Chapter Twenty-Eight: Zhang Jianjian's Thoughts
Cheng Ziying in Jianghan University has been extremely depressed in the past two days; Since I dated Yue Haohan on Saturday, thinking about Yue Haohan's proposal to break up, my heart hurts faintly; Could it be that the advent of graduation season is really the end of college students' love? Cheng Ziying felt a little unable to face reality; Today is Monday, and Yue Haohan has reported to the Party School of the Central South Provincial Party Committee for training, which makes Cheng Ziying feel even more confused and uneasy!
When he was sitting alone in the dormitory in a daze, Huang Yaru walked in with a letter in his hand and said, "Ziying, your letter seems to have been written by your family." ”
After speaking, he handed the letter in his hand to Cheng Ziying. Cheng Ziying took the letter, looked at Huang Yaru and said, "Yaru, did you say that you are going to break up after graduation?" After saying that, he sighed; Hearing Cheng Ziying's sudden words, Huang Yaru looked at Cheng Ziying suspiciously, not knowing how to answer, in Huang Yaru's eyes, Yue Haohan and Cheng Ziying were originally a natural pair, so compatible, and so affectionate to each other; How did such a sentence suddenly pop up today.
Looking at Cheng Ziying, who is usually so happy and happy, and listless today, Huang Yaru sat down next to Cheng Ziying and said: "Ziying, what happened, I found that you have been unhappy for the past two days, and you look worried!" ”
Cheng Ziying sighed in a low voice and said: "Yaru, he is no longer a graduate student of Professor Zhang, he was selected by the Organization Department of the Central South Provincial Party Committee as a 'selected student'; ”
Huang Yaru said: "What's the matter, if you choose a student, you will choose a student; Are you so unhappy? ”
Cheng Ziying said: "You don't know, when I was dating Haohan on Saturday; He said that the selected students will all work at the grassroots level in remote towns and villages in the future, and he said that in order not to affect my future happiness, he even proposed to break up with me! ”
Huang Yaru looked at Cheng Ziying in surprise and said, "What? Parted? Break up just because two people are far away? When he came back from training, I questioned him properly. ”
Cheng Ziying said: "This is not necessary, I understand the meaning of vastness, he doesn't want me to be wronged; Alas! Unless he really doesn't like me anymore, doesn't love me anymore, I will never leave him; No matter how remote he is, I won't give up! ”
Huang Yaru listened to Cheng Ziying say this; secretly praised Cheng Ziying's infatuation in his heart, why can't he be such a person!
looked at Cheng Ziying and said: "Ziying, love sometimes needs the test of distance, 'If the two love is long, how can it be in the morning and twilight?' 'As long as you are with Hanzi's heart, nothing can stop you!' ”
Huang Yaru then said: "My boyfriend is in the army, haven't I come over in the past few years?" You don't know, Ziying, every time I receive a letter from him, my heart is about to jump out, and this experience is also very beautiful! Therefore, I think the resistance of love should not be the distance in reality, the distance can only test the loyalty and persistence of love; I've always believed that as long as we are with each other's hearts, nothing else is a problem. ”
Huang Yaru's words reached Cheng Ziying's heart; made Cheng Ziying's mood a little better, and after a while, Cheng Ziying said to Huang Yaru again: "Yaru, in fact, I am not afraid to worry, the distance between the two people is far away; In fact, what worries me the most now is my mother's attitude; When I was at home during the winter vacation, I told my mother about me and Haohan; My mother was obviously against our relationship, and I really wanted to stay and work in Central South Province, but my mother insisted that I go back to Donghai; It seems that today's letter is again about my work. ”
Huang Yaru said: "Ziying, parents don't have any external intentions for their children, it's just that the parents' concepts are different from ours, and there is a generation gap; Slowly do your mother's job, I think she will eventually agree to it in order to feel sorry for her daughter. ”
The two were chatting; Li Xiaohui and Wu Meixia held hands, talked and laughed back to the bedroom, and when they saw Cheng Ziying and Huang Yaru, the two of them came over, Li Xiaohui said: "Ziying, Yaru, you two are whispering here; Meixia and I have been looking for you for a long time. ”
Huang Yaru said: "What can the two of us whisper about; Ziying's whispers told Hanzi, no, Hanzi went to the Provincial Party School of Wangjiang District for training, and only left this morning, Ziying missed others! ”
"What? Hanzi went to the Party School of the Central South Provincial Party Committee for training? Why training? Li Xiaohui asked suspiciously.
Huang Yaru said: "Hanzi has become a selected student of the Organization Department of the Central and Southern Provincial Party Committee, and he will not study in graduate school; In the future, he will be in politics. Li Xiaohui looked at Cheng Ziying again and said: "Politics is a good thing, Ziying has been unhappy about this thing for the past two days?" What kind of work do you do and the relationship between the two of you, love, there should be no necessary connection! ”
Cheng Ziying sighed and didn't speak again; The four of them cleaned up in the dormitory, and then went to the cafeteria together for lunch.
After dinner, I returned to the dormitory and lay down on my bed; Cheng Ziying opened her mother's letter and read it; In the letter, her mother told her that work matters had been connected; After graduation, he returned to Donghai City to work in the Financial Office of Donghai Municipal Government. The letter also mentioned the love affair between Cheng Ziying and Yue Haohan; Let Cheng Ziying make a decision as soon as possible, and don't miss her future happiness because of immature ideas; At the end of the letter, my mother also said that she might have to come to Jianghan recently because of work matters.
Cheng Ziying looked at the statement in her mother's letter about her and Yue Haohan's love; I feel very uncomfortable, why didn't I find out before, my mother's concept of family is so serious? It seems that the reason why my mother opposes her and Yue Haohan's love is not a matter of distance, but a sense of 'door to match' rooted in my mother's heart;
After reading the letter, Cheng Ziying's mind was still a mess; Suddenly, Cheng Ziying had a thought that even frightened herself: "I am vast, I must give him all I have; Whether it's your own mind, or your own body! "Thinking about the many times I hugged and kissed with the vast; If I hadn't calmed down a little bit, wouldn't the two of you have ,,,,,, know this Saturday, Haohan will go back to school? No, when the time comes, I will go to the Party School of the Provincial Party Committee to see him; Thinking wildly, Cheng Ziying fell asleep in a daze.
In the evening, Zhang Jianshe went back to school to get things; Yue Haohan lay alone in the party school dormitory and turned on the TV; boring tunes the channel and sees that there are no favorite programs of your own; picked up the bedside table casually, and in the afternoon, he and Zhang Jianshe bought a copy of "Easy Learning and Life" at the bookstore at the entrance of the party school; This is a book about the prediction of things in the Book of Changes, and I will turn to the "Concept of Marriage in the Book of Changes", and look at the opening chapter: "Heaven and earth have yin and yang, people have men and women, and there must be a problem of yin and yang in conjunction with men and women and the marriage of men and women." ”
Yue Haohan thought that there is indeed such a saying in the Book of Changes: "There is heaven and earth, and then there are all things, and then there are all things, and then there are men and women, and there are men and women and then there are husbands and wives, and there are couples and then there are fathers and sons." ”
After thinking about it for a while, I continued to look down, only to see that it was written in the book: "Marriage is the starting point of the family and the cell of society, so the issue of marriage is a social problem." If it is handled well, it will be beneficial to society, and if it is not handled well, it will bring a lot of trouble to society. There are many hexagrams in the Zhou Yi that deal with marriage and the choice of a spouse; Our ancestors, for the sake of mankind to enjoy a happy married life and build a harmonious family; Only then did he invent the method of using "Zhou Yi" to predict the good luck and bad luck of marriage. ”
Seeing this, Yue Haohan threw the book on the bedside table, stared at the ceiling and thought, "Actually, what kind of prediction is there; The key point is that no matter what, as long as you achieve the balance of yin and yang; But if you want to break up with Ziying, will it be in line with the balance of yin and yang? If yin and yang are balanced, why is it so uncomfortable in my heart? Ziying must be more uncomfortable than herself! Thinking of Cheng Ziying, Yue Haohan couldn't calm down in his heart; Good wishes, why are they always crushed by reality; I thought of Ziying's family and my own home; The difference between the two families is still too big, is it a mistake to fall in love with Ziying in the first place? If I had known that Ziying was born in such a family, I don't know if I would have the courage to love!
In a daze, Yue Haohan had a dream, in which he was walking on a rugged mountain road; The mountain was very high, and I struggled to climb up the path; It seemed that he had no strength in his body, and at this time, he suddenly found Cheng Ziying shouting behind him; When I turned my head to look, there was no one behind me; Turning his head to look at the mountain, he saw Cheng Ziying standing on the top of the mountain, shouting and running to him.
Yue Haohan was startled and woke up from his dream; It turned out that Zhang Jianshe had come back from school, and after entering the room, he was calling himself: "Haohan, what's wrong?" It's still early, and you're asleep? A few shouts at you. ”
Yue Haohan got up, leaned against the head of the bed and said, "What time is it?" You're back so soon? ”
Zhang Jianshe said: "It's not even ten o'clock; Our school is close to here, and I went back to school and talked nonsense with a few classmates in the same dormitory for a while. ”
After Zhang Jianshe finished speaking, he took out his clean undershirt and said: "Haohan, you can watch TV first, I'll go to the bathroom to take a shower, and we'll talk again when we come back." ”
Yue Haohan said: "Okay, you go take a bath, I'll wait for you, I really can't sleep, it's the first time I have lived in such a room since I was a child, it's hot outside, it's so cool inside, it's a little uncomfortable." ”
When Zhang Jianshe was taking a bath, Yue Haohan tuned the TV to the Central South Provincial Channel; I saw that it was replaying today's news; One of the pieces of news was about the burden of farmers in Xinyu County; Isn't Zhang Jianshe from Xinyu County? Yue Haohan thought: "I don't know what the difference is between Xinyu County and Jiangyang, they are both close to the riverside, it should be about the same, Brother Jianming has been working there for a year." ”
After a while, Zhang Jianshe came back after washing; After seeing Zhang Jianshe sitting on the bed, Yue Haohan said: "Jianjian, I found out that you have a lot of food today, why are you still so thin?" ”
Zhang Jianshe said: "I guess it's a congenital problem, I heard my mother say that when I was pregnant, because my family was poor, my nutrition couldn't keep up, and I was born with less than three catties; So later, I ate a lot and digested quickly, but I didn't grow meat. ”
Yue Haohan said: "A few people in the family, construction." ”
Zhang Jianshe said: "Eight people, five brothers and sisters, I am the eldest in the family, and my grandmother also lives with me; Our family is really thirsty; There are many fields and roads, but they all depend on the work of their parents; After a busy year, after paying agricultural taxes and retention funds, it is still a loss; Vast, your home is not in the countryside, you can't experience it! ”
Yue Haohan said: "Just when you were taking a bath, I also saw a news broadcast on the TV station of Central South Province on how your Xinyu County can reduce the burden of regulating farmers. ”
Zhang Jianshe said: "Let me say, when will the state cancel the farmers' agricultural taxes and retention funds; Only then can farmers grow grain to have hope! ”
Yue Haohan said: "Since ancient times, 'farming is done with grain, raising children on errands'; this agricultural tax has a history of thousands of years in our China, and it is not so easy to abolish it. ”
Zhang Jianshe said: "Vast, to be honest; I am looking for someone to help me become a transfer student, not to become an official in the future, I feel from the bottom of my heart that farmers are difficult and hard; I, the son of a farmer, just want to do more good things for farmers in the future! ”
Listening to Zhang Jianjian's heartfelt words, Yue Haohan suddenly had a sense of respect for Zhang Jianshe from his heart; Zhang Jianjian's words are so simple and down-to-earth; Although his family is also in a small county, he still knows less about the countryside after all; Zhang Jianjian's ideal is to 'do more good things for farmers in the future'; Originally, I had only thought about studying and studying traditional Chinese culture with Professor Zhang; but now the situation is different, should I also think about it, and after going to the grassroots level, I should learn more about the peasants and make more friends with the peasants; China is a big agricultural country, and isn't the traditional Chinese culture derived from the peasants from generations of peasants?
The two of them talked until it was almost twelve o'clock before they turned off the lights and went to bed.