If Kazuya misjudged the situation somewhere, it was in a fundamental place, Ayase's psychological misjudgment.

Although Kazuya has been with Ayase as a brother and sister for 15 years, but subconsciously, he still must have substituted his previous evaluation of Ayase's sick but little angel into Ayase's body, especially since Ayase went to junior high school, all kinds of things that made him somewhat familiar with the occurrence of things made him mix the more templated image of Ayase in his memory with the real image of Ayase, which also made him always focus on preventing Ayase's "blackening".

However, one thing he has never figured out is that the current Ayase is completely different, and the current Ayase is far more sensitive psychologically than he imagined.

The phobia of going out at the beginning of school,The impact on Ayase didn't end after Kazuya helped solve the problem.,After that,Although Kazuya himself didn't realize it.,But subconsciously,In addition to showing a calm temperament that doesn't match her age again.,Ayase has become more dependent on Kazuya since that time.。

This situation will get better after Ayase is promoted to junior high school, this is because of the encounter with Kirino, so that Ayase has another partner and friend who can make her feel at ease, but in essence, Ayase is still very dependent on Kazuya, and this dependence may not be reflected in the fact that Kazuya can help him do something, for Ayase, on the contrary, as long as he knows that he can help Kazuya, and knows that he can be by Kazuya's side, and he is also by his side, this is the biggest peace of mind for Ayase.

So, despite the so-called "blackening" at other times before, for Ayase, these things don't actually need to be taken too seriously, because these things don't involve the existence of her fundamental problems. It's just that these things have slowly collapsed since the summer of the previous year.

The first is to discover the two people he relies on the most, Kazuya and Kirino, who communicate and connect in private, and even participate in other activities together without their knowledge - this feeling is a complete double betrayal.

And after that,Although Kazuya and Kirino promised her some things,But Ayase found another side of Kazuya that she didn't know.,Although I'm not sure.,But Ayase also knows,At least in terms of avoiding that she knows about this matter,Kazuya still spent some thought.,And her brother's deliberate performance,It also made her feel that the distance between Kazuya and Kazuya was also a little more estranged.。

Although after each similar situation, it seems that Ayase can still get a satisfactory result in the end, but the more this situation occurs, the more Ayase feels as if she is persecuting Kazuya, which is another thing she hates.

And what's next,It's the relationship between Kazuya and Eiri Pear.,Although both Kazuya and Eiri Pear have repeatedly promised that they won't alienate themselves because of the relationship between the two.,But,Ayase is not the kind of fool who will really believe in this kind of promise.,Even if Kazuya and Eiri really think so.,But Kazuma can't focus more on himself as much as before.,That's for sure-this.,Even if Ayase helps Kazuya a lot.。

At this time, Kirino and Kazuya's "sneaking" behavior again, not so much because Ayase was angry because of this action of the two, but more because of the outbreak that Ayase had endured all the time, and the outbreak of uncertainty, however, it was this outburst, Ayase felt that she was not the one who took the reason, because, from a rational point of view, she knew that she was not qualified to ask Kazuya to always treat her as the most important person, and similarly, she had no way to make Kirino always put herself first as a best friend.

This is also the reason why Ayase has been quietly trying to adjust her state.

However, the real mood is irrepressible, so, although Ayase also knows that her outburst today is a little unreasonable, but the feeling of exuding all the emotions she wants to complain about is really not bad, so, although there has been a weak voice in her heart warning her not to continue, she is still a little resolute and exposes her thoughts.

Of course, at this time, Ayase still didn't convey her real kind of dependent emotions to Kazuya, which she wasn't even so sure about, and knowledge expressed the most basic fuse of her emotions.

This complex emotion of his sister,Kazuya is naturally imperceptible.,So,When Ayase mentioned Kirino,Kazuya felt that he basically knew what the reason for the other party's anger was.。

Although from the perspective of hindsight, Kazuya felt that Kirino and his actions to hide Ayase at that time were really unnecessary, but now is not the time for him to dwell on the approach, and his most important purpose now is to stabilize Ayase's mood as quickly as possible.

"Regarding that matter, it was me and Kirino who did it wrong." Although Kazuya also thought of many other ways to defend himself, in the end he gave up all quibbles, because he knew that for the current Ayase, a convincing and sincere attitude was the best medicine to comfort the other party.

So, why? Can you give me an explanation? Ayase's dark and deep eyes looked at Kazuya, and Kazuya felt an impenetrable feeling like a deep lake, "Why are you hiding it from me?" What is it exactly? Is it something you can't let me know? ”

"If it's a specific thing, it's mainly about the discussion of the materialization of Kirino's mobile phone novel.,Because this matter feels like a more professional thing.,So Kirino proposed to ask Ying Lili to help too.,So,That Sunday,Actually, the three of us went out together.。

"In other words, brother, you didn't lie, did you? If you just say the meaning of 'dating' simply, then my brother and Ying Lili seniors did go out together, but this 'date' is not the kind of date between lovers, but a meeting with something, right? So, what my brother wants to say is, you didn't lie to me, is all this my self-righteous misunderstanding? Whether it's the preparation for you before you set off, or the dissatisfaction with you after you come back, these things are actually unnecessary, right? Ayase said with a slightly sarcastic smile.

Kazuya sensitively sensed that Ayase's mood was developing in an extremely bad direction, although he didn't know why Ayase was so easily stimulated today, but obviously, if he continued to let Ayase understand according to his own ideas, then Kazuya himself couldn't predict what would happen next.

So, Kazuya's final decision was to cut through the mess quickly, not thinking of any other explanation, and Kazuya took a step forward, bent down, and bowed his head heavily - for Kazuya, he had never adapted to the solemn way of the Japanese when asking for help or asking for forgiveness, so what he did now was already his most serious behavior.

"I'm sorry, Ayase, but it's all my problem about this. You also know Kirino's character.,She doesn't want to be too troublesome and inform others about these things.,And prefer to solve it on your own.,So,After asking for help from me and Ying Liri.,When she hesitated to tell you about it.,I stopped her.,And then,On the day we met.,It's also my own heart that is a little weak.,So I covered up this matter with a date with Ying Lili.。 Therefore, Kirino made the only mistake in this is that he didn't tell you about it, and Ying Lili only inadvertently became an 'accomplice', and all the problems are blamed on me. It was I who stopped Kirino without authorization, and tried to hide it in front of you. That's right, just like Kanako's incident, all of this is for my ridiculous dignity, in order to show my reliability and ability, I took some things that are actually difficult for me to do on my own without authorization, and finally became what I am now, so it's all my fault. ”

Although Kazuya's words are not entirely true, for example, in terms of hiding this from Ayase, it is mainly Kirino himself's intention, and Kazuya is just following Kirino's intentions, but, compared to this kind of collusion and good deception, it is not a good way to take all the problems on yourself, at least, this can make Ayase's spearhead completely pointed at himself, although it will be a little more difficult to deal with, but at least the problem can be pressed within the minimum range, and it will not spread.

This is the first time that Kazuya has so frankly admitted his mistakes in front of Ayase, and this time, he even exposed his particularly naïve "dignity theory" in front of Ayase, and for such an answer, Ayase himself did not expect it, so, looking at Kazuya who suddenly became solemn, Ayase was the first to mess up.

"I don't know, I don't understand, that, my brother also mentioned the dignity of his brother or something before." Ayase's eyes were no longer as deep as just now, and compared to the inability to perceive just now, there was a trace of uncertainty and doubt in her eyes now.

"The so-called dignity of the elder brother is just a self-righteous idea, thinking that the elder brother must take care of the younger sister, thinking that I must do everything in front of you, so rejecting your care, rejecting the idea that you want to share for me, and taking on things beyond your own ability, this is the so-called ridiculous elder brother's dignity." Kazuya shook his head, showed a wry smile, and said.

Although he said these words to Ayase when he said this, however, this is actually the true thought of Kazuya in his own heart, and he has always been better than others in various fields, so he has the illusion that he must be the one who solves the problem, although the solution of many problems needs to rely on the help and encouragement of others, but in the subconscious, Kazuya has always thought that he has always been the one who leads the problem solving, whether it is Ayase, or Shiyu, Eiri Pear, or Kirino, all of them, This also made Kazuya feel that if he couldn't solve the problem, it would be a particularly humiliating thing, especially in front of Ayase, he didn't want to be such a character.

Just as Ayase has always relied on Kazuya and always hoped that Kazuya could be her helper, Kazuya has always hoped that she can always be the one who takes care of Ayase, not the one who is taken care of by Ayase.

However, this kind of thinking is stupid, so far, Kazuya thinks that he has done countless things, accompanied by the help of other people, and everyone's assistance, Kazuya also slowly realized that when he self-righteously helped others take on various tasks, other people around him actually helped him with more things, for example, today's black cat, there is no need to play this lame scene with him, and for example, Ying Lili on Sunday, there is no need to participate in Kirino's discussion at all, but all of them,It's all because of his own reasons.,And when it comes to solving things.,Kazuya naturally thinks it's his own credit - and then,And then he takes on one unbearable commission after another.,To trouble others.,And the cycle repeats.。

This is the so-called "dignity", the dignity of bothering others for the sake of one's own face, and in the end not knowing it.

If it weren't for Ayase's outburst this time, Kazuya felt that he might really be immersed in this "help game".

So, when he said these self-denying and self-deprecating words, Kazuya's mood was definitely sincere.

"Self-righteous thoughts?" Ayase is a gentle person after all, and the outburst she just now is actually just an outburst of restraint after the contradictions have accumulated to a certain extent, so after seeing Kazuya's expression of self-reproach, the depressed emotion in her heart was also unconsciously replaced by concern for Kazuya.

"That's right, I've been relying on your help, but I take your help as my own credit, and then, in front of you, I show that I can do anything, this is a ridiculous face project?" Kazuya poked his head and said, "I really don't know what I'm thinking?" ”

"It's not like that!" However, Ayase's words pulled Kazuya out of his self-deprecating state.

"Ayase?"

"I said, my brother is not such a person!" It was completely different from the seriousness just now, but with the same firmness and the same excited tone, he shouted out of Ayase's mouth, "If my brother is that kind of person, who would really want to help you?" ”――

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I'm going to be running around for the next two and a half weeks, so the update will be unstable...... But it's not a break, it shouldn't be