This matter seems to be gone, but I know that the Dragon Guards will not give up looking for Du Lingjun. I don't know if my kindness hurt Du Lingjun instead, he obviously faked his death, and then the person who rescued him hid in a mass grave to save him, that leg was there, if the commander did not collect the body, it would make people think that Du Lingjun's body was eaten by jackals, so he escaped completely.

After the incident in the town subsided, Zhou Sinian made a long twist and turn, and truthfully reported the beginning and end of the incident between Du Lingjun and his father-in-law, of course, he hid the part where he let his father-in-law go. Ask the emperor for guilt.

As an answer to his recital, Li Chaozong gave Zhou Sinian a Taihu Lake stone that was almost two people high, with four big characters mentioned by Li Chaozong's imperial pen on it: mainstay.

Zhou Sinian and I stood at the gate and watched the craftsmen erect this Taihu Lake stone as a shadow wall. Zhou Sinian's face was expressionless, I don't know what mood he is in now, my heart is very happy and excited.

Because of Li Chaozong's gift, I have a reason to let Zhou Sinian enter the palace with me to thank him, so that I can see Yun Xiao and Yun Yao.

Since the last time Yun Xiaoyunyao refused to follow us home, Zhou Sinian has not entered the palace again, and he has been sick for a long time. But as long as it is Li Chaozong's explanation, he will spare no effort to complete it. I knew that he was avoiding Li Chaozong, so I didn't dare to mention the matter of entering the palace to see Yun Xiaoyunyao.

"Brother Nian, that," I looked at Li Chaozong's four sonorous and powerful characters, suppressed my excitement, and said in a light tone, "When are we going to thank you?" ”

Zhou Siqing sighed: "Shenglan, if you miss the children, you can go to the palace by yourself, I," he hesitated, "I don't want to enter the palace." ”

I was embarrassed and said, "It's not a way for you to hide like this." "I looked at the Taihu Lake Stone that had been erected, this blue-black Taihu Lake Stone was peculiarly finished, towering, and mountainous, such as Li Chaozong himself, oppressive, majestic, and said the same.

Zhou Sinian looked up at these four words, the warm autumn sun made his eyes narrow, and there seemed to be gold dots flashing on his long eyelashes. If you look closely, it is the mist rising from his eyes.

"Brother Nian......" I pulled his arm in surprise and called his name worriedly.

He smiled at me and sighed, "Okay, just listen to you, let's go into the palace together." ”

When the sixteen-year-old Li Chaozong saw the eleven-year-old Zhou Sinian for the first time, his eyes were instantly full of love. At that moment, Zhou Sinian was no longer the responsibility of his mother and his brother, and Li Chaozong of the flower season experienced the taste of love for the first time.

But when his overly intimate actions were avoided by his cousin in confusion, he remembered that not everyone has the same emotions as himself.

Four years later, his cousin had his first woman, and Li Chaozong himself began to be admired by girls. With the birth of his cousin's first daughter, he understood that everything could not be done at will, so he accepted his first concubine.

At this time, Li Chaozong discovered his hidden disease. He didn't feel distressed, he told Zhou Sinian about his illness and told him that he couldn't have a woman. is just testing to see if Zhou Sinian has even a little bit of motivation for himself.

As a result, Zhou Sinian swore that he would help his most respected eldest brother and teacher cure his illness, and said that if he couldn't cure his eldest brother's illness, he would pass on his most beloved child to his eldest brother, and the eldest brother could take whoever he liked.

Li Chaozong asked, "What if the person I want to take away is you?" "His eyes were deep, with great pain, pain that he could not love.

Zhou Sinian didn't look at him, and kowtowed deeply: "Ah Nian's life was saved by the eldest brother, everything was given by the eldest brother, in this life and this life, I am willing to repay my brother with my life." ”

Li Chaozong was extremely disappointed, and said bitterly: "I don't want you to repay, since you said that your life is mine, cherish it, and accompany my brother well in this life and this life." ”

But Zhou Sinian still risked his life and went to Tubo to find medicine to treat Li Chaozong's hidden disease. Li Chaozong rekindled hope and asked, "Why are you so stupid, why is this?" ”

Zhou Sinian still avoided his fiery gaze, bowed his head and said, "In order to repay my brother's kindness." ”

Li Chaozong was furious: "Don't come to see me if you repay me again." I don't want to be cured, unless," he gritted his teeth and said, "unless you admit that between you and me, it's affection, and you want to treat me, it's affection, it's kindness, it's ......" Zhou Sinian looked at him in fear, as if as long as Li Chaozong continued to speak, he would run away.

Li Chaozong finally didn't dare to say it, and if he said it, they would be finished. He whispered, "We're brothers, aren't we?" How can there be so much kindness to repay? Between us, it's brotherhood, right? ”

Zhou Sinian breathed a sigh of relief and replied with a smile: "Yes, yes, it's because Ah Nian can't speak, which makes the eldest brother angry, in fact, I think so in my heart." ”

Since then, Li Chaozong has not mentioned these things again, Zhou Sinian put his mind at ease, when everything has not happened, he can help Li Chaozong do things with peace of mind, and the two get along well.

It's just that where can the emotional matter be completely restrained? At the right time, with the right soil, it will grow again. Love is not allowed, but it makes this love deeper and more unrelieved.

We changed our clothes, but Zhou Sinian sat at the piano table, caressing the strings, each note carrying a desolate memory. Desolate, desolate. The childhood experience left endless pain in his heart, making his whole person look so melancholy, vicissitudes, and distressing.

I sat down next to him and gently held his hand. He didn't speak, just frowned, with deep helplessness.

"Shenglan, do you believe me? I only have brotherly love for the emperor. I wanted to say something, but he shook his head to stop him, repeating what he had said countless times, "I will never take advantage of his affection for me, he is above board, and so am I." We're not the kind of dirty people. ”

I looked at him and heard him say the word "dirty", and I felt sorry for Li Chaozong, and it was not worth it to replace him. For more than 20 years, even if it is the love between men and women, how many can support it for more than 20 years? More than 20 years of love can't be, this torment, this persistence, can't be said because it doesn't happen between men and women, it's dirty and can't be mentioned.

But I can't persuade my husband to love a man.

I secretly breathed a sigh in my heart, laughed easily, and patted his face: "Okay, it's been decades since this happened, maybe the emperor was just young and impulsive?" ”

Zhou Sinian looked back at me, and a trace of injury floated in his eyes, which made me feel unhappy, and he said even more cruelly: "You see, he has now set up Sun Guiren, Xue Cairen and Wang Meiren one after another, all of them are young and beautiful young and beautiful. (To be continued.) )