Zhong Xiang got off work and made an appointment with Xia Linchen to eat out, during which Xia Linchen seemed to be in a good mood, with a smile on the corner of his lips, and the amount of food was a little bigger than usual.

He was in a good mood, and Zhong was naturally happy, and she couldn't figure out the feeling of being swayed by another person, and she couldn't say why, her heart was involuntarily moved by him.

After nightfall, Xia Linchen sent her home.

He took her hand, interlocking his fingers, and occasionally couldn't help it, so he curled his lips and smiled.

Zhong Yi felt that such a smile could make her heart beat faster.

She knew that Xia Linchen had something to say, but she didn't expect what he wanted to say to her was such a sentence-

"I'll surprise you, I might ...... I was able to see it. Xia Linchen hugged her shoulders and couldn't hold back his joy and said.

Zhong Yi thought, this is the most beautiful sentence she has ever heard in her life.

Zhong Yi was buried in Xia Linchen's chest, and tears wet his clothes. She knew that this was a happy event, and she shouldn't cry, but she couldn't control it.

Even though Xia Linchen promised a lifetime, she still felt guilty. Eyes are a direct crux of the two of them, although it will not affect their feelings, but, Zhong Yi, she is always under pressure.

There are so many feelings for a person, and they have to be magnified, and they can only be seen clearly when they are peeled back, and she doesn't want her to always have a relationship between her and Xia Linchen.

"Silly girl, stop crying." Xia Linchen rubbed her hair, picked up her face and kissed away her tears, "Zhongyi, during the time when I didn't look for you before, I found a very authoritative doctor and did some examinations, what he means is that if you have surgery, there is a good chance that you can recover your eyesight." ”

"Really?" Zhong Yi wiped away his tears with the back of his hand and asked urgently.

"Hmm." Xia Linchen nodded.

"What's the odds?" Zhong Yi grasped the point and asked hurriedly.

"Six or seven." Xia Linchen said lightly.

The hand that grabbed his arm tightened, and Xia Linchen patted the back of her hand and urged her to hurry home.

The probability of six or seven percent is more than 50 percent, but there is still a distance from 100 percent.

Although Zhong Yi was worried, he would not show it in front of Xia Linchen. She is like this, so under Xia Linchen's inconspicuous love, what kind of anxiety should be hidden.

She has to hold on, and she has to be his support.

***

Xia Linchen was admitted to the hospital that weekend, which was requested by Zhuang Wanhua, and there were a lot of examinations in the early stage, and it was more reassuring to stay in the hospital.

But it's bitter, Xia Linchen's hospital is far away from where she likes to work, she has to come over every day after work, and then accompany him to the hospital to turn off the lights before returning home.

Although Xia Linchen was distressed, he didn't want to listen to his advice, and insisted on seeing him every day and listening to the doctor talk about the latest progress before he was relieved.

Zhong Yuechen and his wife doted on a pair of children but did not dote on them, and the two children were independent since they were children, and they didn't worry much about it. In the past six months, he and his wife have often traveled to other places, so they didn't know that they liked to have a boyfriend.

Zhong Yuechen went home for a few days, and he liked not to go home until bedtime every day. He is a father, and it is impossible to treat this kind of thing as not seeing, but he has a very healthy work and rest, and he can't wait for a few days, so he called Zhong Yaoyang to ask.

"Yaoyang, didn't your sister say that she was going abroad before, why didn't she go again?" When he saw his son, he remembered something else.

"Oh, she's changed her mind and doesn't want to go." Zhong Yaoyang told the truth.

Zhong Yuechen didn't speak, and looked at his son deeply.

Zhong Yaoyang understood his father's character, and he didn't want to help Zhongyi deceive him, so he told him everything, including Zhongyi's rejection of the study abroad quota given by the school.

Zhong Yuechen quickly understood, Zhong Yi met the benefactor who saved her, and then fell in love with each other, not to mention the process, the two are very good together now.

And Zhong Yi dismissed the plan to go abroad, and also gave up a good opportunity.

And this matter, she hid it for Xia Linchen.

Zhong Yaoyang couldn't guess whether Zhong Yuechen's expression represented approval or not, he thought about it and persuaded him: "Dad, I think Zhong Yi has also grown up and has the right to choose his own life, so ...... I didn't stop her. If you want to blame, blame me. ”

Zhong Yuechen waved his hand, he knew all the personalities of his own children. This matter, no one did wrong.

However, he also wanted to correct it.

He said to Zhong Yaoyang: "I'll handle this matter, don't interfere." ”

***

Zhong Yuechen learned from Zhong Yaoyang that Zhong intended to fall in love, and it was the fiancé who did not show up at the He family's engagement banquet last time, and he was not surprised.

He has nothing to do with the Xia family, and he can even be regarded as having a holiday. He couldn't get used to Xia Shibang as a person, and he refused to borrow money to help him back then, and the other party didn't like him very much.

But I didn't expect their children to come together because of fate.

He put aside the matter with Xia Shibang for the time being, he first wanted to talk to Xia Linchen.

As soon as he inquired, he learned that Xia Linchen was in the hospital and was about to undergo eye surgery, so he took fruit to visit the patient.

Xia Linchen knew that the other party was fond of his father, there was no special reaction, he should be polite, and there was no special courtesy and welcome.

Zhong Yuechen did not hide his intentions, and said straight to the point: "Linchen, I am very grateful that you saved Zhong Yi four years ago, and I also know that you and her are now together. But there's one thing I have to ask. Did you know that I gave up the opportunity to study abroad for your sake? ”

Xia Linchen's brows furrowed deeply and shook his head: "I don't know, she ...... Didn't mention it to me. ”

Zhong Yuechen said: "I think so, according to Zhongyi's character, because I am afraid that you will feel guilty, I will never tell you that you have this incident in my life." ”

Xia Linchen was suddenly a little overwhelmed.

When Xia Linchen heard that the person in front of him was Zhong Yuechen, he thought a lot in his heart for a moment, he thought that the worst result would be that Zhong Yuechen would not accept him because of his blindness. He also thought of countermeasures in his heart, and it was impossible for him to make concessions to this relationship for this reason.

He could never have imagined that Zhong Yuechen would say something he never knew and make a father's most sincere plea.

"Linchen, my mother and I don't object to the two of you being together. It's a good thing to be happy with each other, I like to have someone I like, I'm happy for her, and I'll give her support and blessings. However, I like this child, she has liked this major since she was a child, and this opportunity to study abroad is rare, and the invitation to her is a teacher she has always admired. I know I'm being selfish in my request, but can you wait a few more years for her? ”

***

In the evening of that day, after Zhong Yi came to Xia Linchen's ward, he saw Xia Linchen in civilian clothes, and asked in surprise: "You want to go out?" ”

Xia Linchen smiled: "Anyway, I don't need to stay here all the time, go, take you to eat delicious food." ”

Xia Linchen led Zhong Yi to a private restaurant, the taste was very good, and the Buddha jumping over the wall was especially authentic.

Zhong Yi swallowed what was in his mouth and asked him, "Did the doctor say when can I have surgery?" ”

Xia Linchen nodded: "Half a month later." ”

"That's pretty fast." Zhong Yi asked him, "What do you want to see at first glance after you see the light again?" ”

Xia Linchen replied without thinking about it: "Your face." ”

Zhong Yi suddenly squirmed and whispered, "What if my face is not your cup of tea, and you think I look ugly?" ”

Xia Linchen laughed out loud and said, "Miss Zhong, are you not confident in your appearance?" ”

"I'm confident, but I don't know if your aesthetics are online-" Zhong Yi suddenly thought of Cheng Ko's appearance, which is a gentle and harmless beauty, and it is not the same way as himself at all. She began to suffer from gains and losses, and she didn't know if she was good-looking in Xia Linchen's eyes.

Of course, she knew that Xia Linchen wouldn't care what his face looked like, but he thought about whether he would feel awkward if he was not so satisfied with his appearance.

"Rest assured, I'm definitely a standard straight man aesthetic." Xia Linchen comforted her.

Xia Linchen was only curious about his favorite appearance once, it was a long time ago, he went to Nanyi to send her homework, and he was afraid that he would not find anyone, so he wanted to have a bottom in his heart. If he can't find someone by name, he can also describe what he looks like. Later, he learned that his worries were really unnecessary, and with his affection for Nanyi's popularity, it was almost to the point that no one knew her, and it was magnified to the entire university town, she was very famous.

He remembered the idiom Wen Luo used to describe her - bright eyes, red lips and white teeth, and skin like snow.

I also remember what Wen Luo said - she is the kind of bright and wanton beauty, just looking at it makes people feel youthful.

This kind of affection, in fact, is not so compatible with the self who has passed the age of standing.

They used to have an age difference of nine years, and after meeting children, they had to face the embarrassment of one being an uncle and the other being an older sister.

Originally, these were nothing, but the fondness was really small, and they should also look at the outside world.

He didn't want her to be confined to his square too soon.

To put it bluntly, he's still the same coward, but he's not the same as before.

It is precisely because he wants to walk for the rest of his life that he is even more afraid that he will regret that he has hindered her steps many years later.

After sending Zhong Yi home, Xia Linchen went to Xia's house. Xia Shibang was very surprised to see him, but he didn't say anything.

"Dad, I don't think I can do what you asked me last time." Xia Linchen stood opposite Xia Shibang and said frankly.

Xia Shibang's face showed a little disappointed, he put these away, and his voice was very calm: "Whatever you want." ”

Xia Linchen didn't expect Xia Shibang to be so easy to talk to today, he was mentally prepared to quarrel with him.

"Really?" He couldn't help but ask.

"Really!" Xia Shibang threw his crutches, "Do you have any misunderstanding about Lao Tzu, no matter how much I want to hold my grandson, what can I do to you, and force you to be born?" ”

"Oh, that's good."

Xia Shibang was angry when he saw his appearance, he snorted and said: "If you want to go home, hurry up and let Yun Shen send you back, if you don't go back, stay here, quickly disappear from my eyes, see you and be angry!" ”

The communication between the father and son always ended in this mode, and Xia Linchen was as good as a stream and withdrew from the study.

Xia Yunshen hadn't slept yet, he still knew this brother, knew that it was impossible for him to stay in this house, changed his clothes in advance, and waited to send him back.

On the way, Xia Linchen told Xia Yunshen about his desire to study abroad, Zhong Yuechen had already contacted the design master, and he didn't need Nanyi's recommendation, and Zhongyi could also learn from him.

Xia Linchen plans to talk openly and honestly with Zhong Yi, and try to persuade her not to give up her dream.

Xia Yunshen frowned and said, "If you go to study, she won't be able to accompany you for surgery." ”

"She's not a doctor, so it doesn't matter if she accompanies her or not." Xia Linchen said.

"But—"

"No, but." Xia Linchen interrupted what Xia Yunshen said, "There's no need to waste time, it's useless for her to stay." ”

Xia Yun glanced at Xia Linchen sideways, his face was expressionless, but he suddenly realized what Xia Linchen was thinking.

Xia Linchen didn't want to accompany him for surgery.

If the operation is successful, he can see, and after he recovers, he can go to Zhongyi, and Zhongyi can come back.

If the operation fails and Zhong Yi is not in the country, she will not know anything, and she will be informed of her when Xia Linchen accepts this time.

In addition to the dream he liked, Xia Linchen also took this incident as an excuse.

An excuse to break the favor.

He can understand Xia Linchen's thoughts, a man always wants to be omnipotent in front of his own women. If this operation fails, Xia Linchen will face permanent blindness. Once this happens, he is afraid that he will be mentally unbalanced, and he will become angry.

Xia Linchen can always be a coward, if he doesn't have surgery, he will always have hope of regaining his sight. But once he loses these hopes, he will remain in the darkness forever, never to return to the world of light.

***

The next day, she only worked half a day, and in the afternoon, she didn't eat lunch and went straight to the hospital after work. After pushing the door in, Zhuang Wanhua was not there, and Xia Linchen was sitting on the edge of the bed.

She was still wondering, Xia Linchen beckoned to her and said, "Zhongyi, come here." ”

Zhong Yi sat down across from him and asked unknowingly, "What's wrong with you today?" So strict. ”

"I have something to discuss with you." Xia Linchen said.

"Say it." Smile fondly.

Xia Linchen asked, "Zhongyi, are you hiding something from me?" ”

Zhong Yi couldn't laugh anymore, she swallowed her saliva, and quickly pondered in her heart whether to confess and be lenient.

She wasn't sure how much Xia Linchen knew, and whether it was the same thing as what she was thinking, so she didn't dare to speak.

"Zhongyi, you are only twenty-two years old, and you shouldn't let a relationship decide your life." Xia Linchen said lightly, "So, let's go study abroad." ”

Zhong Yi panicked, Xia Linchen is such a freewheeling person, he can give up a qiē for his ideals, but she can't. She attaches great importance to feelings, will be tied to the people she loves, and will be tired by feelings.

"I don't want to go." ”

Xia Linchen said: "You should go, you and I both know that if you go out for a few years and come back, no one will think that you are a parachute, will not talk about your family history, and will not embarrass you at work." ”

"I can still prove myself on my own."

"Zhongyi, if there is a shortcut, why don't you take it?" Xia Linchen sighed and persuaded, "The world is very big, and it's not a bad thing to see more." ”

He has seen countless scenery before he has today's unfazed King Kong heart.

"You're right, but no matter what you say, I won't change my mind." Zhong Yi said forcefully that the attitude is not very good.

Xia Linchen knew his affection and liked to agree with his statement, but he still wanted to stay.

Xia Linchen was about to have surgery, how could she leave him at such an important time?

Zhong Yi stubbornly kept silent, and she protested with silence.

Xia Linchen really didn't want to say anything more, he looked at her hard, he couldn't see her outline clearly with all his might, he didn't like this feeling of powerlessness.

He is a man with his own pride.

He didn't want to give anything more for himself.

When he was young, he always thought that love was the greatest, but life is firewood, rice, oil and salt, and he can't be a drag on his love.

A long time ago, he also laughed at how bloody the idol dramas that Cheng Ko loved to watch were, why those heroes and heroines no longer insist on love, and why they can give up casually.

When it really happened to him, he realized that he would choose to let go silently after he was there.

For the good of the person he loves, he is reluctant to give up because of love.

He thought about it a lot, he finally fell in love with someone, and he hoped to last a long time.

But fate played a joke on them, and when he understood his intentions, he had to push them away again.

Love for him is to give, and it is to choose the best path for each other.

"Zhongyi, is it okay to be obedient?"

Zhong Yi quickly denied: "I don't want it, it's my own choice!" ”

Xia Linchen asked rhetorically: "Then you say, if it weren't for me, would you go?" ”

Zhong Yi reluctantly replied, "Yes." ”

Xia Linchen said resolutely: "Then you will go." ”

"So, you're breaking up with me?" Zhong Yi asked with a crying voice.

Xia Linchen was stunned for a moment, not understanding how she understood it like this, in the time he hesitated, Zhong Yi had already acquiesced to him.

She sprang to her feet and brought down the chair she had been sitting in.

After a loud bang, Zhong Yi said softly: "Xia Linchen, I just want to be with you simply." ”

I like to force back tears, walk out with my back straight,

She is undoubtedly wolf at the moment, but she is fond of it, and she cannot afford to lose the posture she deserves.

She walked to the hallway of the hospital, which was bustling with people, most of them numb. Perhaps the pain suffered by others was even more unbearable than she had, and there was no time to give a single glance to this young girl who was silently wetting her eyes.

After a long time, Zhong turned around and saw that the ward was still open, but she couldn't help it, but walked over and closed it.

Just take a look, take a look.

The voice in her heart said.

The hand that liked to close the door stopped, and in what may have been a long dozen seconds, she wanted to look back at the person in the room several times, and was persuaded by her pride that she could not give up her pride and do such a wagging tail.

So repeatedly, so struggling.

That time, she stood at the door of the room and struggled for a long time, but chose to look back at him one last time.

She froze where she was.

Tears slipped down those beautiful eyes.

Xia Linchen was crying, as if he was afraid of being heard by her, and silently, crying.

***

When I returned home, I saw my parents who were rarely at home. Zhong Yuechen handed her a piece of material, and she understood where Xia Linchen learned about going abroad.

She didn't blame Zhong Yuechen, silently accepted the materials, said that she didn't want to have dinner, and returned to the room silently.

The bag was placed on the table, and she didn't want to open it.

The next day, Xia Yun asked Zhong Yi to go out to talk, and Zhong Yi casually cleaned up and went out to the appointment.

The location was the same coffee shop they had been to before, and even the seats hadn't changed, except that the sky had become blue and clear.

Xia Yunshen saw that her face was not good, so he took it upon himself to order a piece of cake for her.

"Eat as much as you want." Xia Yunshen persuaded her so.

Zhong Yi didn't shirk, in the final analysis, she didn't want to show her fatigue in front of Xia Linchen's relatives, and she wouldn't threaten anyone with death or life.

Xia Yunshen stirred the coffee and didn't speak for a long time.

Zhong Yi ate half of the cake, put down the fork, and said, "Do you have something to say to me?" Don't say I'm going back. ”

"Favorite." Xia Yun said in a deep voice, "You should know that my brother's surgery is dangerous. ”

"Hmm." Zhong Yi replied a monosyllable from his throat, "I know, so what?" ”

"He wants you to go abroad and finish your studies."

"And he said—"

"Wait." Zhong Yi interrupted him with words and said coldly, "You don't need to tell me what he said." ”

She didn't have to listen, Xia Linchen just said that he was waiting for her to come back.

She blamed Xia Linchen for forcing her to leave with such an important matter, forcing her to leave him.

Xia Yun thought deeply, lovers with similar hearts can always understand each other, and Zhong Yi is angry now, and it is not irreparable when her anger is gone.

"Brother." Xia Yunshen returned to the ward and said helplessly, "I did what you said." ”

Xia Linchen nodded, and suddenly said, "Yun Shen, you don't understand why I did this. It's an affirmative sentence.

"Yes." Xia Yunshen admitted, "I don't understand why you don't let Zhong Yi stay with you through this pass." ”

"Yun Shen." Xia Linchen was silent for a moment and said, "I envy Zhongyi, He Chuchen, even you." ”

"Huh?" Xia Yun was puzzled, and was surprised by the expression on his face.

"You are all brave people, and if you like it, you will act on it." Xia Linchen smiled, "And I have never spoken about my feelings for Cheng Ko for so many years, and finally told the world through an accident." ”

"I'm a coward, and I don't want Zhongyi to stay here." He confessed.

To like someone, you don't necessarily have to get her.

Xia Linchen has always understood this truth, but he never seems to have thought about whether the other party needs such love.

***

Zhong Yi accepted his father's offer and began to prepare for studying abroad.

Because she had the idea of studying abroad before, her materials were ready-made, Zhong Yuechen entrusted someone, and the procedures were also very fast.

The day she left was the day before Xia Linchen's surgery.

She didn't have to choose so early, and she insisted on her parents going over early to adapt to the environment. She was already able to accept this qiē calmly, and she also deliberately chose to leave early.

She wanted to avoid the operation, Xia Linchen didn't want her to stay here, so she fulfilled his wish.

She wanted Xia Linchen to have his self-esteem and his pride, and she probably shouldn't force him.

Anyway, she chased him for so long, she was used to it.

In fact, she was still unwilling, Xia Linchen did not regard her as a person who could share hardships.

But maybe some couples are like that, she thought. In other words, she was in Xia Linchen's situation, and she didn't want Xia Linchen to be by her side.

Zhong Yi dragged his suitcase and stood under the hospital building, looking up at the small window high up.

It's another midsummer, and before she knows it, she has known Xia Linchen for a year, and what she has experienced in this year has deeply affected her.

When I like someone, my every move is because you tremble.

There was a sentence she forgot to tell Xia Linchen, she thought maybe she didn't say it, Xia Linchen also understood.

Zhong Yi took one last look back, turned around silently, got into Zhong Yaoyang's car, and drove towards the airport.

I hope we are together, is the end of this story.

***

In the hospital room, He Chuchen stared at the person on the hospital bed angrily.

Zhongyi suddenly said that he was leaving, He Chuchen learned from Xia Yunshen that she was forced to leave by Xia Linchen, and he was upset for Zhongyi, so he rushed to the hospital.

Xia Yunshen looked at his watch, turned his head to look at Xia Linchen, and asked, "Just let her go, is it really okay?" ”

"That's it." He Chuchen complained dissatisfiedly, "Do you have to be like those in the TV series, the heroine doesn't have an accident, and the actor definitely refuses to wake up?" ”

"What a dust!" Xia Yun shouted deeply, "Don't talk nonsense. ”

"Then you make him look like a man!" He Chuchen roared back, "Drag it like this, isn't it interesting!" ”

"You don't understand." Xia Yunshen said, "Don't make a mess with it. ”

"It's you who don't understand, machismo, self-righteous, and don't take into account the feelings of our women." He Chuchen was angry, "Xia Linchen, you said, when you can't study abroad, you won't mind a few years later, what she wants to do most is to stay by your side!" ”

Xia Linchen was not such a hesitant person, he had times when he was a teenager and dared to act and was high-spirited.

His heart yearns for freedom, but his eye disease binds him.

No one wants to be a person who doesn't dare to take responsibility, unless he really can't do it. A lot of times, you can't help yourself.

He asked Zhong Yi to stay, in addition to facing the risk of possible failure of the operation, taking care of him in addition to the heavy work, and the pressure from Xia Shibang's side.

He didn't want Zhong Yi to bear that.

He also hated himself like this, and sometimes he really felt that it was too bad luck to love to touch him.

On the way to the airport, he kept thinking about whether he had done something wrong and that he should make it clear to Zhongyi.

He shouldn't let Zhongyi leave with a misunderstanding.

He didn't want to break up, he didn't want to be with her, he said that all his life has always counted.

He Chuchen sat in the co-pilot, looked back at Xia Linchen, and felt that he was really able to toss.

I said that I let the family go, and now I am chasing after it, why bother?

is also a man, Xia Yunshen can understand his brother better, no matter how ruthless he is, he is still reluctant after all.

The airport is full of people, and it is not easy to find someone, not to mention that Xia Linchen can't see it. He couldn't find her at all, so he could only call her while calling her.

"Favor, don't go!"