32. Confess when drunk
Zhen Rou read Ruan Chengze's text message several times, as if to confirm its authenticity, and then returned to Weibo to click on Ruan Chengze's homepage.
Then, the whole person froze. The eardrums seemed to be covered with something, buzzing, and the world was cut off from itself.
All she could see was the images and texts on the narrow screen of her phone.
Nguyen Chengze V: Is this your favorite look? Thank you @ζΎζΎηη±wuli Aze for painting, I accepted it.
The accompanying picture is a drawing of her boring afternoon, and the man in red with a microphone seems to be about to jump off the page.
So, it's not a drop from the horse, but a flop by the male god!
When she was crying profusely, Ruan Chengze came to her ear.
He said, "Don't cry. In this way, since I caused you to make a cameo sour, I'll give you a gift of compensation after the performance. So, when you want to cry later, you think I'm going to give you a gift, so you should be happy? β
Zhen Rou clicked on the comments, there were all kinds of things, and there was everything to say.
"! The first @ person of my male god.,It seems that she's still a girl?! β
"Chicory, big touch, please take my knees! Paste so many paintings of Brother Ze's works, none of them can compare to you, it's too expressive! I'm going to marry you! β
"I'm a dumbfounded, won't it be Sister-in-law, I just jumped into the ocean of orange juice, and my husband is going to make the female ticket public?! No, the fat friend on the front rooftop let me, I'll jump first! β
"Everyone is still too naΓ―ve, this is the president of Brother Ze's support association, Goddess Zeng Zeng will not really soak in the male god QAQ, I knew that I would also persist in the fan circle for a few more years!"
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There are too many comments, and there is a tendency to continue to be good, Zhen Rou did not check them one by one.
It turns out that this is the gift he said, and it was made public by idols @ and affirmed, which is the dream of many fan girls. This man really knows how to capture people's hearts.
Back on the text message interface, she typed down her answer word by word:
"Love it, really!"
I thought it was too short and perfunctory, so I deleted it and rewrote it.
"I like it so much, thank you Brother Cheng Ze!"
Well, it seems to be too nymphomaniac, as if you can see yourself jumping up through the screen......
"Ahhh Zhen Rou fell into a big word on the bed, and it was so difficult to reply to the male god's text message!
She was frantically flared, and her phone rang coldly, and she was startled.
It was Ruan Chengze calling......
"Brother Cheng Ze?" She breathed deeply, restraining her inner throbbing.
The other end was silent for a few seconds before he spit out a deep voice, "Look at you haven't replied to the text message, is it bothering you, I'm sorry, it's because I haven't thought about it enough." β
Hey? The male god thinks he was bombarded by his fans and is apologizing to himself?
With this cognition, Zhen Rou's words could no longer be closed, "No, no!" I didn't know the situation at first, and I just swiped Weibo so happy that I didn't reply, I like it very much. Brother Cheng Ze, I like it very much. β
As if she was afraid that he wouldn't believe in herself, she emphasized her liking again, and all her reserve and restraint were left behind.
"Well," the man curled his lips silently, "that's good, get some rest, good night." β
Zhen Rou: "Good night, Brother Cheng Ze!" β
Ruan Chengze threw his mobile phone on the bed casually and walked to the balcony to blow the wind, is he too abnormal?
If it weren't for Xiao Hui calling him to ask him what was going on, he wouldn't have doubted it, but he just thought that if he did this, the little girl who was his fan would definitely be happy. When she reacted to whether there would be irrational fans attacking her, she immediately dialed her phone.
The cigarette in his hand burned out, and the last bit of spark died in the night wind, he shook his head and went back to his bedroom to rest.
The mood is unstable, and strange thoughts gush out, and it seems that the medicine for depression has to be taken continuously.
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In order not to let this Weibo turmoil expand, Xiao Hui personally contacted Zhen Rou and asked her to forward the Weibo, saying that she would go to the crew to visit the class and give gifts by the way.
Sure enough, the heat quickly subsided, and nothing changed except for his own nearly 10,000 followers.
Then, from time to time, she would post some hand-paintings of Ruan Chengze on this number, which seemed to have become a big fan circle. Although the fans are not as big as their own, the number of comments far exceeds the designer's number......
The days gradually passed away in the bland, and the crew spent the hottest summer and finally came to an end.
On this day, the actor who played Chen Jinnan was about to finish, and the meaningful death of Chen Jinnan in "The Story of Deer and Ding" was about to be filmed, Zhen Rou did not hide in the room to escape the heat, and came to the set early.
Zhen Rou also watched several versions of "The Legend of Deer and Ding" in her childhood, and read the original book before designing the costumes, and she almost wanted to cry when Chen Jinnan died.
This plot simply poked her heart, the times have changed, and chivalry has declined. Chen Jinnan is the most glorious and righteous chivalrous man in the book, and the sentence "If you don't know Chen Jinnan in your life, it is in vain to call yourself a hero" can be seen.
However, such a chivalrous man did not sacrifice his life for the country, did not die in the great cause of opposing the Qing Dynasty and restoring the Ming Dynasty, but died in the hands of his own people. An embarrassing betrayal.
As Mr. Lu Xun said, "Tragedy is the destruction of beautiful things for others to see." β
Chen Jinnan's death has been dissected by many readers, some say that his death represents the center of Old Man Jin's anti-martial arts; Some people also say that his death made a choice for Wei Xiaobao, and finally there was no more dilemma; Some people also say that his death alludes to Wei Xiaobao's tragedy, he has a sister and a ticket in his life, and his mother is still alive, but he does not have his father's love, and Chen Jinnan, who he treats as a father, died in front of his eyes......
Yes, Zhen Rou had great expectations for this scene and waited at the scene early.
But when the filming started, she realized that she couldn't enter the drama at all!
The actor's fighting movements are very stiff and slow-motion, and she can even clearly see the cracks of the blood bags on the scene.
It wasn't until Ruan Chengze, who played Wei Xiaobao, had a sudden change in his expression, looking at Chen Jinnan, who took the sword with his hand, and was about to rush forward like crazy, that she grasped the slightest sadness.
Of course, to no avail, in the end, Zheng Keshuang still pierced Chen Jinnan's body with a sword.
Wei Xiaobao hugged Chen Jinnan, his eyes turned red all of a sudden, and his clothes were stained with the blood of his master.
"Master, you haven't taught me martial arts yet...... You can teach me now......" At first, he was able to hold back his tears.
But when Chen Jinnan asked him not to kill Zheng Keshuang, he held his face before he died and said: "The most gratifying thing in my life as a teacher is to accept you as an apprentice, I am very happy for my teacher, I am very happy to be a teacher, I am very happy to ......"
Zhen Rou found that Ruan Chengze's tears came out at once, a teacher for one day and a father for life. Chen Jinnan died in Wei Xiaobao's arms, as if his father had died in his arms.
She suddenly remembered what Liang Kun said to Ruan Chengze, he said that Ruan Sirou's death was not his fault, and his mother's death was not his fault, except that their father was not mentioned. So, could it be that Ruan Chengze's world is actually the same as Wei Xiaobao, in fact, the role of the father is missing.
No wonder, no wonder he took this play, Wei Xiaobao got everything, but he didn't get his father's love. As for Ruan Chengze, he is also famous now, not to mention his father, even his mother and sister are gone.
Thinking of this, Zhen Rou suddenly felt a little sour.
"Buzzing ......" the phone vibrated to pull back her love xΓΉ, so late, who would call herself.
Suspiciously, she walked out of the set and was quite surprised when she saw the word "Jingjia".
"Hey, why are you calling me at this time?"
At the other end, Tong Jingjia cried, "Arou, I'm in the film and television base, I didn't find you on the set, I'll position it for you." β
She froze in her heart, "Okay, don't move where you are after you send me, I'll come right away!" β
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Twenty minutes later, Zhen Rou finally found Tong Jingjia, who was standing on the street of the alley in despair.
"What's wrong!" She scooped her best friend into her arms, and her heart hurt slightly.
Tong Jingjia hugged Zhen Rou, and tears came out instantly, "Arou, I don't know what's wrong with him, didn't I say that he was very good a while ago, and it feels like he's about to finish." As a result, he suddenly distanced himself recently, and I, I felt uncomfortable staying there......"
Seeing her best friend's tears flowing, Zhen Rou, who was already a little sad, couldn't hold back for a while. She tightened her arms, "I know, I understand, I'm with you!" Don't cry, how embarrassing it is in these streets and alleys! β
She knew that although things could be explained in a few words, the feeling of the gap from heaven to hell could not be described. She has flown back from abroad, which shows how sad she is.
"Arou, come have a drink with me, we haven't had a drink for a long time!" Tong Jingjia wiped her tears and said to her.
Zhen Rou replied without much thought: "Okay, let's buy it back to the hotel to drink, don't get drunk or sleep!" β
So, an hour later, the two girls cried together in the hotel.
Tong Jingjia: "You say, how can a gentle man on weekdays turn his face when he says it, don't you know, I really thought we were going to be together a while ago...... My crush has turned into a bright love, and he actually didn't recognize it......"
Zhen Rou: "Then you at least once had it, not like me, cowardice!" I didn't even dare to tell my true identity until now, and my heart broke when I heard him call me Miss Zhen in that detached tone...... Will he not like the famous lady, but like the soft and cute fans......"
After complaining to each other, the two clinked glasses again and dried a can of beer.
"Knock knock", I don't know who knocked on the door for the third time. Zhen Rou finally got up from the ground, walked through a can, and opened the door a little angrily.
"Who, knock on the door without sleep in the middle of the night!"
Outside the house, Ruan Chengze's dangling hand paused, and the smell of wine on his face made him frown.
"Why do you drink so much alcohol?" He said as he took the unfinished beer can from her hand.
Zhen Rou's eyes narrowed, "Ah, Ruan Chengze, how did I see you, I'm dreaming again!" She leaned against the glass door of the bathroom and looked at the man with misty eyes, "Why do you drink so much?" It's not because you're ......"
Ruan Chengze stepped in, afraid of being seen, and gently closed the door, but only at the entrance did not go inside.
"Because of me?"
Zhen Rou: "That's right, I don't know what to do, why do I like you, why don't I dare to tell you the truth?" Woowoo woo ......"
As she spoke, she whimpered as if she thought of something sad.
Ruan Chengze's heart moved, seeing that her whole person began to shake, it seemed that she couldn't stand, so he hurriedly went up to help her.
Zhen Rou fell into his arms, said something in a daze, and fell asleep. Although her voice was extremely soft, Ruan Chengze could still hear it all clearly.
She said, "If you don't kiss me at the concert......"