see it, it's really good, but Duoduo is your Uncle Lin's daughter, and the relationship with you is not ordinary, you can't be too ruthless, it's just that love is not allowed to have the slightest stain, so you need to sort out your own feelings and choose the woman that belongs to you!" ”
My father's words were kind and majestic, yes. My father, he has always been decisive in doing things, and he is even more affectionate when it comes to love, anyway, I haven't seen other women around him, his feelings for my mother, that is really single-minded, and only feelings like him are worthy of respect.
Although I'm drinking in a daze now. But my father's words still penetrated deep into my heart, and I understood what he meant, so I replied to him directly: "I know! ”
Seeing me like this, my dad nodded with satisfaction, and then he said to me in a deep voice: "Laizi, I'm here to tell you that I'm leaving, I'll leave immediately!" ”
Hearing this, my drunkenness suddenly disappeared, my head immediately regained consciousness, I threw away the bottle in my hand, quickly stood up from the ground, faced my father, and said, "Why are you in such a hurry!" ”
My dad said softly, "Well, news is coming from the provincial capital." The specific location of Li Shuhai has been determined, and I have to rush over! ”
This matter is probably the most important thing for my father, and I know that I can't delay, so I can only say to him: "I'll go with you!" ”
After listening to my words, my father smiled bitterly and said, "What can you do when you go?" You should stay here in peace and deal with your feelings clearly, no matter who you choose. I support you, Dad is still waiting to drink your favorite wine! ”
My dad's love for me is really meticulous, he puts all the focus on me, no matter what he does, it is for my sake, I am really moved, I want to say something, but I don't know what to say, after a long pause, I said: "Then you must be careful, come back quickly after dealing with things, and when you come back, I will hold a wedding!" ”
My dad smiled, then patted me on the shoulder and said to me arrogantly, "Don't worry, I'll be back as soon as possible!" ”
After saying that, he turned around directly and heroically, and quickly got into a car not far from me. It's still Uncle Lin who drives, and I don't know if Uncle Lin has met Duoduo, anyway, his expression is always so serious, and he didn't say anything to me, just said hello, drove the car, and left directly.
Watching my dad's car fade away, I wished him a safe journey in my heart. I also knew that I really couldn't help him with anything. What I can do is to deal with my feelings, so that when my dad comes back, he can really witness my happiness, but the woman who can give me happiness refuses to forgive me, I know very well that Xu Nan is so decisive to me because she feels that my love for her is not pure, what she wants is my sincerity, a heart that only contains her.
But how do I define whether feelings are pure or not? If I show no mercy to Duoduo, who I haven't seen for many years, and directly blast her away in front of so many people at the wedding scene, making her miserable, will Xu Nan think that I love her wholeheartedly?
I don't understand, I can't understand, this night, I've been in a dazed entanglement, the next day, I finally figured it out, anyway, I've hurt Duoduo, even if I can't bear it, it's already hurt, for her, I can't make up for it, I can only silently wish her to find other good homes. However, Xu Nan is different, I can redeem her love, I believe that as long as I explain with my sincerity and prove it with my actions, Xu Nan will forgive me.
After figuring it out, I immediately decided to go to Xu Nan.
However, as soon as I walked out of the door of the headquarters hotel, I bumped into the oncoming Uncle Lin.
Today's Uncle Lin and yesterday's Uncle Lin are completely two people, he is no longer radiant, but haggard, and a little embarrassed.
Seeing him like this, my heart suddenly burst twice, and an ominous omen suddenly hit my heart, last night, he just left, and he came back today, the most important thing is that he is the only one who came back, I didn't dare to think about it at all, and hurriedly asked Uncle Lin: "Uncle Lin, why did you come back, what about my father?" ”
Uncle Lin frowned tightly and said to me very sadly: "Your father, something happened!" ”