"Feifei, don't be like this, I can't give you anything."

"I don't want anything, just hug me."

"But ......"

"Don't Talk......"

Hu Feifei hugged Luo Qianfan so tightly.

The walls are golden, and they scatter a textured light under the light. The wine is red and has an intoxicating taste. Hu Feifei's body is like a fire, about to ignite Luo Qianfan's body.

Being loved is blissful and fascinating, and no one can extricate themselves. Luo Qianfan's body reacted strongly, and the alcohol was mixed with hormones, burning him to the point of almost losing his mind.

"Jingle bell", the ringtone of the mobile phone woke up Luo Qianfan, he pushed Hu Feifei away, and took out the phone, it was Lotte. When he opened the balcony door to answer the phone, the cold wind blew his body cold, and he returned to reality.

Lotte asked him where he was fooling around, why didn't he go on QQ. Luo Qianfan lied and said that he was writing a manuscript in the unit, and he went home soon, and he made a video with her when he got home.

Hanging up the phone, Hu Feifei leaned against the door of the balcony in thin clothes, her face was lonely, and said, "I'm so jealous of her!" ”

Turning around and returning to the private room, he grabbed the bottle of wine and drank most of the bottle, and then sat down on the stool. After a long time, he grabbed his clothes and said, "Go, go home!" ”

But his body did not obey the call, and he shook and fell to the ground drunk.

In this situation, Luo Qianfan felt extremely guilty, and she thought of Fan Xing in college.

On the eve of graduation, Lao Kai suddenly found Luo Qianfan and said that Fan Xing, who had not heard from him for a long time, wanted to see him.

Fan Xing is still thin, his hair is scattered on his shoulders, his facial features are delicate and beautiful, but his spirit is not good. That day, Luo Qianfan invited her to have a meal, at "Sister-in-law Wu's home cooking". Fan Xing asked Luo Qianfan about his work, and Luo Qianfan said that he wanted to go to the imperial capital.

Fan Xing asked Luo Qianfan about the situation with Lotte again, and Luo Qianfan said that it was normal. She smiled and said, "Bless you." ”

She drank a lot of wine that day, drunk like many graduates who were about to leave, first laughing and crying, then crying and laughing, and finally she couldn't pretend anymore, lying on Luo Qianfan's shoulder and crying, just like today.

Sister-in-law Wu sighed vigorously, and said something that was particularly poetic and not like her: "Tears are not worth much in the parting season every year." Lovers go their separate ways and repay happiness with tears; failed to make a couple, and used tears to commemorate the crippled youth. ”

Fan Xing, who had cried enough, asked Luo Qianfan to send her back to the dormitory, she drank too much and walked shaky. When passing by the playground, she stopped, and suddenly threw herself into Luo Qianfan's arms, saying that Luo Qianfan was like a pit, and she was like a little goat, falling into the pit for three or four years and not climbing out. also asked Luo Qianfan, if I didn't have Lotte, would I accept her?

Luo Qianfan nodded fiercely. She hugged her tighter, cried more painfully, hugged and hugged Luo Qianfan, and said that she loved him vaguely.

Luo Qianfan almost collapsed, and at that time, the mobile phone rang in his pocket, it was Lotte. Luo Qianfan's mind cleared up, and Fan Xing also heard it, and smiled bitterly, saying that he really envied her! Luo Qianfan said: "I'm sorry, Lotte and I stretched a leather band very long, I held one end, she held the other, neither of us can let go......"

After graduation, Fan Xingyin was empty, and two years later, the person around him who was obsessed with him was replaced by Hu Feifei, and the plot seemed to be a repeat two years ago. Luo Qianfan is a very traditional person in his bones, and he will never have a girlfriend like Hu Feifei.

But here and now, Luo Qianfan suddenly thought: If he sees one and loves one like Lao Kai, if he does something to Hu Feifei when he carries it back to him for the first time, he is angry, and even pushes things down, maybe there will be no burden behind, and Hu Feifei will classify himself into the flow of mundane things, and he will not be so infatuated.

Luo Qianfan left Hu Feifei's car in the clubhouse and took a taxi to send Hu Feifei home, Hu Feifei leaned on Luo Qianfan's shoulder and muttered, babbling nonstop.

Luo Qianfan sent her home, arranged for her to sleep, turned on the air conditioner, and covered the quilt. There was no boiling water in the kettle, so I boiled another pot of boiling water, dried a cup and put it at the head of the bed, and wrote a message pressed under the glass: "I'm not the person you're looking for, don't be a stupid girl!" ”

Luo Qianfan closed the door and went downstairs.

Luo Qianfan left, but Hu Feifei opened her eyes slightly, turned over and sat up, picked up the note, looked at it, and tore it to shreds.

……

Luo Qianfan took the shuttle bus back to his hometown in the countryside - Luojiazhuang, Baohua County, Hongcheng City.

Nine years ago, Luo Qianfan left the countryside to go to high school, and the impression left by Luo Jiazhuang was as beautiful as an oil painting: the crystal clear river water, patches of metasequoia, and large fields of rape flowers, which made him dream of returning to this place.

When they were children, Luo Qianfan, Lao Kai and Song Xiaobeard often had fun in the ditches in the wilderness. Luo Qianfan has a very wild temperament and a very axial temperament, but on the surface he is very well-behaved, and his grades are good, he is the first from childhood to adulthood, and the parents of the whole village take him as an example to educate their children, "Look at other people's sails, well-behaved, good at studying, and will definitely be admitted to university in the future?" If I look at you again, I will eat more! ”

Luo Qianfan was put in the position of a good boy by them, as if he was sorry for socialism if he was not strict with himself! In fact, Luo Qianfan also wants to be rebellious, crazy, and mischievous, and wants to follow girls like Lao Kai, and get a few bucks like Song Xiaomuache!

Lao Kai has been watching movies since junior high school, following beautiful women on the street, and moving forward on the broad road to becoming a pervert.

Lao Kai is particularly envious of Luo Qianfan, who grew up well and was liked by girls since he was a child. However, Song Xiaobeard said in a word: "Lao Kai, fortunately, you are ugly, otherwise even sows in ten miles and eight villages will not be able to escape your clutches." ”

Song Xiaobeard grew a thick mustache on his upper lip when he was in junior high school, which is the origin of the nickname "Song Xiaomuzi", he is big, he is a good hand in fighting, with him by his side, Luo Qianfan and Lao Kai never suffer.

Song Xiaobeard always calculates his father's money in every possible way, two yuan a piece today, three yuan and five yuan tomorrow, save for a few days, and then invite me and Lao Kai to the town to go to the restaurant. Please don't ask in vain, he never makes a loss-making deal, after he invited once, everyone asked him three times and couldn't pay back the favor.

Luo Qianfan's father has always been in poor health, and the family's economic situation is the worst, but Lao Kai is righteous, Luo Qianfan can't afford it, and Lao Kai pays for it. In exchange, Luo Qianfan wants to help Lao Kai write love letters, and when Lao Kai's parents quarrel, Lao Kai can casually go to Luo Qianfan's house for dinner.

At that time, the three of them didn't understand what life was, they were pushed forward by the days, and they never thought about the future.

One day, the three of them grew up, entered the city, stepped into the torrent of life, three or two months do not come back to the common thing, after coming back like a guest in the hotel, this memory of the beautiful countryside, and then look back has long been mottled, even ugly to the eye.

The river is black and smelly, plastic bags are floating everywhere, the tall metasequoia is gone, and no one has planted rape flowers. It is extremely impractical to build it, and the rooms are empty one by one, but a simple toilet is built in the yard, and you have to run to the courtyard to go to the toilet in winter.