It was very quiet in the ward, and Xiao Fen, as usual, blew off the cold air on her hands at the dryer at the door, until both hands were warm, and then walked towards the incubator where Zhuang Zhuang was. Pen % fun % Pavilion www.biquge.info

From the door, to the incubator, but eight meters away, Xiaofen walked very slowly and steadily, along the way there were several colleagues to greet her, she just smiled gently, but ignored anyone, in her eyes, she could only see the little baby boy lying in the incubator a few meters away.

Yes, kill him, kill him! There is only one thought echoing in Xiao Fen's mind, she doesn't know when this thought started, and why it popped out from the bottom of her heart, making it difficult for her to suppress her and she doesn't understand, she only knows that some things, even if they are wrong in the eyes of others, she must do it, killing him is also saving him.

Zhuangzhuang, your birth was a mistake at all, your father died, your mother was unconscious, you only have elderly grandparents to rely on at a young age, but they are already very old, maybe you have not yet reached adulthood to face their departure, at that time, you are left alone to struggle in this painful world, how can you be embarrassed? Do you have the courage to face the ups and downs of life alone? Will you wait until all your relatives are gone, and you will regret being lonely, what is the point of trying so hard to survive today?

I'm a person myself. Children who have no father and no mother always have to endure more wind and frost, and then pull a younger brother who is a few years younger than themselves, and the hardships are not enough for outsiders. Boys are always sensible later, as the youngest son in the family, the younger brother was spoiled by his parents before, and after the great changes in the family, he still wanted everything willfully, but she, as an older sister, had no ability to support him to continue to live the previous life. The two sisters and brothers have quarreled, and several times Xiaofen is eager to throw his younger brother away and let him fend for himself, other people who are not related by blood in the society are not accustomed to you not knowing the southeast and northwest because of your poor background, and teach you to be a man in minutes.

In the more than seven months since her parents died, Xiao Fen didn't know how she came over. The parents died in a traffic accident, because it was a night in a remote location, the driver who caused the accident escaped, and the case has not been completely closed. Overnight, Xiaofen's sister and brother became orphans, and the appearance of the original and Meimei's family was cruelly revealed, Xiaofen had not graduated at that time, was in her final year, the job had not yet been implemented, there was no financial source, her younger brother was in a private high school, and her monthly living expenses were higher than hers, and she had already developed the habit of spending money lavishly.

Their family background itself is only acceptable, to bear the study and living expenses of the two children, has already emptied the family of the family is not wealthy, the parents are small traders, relying on the operation of a breakfast stall to earn money, sometimes in order to buy some cheap side dishes, have to ride their own tricycle to the suburbs, so on the way back to a car accident. After the death of her parents, Xiaofen went home to take care of the funeral and realized that the family's money was pitiful, and it was not enough for her brother's living expenses in the next quarter.

However, it will take at least half a year for Xiaofen to go to work after graduation, and she hopes that her younger brother can be sensible, save some flowers, and at least wait for her to work for a month before she can continue to provide for him to go to school. It was the first time the sister and brother quarreled, and when her parents were there before, Xiaofen didn't need to quarrel with her brother at all, because no matter what he wanted, as long as he moved his mouth, his parents would naturally hold him in front of him, and it was not her turn to talk to her sister, who was not too high in the family, let alone quarrel. But now, with Xiaofen's ability, it is impossible to get used to her younger brother like her parents, and quarrels seem inevitable.

In short, it has been three years since she took over the responsibility of taking care of her younger brother since the death of her parents, and in these four years, she has not added a new dress of more than 100 yuan for herself, has not bought cosmetics of big brands, and even dare not have a boyfriend. And my younger brother is about to go to college, tuition and living expenses are not a lot of expenses, and her income as a nurse will not be high even if she is tired and half dead.

Poverty seems to have become a hat that she can't take off her head, every time she sees colleagues who are about the same age as her live happily and exquisitely, she wishes that she didn't have a younger brother, or that she died in a car accident, in this era when everyone looks at people with colored glasses, no money means no friends, low sense of existence, yes, who wants to make a friend who can't dress up, doesn't have time to go out with spare money, the era of making friends and talking about hearts has long passed.

So sometimes when she looks at Zhuangzhuang, she will feel that this child is pitiful, and what is the difference between the life waiting for him and Xiaofen herself? will also be looked down upon, the same life is humble, and the same is a low-level citizen. What else is there to look forward to in such a life?

Therefore, death is a good way of liberation, the dead will not feel cold, hungry, painful, sad, and when they die, everything in this world has nothing to do with it. Xiaofen smiled, smiled, and walked towards Zhuangzhuang, child, you have to thank Auntie, it was Auntie who ended your life of tragedy that you could foresee.

The first-aid kit in the ward was opened by Xiao Fen, and the scalpel that flashed with cold light was exactly what she needed, as long as the sharp tip of the knife stabbed down with a little force, this immature little life that didn't know what to resist would disappear from there.

Xiao Fen opened the door of the incubator, her tentacles touched the strong and smooth skin, and a trace of trance crossed her eyes, but she soon became firm again, and she made a decisive move.

When the sharp alarm sounded, alarming the other staff in the ward, they realized that they didn't know when, a scalpel was stuck straight in front of the strong chest, and the head of the knife was all submerged in the strong skin, and the dynamic electrocardiogram that had always represented the struggle between this indomitable little life and death finally became a desperate straight line.

His little chest stopped rising and falling, and his somewhat flat chest was now swollen due to internal bleeding, and his eyes were wide open like black grapes, and he couldn't see emotions, so he just left, silently, without a chance to learn to walk, talk, or even a chance to look at his mother and take a bite of his mother's **.

Everyone rushed up to help rescue, Xiaofen didn't stop it, she was confident in her professional quality, she had studied medicine for so many years, and she might not be so good at treating diseases and saving people, but if she wanted to kill someone, she wouldn't be wrong with her eyes closed on the location of human organs, this knife must have hit the heart, and she also deliberately twisted the handle of the knife in order to destroy the heart function, so Zhuang Zhuang was destined to die.

Sure enough, everyone soon found out that their rescue measures were useless, and Xiao Fen worked hard to ensure this.

Everyone stopped what they were doing and turned their heads in unison, looking at Zhuang Zhuang in disbelief, and then at Xiaofen, their faces still full of horror, they had just witnessed one of their colleagues who usually loved children the most kill a baby!

What kind of grudge could make her poison a baby who has just completed her month? Xiaofen has been assigned to the nicu for two years, and she almost came to this department as soon as she graduated and passed the internship period. Xiaofen is recognized by everyone as a hard-working, loving child, and truly caring person!

Why is it that at this time, after she just killed an innocent baby, Xiao Fen's face is always a sweet smile?! This girl who is usually quiet and has almost no sense of existence, the only thing worth noting is the smile on her face, it looked so sweet and lovely at that time, why now, such a moment, such an atmosphere, appears on her face so weird? Especially when she smiled, her eyes kept looking at the corpse that was getting cold, as if she had not killed a baby just now, but had treated him as before.

The hospital quickly called the security guards to control Xiao Fen for the first time, but obviously their action was a bit redundant, Xiao Fen has been very quiet and cooperative, so that sitting in the corner really sat in the corner motionless, always with a sweet smile on her face, until the police came, she said the first sentence: "Which of you is Wen Mo?" ”

Xiang's parents almost received the news with Wen Mo's front and back feet, Xiang's mother fainted directly when she heard the bad news, her son was gone, and now even the only bone and blood left by her son is gone, and her daughter-in-law is lying half-dead in the intensive care unit, this family is over.

Wen Mo got a little more detailed information than the Xiang family's parents, and after she listened to the notice of her peers who were at the scene, the sensitivity of her profession told her that Xiaofen was not normal.

Xiao Fen saw Wen Mo for the first time, and the smile on her face became sweeter: "I recognize you, you are Wen Mo, you are really here." ”

"How did you meet me? And why do you want to poison Zhuang Zhuang? Who instructed you? "The sturdy body was wrapped tightly in white sheets, so small. Even people who don't like children anymore will have regrets and heartache when they see a young life disappear from here, and people have an instinctive care and love for the young of their own race, which is a hereditary unconditioned reflex retained after years of struggle with nature for the continuation of the race.

What's more, Xiaofen is engaged in nursing work related to infants and young children, and she can't be such a cold-blooded person.

"No one instructed me. I've wanted to do this for a long time. What do people live for? Suffering and exhaustion, there is no end, I am too cowardly, too incompetent, not to have the courage to commit suicide. But he gave me the courage to understand that I was not sinning, but redeeming. Redeem the suffering soul that misfortune has befallen this world, and death will give him peace. Xiao Fen looked at Wen Mo quietly, and finally withdrew the sweet smile on her face, and said very solemnly.

ta？ "Who is he?"

"You know that. You've been looking for him, but you're not going to find him. Wen Mo, the cause of all this is because of you, and the death of these people is all because of you. You're the culprit. Xiao Fen tilted her head slightly, as if she was remembering something: "He said that if you die, this game can end early." He also asked me to ask you, I don't know if you have the courage to exchange your own life for the life of someone you care about. Hehe, haha, hahahaha~" Xiaofen suddenly began to laugh loudly, laughing so much that tears and snot flowed, and she couldn't stop.

Cheng Gong has been by Wen Mo's side, and just wanted to interrupt Xiao Fen's nonsense several times, but was finally stopped by Wen Mo with his eyes. Finally waited for Wen Mo to finish asking, he repeatedly confirmed that there was nothing strange on Wen Mo's face, and then he couldn't help but speak: "You, don't listen to her nonsense." ”

"Don't worry, of course I won't listen. She was psychologically hinted at by that person, which strongly stimulated the dark side that has always existed in her heart, in fact, her state is not normal now, a bit similar to being hypnotized, but obviously the other party's means are more clever, and she knows how to guide according to the situation, and in the same way, she wants to return to normal, which is more troublesome than lifting hypnosis. The other party released her inner demons, and if her own character is not strong enough and her will is weak, no one is sure that she can return to normal. And ......" Wen Mo paused and looked at Xiao Fen, who was a little crazy: "Perhaps, it is not a good thing for her to wake up." Poisoning an ignorant child is something that no one can accept. ”

In the end, I still hope that the suspect's mental state remains normal, otherwise the judicial process may be questioned by the defendant's lawyer, but Wen Mo's main direction is criminal psychology, and in terms of treatment, it is half a bottle of water, and the police finally found a real psychiatrist to give Xiao Fen adjuvant treatment, about half a month later, Xiao Fen regained consciousness, and was closely protected for a long time after that to prevent her from committing suicide, and after more than a dozen attempts, she failed to succeed after all, Still standing in the dock and listening to the cruel facts that were not at all like what she could do. According to her specific situation, the murder was bewitched by others, the death penalty is unlikely, and she will be locked up for more than ten years before being released, and her future life, no matter how long, will probably carry the heavy burden of a human life.

Of course, that's for later. Xiang's mother stood in front of Wen Mo without saying a word, suddenly slapped Wen Mo in the face, and then left without saying a word.

Wen Mo touched her somewhat hot face and lowered her head in embarrassment. What Xiao Fen said, how could she not hear it in her heart. The people around her are suffering for her and taking the risk of being killed, and the Xiang family is a good family, because Wen Mo got to where she is today.

If she dies, can this really end? If in the end, Wen Mo has not been able to catch the murderer, and there are still people who continue to be killed, these will all be counted on her head. Is it possible to exchange your life for a stable life in this world? If you give the other party what you want most, will the other party keep the agreement?

Maybe, you can give it a try. One day, she will. (To be continued.) )