For He Cheng, who is gradually indifferent, how could such a smart and clever Qianqian not feel it, but she knew in her heart that He Cheng must have something to snub her, and she has always believed that her uncle loves herself! No matter what He Cheng did to her, he didn't shake her determination in the slightest.

During those days, it was even more torturous for He Cheng, obviously the person he loved the most was in front of him, but he didn't dare to love her anymore, but he wanted to force himself to give up her, this kind of heartache and contradiction was only known to him.

If you know He Cheng's situation at that time, many people will definitely say that He Cheng is too stupid, but when you love someone deeply and all considerations start from her, when your thoughts are imprisoned in the tip of the horns, maybe many people will make the same choice as He Cheng!

One night on the eve of New Year's Day in 03, He Cheng had already transferred the store, and all the goods were packed and pulled back to his hometown.

"Yu Qian! Let's break up! This was the first time He Cheng had called her full name so solemnly, and he didn't dare to call her directly, because he was afraid that he would soften his heart when he heard her voice.

In less than five seconds, Qianqian's phone called, He Cheng stared stupidly at the two words "girl" that kept flashing on the mobile phone screen, he didn't hang up the phone, he couldn't bear it, he couldn't do it, but he didn't dare to answer, just looked at the mobile phone that kept ringing.

Qianqian made more than ten calls in a row, but He Cheng endured the heartache and did not answer.

In the end, Qianqian finally stopped calling and sent a WeChat message "Why?" ”

"We're not suitable!" He Cheng's hands trembled a little, holding his mobile phone and replying.

"Because of my age, I thought about it for a long time, and I think that an ignorant post-90s generation like you is really not suitable for me!" He Cheng replied against his will.

"Nope! This is not a reason, say a reason that I can accept, I promise not to pester you again in the future! ”

For a long time, He Cheng didn't reply, just holding his mobile phone and staring at the screen, reading the messages sent by Qianqian over and over again.

In the end, He Cheng gritted his teeth, his heart was horizontal, and he replied, "Hehe, do you want a reason?" Then I'll tell you, I've never loved you, I've always played with you! Any idea why I didn't introduce my friends to you? Because I was married a long time ago, and the children are 3 years old. I won't tell you about my business, and that's probably the reason for most of it. Any idea why I haven't seen you lately? Because my wife is here! Deadhearted? You are too simple and naïve, I ask you, how much do you know about me? Although these are all fictional from He Cheng, from Qianqian's point of view, anyone will believe that this is true.

After sending this message, it seemed that all the strength of He Cheng was exhausted, and in the end, he couldn't even hold his mobile phone and fell to the ground. As the phone fell, He Cheng's tears also burst instantly, and he felt weak and breathing painfully, as if he was about to die.

He Cheng squatted on the side of the road and cried like a child, letting passers-by guide him and letting the vehicles shuttle, as if this world had nothing to do with him from now on.

After a long time, the screen of the mobile phone that fell to the ground lit up, He Cheng picked up the mobile phone in despair, wiped the tears from his eyes in a panic, and opened WeChat "I don't believe it!" I don't believe what you say! Where are you? I'm going to see you now! ”

"I'm with my wife, I can't see you, we won't see each other in the future!"

"Good! I don't care about everything, you answer the phone, I want you to tell me in person that you don't love me, you don't love me anymore! ”

The call almost followed the message, and He Cheng still didn't answer, but this time the girl was very persistent and kept dialing without any hesitation.

"Hey!" He Cheng's voice was a little choked, he didn't want Qianqian to hear the abnormality, he only said a short "hey", and his tone was very indifferent.

"Say! Say you don't love me anymore! Qianqian's voice was hoarse, and she kept sobbing, obviously crying just now.

"I, I" He Cheng also cried a little.

"You liar, you say, you say!" Qianqian shouted frantically on the other side of the phone.

"Why don't you speak, speak! You say you don't love me anymore! ”

Then there was a cry on both ends of the phone, and the two of them had already cried.

After a long, long time, He Cheng still spoke ruthlessly

"Yu Qian, I don't love you! I never loved you! After saying that, He Cheng hung up the phone and turned off his mobile phone, this was the first time he hung up the line first.

He Cheng broke up with Qianqian like this, without any waves or accidents.

Qianqian is a girl who is soft on the outside and strong on the inside, and her temper is quite stubborn, and she never changes easily when she sees things. After that night, she deleted He Cheng's mobile phone number, QQ number, WeChat account, and everything related to He Cheng on her mobile phone, including the photos taken when the two were together.

Love is deep and hateful, when a woman thinks that you have deceived her feelings and betrayed her most precious life, no matter how much she loved you in the past, she will be ruthless and cut you off. Even if you don't regard you as an enemy when we meet in the future, it must be a stranger, and the stranger is a little scary.

Qianqian has a strong and decisive strength that many girls don't have, even if it's emotional, she can do it. Since then, although she has never let go of He Cheng in her heart, and often recalls the happy days with He Cheng, on the surface she is the same as before, she is still the girl who loves to laugh and is lively and kind.

He Cheng secretly looked at her a few times, although Qianqian was as usual on the surface, but everything couldn't go back, maybe this is what people call "experience". No matter how bright she smiled, the trace of sadness between her eyebrows, He Cheng could clearly find it.

The last time He Cheng saw Qianqian was one day before the Chinese New Year, he borrowed a friend's car, and then drove the car to the door of the hotel where Qianqian worked, closed the car window, and looked at her stupidly for an afternoon. He Cheng sat in the car, watching Qianqian smile, watching Qianqian fight with another girl, looking at her

It wasn't until his friends urged him to ask for a car in the evening that he reluctantly left.

"Girl, take care! I hope the Bodhisattva will bless you to live so happily all the time, and you will find someone better than me for you! Goodbye girl! Goodbye my love! He Cheng, who has never believed in gods and Buddhas, is absolutely pious in his heart when he says this.

From that moment on, He Cheng buried his heart deeply, he felt that love had left him from now on, and he was no longer worthy of love or love for others in the future. He changed his QQ name and WeChat name to "Stinger"! Use this to remind yourself that you are a poisonous thorn, don't approach strangers easily, don't let yourself get hurt, and don't hurt others.

In the three years since he broke up with Qianqian, He Cheng has been paying attention to Qianqian from Qingqing's mouth. knew that she left Star City to go back to her hometown, knew that she had a boyfriend, knew that she broke up with her boyfriend again, and knew her

At first, Qingqing's attitude towards He Cheng was worse than anyone else's, He Cheng was scolded by her on the phone and WeChat, but friends are still friends, although Qingqing is very angry for her sisters and doesn't want to pay attention to He Cheng, but under He Cheng's countless whispered prayers, she still slowly forgave him and told him some news about the girl.

Due to the loss of the store, he needs to pay a large amount of arrears, but fortunately, his friend is interesting enough to dispose of a lot of his remaining goods, but he still owes a lot of money. He Cheng didn't go home for the New Year for 13 years, he came to Shenzhen alone and found a factory to work. After that, He Cheng began a hard life of working to pay off debts. For the next two years, he spent the next two years in this boring and mechanical life, and it was not until the middle of this year that he could pay off his debts.

So he dared to scold Lao Huang two days ago before he dared to resign, and he didn't dare to let himself have no job before that.

For more than two years, he has not been involved in any relationship, except for going to work and staying in the dormitory, so as to save money!

"It is said that time is the best medicine for healing wounds, why is it so slow to come to me!" He Cheng has thought this countless times, perhaps in his heart, in addition to his love for Qianqian, he also has endless guilt and self-blame for Qianqian.

At this time, He Cheng, who was sitting in front of the antique computer, still couldn't stop crying, no matter when, as long as he devoted himself to thinking about "girl", he would be like this.

For as long as he can remember, the number of times He Cheng has cried is only a handful. I don't know when he found that his tears were so worthless, and when did he become so "motherly".

It's really a man who doesn't flick with tears, but he hasn't reached the sad place!

He Cheng was crying while coding words, but when he stopped, he found that he had coded out a bunch of messy things, if he hadn't experienced it himself, it was estimated that even he himself couldn't understand the meaning of the words displayed on the computer screen.

He coded out a bunch of Chinese characters, and many sentences were not smooth. In addition to the normal name of "Qingqing", the others are almost all "girl", "she", "me", and there is a series of "", almost a few sentences are full stops, all exclamation points.

He Cheng's hand left the keyboard, his thoughts finally pulled out of his memory, and then he looked at the words repeatedly in the code, he was very dissatisfied.

Who is writing such a book for? Who can read it? In addition, he felt that the words he wrote were not enough to express his love and guilt for the girl, but when he held down the delete key to delete all of them, strange things happened again, and the delete key on the keyboard seemed to be out of order, which was useless.

"Could it be that the keyboard is broken? No way, this keyboard was newly bought by myself. He Cheng was puzzled.

When he released the keyboard, a line appeared on the computer screen: "New hope cannot be deleted, please do not repeat this operation!" ”

"Holy! What the hell is this junk computer? He Cheng couldn't help but burst out foul.

He thought that since he couldn't delete it, he would create a new document, but after repeated attempts, the computer showed "Hope is like life, it can't be repeated!" A few words.

After thinking about it for a long time, He Cheng was no longer entangled, and the previous text could not be deleted, regardless of it, he started a new paragraph again, intending to start writing again.