Chapter 49

(Thursday, March 21, Last Anpooch)

My name is Yang Ye, I was born in a wealthy family, and I have an older brother who is a few years older than me, and my brother is very good enough to inherit the family business, so I have grown up without any pressure since I was a child, and I have always had this feeling: even if I achieve nothing, my brother will support me for a lifetime.

There is no pressure, there is no motivation, I learned only rebellion, maybe it is the favor of God, it is precisely because of this rebellion, so that I can endure hardship, I went to study art behind my back, and later won awards in various competitions. At that time, I learned from my master that he had taken in the penniless man because his brother had greeted him......

At that time, after knowing about this matter, it hit me very hard, and then what the master said Fortunately, he did not refuse at that time, otherwise there would not be such an excellent disciple as me, Yunyun, I didn't listen to a word. All I have in my mind is: I have been living with the help of my family!

When I desperately wanted to be independent, I couldn't wait to say yes when I was approached by a scout, and then with my hard-working temperament and deep kung fu foundation, I had a passable appearance (very handsome, okay!). With the help of my family, I quickly became famous, and then naturally carried on this kind of being in the midst of blessings and not knowing blessings, and complacency and pride gradually grew......

With fame and wealth, I gradually stopped taking acting seriously, and finally on a big movie with no family investment, I was brushed off in the first round of auditions! I used to talk to the director, and this director and I worked with many times, and at that time, the director had a disappointment and disgust in his eyes that I had never seen before, and he only said one sentence: "If it weren't for your brother, I would have blasted you out now!" Isn't it enough to ruin so many of my works? ”

In a word, I was stunned, no matter when I was the darling of God, I had never experienced such a big failure, yes, it was a failure, not a bump. I was not convinced, I spent a month watching all the works of this director, I have acted, I have not acted, I have looked at them one by one in chronological order, and then I realized that in addition to the first few movies I made, many of the later movies my characters are out of place in them, and it is very uncomfortable to watch!

Although I can prevaricate with me, but others can accept it, but I can't accept it! Rebellious, I can't tolerate myself living a good life under the care of my family. From then on, I began to practice my acting skills, looking for the most beautiful photos of crying or laughing from the Internet, and "laughing" in front of the mirror! A lot of times I wonder to myself: am I crazy?

Two months later, I ran out of the house to the filming location of the movie like a psychopath, and the muscles on my face changed my facial expressions at will.

The director had a cold face and asked me: What are you doing now, if you are here to make trouble, he will ask the security guards to throw me out.

To be honest, my pride and complacency at that time was actually childish, like a balloon that was inflated and burst.

At that time, for the first time in my life, I begged someone else, begged the director to give me a role to play, even if it was a supporting role or a passerby, it was okay if I was not paid or anything, as long as I was allowed to act!

At that time, although my popularity was not at the level of a king, I also had a place in the major headlines, and I didn't have a bit of backbone to beg him just to act.

The director was stunned for a moment, thought about it for nearly half an hour, and said that he could give me a small role, but there was no pay!

Even so, I'm very happy because it's the first time I've earned a role with my own hard work!

I originally only had three shots, and in just 2 minutes, I tried my best to control my expression and emotions to interpret this inconsequential "friendship performance"! Then the director frowned and stayed up late to change my shots to 10, and the time was also increased to 5 minutes!

After the filming of the film that I had brushed off, the director, who had always been in constant contact with the actors during non-working hours, privately called me to dinner. said: "I won't pay you, but I can still afford a meal!" ”

It's a small shop, and it's a normal spicy tofu rice bowl. I almost burst into tears when I ate, this is the first time I have received my first "salary" completely by my own efforts!

Later, I heard that the store had closed down, but the taste of the spicy tofu is still fresh in my memory!

The daily life of acting, practicing acting skills in front of the mirror day after day, is becoming more and more popular, and because I was a child at the time, a lot of dirty water could not be splashed on my body, this situation of constantly adding points has lifted me to a considerable height, which may be the legendary luck!

And I, on the other hand, continued to work hard to get rid of the shadow of my family, until one day, I found out: I am already an actor!

Not just on the set, but also in life! No matter how reluctant I am, I can still show a sunny smile and go to dinner with my parents; Even if my heart is sad to death, I can still laugh at the right moment! I don't know if this kind of thing is a good thing or a bad thing, I just know: everyone is deceived by my expression, and I can't control my "acting" that has become an instinct! ”

No one understood me, no one noticed my true mood, and I was bored and no longer needed to hone my acting skills, so I picked up Jeet Kune Do again and began to make crazy connections, and when I came back to my senses, my former master had not been able to pass 10 rounds under me, but I still couldn't beat my master's master, an old man with a gray beard, and there was no chance of winning at all!

Rebellion has a time limit, and this statement is not wrong at all, it's just the length of time!

One day, I was pulled into a game called "God's Blessing" while I was sleeping, and I was quite excited about the real blows, but I lost to a girl in the second round of man-to-man battle, not in boxing, but in ability, she was a girl with superpowers, and I laughed at it, but then I thought it was just a game!

I was attracted to Mai Trin when I first saw her in the game, and she was a complete layman in terms of her fighting skills, but the perfect innate physical fitness made me can't help but have the idea of training an apprentice to take me down, and judging by her uniform, it seems that she was a student at the Saint Laurent College that I substituted for. I tried to ask for her, but I didn't expect her to agree, what a blessing.

The God's redemption strategy failed, and three options appeared in front of me: 1. Erase the memory and quit the game without punishment; 2. Keep the memory, but there will be a penalty, and the punishment will be determined according to the number of points lost (10 points at the beginning, and then 10 points after using 9 points, so it is 19 points lost); 3. Keep the memory and get the secrets of the world at a considerable price, note: you will die!

The third option piqued my interest, it's already a boring life anyway, so let's have some fun! I chose the third option.

Then I learned the secrets of the world, and then I woke up in the hospital and was told by the doctor: I only have 1 month left to live!

Confirming this fact, I suddenly felt that I didn't have enough time, I didn't go to school, I didn't have a girlfriend, I didn't fall in a relationship, I didn't play football with my friends......

But miraculously I didn't panic and decided to take it one step at a time, first to enroll in school, and then to get a girlfriend...... Now that I think about it, these are all fate!

It was a dream that God gave me that was worth giving my life to!

I've heard the phrase before, "O God! It's already like this, can't you let me have a happy dream? ”

I didn't feel anything when I heard these words, but now that I think about it, I can only pray in my heart: "Thank God for making me have such a beautiful and happy dream!" ”