Chapter 109: Xu Nan appeared
My movements were done in one go, Mu Shihan didn't react to what was going on at all, and my lips kissed her lips. Pen, fun, and www.biquge.info
This kiss seems to be rushed. But it was completely drawn by the truest emotions in my heart, and I wanted to vent this violent explosion of love. I also want to use this kiss to answer Mu Shihan's question, I know. No matter what I say, Mu Shihan feels that her pure image in my mind is gone.
Since words can't show my sincerity, I can only use this affectionate kiss to express what I want to say and express my purest love.
And Mu Shihan, originally her body. Still a little stiff, but, when her lips were somewhat dry, suddenly touched my kiss. Immediately. Her whole body was soft, her bones seemed to be soft, she didn't struggle at all, of course, she didn't take the initiative, she just couldn't help but close her eyes, as if she was enjoying it.
I could clearly feel that her breathing was becoming shorter, her heartbeat was speeding up, and it was becoming very fast. And myself, like an electric shock, at the moment of kissing Mu Shihan, I couldn't help but be deeply intoxicated, her lips were very sweet, her breath was very mellow, fascinating, I was immersed in this kiss, and I couldn't extricate myself.
We forgot everything, simple kisses, deep kisses, time seems to stand still at this moment, but our hearts are quietly changing, perhaps, as soon as this kiss happens, it represents the relationship between me and Mu Shihan, breaking through that subtle line of defense, completely integrated.
It was a long time before we parted.
Being kissed by me like this, Mu Shihan's whole person changed, her lips were moist and shiny, her pale cheeks were also rosy, and even her eyes were glowing, like a peony that was about to wither, due to the moisture of dew, it suddenly bloomed, very bright, beautiful and intoxicating.
Seeing Mu Shihan like this, I was even more determined in my heart, I was not wrong, now Mu Shihan really needs a man's care and care, she has lost everything, only with love can she reawaken her life and regain her self-confidence.
So, after a kiss, I couldn't help but say softly to Mu Shihan: "Shihan, I didn't lie to you, I really believe in you, I don't care about those, in my eyes, you will always be the purest, in my heart, you are irreplaceable, I love you!" ”
These words are the most direct expression of my heart, and my thousand words, which have been brewing for a long time, have finally converged into this sentence.
Mu Shihan heard my confession, her misty eyes suddenly turned red, and tears began to flow, they were tears full of love, tears that had accumulated countless moving tears, tears kept rolling in her eyes, she looked at me in disbelief, and said softly: "Really? Do you really love me? "It's a page.
Her voice trembled a little, this is the first time I have seen her so excited since I have known Mu Shihan for so long, she seems to be still immersed in a sweet dream, she has not eased up, she seems to think that she is dreaming, and she can't believe all this.
For Mu Shihan, a girl who has enjoyed the nourishment of love, she is still very ignorant, at this time, she is like a little girl in kindergarten, so innocent and lovely.
I looked at her, my eyes became extremely determined, I nodded firmly, and said solemnly: "Really! ”
Two words, sonorous and powerful, represent my determination.
My voice came into Mu Shihan's ears, making Mu Shihan's body shake, her heart seemed to be completely melted, now, Mu Shihan suddenly put aside all the distractions, she was no longer strong, and suddenly threw herself into my arms, hugged me, and cried loudly.
At this time, Mu Shihan, like a little girl who has been wronged, finally found a warm embrace, and can finally vent her grievances and pains, her cry is full of endless pain and grievances, she is the first time, crying so presumptuously, crying without reservation.
I know that she has been building the wall in her heart for so many years, and at this moment, it completely collapsed, she has always been a girl, she is not so hard, not so strong, she also needs to vent, she needs to be comforted, she needs to be cared for, and she needs love.
I understand her feelings, and I don't need to say anything, just keep patting her on the back, which is the greatest comfort for her, at this time, what I can do is to stand up straight, give her a shoulder to lean on, and become her strongest pillar.
When Mu Shihan had cried enough and finished venting, she broke free from my arms, wiped away her tears, and showed her strong side again, and then, she looked at me and said weakly: "I'm sorry, I'm out of shape, I should know, you're comforting me, I'm okay now!" ”
Mu Shihan, who stabilized her emotions, seemed to have regained her senses and looked away, but she still didn't accept my love, or rather, she still couldn't believe my love.
Seeing her like this, I was serious again and said firmly to her: "What I said is the truth!" ”
After Mu Shihan listened, her eyes became sour, she pursed her mouth, and said aggrievedly: "What about Xu Nan?" Have you thought about it? ”
Hearing this, I suddenly paused, there were ten thousand emotions churning in my heart, but I couldn't stir up one reason, what should Xu Nan do? What should Mu Shihan do?
Mu Shihan has always been strong, she is also sober, she knows very well, even if I love her, but between us, there is still a Xu Nan, the girl who first entered my life and gave me love, Mu Shihan knows what I have experienced with Xu Nan, this is a painstaking and unforgettable love, with Mu Shihan's character, she will not be a third party, and she will not do the kind of thing that breaks up other people's love, so she will ask this sentence.
However, how should I answer her question, I love Xu Nan, it is really love, that is because Xu Nan has given me the most touching love, helped me countless times, and slowly entered my heart, and more importantly, I had a relationship with her, and she became one, and we have a vow of alliance, for her, I really can't live up to it. But can I bear to leave Mu Shihan alone?
Compared with Xu Nan, I think Mu Shihan needs more care, Xu Nan grew up in a big family, she has lived a worry-free life since she was a child, she still has parents who love her, she is not short of love, but Mu Shihan is different, Xue Jinwei, who loves her so much, is going to prison, and now the only person who can protect her is me.
At this moment, Mu Shihan needs care too much, otherwise, after going through so much, she can't hold on, she has no support, there is only one mother left in the family who has undergone surgery, and it is absolutely impossible for her, a filial daughter, to be fragile in front of her mother, let alone coquettish, in order not to worry her mother, she has always pretended to be strong, and has never reported good news and not bad news, I am really afraid, afraid that she has endured too much, one day, her shoulders will not be able to bear, her heart, even more unbearable, she will collapse.
Moreover, I really like her, since Mu Shihan was kidnapped, I have slowly determined the emotions in my heart, and today, I firmly believe that this is love, an uncontrollable love, and I want to take care of her and protect her love, which is out of a man's instinct, and it is the deepest emotion for this girl. I have always liked to be with her, those times with her are always warm and beautiful, as a man, guarding Mu Shihan and Mu Mama, enjoying the warmth of home with them, and living the most satisfying life, what a great happiness.
I love Shihan, I just love her, whether it's right or wrong, no matter what, I can't stop my heart, I really love her, so, after a long pause, I finally replied to her firmly: "Even if there is Xu Nan, it can't stop me from loving you, I just like you, this is a fact that can't be changed!" ”
After saying this, I suddenly felt that I was very willful, willful to the point of desperation, I really didn't expect that when I was a toad before, I was eager to have love, and I felt that love was so far away, if God gave me love, it must be the sun that hit the west and came out.
However, to this day, love not only came, but also followed, one came two paragraphs, I actually had to make a choice in love, I had to worry about the choice, originally, I had Xu Nan, it was impossible for me to fall in love with other girls, but Mu Shihan was really perfect, she filled all the vacancies in my heart, and more importantly, she was a girl, so I couldn't help but want to protect it with my life when I saw it, especially now that I have encountered too much of her, it makes me want to take care of it with love.
It's just that Mu Shihan didn't get moved after listening to my words, on the contrary, she showed a bitter smile, she looked at me bitterly, and said aggrievedly: "What do you want to do, do you want to marry two wives at the same time, or abandon Xu Nan?" ”
Her tone sounded like she was reproaching me, obviously, these two roads are not what Mu Shihan likes, and she will not accept them, Mu Shihan is such a girl, even if she likes something, she will not rob it with others, she would rather choose to take a step back and endure the hardships herself, she can't hurt others, her heart is very kind, and her character is also very tenacious.
I was choked by her words, I really couldn't answer her, because this multiple-choice question was too difficult, but Mu Shihan seemed to have found the answer, she pursed her lips lightly, and continued:
"Peng Zirui, I received your heart, really, knowing that you care about me and like me, this is enough for me. If I can get your love, at least I can affirm that I'm okay, and my image in your heart is okay, that's fine. Don't worry, I won't be unable to think about it anymore, all I care about is your vision, even if others don't believe that I'm innocent, it doesn't matter, as long as you believe it, I'm very happy now, so don't say those irresponsible words for me anymore, Xu Nan is a good girl, you have to cherish her and can't let her down. As for me, I'll be fine. Let's act as if nothing happened to us today! ”
When Mu Shihan said these words, her tone was very firm, and her expression became relieved, what she wanted to present to me was extremely free and easy, but I could feel that she was just strong, no matter how chic her surface was, but she couldn't hide the pain in her heart, just ask, who can push the person she loves into the arms of others, no matter how generous the person is, I'm afraid she won't give up her love, but Mu Shihan is so great, she would rather suffer herself than win the love of others.
To be honest, I really want to be with her, I really want her not to be so tired, so strong, I want her to really relax herself, rely on me, rely on love, and live a happy life.
Thinking of this, I was desperate and replied to her willfully: "However, I can't let you down!" ”
When I said this, I was like a coquettish child, willful and unlikely, in fact, I didn't know in my heart that Mu Shihan would not agree to me and Xu Nan separating at all, I couldn't get together with Mu Shihan at all, and I also knew that no matter whether I chose Xu Nan or Mu Shihan in the end, I would have to cross the hurdle of the woman in red, so now I just want to express my feelings, I just want Mu Shihan to know that I love her, I also want to be with her, and I want to protect her for a lifetime.
However, after listening to my words, Mu Shihan's face suddenly became extremely serious, she stared at me, and said solemnly: "Okay, Peng Zirui, don't say it again, don't affect your image in my heart, I still like you before, so be it, I'm going home, you go back too!" ”
With that, she took a step into the hallway, but as soon as she took two steps, I reached out and grabbed her hand.
Mu Shihan's hands are very white, very tender, and very slippery, and she feels very comfortable and happy when she pinches her hands.
Mu Shihan, who was held by me, was also like being poisoned, she didn't move immediately, she looked at me stupidly, her eyes were still unconcealable, and she could see that although her words were decisive, her heart would not change, she loved me, very much.
I just like that, I kept pulling her, staring at her, in my eyes, all that emanated was my love, and my gaze seemed to be able to emit electric light, which made Mu Shihan feel uncomfortable, and unconsciously lowered her head.
At the moment when she bowed her head, I finally spoke up, and said in a sonorous voice:
"Shihan, I won't hide it from you now, you should see these days, Xu Nan and I are not together, because our relationship is not smooth, people keep coming out to stop us, perhaps, I don't deserve love, but this doesn't mean that I can't love others, I love you, I love you, but, I won't want you to be with me now, because I'm not qualified to have you, or rather, I'm not qualified to have anyone, I have to figure out who is hurting me, I have to remove that obstacle, When my love will no longer be blocked, I will take it seriously and enjoy love. Regarding you and Xu Nan, I will also make a serious choice, so I hope you don't deliberately stay away from me, because now, I just want to care about you, take care of you, and you need someone to take care of you! ”
I am afraid that my willfulness will make Mu Shihan really stay away from me, so that I will not only be unable to protect her, but also make her more lonely, so at this moment, I revealed everything to Mu Shihan, I want her to know that I am now in the difficult road of love, and I hope that she can find that confidence because of my love, but I don't want my confession to make her sad, so that she becomes estranged from me.
Fortunately, after listening to my words, Mu Shihan's expression also changed subtly, and it became not so decisive, she raised her head, looked at me blankly, and then said: "Well, I know, I understand you, I won't blame you!" ”
After speaking, she withdrew her jade hand and whispered, "Then I'll go back first." Then he turned and continued down the hallway.
At this moment, her voice softened, her face was ruddy, and her back was also open. I know that the knot in her heart is really untied, she really understands me, and she enjoys my love.
But she really wanted to leave, I was still reluctant, so I was reluctant to separate, so I shouted directly at her back: "Shihan, your clothes are dirty, your eyes are still crying red, you go back like this, your mother can't worry when she sees it, let's go out for a walk, I'll help you buy clothes, don't let your mother see the abnormality!" ”
Actually, I was making an excuse to get along with Mu Shihan more, but it was a perfect excuse.
Mu Shihan was stunned after listening to my words, she turned her head and looked at me, her eyes flashed with tenderness, and after a long pause, she said, "Okay!" ”
She said it far-fetched, but I feel that we both have an unspoken emotion in our hearts, she actually wants to stay with me more, and my excuse can be regarded as a reason for the two of us to spend more time together.
That's it, we got in the car and went straight to the city. When I arrived at the specialty store in the mall, I helped Mu Shihan pick out a dress, this set of clothes is very in line with Mu Shihan's temperament, with her angelic appearance, it can really be called a character beauty, even the waiter was shocked, boasting, so beautiful.
I was also stunned, so I asked her not to take them off, and then overbearingly packed up her old clothes and asked her to wear new clothes to accompany me shopping.
Because the two of us pierced the layer of window paper, so when we walked together, the atmosphere was quite awkward, and it didn't take long for Mu Shihan to want to go home, but I always said that her eyes were still a little red and swollen, and she would go back after walking more.
In fact, I lied to her, Mu Shihan should also know, she just smiled and didn't refute me, we continued to be together, pressing the road, walking in the crowd, from time to time someone cast envious glances, which made my heart feel beautiful, I couldn't help it, I stretched out my hand and just took Mu Shihan's hand.
Mu Shihan seemed to be electrocuted, and her body trembled, but she didn't break free from me, just gave me an embarrassed look, I could feel it, Mu Shihan was very nervous, but she also enjoyed it, enjoying a short time with me, although she didn't dare to look forward to it for a long time, but this beautiful moment, she also wanted to seize it.
The two of us can only understand the unspeakable feelings, it is too subtle, walking hand in hand on the street, there is a feeling of cheating, feeling nervous at the same time, but also a little excited and exciting.
But, just when I got carried away with excitement, a car suddenly stopped in front of me on the left.
Immediately, from the back seat of the car, a girl got down, and her appearance made me dumbfounded, because she was none other than Xu Nan.
After she got out of the car, she walked straight towards me without pausing for a moment.
I was a thief, and I even forgot to let go of Mu Shihan's hand, but Mu Shihan reacted quickly and hurriedly pulled his hand away from my palm.
But it was too late, Xu Nan had already seen what she should see, she walked in front of me, froze her foot, her gaze swept at Mu Shihan first, and then stared at me.
At this time, her eyes were full of disappointment and sadness, and her voice was even more painful and hoarse: "Is this the reason why you asked me to wait for you?" ”