Please try to live

But Luo Qin's situation has deteriorated! This is the last thing Wen Mo wants to see, all the medical methods in the past are just illusions, and now Luo Qin's life is hanging by a thread, and it is likely that he will never get off the operating table again!

Wen Mo almost fainted directly, if it weren't for Li Xiangyue helping her behind, she might have fallen directly. Outside the operating room www.biquge.info of the pen & fun & pavilion, every minute and every second is torment, Wen Mo has already learned to believe that some people have some things, even if they try hard to fight for it, they can't fight for fate after all.

This reminded Wen Mo of an old case.

That was when she had just joined the work and was sent to the police station by the research office to intern and gain some experience in dealing with the masses. Once, they received a call that a girl was about to jump off a building, and she had been wandering on the roof for two hours, and now she was sitting on the edge, and the situation was very dangerous.

What was the girl's name, Wen Mo had forgotten, she only remembered a beautiful face with pear blossoms and rain and an arm that was so thin that it seemed to break if she held it. Yes, this girl gives all the impression of one word: thin, so thin that it has gone out of the category of slenderness, which is a kind of pathology.

When the girl saw someone in a police uniform coming up, she just turned her head and smiled slightly, and her bloodless lips lightly opened: "Don't come again." I know what you're here for. But I was determined, and I didn't want to live anymore. Do you see that I am not a human being or a ghost, is there still a need to live? ”

"Don't do anything stupid, girl." The director took the lead in persuading him, he has been in the police for the longest time, and he has had experience in dealing with people who jumped off the building before, and he knows very well that this kind of person can not be stimulated, so he can only find a way to appease them, and let them figure it out before they can come down by themselves, if they have any abnormal behavior that makes them feel threatened, they may jump off the roof of the building in the next moment, and blood will be splashed on the spot.

The thin layer of so-called air cushions, I don't know if it is the old goods eliminated by the fire brigade a few years ago, and it still works if the floor is low, but now they are on the top of the seventeenth floor, as long as this girl jumps, she will definitely not be able to escape a dead word, which is a result that no one wants to see.

While talking to the girl first, the director whispered to his subordinates to quickly find a way to investigate why this girl wanted to jump off the building, and whether she had any other people or things to worry about, and find a way to find some topics that could go up with her, and give her some courage to survive, maybe she would suddenly find that it was still a beautiful thing to be alive.

Wen Mo followed to investigate, and then he knew an extremely bloody n-corner love story, this story is far more exciting than the TV series, so why art comes from life, this life is simply too TMD bloody.

Let's call it Little A. Xiao A is a college graduate in City B between the first-class and the second-rate, and after graduation, he took the civil service selection examination and stayed in a grassroots unit to work, which can be regarded as stable.

Xiao A's college lover broke up with her in the graduation season, and flew back to his hometown to accept the job and girlfriend his parents chose for him, leaving Xiao A alone who has not come to his senses, and I don't understand why the two people who swore by the mountains and seas suddenly flew away, isn't it just that they are going to enter the society after graduation? Isn't true love supposed to be invincible? The two of them have been living together off-campus for two years, and they are right to get married after graduation, so how could they break up?

Xiao A has cried and made trouble, but her boyfriend is hard-hearted, in order to get rid of her, he has said anything unpleasant, Xiao A gradually understands that he is just like this in her boyfriend's heart, maybe it's just two people who want to fall in love in the ivory tower accidentally bumped together, one thinks about free sex, the other thinks about wholehearted love, they haven't been at the same latitude from the beginning, and now why bother with when the two began to drift apart.

Later, Xiao A didn't cry or make trouble, she didn't want to become a person who even hated herself, she needed to pick up the self-esteem that she had thrown under the feet of others for love, without love, she could also run a career again, and go to work, she was no longer young, and she didn't need to be naïve and simple, the rules of the game in this world were like this, no one would pay wholeheartedly, there would be a harvest. It's just a love, and she can afford to lose.

So with heartache, Xiao A embarked on a working career, she didn't want to fall in love for the time being, because although she let go of her ex-boyfriend, the scars in her heart were not so easy to heal, and she needed time.

But love is such a thing, sometimes it comes so unpredictable, and when she was completely unprepared, that man appeared, this man, just call him w.

When I first joined the work, Xiao A didn't understand a lot of things, and often asked a sister Xiao Z for advice, and became familiar with it after coming and going, Sister Z is a very enthusiastic and very good person to consider others, Xiao A thinks that Sister Z is the best sister in the world, and introduces her as her friend and confidant.

W and Z were originally in the same office, and the relationship between the two was very good, but because Z's sister was married and W also had a girlfriend who was getting married, Xiao A thought that they were really pure friends.

After getting acquainted with Sister Z, the two will also talk something, and then Xiao A knows that Sister Z's marriage is unhappy, but because her parents are old-fashioned and frail, Sister Z feels sorry for her parents and does not dare to mention the divorce, but she has already separated from her husband and respects each other like ice.

W's girlfriend became pregnant soon after, the two got married, and Xiao A went to the wedding scene, which was very lively and grand.

Maybe sometimes you don't need a reason to fall in love with someone. His voice, the smell of his body, his smiling face, even the glances exchanged when he casually raised his head.

When Little A finds out that she is in love with W, W is already married. Being a junior is immoral, and Xiao A's tutor is good, at least he has never made a big mistake in major rights and wrongs. She decided to hide this relationship deep in her heart, as if it were an ordinary crush, and when the feeling of infatuation passed, it would end without a problem.

But as time goes by, Sister Z, W and Little A are getting more and more familiar, W and Little A are also good friends, although in Little A's opinion, W has many shortcomings, but this can't hide the fact that she likes him, she carefully hides it, only letting this become her secret, and has nothing to do with anyone else.

But one evening, W suddenly called and wanted to ask Xiao A out, which implied that Xiao A already had a live-in boyfriend, so he could naturally hear it. But W has a wife. Xiao A doesn't know, if she goes out with W once, will this careful crush be revealed, she has been suppressed in her heart for too long The feelings that have been suppressed in her heart for too long will definitely be out of control once it gushes out, and at that time, what principles and what the bottom limit will all make the love supremacist Xiao A like a moth to a fire. She's going to turn out to be someone she hates even herself.

But this temptation is too great, after the first time Xiao A refused, about half a year later, W came to ask her for the second time, because it was Xiao A's menstrual period, she refused again, thinking that there would be no third time, but I don't know who started first, Xiao A began to chat with W about some ambiguous topics on WeChat, and it seems to be normal to involve sex.

Then Xiao A didn't hold it and confessed to W. W seemed surprised, and then bluntly said that he would not love for a long time, because there was an ex-girlfriend who broke his heart, so now he only goes to bed and does not talk about love. Xiao A was very sad, but she was still reluctant to stop thinking about W. Even though she knows that this man can't belong to her, she still wants to grasp this warmth.

Maybe it's because it's too lonely to live alone in a foreign land, Xiao A sees W as her support, desperate to get closer, and even willing to retreat to the position of an ordinary friend even if she goes to bed.

And then, as if it seemed logical, they had a relationship. In Xiao A's opinion, this is a sign of a big step forward in the relationship between the two people, but later she found that W began to gradually leave her life, the phone was not answered, WeChat was never returned, and it seemed that the previous ambiguity had disappeared together.

Didn't you say that you should retreat to the position of an ordinary friend? Can't you chat when you have time? Why is this happening? Xiao A can't figure it out, she has been traumatized by love, and her psychological endurance is more fragile than that of ordinary people, and it is easier to drill the horns.

But with Xiao A's temperament, she doesn't want more people to know about it, W's wife is innocent, and her husband's cheating is ugly enough, wouldn't it be very embarrassing if this cheating object still makes trouble.

So no matter how sad Xiao A is in her heart, she will only hurt herself, she began to sleep all night long, began to drink heavily every night, in short, she used all the methods that allowed her to escape from reality and temporarily get a place to live, but she still behaved happily in front of everyone, how bitter she was, only she knew.

She was admitted to the hospital after drinking until she vomited blood in her stomach, and came out to ignore the doctor's warning to continue drinking, but in a year, she was slightly round and thin from the original to only a handful of bones.

W almost ignores this, he is busy with merry affairs, and one-night stands or something are not too common. In fact, Xiao A has always known that he is looking for other women outside, but she thinks that she is the one who is different, at least there are so many people in the same unit, W alone found herself, isn't it enough to prove that she is special?

Then she realized that she was really self-inflicted. Sister Z has always been a lover with W! No wonder, Xiao A always feels that the way they get along is a little strange, W will eat the rest of Sister Z's food, the two will drink water from a cup, and even because of too much attention to W, Xiao A once saw Sister Z and W enter the archives under their office one after another. There was a bed to rest in.

Sometimes, the venting of negative emotions such as anger, anger, and jealousy also requires a reasonable and legal identity. Then Xiao A sadly found that she didn't even have an identity to find w and make a big fuss and accuse him. She was never his person, and she never walked into his heart, she was just a woman who could get into bed, or the kind that was free and irresponsible.

Xiao A couldn't think about it, and she began to drink more seriously until she was finally diagnosed with advanced stomach cancer half a year ago. Hehe, Xiao A is only thirty years old, the relationship between her and W has ended a few years ago, and it is better than strangers to see each other in the unit, Xiao A's heartache and sadness are all deserved by herself, she can only indulge in alcohol to anesthetize a scarred heart.

Anyway, the disease can't be cured, rather than spending all the money in the family and then leaving this world even uglier, Xiao A would rather choose the way to leave the world: as long as he jumps from here, all his troubles will be gone.

In this unrequited love with all her might, she lost completely from beginning to end, and when she didn't understand the rules of the game in this world, she stupidly paid a piece of her heart and forced herself to a dead end.

Xiao A sat quietly on the roof of the building and calmly made a request to the police: she wanted to see W. But the police have done W's work many times, W just doesn't want to see him, he said in a heartfelt way that everything about Xiao A has nothing to do with him, he has never promised or moved, and he is responsible for his own life.

Naturally, the police couldn't bring W's original words to Xiao A, but lied to her that W couldn't be contacted now, so they couldn't bring him immediately.

But it's been seven years, Xiao A has liked this man for seven years, how can she not understand his nature, and naturally know that the police are deliberately comforting her.

She just smiled and sat on the edge of the roof, and then, when everyone didn't expect it, she jumped into the air, and soon there was an exclamation from the crowd of onlookers at the bottom of the building.

Wen Mo saw Xiao A later, her beautiful face became hideous, and she was no longer as beautiful as she was ten minutes ago, but she was so fragmented that she seemed to have let go of the shackles of her whole body, and finally got the freedom she had longed for for a long time.

Death, perhaps, is never the worst option, and it takes far more courage to live than to die. Just like now, Wen Mo stood outside the operating room, constantly telling herself that Luo Qin was a fighter, no matter how difficult and painful life was, she would choose to live bravely, for the sake of her newborn child, if she finally left, she must have done her best, and she couldn't hold on anymore.

The straw that breaks the camel's back can always be found in all kinds of places.

Xiang's father and Xiang's mother hurried over after receiving Wen Mo's call, and the two old men were worried and scared, but they comforted Wen Mo in turn, so that Wen Mo really didn't know if she still had the face to stay outside the operating room.

Luo Qin, the time we have been friends is too short, and the time we have been confidants is even shorter. originally thought that there would be a lifetime, but in the blink of an eye, one was in the operating room and the other was outside the operating room, one was unpredictable, and the other was ashamed.

The mysterious person who caused all this still doesn't know where to snicker, Wen Mo is unwilling to be so passive and let him continue to hurt the people close to her, this person must be found out, must be as soon as possible! What's there, just come straight to her!

. (To be continued.) )