Chapter 1007: I love you, and it has nothing to do with you

Jia Yi dragged her tired body back to the apartment first, Guo Rui was still in the store with Yu Ran, maybe she was in a bad mood, she didn't take the opportunity to make fun of Guo Rui when she left, let alone say thank you, and the black coat was taken home by herself.

As soon as she returned to the door of her room to rummage for the keys, her bag was under her coat, so she had to carry her clothes to her chin and make room for her to look through her bag.

But just when her nose inadvertently came to her coat, she realized that this dress was not Guo Rui's, but Gao Qu's, and she couldn't forget the familiar smell.

She opened the door, changed her shoes, and immediately threw the clothes in her hands to the ground, only to see a business card float out of the dress and fall to the ground.

She stood upright, stared at it for a long time, and finally squatted on the ground and picked up the business card, which was Gao Qu's own business card, and he wrote a few lines on it with a black pen:

"I'm sorry, I lied to you, it was me who was wrong! But as long as you leave, I'm not smiling, and I won't let go of anything. ”

Jia Yi tried to close her eyes, stop remembering and imagining him in her mind, but the words obviously worked.

She could only sigh, rub the hard card hard, and throw it into the trash without mercy. Like the paper balls that were thrown away, the small card only scratched the wall and fell halfway through.

Jia Yi didn't mean to care about it, she rarely went home early, and she also needed to contact Wen Min and Uncle Chang about the May Day holiday order.

She deliberately kept herself busy, spending almost a night on the phone and preparing all kinds of materials, she tried to control herself from drowning too long in this relationship that had been declared a failure, at least not longer than the last time, she knew that as long as she survived a day or two, she would be able to regain her momentum, just like Mark had been away for so long, didn't she also live well?

Wen Min's phone asked Jia Yi to find the previous order template, and when he heard that there were details to be adjusted, Jia Yi forgot where they were for a while, so he had to turn over the cabinets and cabinets, and soon found them, and the two ran in for a while before finally finalizing the cooperation.

But with the rummaging of the documents, there was also the pile of photos that were hurriedly stuffed into the corner this morning, and she still saw herself and Gao Qu in the photos, and when they were secretly photographed, he and she happened to be in the cafΓ© downstairs of the consultation center.

Seeing the photo of herself, many people's reaction was to stare at herself in the photo, but Jia Yi didn't, her eyes were on Gao Qu from the beginning, this was the first time she looked at his smiling side face so sincerely: her eyebrows were a little fluttering, but fortunately, her eyebrows were thick and pulled back this uninhibitedness; The bridge of the nose is high but not long, and the corners of the mouth are very thin and curved when you smile, thin at the top and thick at the bottom......

It was the first time she had noticed these details so closely, she didn't even know that there was a mole under the man's earlobe, and she was so strange to him after all that when she looked at him now, she really thought she was a bystander.

The more she looked at it, the more fascinated she became, and she was still greedy for this face.

She rearranged the photos, but when she was tidying up, she accidentally found that although Gao Qu's face in the candid camera was always smiling, there was always a very "unnatural" in the faint way, and he always pursed his mouth most of the time in the photo, and his mouth was bent upward, so the forehead lines were highlighted.

That kind of "unnatural" Jia Yi is all too familiar - he laughed like this when he was robbed of the limelight by Sheng Fuyang in the Sheng company's inspection team that day; Today in the hospital, when he tried to explain, he also laughed like this.

On the day of the photo, he said to Jia Yi again and again: "I want you to accompany me." At that time, he was in a difficult period of Xiaoyin's car accident and workplace failure, and he needed her company to relieve his inner anxiety and uneasiness.

So--maybe he didn't have any malice when he laughed like this in the hallway today, nor was it easy and disdainful, but he was really flustered and depressed?

Is he also in pain?

Is it the fear of losing her?

Jiayi's brain began to mess up again, but she was physically and mentally exhausted and didn't want to think too much, so she had to stuff the photos into the corner again, close the computer, and go straight to the bathroom to take a shower.

The water poured down from the shower, and she stood upright, waiting for a stream of heat to rush down from her heavenly spirit cover, she needed to be awake so much that in less than a day, she had already dramatized herself into several TV series: suspense, martial arts, bitter drama, and now this sadomasochistic drama.

Of course, including visiting the hospital in the morning, she also experienced a mother-in-law and daughter-in-law ethics drama - she was contracted at eight o'clock!

She smiled to herself, feeling much lighter for some reason.

After taking a shower and wiping his hair and walking out of the bathroom, Gao Qu's business card was lying at his feet, without the slightest initiative to go further towards the trash can.

Jia Yi picked it up, pushed it out with her fingers, looked at it carefully, slowly walked to the sofa, picked up her phone, and dialed the phone......

That number was Gao Qu's work number, it was not reserved for Jia Yi at all, and she had never called, but she didn't believe her conjecture, and she didn't know who else to trust at this moment, so she could only rely on the power of the underworld again - will anyone answer at this time?

If no one answers, it's just her undead mind; If someone picks up, ......

The call was connected after three "beeps".

Before Jia Yi could speak, a slightly hoarse male voice came from the other end: "Jia Yi? ”

Gao Qu actually recognized her phone, and he continued: "Jiayi, it's you, right? I know it's you, I've finally been waiting for your call! ”

Jia Yi clutched the microphone and took a deep breath - what was she afraid of, at least she wasn't thinking about it.

She said, "Listen, Gao Qu, I'll give you ten minutes to explain to me three questions: one, why did you tell me that I was with you; Second, you have something to hide from me, will those things affect the development of our relationship? 3. You ...... Are you okay now? ”

The other end was silent for nearly a minute, and the hoarse voice sounded again: "First, I don't want to sue SΓΉ Qiaole, but just SΓΉ Xiaoyin, because she is probably the only family member who will bless me at the moment, and I want her to go to the United States more at ease, and I don't want her to have a deep grudge against you, she is much more fragile than you think, especially in the face of love......"

"Second, I do have something to hide from you, but those things ...... I don't know how to say it, they're complicated, they have nothing to do with you, it's just work, you know my work has always been difficult," he said, suddenly smiling bitterly, and then continued: "I don't want you to worry, but I now know that I can't completely isolate my work from you, I will think about what you think of me, I will think about what I can do to get my aunt and them to change their prejudice against me, so as to affirm my choice to be with you......"

"I care about you, I care what you think of me, I care if our relationship can be smoother, although you are very strong, but I don't want you to be like the day I confronted my aunt, I don't want the woman I love to arm herself and fight against anything, if I can, I hope we go smoothly, and then a little smoother......"

Jia Yi didn't make a sound, she had already covered her mouth with her hands, tears flowed from the corners of her eyes little by little, and the droplets of wet hair mixed with a fragrance, dripping down on her legs and floor.

The time seemed to know the human mind, and it was slow to point to ten minutes.

He paused, and the sound of blowing his nose came from the microphone, and soon his voice seemed better and clearer, and he laughed and said, "Ten minutes are not up yet." ”

Jia Yi chuckled, but still didn't speak.

He continued: "Finally I ...... I'm not good, because the work is very tiring, and the project is not as smooth as I imagined, I can't tell you yet, I'm afraid you're worried, and the most important thing is that at noon today, you're almost going to cry my heart, I almost want to let go...... But as I said, as I confessed to you for the first time, if this is the last time we meet, I don't want to leave with regrets. As long as you're crying, I won't let go. ”

Jia Yi's hand covering his mouth trembled even more violently, and a slight sobbing sound came from his palm, and he also heard it on the other end of the phone, and he said, "Are you crying?" You're putting up with it, aren't you? If you can't restrain yourself, don't put up with it, I can hang up the phone first, and then call when you're comfortable, don't put up with it, your nose will be very uncomfortable......"

Jia Yi put down the phone but didn't hang up, she snorted hard, then ran to the kitchen and poured herself a glass of ice water, and then quickly ran over to pick up the phone, lowered her voice and said, "I didn't cry, do you know what the relationship between us has returned to because of the stupid things you did before?" ”

"To what extent?"

"Back to the point where I like you, but I don't dare to possess you."

Gao Qu was finally a little relieved, his tone was obviously much more relaxed than before, and said, "Then do I need another kiss to get our relationship back in place?" ”

Jia Yi also laughed and said, "You try it, let you grow a few more bags on your head." By the way, how are you in your head right now? Is there a rub or something? ”

"No, your voice is the best medicine."

"I'm poor, I sue you, this phone call doesn't mean I forgive you, after all, you still have something to hide from me, it's just that I respect your choice, but I also keep my thoughts, I just want to make myself feel better, after all, I still like you very much, and I'm not willing to hate you like this like this......"

She told him her thoughts without hesitation, and tears welled up again, and she was actually touched by herself.

"Then do you want to hear me explain what happened to me and Luo Ting at noon today?"

"No need, since you waited for my call, it means that you already know how to explain, and you must be sure that your explanation can get my forgiveness, and make me cry again, right?"

"I'm not sure, but I did think a long time about how to explain it, because I thought you'd care...... Don't you believe me? ”

"No, I just don't think we have to talk about trust and explanation, these words are not at all adding to our love, but fundamentally dismantling our relationship. I have doubted and set up a line of defense more than once, but the moment I heard your voice, I knew that I was finished, and that loving someone is really an irrational thing......"

She blinked her eyes that were still with tears, paused shyly, and continued, "Gao Qu...... I still have a lot of questions in my mind, many, many more, but today I don't want to ask any more, I don't know how long we can go, and if it's a long time, then naturally these don't have to be taken into account; If time is short, I just want to cherish the short time I spend with you......"

These words broke the hearts of the people on both ends of the phone, and Gao Qu hurriedly said: "Jiayi...... It's me who didn't do well, if I did better, you wouldn't be so scared, it's all my fault, thank you for still wanting to like me......"

"I like you, but I have nothing to do with you......" she blurted out, and even she herself was caught off guard.

"What?" He was puzzled by what she had just said.

"It's nothing, remember to rub the medicine, get off work early, remember that there will always be a woman here who is a little selfish and insecure, but still likes you......" She lowered her head slightly, stroked her injured knee, and her voice was extremely gentle.

"I will remember to rub the medicine, to leave work later, and to remember that there will always be a smart and powerful woman next to me, who is violent but actually very vulnerable. I love her, I love ......" (To be continued.) )