Chapter 125: My heart is cold

Xiaoqing lay down on his grandfather's stiff body and cried. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. biqUgE怂 Info Grandpa's body is already cold, and he can no longer hear Xiaoqing's crying, and he will no longer look at her lovingly, and speak softly in his voice.

Little Ding Ding is gone, grandpa is still there, there is still a person she cares about at home, and there is still some warmth in this family.

has to take care of grandpa, which also makes Xiaoqing feel that she is needed, and no matter how difficult it is, she has to grit her teeth and go on.

Now that Grandpa is gone, he feels like he's dragging down the children, and he doesn't want to be a burden to Xiaoqing. Seeing Xiaoqing for the last time, he could leave with peace of mind.

But grandpa didn't think about it, he left like this, took Xiaoqing's only pillar away, and left her alone in this deserted courtyard, how would she repair the pain in her heart and spend those days alone.

Xiao Ding Ding is gone, grandpa is also gone, Xiaoqing is no longer needed, in this cold and lonely home, she is so lonely.

In this deserted courtyard, without Xiao Dingding's innocent laughter and grandfather's loving eyes, it is already a meaningless home. Mom is gone, Dad has never come home, what's the point of guarding this home with only an empty shell. Without caring and caring family members, without the family affection that depends on each other, home is just a cold word.

In the hot weather at the end of summer, Xiaoqing felt cold all over her body, and even her heart was cold.

She was just a fifteen-year-old girl, and the repeated blows made her completely break down. She had worked so hard to keep this home intact, and she had exhausted all her efforts, but the home was still broken and could no longer be completed.

Xiaoqing just cried helplessly, maybe only tears could wash away the pain in her heart. But the pain in my heart can't even be washed away by the water of the Heitan River, how can these tears be washed away.

Xiaoqing's cry alarmed the villagers, and everyone came to see what was going on.

Everyone's hearts were filled with sadness and ominous atmosphere. In less than a month, two people died in the family, an old man and a young man. Everyone felt that the courtyard was full of a goosebump-inducing coldness.

Before Haiying entered the yard, she shouted and cried: "Dad, Dad, why did you leave?" ā€

Her exaggerated cry provoked a sneer from the onlookers. Xiaoqing went out, and Haiying came twice in total, this time to show her filial piety and sadness.

"Xiaoqing, you dead doll, where did you die, how do you know to come back, why don't you die outside. Little Tintin is dead, grandpa is dead, why don't you die with it. It's good that this family is dead, and it's good if it's dead. ā€

Haeyoung cried, pushing Xiaoqing, venting the anger in her heart. The sister-in-law went out, her brother was not at home, and her niece was still young, so the matter of sending the old man fell on her.

Xiaoqing didn't speak, and let Haiying push around. At this moment, she hoped that her aunt would beat her hard.

The seventh old man couldn't stand it anymore, and pulled Xiaoqing aside: "Haiying, this matter is your fault." Xiaoqing is just a child, you adults have put the responsibility on her, where can she bear it. Besides, she went out to work to earn a little money, where would she have thought of so many things. ā€

Haiying knelt in front of Wang Silin's bed, and began to cry and began to count Haiqing, who had not returned home for a long time, and her sister-in-law who had remarried. Everyone else is not good, only she is heartfelt for this family.

Wang Silin had already had the heart to die, so he changed into a shroud and died peacefully and peacefully. Everyone carried him into the longevity materials that had been prepared in the early years.

Feng Xian'er and Sanhuzi got the news and hurried back.

Hae-young stopped at the door and didn't let her in, pointing her nose and scolding her.

"You rotten, you still have the face to come back. You say, if it weren't for you, would little Tintin die? Will the old man die? You're a scourge, broom! Get out, the door of our house doesn't allow people like you to come in. You are the sinner of this family. ā€

Feng Xian'er is very calm, anyway, she is used to being scolded, and she doesn't care about Haiying's scolding. If a woman remarries, the affairs of this family have nothing to do with her. She was just worried about Xiaoqing, afraid that she wouldn't be able to stand this repeated blow.

"Haeyoung, don't just talk about it. It stands to reason that if I remarry, your Lao Tzu's death has nothing to do with me. If you are capable, bury the old man alone, and don't ask me for a penny. If you are a little more capable, take care of Xiaoqing and wait for your useless brother to come back. If you want to talk about the sinners of this family, your brother Haiqing is the sinner, if he can think about our mothers, will I remarry? ā€

Feng Xian'er's words made Haiying have no parry, she sat in the courtyard like a splash and began to curse Haiqing.

"Haiqing, you damn turtle son. You're having fun outside, throwing this mess at me, how are you going to step down? Your turtle son will die outside, and don't come back. ā€

Xiaoqing really couldn't stand her aunt's shrewd crying, so she came out and said, "Sister-in-law, can't you be quiet?" If you are so noisy, you will make noise with your grandfather, and you will not feel at ease when he leaves. Don't you keep cursing this curse and that, don't you think there are not many people dying in this family? Do you want two more people to die in your family? ā€

Xiaoqing's words made Haiying feel that she had been greatly wronged, and cried and said, "Okay, you all blame me, it's me who is not good, I shouldn't care about you." Well, I don't care, and I can't take care of this family. Then I'll go quickly, so as not to annoy you, and I'll come back on the day the old man is buried in the ground." ā€

After Haiying finished speaking, she left without looking back.

"Xiaoqing, don't be sad, when you send grandpa, you will go live with me, and then you will go to school in the county seat." Feng Xian'er smiled and comforted Xiaoqing.

"Yes, Xiaoqing, I will treat you as my own daughter." Sanhuzi also said.

"I'll talk about that later." After all, it is a biological mother and daughter, although Xiaoqing blames Feng Xian'er for remarrying, she knows that Feng Xian'er really cares about her.

It's just that there used to be Xiao Dingding's laughter in this courtyard, there was a grandfather's figure, and there was everything that was happy and sad in the family, even if Xiaoqing was left alone, those memories would fill this deserted courtyard, how could it be said that you can give it up?

Feng Xian'er and Sanhuzi paid for the burial of Wang Silin.

On the day of grandpa's funeral, Xiaoqing did not shed another tear. She felt that her heart had been buried in the dirt with her grandfather.

At night, Xiaoqing sat alone on the bed. The light illuminates the night, but it does not illuminate her heart.

Little Tintin won't squeeze a quilt with her and pester her to tell stories. Grandpa won't nag and say this and that. The room suddenly seemed so deserted, so cold that I felt cold in my heart, and I didn't want to stay even for a moment.

Xiaoqing pushed open the door, and the night breeze brought some coolness. The sky is full of stars and jewels falling on the canopy, the moon has not yet come out, and the sky is the stage for the stars at this moment.

Xiaoqing looked up at the endless night sky, which star was changed by Grandpa and Little Dingding?

Qiuqiu followed Xiaoqing closely, and in this quiet night, only it accompanied the sad Xiaoqing.

Xiaoqing unconsciously walked to the reservoir at the foot of Cheche Mountain. Under the starlight at night, the pool surface is silent, and green duckweed covers the entire pool surface.

Xiaoqing vaguely heard Xiao Ding Ding calling out to her.

"Sister, come, come and play in the water."

"Sister, it's cool in the water, come on!"

Xiaoqing walked towards the cistern in a distracted manner, and walked into the cool water step by step.