A nightmarish past

Luo Qin cried enough, carefully wiped the tears on Xiang Chuan's face, covered it with a white cloth, and came out of the dissection room with weak legs and feet. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. biquge。 info She didn't dare to look at Xiang Chuan again, for fear that if she looked at it a few more times, she would be tempted to go with him. In the past, she felt that the so-called life and death were just feudal defenders who came out to bind women, and if they could live well, who would seek death? But now she really has that impulse, she has lost her lover and doesn't want to live alone.

But now she can't, she has a life in her belly that is about to be born, she is a mother, she must keep this bloodline for Xiang Chuan. So even if she has 10,000 reasons to be sad, she has more responsibilities than 10,000 to be strong and live.

Pushing open the door, she saw Wen Mo and Cheng Gong leaning on each other, Luo Qin knew that she shouldn't be, but she still couldn't help but go crazy with jealousy, her friend was about to harvest a beautiful love, but she had just lost her husband, this is the forensic autopsy room, they openly hugged each other here, didn't they think about her feelings?

Looking at the past from Luo Qin's point of view, Cheng Gong leaned slightly sideways, just enough to firmly encircle Wen Mo's whole person within his safe range. In the past, Xiang Chuan liked to hold her like this, but she was half a head taller than Wen Mo, this posture was not comfortable, she had protested several times, because she felt that she felt a little too delicate to make such a bird-like posture, and she had always labeled herself as cold and strong, which was too inappropriate.

Now, she is willing to exchange everything for Xiang Chuan and give her another hug. Even if she held her husband's body in her arms just now, she didn't realize so clearly now that the person who spoiled her and understood her was really gone.

Tears burst out of her eyes again, Luo Qin only felt that her heart was full of resentment and grief, she scolded Wen Mo for having no conscience while crying, which startled Wen Mo, who was immersed in sadness. The puddle of tears on Cheng Gong's front that had no chance to dry up made Wen Mo feel very embarrassed, but now it was Luo Qin who was the most important, so she had to look at Cheng Gong apologetically, then turned around and hurriedly comforted Luo Qin.

The emotions that have been suppressed since the day Xiang Chuan disappeared have now completely exploded, especially in the face of his best friend, Luo Qin has no intention of stopping at all, but because of Wen Mo's persuasion, the louder he cries, the more sad he becomes. At the end of the cry, her voice was hoarse, her sideburns were messy, and her face was full of embarrassment, but her mood was much lighter.

Wen Mo only persuaded a few words at the beginning, and later saw that Luo Qin was crying uncontrollably, so he didn't persuade again, just sat beside her, hugged her in his arms, and let her tears and snot wipe her body. Cry, cry, cry, life has to go on, the dead are gone, but the living always have to live, maybe in the future life will still feel sad because of the memory of the person who is no longer there, but it is the grief of our loved ones that gives us strength, even with the part of the person who is gone, live well together......

Luo Qin cried enough, was helped up from the ground by Cheng Gong and Wen Mo, and forced her to the hospital, the child in her belly can't have an accident, otherwise she just lost her husband, and then lost the child, Wen Mo didn't know how she would survive.

After settling Luo Qin, Wen Mo had the opportunity to see the scene photos and autopsy report of Xiang Chuan's murder. Before, she was busy following Luo Qin's side, and she hadn't found time to read the information, but she had only heard Cheng Gong say that the murderer deliberately dressed Xiang Chuan's body as a woman.

In fact, it is not uncommon in the history of crime for a murderer to dress up as a woman for a variety of reasons: the murderer has a strong hatred for the deceased and dresses up as a woman to humiliate him, because in many cultures, men wear women's clothing in a derogatory way; The murderer was a homosexual, but could not accept his sexual orientation, and dressed the deceased as a woman to comfort himself; The murderer has a serious necrophilia complex, dressing up the corpse as his favorite; The murderer is sexually repressed for a long time in real life, and is belittled by authoritative female characters, such as his mother or wife, which causes him to be psychologically unbalanced. It is too early to say what the psychology of the murderer in this case was, and the analysis of a single case is not accurate, and perhaps some of the acts that the murderer carried out on the victim did not even know what the perpetrator himself was for, and there is also the possibility of temporary intentions. This is why criminal psychoanalysis is mostly used in serial homicide cases, because in the process of continuous killing, serial murderers will gradually develop their own characteristics and personalities, he will be more aware of what he wants, and he will leave a label that clearly declares sovereignty when committing crimes.

It wasn't until she saw the first live photo that Wen Mo realized how wrong she was! The murderer is simply coming at her, and the responsibility for Xiang Chuan's death lies entirely with her! The murderer didn't have anything to do with Xiang Chuan, the only possibility is that the murderer only fancied Xiang Chuan as Luo Qin, the husband of Wen Mo's best friend!

As if going back in time, Wen Mo couldn't move in the whirlpool, she could only watch the scenes that made her sad flash very clearly in front of her, and then she tried to reach out and grab He Doudou who was walking around that street corner, because she knew very well what would be waiting for her when He Doudou really walked over. But it all seemed so futile, she could do nothing, she could not change anything, for the beautiful face, which would be full of youthful vitality, had turned pale ten years ago.

He Doudou, (It's been foreshadowing for too long, have you forgotten this character?) Quack~) I have never forgotten you for a day, your warm blood flowing on the ground once stained my fingers, met my eyes, ten years like a day, raise my hands, I can feel their existence, this has become my nightmare. I don't know how many midnights, I woke up from my deep sleep, not because I was afraid that you would enter my dream again, and the painful moment of death would be clearly displayed in front of me again, but because I resented why I was so incompetent, I didn't have the strength to protect you, but I never gave up trying to prove myself, but I was still struggling to live in the world, but you have long since disappeared.

The cross on which you died because of me, I am afraid that I will carry it for the rest of my life. Hate the people who hurt you, and still go unpunished until now.

It's been long enough for him to escape, but I haven't been able to avenge your blood hatred! Wen Mo suddenly burst into tears, for her ignorance and He Doudou's innocent and tragic death. After He Doudou's death, Wen Mo was punished very severely, if it weren't for Li Xiangyue's efforts to protect her, she might be sad in a remote small police station now, and she would never be able to come out of the shadow of He Doudou's death, let alone achieve today's achievements.

The serial murder of female college students in H City has not happened since He Doudou's death, I don't know when it began, the shadow shrouded in the sky over H City has dissipated, Wen Mo has already returned to B City at that time, and there are endless files every day, most of which are old cases that have been solved and closed, Li Xiangyue does not let her touch the case of H City again, especially not to ask about He Doudou, and strictly orders her to never go on any other business trip without permission.

Wen Mo didn't understand why Li Xiangyue did this at the time, as a criminal psychology researcher, going out to the scene and getting in touch with first-hand information is of vital significance to their growth, Li Xiangyue did this It can be said that Wen Mo felt that she was almost sentenced to death, and her career was basically ruined. It wasn't until many years later that she didn't know how much Li Xiangyue had done to protect her and how much wind and rain she had helped her block.

He Doudou's death had a very bad impact on H City, because before she died, she had just told her best friend Zhou Ming that she was going undercover, and after her death, the H City Public Security Bureau initially thought about trying to suppress the negative news and not spread it, and did not announce that He Doudou was actually killed because Wen Mo did the bait to lure the snake out of the hole. So when the facts were exposed by He Doudou's friends, they became out of control, and many people in the H City Public Security Bureau were punished for concealment, and now many of them are marginal people in the system, if Wen Mo was still in H City at that time, once her name was exposed, the consequences could be imagined. Li Xiangyue really worked hard for her.

Later, Wen Mo asked Li Xiangyue why she had to help her so much, at that time, Wen Mo was a fledgling girl who didn't know the height of the sky, such a person grabbed a lot of money in the criminal psychology research room, what was special about her, it was worth Li Xiangyue to run back and forth for her, but also to protect her and she would temporarily hide.

Li Xiangyue said that Wen Mo's mistakes are unforgivable, but unforgivable does not mean that a good seedling must be destroyed, Wen Mo's hard work and perseverance make Li Xiangyue can't bear to see her ruined like this, He Doudou's death is a tragedy, but the tragedy has happened, the best way is to avoid such tragedies in the future, there is nothing wrong with criminal psychology, and there is nothing wrong with Wen Mo and He Doudou's approach, what is wrong is that Wen Mo is too eager for quick success. Li Xiangyue had the same idea as Wen Mo at that time, but he was more secure, and wanted to choose a female policeman instead of a student, after all, the police were professionally trained, and if she was in danger, if her nearby peers did not rescue her in time, she could still save her life as much as possible. He didn't expect that Wen Mo would be so bold that only he dared to let He Doudou be used as bait. As a result, a young life was lost.

Li Xiangyue also said that he hoped that Wen Mo would remember He Doudou to the death, remember how much her stupidity made others pay for her, and hoped that she would be able to correct her mentality in the future, and her mood to solve the case is understandable, the police will be anxious, but they must use the right method. What if they simply have no way to guarantee the safety of the masses, even if the case is solved? What the masses of the people remember is never how many criminals you caught, but how many people paid for it when you didn't.

Since then, Wen Mo has spent three years in the office, she deeply reflects on her mistakes, and hangs the photos of He Doudou's murder scene on her office desk, as long as she looks up, she must be soberly aware of what kind of responsibility she must shoulder on her shoulders, reckless, impulsive, reckless and other irresponsible characters are not what a good policeman should have.

The scene of Xiang Chuan's death was arranged exactly the same as He Doudou, and even the few strands of hair that the murderer accidentally brought down when cutting He Doudou's neck were carefully copied by the murderer, and the scene of He Doudou's death was hovering in Wen Mo for nearly ten years, and she remembered every detail clearly.

The opportunity to solve the case that she had been waiting for ten years finally appeared, but why, at the cost of another person's life? Especially since this other person is also her best friend's husband! How to explain to Luo Qin? Xiang Chuan's death will also be counted on her head, Luo Qin will hate her, he will definitely be.

Wen Mo wanted to pretend to be an ostrich again, and plunged into the sand and never wanted to come out, she would rather catch ten Maihemuti than face Luo Qin's sad and disgusted face. It was her closest friend, and she didn't know if she could accept the outcome of the two of them. She has too few friends, so she cherishes each one of them.

The murderer, obviously knew this, came at her, didn't give her any way out, and directly started from the closest people around her, as for why he didn't kill Luo Qin directly, I'm afraid it was to keep Luo Qin, and it would make Wen Mo's heart cut like a knife when she lost this friendship.

It seems that the murderer has calculated everything. Luo Qin only heard a sentence that Xiang Chuan's death was related to Wen Mo, and the murderer may have been a little wrong after coming at her, but at that time he was silent and didn't say much, after listening to Wen Mo's words, Luo Qin was expressionless, looked at Wen Mo's face very calmly, and then coldly asked her to go, never to appear again.

Wen Mo doesn't have any position to persuade or redeem anything, whose pain is best understood, once some injuries are caused, but it is not that you can be forgiven by saying sorry, the so-called deep responsibility of love is like this, the closer the person is, the damage caused by the closer person is difficult to make up.

Without saying a word, she turned around and closed the door to leave, and then stood at the door for a long time, listening to Luo Qin crying uncontrollably again in the ward, she only hated herself, why did she always bring harm to the people around her. Xiang Chuan is dead, and the only thing Wen Mo can do for Luo Qin is to catch the murderer and give her the last explanation.

The murderer tried every possible means to remind her of He Doudou's impossibility of being targeted, and it seems that if he wants to solve the mystery of Xiang Chuan's murder, it is imperative to do a trip to H City. If the murderer calculates her actions and waits for her with her open pockets in H City, then it just so happens that she would rather die with him than be implicated by the people around her again!

Wen Mo, who got on the plane and flew to H City, had the only thought that was: Qi Ran, I hope it's not you! If it's really you, then please come to me directly, and we will face to face, and settle all the grievances at once, and stop going around and hurting each other. (To be continued.) )